THE BIRDS AND THE BEES NEVER HAD A CHANCE WITH ME

12:35AM EST - 12:45AM EST

WEDNESDAY JUNE 21ST, 2017

THE BIRDS AND THE BEES NEVER HAD A CHANCE

THE BIRDS AND THE BEES NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO EVEN TALK TO ME

BEFORE THE CORRUPTIVE DEED OF PREMATURE SEXUAL INTERACTION UNEVENLY WALKED UP TO ME

OR WALKED UP ON ME

UPON A CHILD WITH SO LITTLE COMPREHENSION

OF THE TENSION

BUILT UP BEFORE HE EVER GAINED THE STRENGTH TO MENTION

IT TRIED MY BRAIN

BUT I COULD NOT COMPREHEND IT

AND SO IT FRIED MY BRAIN

DID I EVEN HAVE TO MENTION

THAT MY DIVORCED FATHER’S ATTENTION

WAS ON HIS OTHER WOMEN?

WHEN ONE OF THEIR DAUGHTERS

PULLED MY PANTS DOWN AND PUCKERED UP BEFORE I CAUGHT HER

WAS I THIS DISTRAUGHT OR NOT?

I WAS SO BOTHERED

I WAS 21 WHEN I FINALLY TOLD MY FATHER

THEN HE UNFRIENDED HER MOTHER

REALLY?

YOU’RE SO SILLY

I RAN AWAY FROM CATHY BATES AFTER SHE FREED MY WILLY

12:50AM EST -  1:02AM EST

FROM THERE?

IT GOT WORSE

COME HERE

I GOT FIRST

DIBS ON AN ADVANCED MINDSET

TOOK SOME PECULIAR CHANCED EVENTS TO FIND THIS

CHILDHOOD IGNORANCE HAD ME BLINDED

WHY TF WASN’T I BETTER GUIDED

WAS IT MY FAULT THAT I EVEN TRIED IT?

DIDN’T KNOW WTF I WAS TRYING

I LEARNED RIGHT FROM WRONG FROM THE CRYING

NO DENYING OR LYING I AM SPYING

ON MY DEEPEST FEARS

YES I KEEP THEM NEAR

I HOLD THEM DEAR

TO MY HEART AND NOW ITS HERE

TWO SHED TEARS FROM A HEAD DEAD CLEAR

SO MUCH SEX AS A YOUNGSTER

BY 18 I WAS JUST DONE SIR

COULDN’T FEEL NUMB ER

FOR ME SEX WILL NEVER BE FUN OR

SOMETHING I CHASE BRA

I JUST RAN THE OTHER WAY BRA

I JUST RAN OUT OF THE ENTIRE RACE BRA

BACK TRACK MY CHILDHOOD AND FIND THE TRACE BRA

A FLAVOR I NEVER WANTED TO SAVOR

WHERE WAS MY SAVIOR?

I WAS JUST A LITTLE CHILD

AND A LITTLE MILD

I WANTED TO PLAY BRA

GUESS THAT’S WHAT I GET FOR RUNNING AROUND IN THE COUNTY OF DADE BRA

ENDED UP GETTING A LITTLE WILD

TOO MUCH BUT ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE

1:17AM EST - 1:32AM EST

FAST FORWARD

I FEEL TAINTED

IN CORRUPTION’S COLORS I FEEL PAINTED

I FEEL THE PAIN ITS

NEVER GOING AWAY

LIKE STAINLESS

WAS LIFE EVER MEANT TO BE PAINLESS?

AND I AM NOT JUST SAYING THIS

BECAUSE I GO THRU GROWING PAINS ITS

LIKE FEEDING AN EMPTY BELLY WITH A PAIN DISH

EVERY PERSON DOES NOT EAT FROM THE SAME DISH

SOME SEE CHICKEN ON IT AND OTHERS SEE A SLAIN FISH

BUT BEFORE I GO INSANE ITS

JUST BEST I LETCHA KNOW

SEX? I JUST HAD TO LETCHA GO

MATTER OF FACT I JUST HAD TO LETCHA FLOW

WITHOUT ME

WHY ON EARTH DID THE WORLD EVER DOUBT ME?

DID NOT HIT THE STARS SO I LANDED ON 9 CLOUDS SEE?

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I OCCASIONALLY POUT SEE

SOME CHAD MEMORIES

ARE DUMB AND SAD MEMORIES

THEY SURROUND ME

HOUNDING AS I AM PAVEMENT POUNDING

RING THE ALARM, BELLS IN MY HEAD SOUNDING

OFF LIKE TRUMPETS

AS I WATCH THE SUNSET

SHE MAY HAVE A PHATTY

YET I STILL WANT NOT TO HUMP IT

SEX ENERGY IS LIFE TWICE SO WHY DUMP IT?