12:55AM EST - 1:19AM EST 1.4.2017

12:55AM EST - 1:19AM EST 1.4.2017 Summer 2017 I found out investing Was the answer to the best dream A billionaire was resting in me The nest egg was in me for i was my team And as the stocks beamed I gleamed Cause i saw it coming Oh yes i saw it running In the distance Lion King Act Three Intermission Return to Pride Rock Then i rocked It out A plan to advance I socked it out Against all odds while taking a chance High risk But the real risk was i was still a real high man Oh why this? Then a long lost friend Whom i had never seen before called Then the plan got stalled Under false pretenses The pretense to taking a job on his sales team In New York meant i would make more  money  And we could invest in the stocks The same stocks that rock as the  clock  ticks And they rise  Click  clock  Yes he said commission He also said lies of omission All of the intricacies of the financial intimacies Inside of such a situation sent to me Meant to be The opportunity to lucidly attain wealth Oh what that meant to me Why wouldn't life throw a hint to me? Instead it threw a tint to me Frustration I saw something different I only saw my vision I only saw my mission I only saw my prescription I only saw my entrance Into super ambitious Chad yes i only saw my ambition He didn't tell me id be stuck around the people he is stuck around He didn't tell me id be stuck around people he isnt stuck around And we live in the same house But he often gets missing He gets the  yuck  from around Leaving me with cheapest Cheap cheep...i peep their lies They crab and they grab until they cry Over materials As if they weren't the immaterial But its  cool  He is surrounded by fools But i won't be His boss knows i won't be Less successful than him too much longer And now his boss fears me I grew too much stronger He fired me to try to clear me Out of the situation or to steer me And my confidence  Off of the road to success Compliments To the chef As i digress This success i crave is now near me So here me clearly Had his boss took my stock advice I rocked advice He didn't listen Cost him 50K in two weeks It can't be true  Tell me it isnt They thought i was the joke And i got provoked Then the gloves got revoked Punchlines give them intimations Of the intimate dedication So no sleep...just plott and jott while eating Motts  apple  sauce Give them an effing reason to fear me What Mr. Brown didn't peep... 10:15PM EST - 10:59 PM EST 1.3.2017 "FUMING" Fuming As i laugh Never retreat never surrender  Thats the path Now zooming Observe emotional fender benders I considered Moving back to GA As the 3month anniversary commences May i repent on this incomplete sentence Worthy of remission Reconsider please Are you a quitter? Geez! Re entry into this mission sheesh! Only calamari  Are the sorry Why quit? When this Business In this  Mind of yours This time of yours Is yours to savor? So savor it Por favor For you never had poor favor  Its obvious I laugh  cause im  sad  Cause im  mad  Whats  bad  is I happen to be the chaddest The raddest  Just a tad bit But that chad sh Is nothing for the spiritually swagless I had this All worked out Until i realized With my real eyes I knew nothing And i was all jerk shout Bliss hit my real eye Then so i had to squeal i  Am shameless Thank GOD they can't tame this Thank GOD he let me tame this Famous Shameless Personality But never aimless Yo dawg i will maim this Main dish With personality This main fish I abstained from the brainless 129 titles in under 500days its Way under that I just play under that Myself Underplay myself Never blunder play with my health Cause i can not take it with me When i lay under the grave Save face with the grace face If you looked a dash bit closer  You would see me the i am in deep pain face But did i save face Or did i play myself with the brave face? My stealth  Is either not apparent or not there its Breadsticks  Face red its Reddish Not exactly my fetish Deep thinking scares away the bed itch If the page is long I was madder than a bad itch Actually that's a fact sir with a hat sir i couldn't be Madder Draw a circle around the i and the b then draw a line connecting them That is how fine A line i walk in my own time If the page is  strong  I go thru mind correction ahem Then i was sadder than a fish Laying on your platter its The simple and plain fact of the matter is The  heart  of the matter been I moved 1000miles from anyone who has ever loved me And anyone who has ever hugged me To initially and physically meet my friend of 15 years I just turned 28 Not even 7days ago 7 plays ago I lost 50K honey And every day the play i didn't make made 50K more  money  I been warning everyone who never listened Just a  gift  from the one who coined "dra rift" Just a  gift from a gifted one whose soul. glistened  The  gift was my soul would  listen  I  listened  The  listen  made the soul  glisten  So why would i  stop  The mission unfinished It is not ✔ done ✔nor ✔ finished ✔ And my soul is not diminished But i wouldn't mind some replenish In this mission surrounded by those fishing   For distracting distractions This non benefacting factions of this type of fish have none What we got They just have fun So i just have the fun Of the  rabbit  with the gun Ain't no fun when the  rabbit  I just be bussing and cussing  The words are my gun I am still mad as tf So this is just page one hun... It started as i wanna leave then that turned into i would rather die so i would rather just move to Utica...son Punning Happy Birthday  chizzi What are doing for it and will you be busy? Currently nothing is planned and it gets me Antsy cause the day is sure past fast As i laugh at my past pain with a fast gain A new perspective I get depressed every year this time I take a blue perspective I move the collected thoughts  From the collective mind  Into retrospective rhymes Looking back on all the times I thought i was going thru it But there was nothing to it I made it thru I made a fool Out of all of the yous  Never wanting me to Come to fruition Well i did after i took a true position One towards greatness Being broke on my birthday Or unemployed Aye yo i hate this Why would life play this Way? Thank GOD i saw another day Full of fun and joy Other than thanks for the wishes i have nothing else to say I turned 28 in a dark closet Pause it Its not like that I had to fight back And show this pain what is up Toss it Fired before my bday like pack your bags and good luck Oh you thought i would move back to where i came from? Ha you are just incredibly too funny More like im packing to move to where the  money Is at  In the city i previously planned to slang from Is that Cool? I slang phones  but im dumb Now i feel all alone Even in a crowd My birthday seems quiet For i am all out of loud My Mother should be proud Now i keep my keen thoughts silent I was self fooled I was too vibrant I was too into the vibrance My spirit was too free Too free to control me That made them fear me Good riddance to those scaredy cats no longer near me My fault I have a strong mind And it took a long time For me to gain control over my own mind If i can be alone long enough to find 10minutes to my self I can grind Out a long rhyme What 10minutes can do for my health If i had an hour I would write for as long as i take a shower  Poetic stealth I am getting a slight head ache Need to tend to it with medicine fluent for my head's sake So goodnight bc i may need a bed break   ReplyReply allForward ReplyReply allForward