CFK VOLUME FOUR REBEL WITH THE CAUSE

CFK VOLUME FOUR: REBEL WITH THE CAUSE

9.19.2015

THE UNITED CONSTITUENTS OF AMERICA

1. 4:55PM

An honest look at myself
For my own good health
I see
I am just not where I want to be
Chad please do tell

2. 5:10PM

I live with my Mom
I just dropped a livid bomb
People get mad
They say I shouldn't be glad living with my Mom or my Dad
He called me sorry in that aspect of my life and I still calmed

3. 6:14PM

I never learned many things
Causing such a burning sting
Now in these days but
How in these ways can I turn around my luck now what?
I must forever apply them after learning these many things

4. 6:17PM

I practiced a dash but I don't drive and never have
Hey I am 25 so you know that such a clever laugh
Why don't I? And
Why won't I? Man!
They tell me how I appear in their reality but I never cling to it
I never grab...too busy ascertaining my fantasy in reality so watch me sling to it...the one thing they say I may never grab

5. 6:23PM

I have a phobia so
Not hypnagogia
The other cars on the road
Yes they make me so nervous as if I were a toad
Hypnapompia makes for a good show but I need to get on the road though

6. 9.21.2015 1:37PM

There are many things I can not do
There are many things I may have misconstrued
They treat me as if I were destined for hell
In my defense, may I say there is one thing I do perform well
Creating better art from a wetter heart than you crews

7. 7:00PM

I am not the best cook
My clothes have yet to garner the best look
I am however the most creative artist born in 1989
And on the day after I die you will surely find in kind from my mind 29
Plus unreleased audio books...the best book

8. 7:06PM

I pour my soul on the pages
The same pages as the sages
Why are we and our feelings in cages? Society
Why are we living on wages? Sole Propriety
America...it is a circus out here...no emotional gauges

9. 7:20PM AND THEN 8:51PM

Creativity is all I know
I believe in serendipity and that one day synchronicity will glow
Up my destiny
I pray my creative ambition gets the best of me BC it is the best in me
Are you testing me GOD? It shows

10. 8.55PM

Honestly?
If I fall it wasn't consciously
I just have to make it with my art
Grab it from the start releasing it at the finish after dark
Society diminishes thru ignorant businesses while creativity endlessly replenishes thru energetically relentless sentences

11. 10:09PM

There are just so many good habits
That I do not have and those I need to grab it for I took a stab at it but now i have to stab it
Family looking like aw man dagger nabbit
Only thing on my mind is capitol murdering a classic

12. 10:23PM

All I do is write all day
All I do is recite all the ways to execute a stage play in the hallways
Of a stadium I have never been in
These are my beginnings...so humbling his winnings
Are to him for they match how he felt always

13. 10:26PM

They take my performance career right now
As a joke but pipe down for a bloke as I recite now
What I rewrite down around town or just in my room
If my career does not pop I will never be a pops or a groom
Where do I want to be in 2025? And so I need to keep writing future sounds

14. 10:30PM

My pain is my heart and my heart is filled with pains
So what do I have to gain? If my pain is filled with pain?
Nothing at all unless I express it
And since they are not the creative artist they are going to detest it
With affection check your recollections from when things were not just and just insane

15. 9.25.2015 10:01PM

AABBA

I wrote THE PHONE GIRL in June
So no just know it is not all new buffoon
I wrote it out of feverish pain in a fervor
The pain had to get released and now the story's release does not serve her
Or me so I will lock the book away for 20 Junes

16. 10:09PM

After TPG I was purged
Emotionally and now creatively the ambition just surged
All thru my sight body
All due to my wasabi...my light body
Then I knew I had to ride the wave...CFK was then born and encouraged

17. 10:13PM

I finished CFK VOLUME ONE
So out of three? One volume done
I started 15days late
And I only gave myself a month to build the gate...great!
Hells yeah I got it done...75poems...hell yeah it got fun

18. 10:15PM

And I thought by now you two knew
My creativity exponentially grew
After June and July
I knew I would croon and cry in despise
No more...material wealth thru creative stealth...I accrued

19. 10:17PM

Isn't it ironic? I plan to die iconic
Yet while alive they see me as ignorant...the bubonic plague
Is coming once again...in our days...I will be the African American male
Camera in the hand and TASCAM wire in the pocket Anne Frank

20. 10:25PM

If I die in ten years...the top of my game I was on it so a
Legend I made myself...literary genius Sibinachi Nickademis Sibinachi
The last cohiba even in death I owned the media game...they never condoned me...too bad THUG LIFE I got corned and then cornered it...cordoned it...Off...I won the Oscar posthumously so I couldn't even cry soft...so be it...if I can win it in death...alive
I rather not see it maybe next life just history this is it

21. 11:29PM

This is so easy to me
Writing all day and all night triple twice does not queasy me
It is just lemon peasy because
It is releasing anxiety from which we all know we suffer and it represents the cause...this cause and they are still pissed cause
I pursued my fantasy inside my reality with all of my reality really only for my reality...and then they have the nerve to go and try talking John Travolta Newton John Olivia to me...oh what a greasy me indeed

22. 11:30PM

I see what I need to be
In order for my destiny to reorder a sly destiny
In the very end
I will endure a scary win...even after a very scary end
The only way I did it...I kept GODS wisdom for me in me...I am not Bennit but GODS vision I was in it

23. 11:34PM

My productive and creative lifespan had easily restarted
When TPG almost had me easily regardless
Of regardless she had me and it still ends tragic
The pain or her i couldn't smash it...the gain I saw in my brain of what I had attained bashed back
And now the pain manifested into a lifetimes work in 365 days and I had cash bank cashed out cash back let the cash shout now who is carless?

24. 10:38PM

I have recently grown more into acting
Into expressing my emotion to the point where it is benefacting
My energy and my serenity and dignity it may just be my remedy
And they think my obsession with my art will be the end of me
Cole Nat King

25. 10:44PM

I can feel the vibration of the best
Exuding confidently from my chest
I don't do anything else - hell
Now I write a book a month - well isn't that swell?
My destiny is luminous so let society corruption distract the rest

26. 10:50PM

My confidence comes from studying my craft
From bloodying my staff - beating on my craft
And now it is pure skill - the emanating result of a dedicated will
And my heart is sure still - pure still - keep it up - I sure will
If I am President Kennedy then they are not even President Taft

27. 9.25.2015 11:35PM

I finished CFK Volume 2 in August
I diminished The Phone Girl Volume 2 and 3 in August
What do you think my goal was?
To double the last months effort is the constant goal duh?
Shout out Ms. Groover August the pilot - and her face is August

28. 11:45PM

So for the month of September
I remember
In September Tupac Amaru was killed
Or thrilled - to escape to Cuba - Assata open up
I am alone - was for dinner or brinner on the 14th of September

29. 11:47PM

It seems like - I am obsessed with my art
Yet the art represents what I love most about myself - my soul - so why not put all of my heart?
In it?
I don't like the financial scrimmage
You all play with all of your heart - my legacy is nothing but socially commentated
Art - I played my art

30. 11:51PM

I am obsessed with my art
It is suddenly oozing out of me - where is the dart?
I feel the prick
Thrown steadfastly by the prick who talks slick about his perfect
Reality well you pay all of your bills I pay all of my dues
I will write 10 franchises before your next Mix tape starts

31. 11:54PM

If my art is my obsession
I will never make it to their recollection
In the first place all because of my collection
People in their own miserable reality look at me in banality like boy what?

Chad F. Be slipping and tripping in succession no recession
Just creative ambitious progression when he dies they learn their lesson
This is for the creative rebels out there - my 2nd CFK
Collection up for inspection - after a Financial interjection -

32. 9.26.2015 1:10AM

I always wanted to be where I am at
Vibrationally the most potently productive creative artist - a slimed fact
Uh Nickolodeon - Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick
I am conning the government after the government conned me - slick ships slick slick
The Black JFK is at bat on the attack with a battle ax

33. 1:14AM

Anyway it goes I will die a legend
The day after I die - I am a legend
Watch me
They threatened to sock me
They thought I was timid well watch my wealth of deep art return their aggression - you died a father - I died a legend - a martyr - a likkle smarter starter - I waited they didn't and they hated - I never dated - Pop in my metaphorical selection or fantastically historical oratory no oracle - I am the one - a legend

34. 1:18AM

If I tell them I will die a legend - oh watch them laugh
And ask how? They see me failing - well watch him past
I only asked why - to the why I bowed - the why
Made me say ouch - the vision hurts I must pursue it until I die
And watch the world cry and get high off patsical lies - as they listen to my lifes work released after I passed

35. 1:22AM

I just keep on writing
For 30days no stopping a lot I have to get on the lot and so reciting
Is just so enticing its the only thing feeling right to me but they
Just tell me about what society tells me
Well then I am bolder I am an anvil I am a molder - exciting
To Vibrationally excel I will tell - I must only focus on what excites me

36. 1:28AM

I don't know what else to do
But keep doing what I already do
So well - so well - so much much better than you
Just like you follow society's will better than me dude
Oh really? Then watch what you say to me few - sue me

9.28.2015 12:33AM

I stayed up all night
Last time and I didn't even rhyme nor write
I burned 20copies of volume one and passed them out
I turned 10copies of volume two and

CFK Volume 4.2

9.28.2015 12:33AM

I stayed up all night

Last time and I didn't even rhyme nor write

I burned 20copies of volume one and passed them out 

I turned 10copies of volume two and mashed the sounds out

Of thought influenced by very observational sight

38. 12:36AM

I see my vision

I share it with those whom I envision

Caring about the mission and

Ensnaring all out the wished in plans 

Found my life mission oh look at just what I was missing

39. 12:43AM

I log my deepest thoughts down daily 

Drowning in my own ambition for this action to pay me

Double on the double

Too much unproductive fun for me is trouble

No judgment but in a life of no creative production I am not loving it and so my efforts must save me

40. 12:51AM

I passed every CD I made out

I straight gave it out - shaved it out - find shade out

And sit down or stand 

And get down to the political demands 

Of the reincarnation of Number 35 - he whom got blazed out and then played out

41. 12:56AM

I saw it in their eyes

I felt sly

For I know the quotes I wrote about

These deep thoughts on which I dote and then shout

The destiny is getting the best of me as the prize - what I leave behind before I died

42. 9.29.2015 1:48AM

It was just 1:09AM and I have just started writing 

Before I was just listening to my volume two reciting

Preceding me head down crying

Sitting on the floor looking at the bed not lying

I see myself dying a legend it is so frighteningly exciting

43. 1:55AM

James Dean is a legend

James Dean is a 24 yr old actor adding progression 

To his career for you to know before his funeral procession

My latest informative obsession

More success to add to the keeping the faith thru peeping a glory story collection

44. 2:00AM

What are the odds

I would research James Dean and add my perspective on his legacy to this cause?

His story leaves me coiled in awe

For in one year he became a star - made 3films - the 1st performance was Academy nominated 

Then died on tomorrow 55 plus years ago drop your jaw

Is that not odd? Some force is guiding my story to success and I believe it is GOD

45. 2:07AM

I just learned about James Dean

I just learned about the lame and mean 

Things

He went thru right after his serene 

Phase ended thus the legacy of James Dean

46. 2:10AM

James Dean died at 24 and numb

James Dean died young but not dumb

James Dean is considered Brandos protege

Sammy Davis Jr says Brand didn't associate with his protege

He would have been better than Brand and anyone else say some

47. 9.30.2015 5:00PM

Creative artistry

To be comprehended as an artist - the artist in me

Unconditionally expressed lasting in posterity for eternity it

Is yearning in me and spiritually discerning every bit

Of my existence for I am existing only for a finite time

Yet as is James Deans which I have yet to see - it lasts for an infinite amount BC the art is me

48. 5:03PM

I pull the death card

All the time BC the death card

Is the automatically pull your breath card here here sayer 

Oh that is so him please do not go there

On the day I die day I die I really pulled your breath card - I met what I respect - the death card

49. 5:09PM

James Dean - is forever 24

You have never seen him at 25 or Tupac at 26 or many more adored

Public and private figures in your life

They left at their twilight - peaks - so to speak - they had their slice swiped 

Kenny is sore

50. 5:15PM

I just want to be a legend - legendary death - legacy - legendarily 

25 year Olds all over the world over repping thee

Same thing I stand for

Simply BC I stand more

Alchemical blizzardry wizardry

51. 5:20PM

James Dean - the guy - one scarred

Who had the destiny of a star with stars in his eyes

Stars in his cries - cries

So young when his mother died

Father got drafted right - dark bars

52. 5:24PM

I will be honest - my biggest fear is failing

And losing my Mother - the thought is such an assailant

A gallant event to be behaved in

The thought of I will make it while she lives the thoughts sailing

53. 5:27PM

James Dean - I rocks with your campaign

You died before rock n roll ate bats - bang bang

Shots fired at society

Up to bat? But not up to par that's society

Bang bang - Chizzi Dean - I did the dam thing - pulled Sams string

54. 5:35PM

James Dean - my best friend

I never met my not lame not mean best friend

He upped my game

I just lumped my name

All due to GOD my destinal ambition and my new found inspiration

From my best friend

55. 5:38PM

James Dean - method acting - strong faces

And those were never bong faces

Strong message

A bong for stressing

I will give it up to get my own legacy - James Dean - history endures long traces

56. 5:40PM

I just want to be happily dead

For my spirit to not re slap me dead

Oh why not me? Why not me?

Why stop me? Man even my cries can't stop me!

They only fuel me - Exodia - Yugioh duels onlycreative pool me ahead

57. 5:44PM

So what I talk about death all the time

In yet all of these rhymes

One day I will be dead and then no talking at all

Walking at all - judges - gawking at all

Until you play my tapes - play my tapes - all my rhymes 

58. 5:50PM

I just yearn to change the different industries

Into politically motivated ones benefiting the UCA for centuries 

The vision is just sent to me - in a ravishing fashion 

Dazzling in action such a blast in itself to watch the destiny

Oh what JFK, JBK, RFK, EMK meant to me and did to me - a spiritually outfitted hit bid to me

59. 5:53PM

I hand wrote this book volume four so

I can say I filled up my first volume and more oh

All in my own hand writing

Pause - my hands exciting 

If I die a legend or my death is legendarily awareness inducing just know

This awareness was scariness inducing - my soul is sore so

60. 5:37PM

I write for an hour session

I love to smoke while I write or type or recite sight my sessions

This is my passion

That is my muse ever casting

A creative spell on my creative spells - a blessing

61. 5:59PM

This is the last piece of this sessional intermission

In reality from reality but I must sleep in my mission

Begin kissing up to economical slavery I am in remission

I don't want admission

Hold up whose girl is Chad kissing?

Because he doesn't have a girl and so he just began his mission

62. 10.1.2015 4:37PM

I wrote 62scenes in 12days

That's not even half a month but half a book in 12days

One volume in the new trilogy

The thrill is the ceiling tile color teal to me

Look what my creative brain yield to me - screenwriters guild to me so

I will get the Oscar somewhere down the line - oh didn't my 1st show 

Didn't you know? I do half a book in under 2weeks - 12plays

63. 4:45PM

I can't stop won't stop don't stop

Writing I can't sell my ideas to a pawn shop

So I need to do my own thing

I didn't invent bling bling

Yet I invented many dings to sing - copyrights made the world sting

And it don't stop

64.  4:52PM

Volume 4 CFK trilogy 2 franchise 2 is halfway

Done - I just noticed for I purposely ignored counting halfway

Fun - I had - I am Chad - such activity makes me glad

I hate to be sad but even when sad I am Chad

Writing and reciting expressing the depressing thoughts I need a staff say

65. 4:57PM

I don't even think too much I just go

Because I have the gust of flow

I know the concept

Shout out George Summerset - G Set

I know the rhyme scheme for the time being to the sublime theme - for the I's in the team

66. 5:03PM

Limericks I am giving

It continuity I am reliving it 

Oh yes I am

Working on volume four more every day yes I am

Rolling into my pool of shillings

67. 5:05PM

I haven't stopped creating full books for the last 3months

That is a business quarter in itself for in the last 3months

I did

What I never did

Before - for I am now adored all BC of the what I clever lit blast in the last 3months

68. 5:07PM

I get to it 

Because I have nothing else to do but hit thru it

Right thru it - yes tight rope threw it

The tight rope I induced it 

They doubt me so much I have to get to it

69. 5:15PM

If I never stop writing 

I will die a legend who clever popped the world with icing

Lightning in a bottle with no top full throttle energy

Entered me - centered me

The doubt from my family didn't hinder me - although I am splintering 

70. 5:23PM

These next 30 or more pieces

Will tear your doubt to pieces for the creative artists I implored no ceasing

I am to aid and assist you selling your ideas or more leasing it all comes down to your heart and soul and what is believed in it

Don't concern yourself with the how its all about the cries and what needs to be done for your soul fun - that is the why

71. 5:29PM

Every time I start writing I 

Don't stop until an hour has passed its so enticing I 

Just won't not express the emotion

Which never stops depressing the quotients floating

I save my soul and pay the financial toll to the societal trolls every time I don't depart from my writing I

72. 5:32PM

Never stop writing

You are never writing enough reciting isn't tough Tyson

Its just practice

My method - we are just actors acting

Out our emotions individually as a collective faction - enacting selective actions in protective fashion - never stop the process of perpetual enlightening

73. 5:37PM

I used to write 10poems a day as the goal

That's 300poems a month as one goal

The next goal after that is one hour a session minimum 

Creative Divorninum 

My portfolio at 30years old will appear to be 100 years old

74. 10.2.2015 5:15PM

I write fast I think fast I show it

I know it 

My vibration is glowing 

Is throwing

Infinite creative intelligence - I won't blow it

75. 5:25PM

Its getting kind of scary

I haven't stopped writing in the last 2quarters of this year very

Dedicated to my craft I am

Blam!

That is all it took for the Oscar's in February 

76. 5:40PM

Volume 4 of my 2nd franchise completed 

The Phone Girl Saga is mine forever more I shall keep it

CFK is my life's work

Life is hard so is it tight work?

Every month I pay the book toll - I have a goal to reach watch me reach it

77. 8:09PM

The CFK Saga is a dream to me

At least that is what it seemed to me

at 

78. 10.4.2015 11:11AM

Nothing compares

To the non bluffing stares 

Of those love my art 

Hey they love my heart and the part 

It plays in creating dazed plays phased in haze put it in the air

79. 11:16AM

I have the urge to paint 

To grab the vision just purge what it taints 

The soul

I paid with my life the toll

My art is my bae all we do is procreate 

80. 11:20AM

I want to paint vivid colors 

And shapes