Sunday, May 29, 2022

BearBull Don't Live Here Anymore

 11:45PM EST - 12:04AM EST

5.29.2022

Sunday May 29th, 2022

"Love Don't Live Here Anymore" Rolls Royce

"Bear Bull Don't Live Here Anymore" 


Chorus: 


Abandoned baby

Sales don't live here anymore

Foul plain flagrantly

Bears don't live here anymore 


Verse 1:


When you trade inside the MACD

Your day is just so serene

There was no equity you couldn't see opportunity

The market price just seemed so far away

From the buy signal, (far away) may I hear you say, baby 


Chorus: 


Abandoned baby

Buys don't live here anymore

Foul plain flagrantly

Bulls don't live here anymore 


Verse 2:


Bull Bear don't live here anymore see

Just residue of trade dust sheesh

From thee not having MACD cheese

Take Profit went away (flee)

Found another buyer of last resort eeee


Chorus: 


Abandoned baby

Sales don't live here anymore

Foul plain flagrantly

Bears don't live here anymore


Verse 3:

Through the error of our ways (Play where the MACD lays)

We can see 2000% days (Play where the MACD strays)

If we play where the MACD sways (Where the MACD parlays)

Play where the MACD stays (Until the MACDS part ways)


Chorus:


 Abandoned baby

Sales don't live here anymore

Foul plain flagrantly

Bears don't live here anymore

 

Abandoned baby

Sales don't live here anymore

Foul plain flagrantly

Bears don't live here anymore


Abandoned baby (Foul plain flagrantly)

Sales don't live here anymore (Bears don't live here anymore)




Through the windows of my eyes
Everyone can see the loneliness inside me
Why'd you have to go away
Don't you know I miss you so, and need your love
You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy
Love don't live here anymore
You abandoned me
Love don't live here anymore
Just a vacancy, yeah
Love don't live here anymore, no, no, no
You abandoned me
Love don't live here, live here no more

If you had the signal

8:04PM EST -  8:43PM EST 

5.29.2022

If You Had My Love Jennifer Lopez

 If You Had the Signal


Chorus:

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

Verse 1:

Now if the MACD is green only buy trades will last

Please leave those bear runs in the past

But if the MACD is red then that bull run is dead 

Buy it up if you aim to lose fund's bread

(yeah yeah)

Bridge:

A red MACD (A red MACD will accompany me to a company) will accompany me to a company (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) 

See the MACD sold strongly, MACD was red

(yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) 

If you haunt MACD (you will happily)

You will happily (get the dough, cream, bread and cheese)

Dough, cream, bread and cheese (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

If you want to keep equity (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)


Chorus:

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?


Verse 2:

You say you want Tendies 

And you've got to have them all

But First, is the option a put or a call?

If you want to live 

To see the MACD give

The opp signal when the present MACD ends, yeah


Bridge:


We don't want you (We don't want you)

Trying to tell these fools (Trying to tell these fools)

What the chart meant to you 

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Follow the rules or tomorrow's the school

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You need the gain not the pain so don't choose to lose (Choose to lose)

Adhere the rules

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah)

 Or the market steer pulls

(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

If you want to heap equity

Chorus:

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

Hmm

Yeah

Ooh, na, na, na

Ooh

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead?

If you had the signal and the MACD was green would you bull run clean?

And If you had the signal but the MACD was red bear run or dead? 

Friday, May 27, 2022

Try Me Cadence

Try Me Cadence


I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over probably

my account won't be wobbly

I won't be trading like a person groggy

I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over happy

my account won't be nappy

I won't be trading like a person crappy


 I see a buy on the hourly

Go against cast in a sour sea 

I will ride the signal out

 I won't budge til I see the signal shout

 no

No doubt this is something we don't play about 

The moving averages chart just lays it out so

 Join in and just play it out grab bags money

I need ten words let me hear you shout please

We just broke the wall street code of secrets for you

Because we adore you

We the people that's us we for you

And we don't drive maybachs 

half a million we let the market play with that

Because we only follow the macd

We come and go drive thru banks like coinbase

I heard made 200M from coinbase

Pretty smart move for a Black Guy

We logged on to see what the coins say

I heard the macd is in strong sell

For them buyers it short fell

Closed the trade auto quick short tale

Fell asleep at the wheel abort yell

Told you what the macd says

Is there a buy signal on the moving averages? 

Are you ready for how the macd plays? 

You're in shark infested savages

Territory piranhas salvage spit

Saliva thought you were MacGyver

No parachute how are you a diver?

Now you're just a crier 

Quiet as is kept trades could have closed quieter

Quite more silent with Way more screaming

With a better emotion the macd is your supplier

without a buy signal on the hourly don't buy sir

If there's a buy signal on the hourly

You have to buy it til it's not on the hourly


If I see a buy on the five hour

Then I know it has more power

My account will be showered

Go against see demolition towers

Your account gets plowed sir

Right now please get down sir

The 200 five hour was stuck in a buy some

All bears got stuck in cry zones

If they didn't peep the easy warning

For the Market that was easy mourning

The daily 20 and macd won't lie tho

Run with or don't try bro

macd blast your capitals family. 

Your account just got a whammy

Now you pillow talking with Ms. Tammy

Need a little sugar like Hammy. 


I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over probably

my account won't be Dolby

I won't be trading like my cereal soggy

Try Me Cadence


I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over probably

my account won't be wobbly

I won't be trading like a person groggy

I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over happy

my account won't be nappy

I won't be trading like a person crappy


 I see a buy on the hourly

Go against cast in a sour sea 

I will ride the signal out

 I won't budge til I see the signal shout

 no

No doubt this is something we don't play about 

The moving averages chart just lays it out so

 Join in and just play it out grab bags money

I need ten words let me hear you shout please

We just broke the wall street code of secrets for you

Because we adore you

We the people that's us we for you

And we don't drive maybachs 

half a million we let the market play with that

Because we only follow the macd

We come and go drive thru banks like coinbase

I heard made 200M from coinbase

Pretty smart move for a Black Guy

We logged on to see what the coins say

I heard the macd is in strong sell

For them buyers it short fell

Closed the trade auto quick short tale

Fell asleep at the wheel abort yell

Told you what the macd says

Is there a buy signal on the moving averages? 

Are you ready for how the macd plays? 

You're in shark infested savages

Territory piranhas salvage spit

Saliva thought you were MacGyver

No parachute how are you a diver?

Now you're just a crier 

Quiet as is kept trades could have closed quieter

Quite more silent with Way more screaming

With a better emotion the macd is your supplier

without a buy signal on the hourly don't buy sir

If there's a buy signal on the hourly

You have to buy it til it's not on the hourly


If I see a buy on the five hour

Then I know it has more power

My account will be showered

Go against see demolition towers

Your account gets plowed sir

Right now please get down sir

The 200 five hour was stuck in a buy some

All bears got stuck in cry zones

If they didn't peep the easy warning

For the Market that was easy mourning

The daily 20 and macd won't lie tho

Run with or don't try bro

macd blast your capitals family. 

Your account just got a whammy

Now you pillow talking with Ms. Tammy

Need a little sugar like Hammy. 


I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over probably

my account won't be wobbly

I won't be trading like a person groggy

I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over happy

my account won't be nappy

I won't be trading like a person crappy


 

 

I'm betting on the macd, macd

I'll close the trade when the signals over froggy

my account won't be Dolby

I won't be trading like a person soggy


 

 

New Genre of Music Chart Music

 cadence JB Somebody Paris 


 RSI Periods two and three

 I thank
GOD. got me
And I'm so grateful that.


I catch them at 100 or 0 and I got.



The moving average 5 or 200 and buy or sell depending.

Buy or sell depending.


 RSI Periods two and three

 I thank GOD. got me
And I'm so grateful that.


I catch them at 100 or 0 and I got.



The moving average 5 or 200 and buy or sell depending.

Buy or sell depending



bridge
chorus


 on the macd the macd
hourly
 and five hour

technicals
chart follow.
Up over sold to200Betsay



Chorus

 Mary Kate and Ashley are the

buy zones the 5 MA


Nicole Ritchie is the 10MA

Paris Hilton is the 20

 when over purchased on macd.


5 and 200 only. 20 or 100 if inbetween.

5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween

5 and 200 only. 20 or 100 if inbetween.

5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween



back to one of those. depending on the macd.

back to one of those. depending on the macd



 holey moley.

neutral means reload point.

the safest places are at the top and bottom of the charts.

stay out of the middle of the ocean or you'll drown.

The triple stacked RSI silver burger in your lap.

donut shop.

neutral means reload point.

the safest places are at the top and bottom of the charts.

stay out of the middle of the ocean or you'll drown.

The triple stacked RSI silver burger in your lap.






Adlibs

HE sought me
The strategy he brought me
How not to be naughty
Taught me
Now I stare at charts hardly knawrly Barkely
Trading can be salty
Please pass the sugar Mrs. Hartley
Pardon me partly Party!?!
Sorry
Gaudy baudy
Even in the hallways
Watch intent all day
Parchment all they
Good Lawdy
 Shatwy

 RSI Periods two and three

 I thank GOD. got me
And I'm so grateful that.


I catch them at 100 or 0 and I got.


The moving average 5 or 200 and buy or sell depending.

Buy or sell depending

RSI Periods two and three

 I thank GOD. got me
And I'm so grateful that.


I catch them at 100 or 0 and I got


The moving average 5 or 200 and buy or sell depending.

Buy or sell depending


bridge
chorus


 on the macd the macd
hourly
 and five hour

technicals
chart follow.
Up over sold to200Betsay

Chorus



Mary Kate and Ashley are the

buy zones the 5 MA


Nicole Ritchie is the 10MA

Paris Hilton is the 20


when its over purchased depending on macd.


ma5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween.

ma5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween

5 and 200 only. 20 or 100 if inbetween.

5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween

5 and 200 only. 20 or 100 if inbetween.

5 and 200 only. at the 20 if inbetween


back to one of those. depending on the macd. 

 donut shop.

neutral means reload point.

the safest places are at the top and bottom of the charts.

 stay out of the middle of the ocean or you'll drown.

The triple stacked RSI silver burger in your lap


Thursday, May 12, 2022

TELEPLAY DIALOGUE

Scene Two: The Market Brackets 

1:53AM EST - 2:34AM EST

FRIDAY MAY 13TH, 2022

5.13.222

MY BROTHER QUE HARRIS BIRTHDAY 

1982

Bobby:

   London session market open is not until,

8AM Eastern Time so just be still,

Be wary the traders with London following the daily trend wind mill.

They will wake up stressing, their bills and to pay them will follow the daily trend until, their bill paying obligations are fulfilled, only then will they be thrilled and in still mind, while they gave your Will rescinded chills by what they revealed while you were yelling out "chill"! 

The American session, NY session opens at noon. 

Wait until then to reverse for mean reversion slow pullback until Asian session enters or look like an utter buffoon. 

That's what they do, when they are the smartest, bears or bulls pulling in the profitable directions only, they don't fail the fast test. 

You started all over the chart wondering why they farted all over your heart. What kind of question was something like that? Something like a bat, smashing your face, or mace made by Ace running Acme, the company making you ask "why did you smack me?" 

The market will always respond to it's wishes and it's wishes are for you to do the dishes. The market is John Gotti and you took out a loan. It was placed in the direction of the direction, tracing the protection, just a thong. 

The Asian session opens at 11PM Eastern time so make sure, you are following the trend daily here as well, check your chime. 

Your bank account wonders where the money came from, from not letting the market shame dumb, one young puck, who had his stop loss struck, bc there was no stop loss, they thought they were right, they thought they were bright. 

Following the daily trend is the only way to daily mend the bruises of economic enslavement my friend. 

No one else will even try, compared to you and I, we were destined to see a piece of the pie, and the piece that meets our cry, teria. Pure deliria imperially, creating words interiorly. 

The mean reversion lasts from 2PM to 10PM. By 1PM and 10PM check the five hour, four hour, hourly and 15M for RSI oversold or overbought. 

2PM and 10PM I use the demo and go both ways. I have three trade sessions per day. One per session. Following the daily trend except for 1-2PM - & 10-11PM. 

I used to mistake the daily mean reversion trade from 2pm to 10pm for a daily trend reversal. The weekly and monthly MACD technical analysis  indicator still reflects the continuation of the daily trend but yet and still I continued to confuse the mean reversion trade with daily trend reversal. This won't happen until the weekly and or monthly RSI reflects oversold. Until the weekly and monthly RSI go over purchased in the daily trend direction, you must continue in the direction of the daily, weekly and monthly trend. 

You only go against the trend during the NY session. By the Asian, Australian and Frankfurt, Germany sessions, you want to be once again a friend to the daily trend. Otherwise the daily trend won't be your friend anymore. It won't even care. You will care more than the daily trend did that you didn't follow it's more powerful move. 

2AM is the Germany market open. 8PM is Australia market open. Sydney session. The ore Asia session. Tokyo session. 

London, New York, Sydney, Tokyo and Frankfurt sessions. Five sessions daily. Following the daily trend for sessions one, four and five. Sessions two and three are for mean reversion trades. By session three and four you are preparing to exit mean reversion and to continue the daily trend for the next two overnight sessions, the over night shift. Morning shift you follow the trend until one hour after market open. 9:30AM. 

By then the morning volume mean reversion will happen. By 9-10AM the daily trend will resume until 1-2PM. Mean reversion lasts until sessions three and four, from session two. New York is session two. Mean reversion is session two. 

Session one is London session. One hour after London session you follow the daily mean reversion trend. Morning volume will see it happen within an hour. Watch the market during the first hour of market open. An hour before the stock market opens. 

Follow the daily trend after the morning volume mean reversion trade. From 9:30AM-10:30AM it's mean reversion. By 10:30AM if not 10AM it's the continuation of the daily trend. The daily MACD AND ROC. 

London Open

Saturday, May 7, 2022

Act One: Scene Three: Casablanca Trilogy

 Act One: Scenes One thru Three: Casablanca Trilogy


ARTISTIC AND ECONOMIC MONOLOGUES


5.7.2022


 FRIDAY MAY 6TH, 2022


SCENE ONE: You'll Land a Film Role


 I prayed to GOD for an opportunity to act

Next day signed up for a few and got a call back

Telling me I could hit the call backs

If the first audition I don't stall that's

Hiding the fact this is the first audition the call rats

She gave me the only Starbucks script I didn't know it when

I practiced all day I practiced all night

Woke up and finished by 7pm all bright

Read the Godfather script for kicks

I thank GOD I got the call back

I just have to pay for their classes and off we go

The poet who directed films but wrote novels then realized acting was the gift ticket there

Shared with snares smelling destiny in the air

Takes time for the emotion to pour out like a sinker

Pouring out air in water what a thinker

Cadence like John Gotti 1996 Armand Stand Up

You talk like an Italian

Used to speaking so fast in their own language this is how they think they will speak as fast in your languages

If I speak like this in a role ill win the Oscar win it because why because no explanation necessary that's what Neil will tell me he would say John suck it up and do the time it's about honor respect you take the beating for the friend you don't lay down and D.B. was a gentleman

Let's win again who would have thought acting brings Benjamin's?

$17 per hour as a start pure showers

I was prepared for it to happen but wasn't sure it would happen this way I just was sure it would happen

Now I know this is the calling and I can be one of the greatest actors ever and go in there every time with this mentality

Totally decimate every audition just leave it there get the role the top spots any category eligible for the Oscar get it and get it good

You wanted this thing you whole life and now and now you got it. You got it so good you practice you still practice you never stopped practicing. 

This is something pure it's from your soul it's your support line and your resistance level this is your gauge how you gauge your emotion. 

This is your therapy the only therapy you could ever afford. You go in the booth you make the booth you make a booth anywhere you can everywhere you go when you're ready to record. 

You do this for years do it so long it's normal to anyone around you after a certain time. 

Acting out a script feels like therapy because you can out your emotions in someone else's words. 

You take this John Gotti cadence and you take it to the moon. Use it in a film. You'll land a film role solely from this accent one time. 


1:41PM EST - 2:08PM EST


5.7.2022


FRIDAY MAY 6TH, 2022


SCENE TWO: He Has Reared His Crown.


You gotta want it Frankie. More than you want to breathe. Take my air you can have the air I need if I'm not breathing for what I believe in. You can have it all. All of the comforts and all of the joys. The laughs the giggles the giddy crackles. 

The world is a field of finish lines. A baton race. The world is one big baton race. Some by yourself and some with others. You go from goal to goal. You lead the way from accomplishment to accomplishment. 

You set the goals in front of you and you chase them. You chase them until the last breathe. There's no rush but time is of the essence. Take the adequate time necessary to prepare for the sought out opportunities but time is of the essence. 

Every goal leads to the next. The baton race. Each goal set is the previous goals completion. It will take 15 years to flesh out. 15 years before you're living the reality fully. 7 years until it sparks a flame and you observe an universal booster in abilities. 

It was a new ability at the seven year mark for me personally. You start off as a seven year old poet on stage reciting another poet's work. It was called "I Can". "Because I can and I want to" we're the closing lines. You started writing your own poems at seven. You realized by 12 you loved cinema and you directed your first film. No script and no editing software. Shot scene by scene and in chronological order. 6-12 minutes. Took 6-12 hours. You realized then it took a lot to make even the shortest film.

By 21 you were on YouTube about 5 times with every channel being a hit with stats. You decided to try novels and ensure your literary legacy no matter what the film career brought. You chose a pen name David Crichton by 25 and self published novels and scripts until 32. 

You sought out your first acting audition. By 27 you started writing economic notes and financially literate stories. 5 years into currency trading and stock holding. Value investing and futures trading. 

The acting was the last step to the puzzle. The hardest aspect of it due to the emotional availability one must have to excel at the craft. Needless to say I'm there. I'm ready for the tears and I'm ready for the pain the scene will require. 

I know what buttons to press on myself. Other people try to push my buttons every day sometimes. Hey you gotta know what makes you mad or sad so only you feel those when you want to. You can't push my buttons but I can press my buttons. 

I can push my buttons by myself. If you try to push my buttons ill just hold on to the button until the next director yells Action.

In this scene I'm going to take all of the emotion. All of the rage all of the pain all of the sadness. All of the grief oh yea it's coming with me. I'm going to remember the saddest nights. I'll remember the coldest days. 

I'll reminiscence on the longest days and the longest showers. I'll reflect on no lights for three weeks in November N.Y. state. Jack Frost wasn't playing with me and I'm not playing with you either. 

You have to be an open book of emotion. Take the script and demolish it. Brings those words to life emotion does. Bring those words to life with your emotion. How long will it take to make myself cry? Doesn't matter. I'll show up to set early and sit on the stairs. 

On set sitting on the stairs, thinking about all of the times I was just sitting on the stairs and looking up at the stars. Wondering where is that air plane landing? You come real far when you look back and realize you never stopped. You have to be willing to spend the rest of your life committed to the dream. 

No matter what happened you never stopped. You took breaks for your mental or emotional health if needed but you never gave up. You always remembered the minimum work flow you needed to keep your personal momentum. 

Now you're momentum trading. Betting on the winners only and betting more on the winners. Now you're going full time currency speculation. Now you can go full time acting. Full time passion projects while pursuing industry passions. 

Taking art courses and acting classes. On top of the talent agency classes before your first audition. You're about to be a professional actor. You're a professional actor on the inside already. He has reared his crown. 


2:29AM EST - 2:42AM EST


 5.8.2022


SUNDAY MAY 8TH, 2022


SCENE THREE: Well You Tell Me Frankie.


It has to be in you and not on you Frankie. You have to want it more than you want to breathe. I want this more than I want to breathe I'll tell you again. GOD gave us a gift Frankie and if we don't use it we betrayed him. I'm no traitor Frankie, not to my creator and not to myself. 

I didn't create myself but I'm here now so what am I going to do now? Lay over, die, and just give up? I'm here for a limited time. I am a collectible. I am just a time based collectible. The actions I perform here on Earth will ripple thru mankind history. The future must know I was here and what I did. It has to be That exuberant. Exuberance must exude from my pores. 

I must exude excellence in my art craft. I'm here to show the world how to properly release their day to day on the brink of extermination esque emotions Frankie. When I wake up I thank GOD. I thank GOD because I woke up. I'm alive, I'm still alive. Another day another holler. Another way another dollar. 

I wake up and I begin thinking of the next chapter. The next scene, the next shot, the next documentary, the next edit, the next character. All I'm good at is being me. I am an artist. It's the only thing I do better than anyone else, create heart filled art. Every project is a passion project. I only do it because I love it. I love the thrill. The thrill of not knowing how I am going to get observers of the art. 

The observation of the art will come. Art work appreciates in value because Art work lasts forever. Is the art worth observing? That's the question Frankie. Does it deserve an audience? Is the piece of art deserving of a crowd of gawkers? 

Is the art they are observing even worth their time to view it? Well you tell me Frankie. 

Act One: Scene Two: Casablanca Trilogy

Act One: Casablanca Trilogy


ARTISTIC AND ECONOMIC MONOLOGUES


5.7.2022


 FRIDAY MAY 6TH, 2022


SCENE ONE:


 I prayed to GOD for an opportunity to act

Next day signed up for a few and got a call back

Telling me I could hit the call backs

If the first audition I don't stall that's

Hiding the fact this is the first audition the call rats

She gave me the only Starbucks script I didn't know it when

I practiced all day I practiced all night

Woke up and finished by 7pm all bright

Read the Godfather script for kicks

I thank GOD I got the call back

I just have to pay for their classes and off we go

The poet who directed films but wrote novels then realized acting was the gift ticket there

Shared with snares smelling destiny in the air

Takes time for the emotion to pour out like a sinker

Pouring out air in water what a thinker

Cadence like John Gotti 1996 Armand Stand Up

You talk like an Italian

Used to speaking so fast in their own language this is how they think they will speak as fast in your languages

If I speak like this in a role ill win the Oscar win it because why because no explanation necessary that's what Neil will tell me he would say John suck it up and do the time it's about honor respect you take the beating for the friend you don't lay down and D.B. was a gentleman

Let's win again who would have thought acting brings Benjamin's?

$17 per hour as a start pure showers

I was prepared for it to happen but wasn't sure it would happen this way I just was sure it would happen

Now I know this is the calling and I can be one of the greatest actors ever and go in there every time with this mentality

Totally decimate every audition just leave it there get the role the top spots any category eligible for the Oscar get it and get it good

You wanted this thing you whole life and now and now you got it. You got it so good you practice you still practice you never stopped practicing. 

This is something pure it's from your soul it's your support line and your resistance level this is your gauge how you gauge your emotion. 

This is your therapy the only therapy you could ever afford. You go in the booth you make the booth you make a booth anywhere you can everywhere you go when you're ready to record. 

You do this for years do it so long it's normal to anyone around you after a certain time. 

Acting out a script feels like therapy because you can out your emotions in someone else's words. 

You take this John Gotti cadence and you take it to the moon. Use it in a film. You'll land a film role solely from this accent one time. 


1:41PM EST - 2:08PM EST


5.7.2022


FRIDAY MAY 6TH, 2022


SCENE TWO: 


You gotta want it Frankie. More than you want to breathe. Take my air you can have the air I need if I'm not breathing for what I believe in. You can have it all. All of the comforts and all of the joys. The laughs the giggles the giddy crackles. 

The world is a field of finish lines. A baton race. The world is one big baton race. Some by yourself and some with others. You go from goal to goal. You lead the way from accomplishment to accomplishment. 

You set the goals in front of you and you chase them. You chase them until the last breathe. There's no rush but time is of the essence. Take the adequate time necessary to prepare for the sought out opportunities but time is of the essence. 

Every goal leads to the next. The baton race. Each goal set is the previous goals completion. It will take 15 years to flesh out. 15 years before you're living the reality fully. 7 years until it sparks a flame and you observe an universal booster in abilities. 

It was a new ability at the seven year mark for me personally. You start off as a seven year old poet on stage reciting another poet's work. It was called "I Can". "Because I can and I want to" we're the closing lines. You started writing your own poems at seven. You realized by 12 you loved cinema and you directed your first film. No script and no editing software. Shot scene by scene and in chronological order. 6-12 minutes. Took 6-12 hours. You realized then it took a lot to make even the shortest film.

By 21 you were on YouTube about 5 times with every channel being a hit with stats. You decided to try novels and ensure your literary legacy no matter what the film career brought. You chose a pen name David Crichton by 25 and self published novels and scripts until 32. 

You sought out your first acting audition. By 27 you started writing economic notes and financially literate stories. 5 years into currency trading and stock holding. Value investing and futures trading. 

The acting was the last step to the puzzle. The hardest aspect of it due to the emotional availability one must have to excel at the craft. Needless to say I'm there. I'm ready for the tears and I'm ready for the pain the scene will require. 

I know what buttons to press on myself. Other people try to push my buttons every day sometimes. Hey you gotta know what makes you mad or sad so only you feel those when you want to. You can't push my buttons but I can press my buttons. 

I can push my buttons by myself. If you try to push my buttons ill just hold on to the button until the next director yells Action.

In this scene I'm going to take all of the emotion. All of the rage all of the pain all of the sadness. All of the grief oh yea it's coming with me. I'm going to remember the saddest nights. I'll remember the coldest days. 

I'll reminiscence on the longest days and the longest showers. I'll reflect on no lights for three weeks in November N.Y. state. Jack Frost wasn't playing with me and I'm not playing with you either. 

You have to be an open book of emotion. Take the script and demolish it. Brings those words to life emotion does. Bring those words to life with your emotion. How long will it take to make myself cry? Doesn't matter. I'll show up to set early and sit on the stairs. 

On set sitting on the stairs, thinking about all of the times I was just sitting on the stairs and looking up at the stars. Wondering where is that air plane landing? You come real far when you look back and realize you never stopped. You have to be willing to spend the rest of your life committed to the dream. 

No matter what happened you never stopped. You took breaks for your mental or emotional health if needed but you never gave up. You always remembered the minimum work flow you needed to keep your personal momentum. 

Now you're momentum trading. Betting on the winners only and betting more on the winners. Now you're going full time currency speculation. Now you can go full time acting. Full time passion projects while pursuing industry passions. 

Taking art courses and acting classes. On top of the talent agency classes before your first audition. You're about to be a professional actor. You're a professional actor on the inside already. He has reared his crown. 


Friday, May 6, 2022

Act One: Scene One Casablanca Trilogy

 I prayed to GOD for an opportunity to act

Next day signed up for a few and got a call back

Telling me I could hit the call backs

If the first audition I don't stall that's

Hiding the fact this is the first audition the call rats

She gave me the only Starbucks script I didn't know it when

I practiced all day I practiced all night

Woke up and finished by 7pm all bright

Read the Godfather script for kicks

I thank GOD I got the call back

I just have to pay for their classes and off we go

The poet who directed films but wrote novels then realized acting was the gift ticket there

Shared with snares smelling destiny in the air

Takes time for the emotion to pour out like a sinker

Pouring out air in water what a thinker

Cadence like John Gotti 1996 Armand Stand Up

You talk like an Italian

Used to speaking so fast in their own language this is how they think they will speak as fast in your languages

If I speak like this in a role ill win the Oscar win it because why because no explanation necessary that's what Neil will tell me he would say John suck it up and do the time it's about honor respect you take the beating for the friend you don't lay down and D.B. was a gentleman

Let's win again who would have thought acting brings Benjamin's?

$17 per hour as a start pure showers

I was prepared for it to happen but wasn't sure it would happen this way I just was sure it would happen

Now I know this is the calling and I can be one of the greatest actors ever and go in there every time with this mentality

Totally decimate every audition just leave it there get the role the top spots any category eligible for the Oscar get it and get it good

You wanted this thing you whole life and now and now you got it. You got it so good you practice you still practice you never stopped practicing. 

This is something pure it's from your soul it's your support line and your resistance level this is your gauge how you gauge your emotion. 

This is your therapy the only therapy you could ever afford. You go in the booth you make the booth you make a booth anywhere you can everywhere you go when you're ready to record. 

You do this for years do it so long it's normal to anyone around you after a certain time. 

Acting out a script feels like therapy because you can out your emotions in someone else's words. 

You take this John Gotti cadence and you take it to the moon. Use it in a film. You'll land a film role solely from this accent one time.