10:23AM EST - 11:41AM EST
THURSDAY OCTOBER 17TH, 2024
10.17.2024
NAME OF LEVEL - ENERGETIC LOG – PREDOMINANT EMOTIONAL STATE – VIEW OF LIFE – GOD VIEW – PROCESS-
ENLIGHTENMENT – 700-1000 – INEFFABLE – IS – SELF – PURE CONSCIOUSNESS
PEACE – 600 – BLISS – PERFECT – ALL BEING – ILLUMINATION
JOY – 540 – SERENITY – COMPLETE – ONE – TRANSFIGURATION
LOVE – 500 – REVERENCE – BENIGN – LOVING – REVELATION
REASON – 400 – UNDERSTANDING – MEANINGFUL – WISE -ABSTRACTION
ACCEPTANCE – 350 – FORGIVENESS – HARMONIOUS – MERCIFUL – TRANSCENDENCE
WILLINGNESS – 310 – OPTIMISM – HOPEFUL – INSPIRING – INTENTION
NEUTRALITY – 250 – TRUST – SATISFACTORY – ENABLING – RELEASE
COURAGE – 200 – AFFIRMATION – FEASIBLE – PERMITTING - EMPOWERMENT
PRIDE – 175 – SCORN – DEMANDING – INDIFFERENT - INFLATION
ANGER – 150 – HATE – ANTAGONISTIC – VENGEFUL - AGGRESSION
DESIRE – 125 – CRAVING – DISAPPPOINTING – DENYING – ENSLAVEMENT
FEAR – 100 – ANXIETY – FRIGHTENING – PUNITIVE – WITHDRAWAL
GRIEF – 75 – REGRET – TRAGIC – DISDAINFUL -DESPONDENCY
APATHY 50 – DESPAIR – HOPELESS – CONDEMNING - ABDICATION
GUILT – 30 – BLAME – EVIL – VINDICTIVE – DESTRUCTION
SHAME – 20 – HUMILIATION – MISERABLE – DESPISING – ELIMINATION
THE FOREST OF EMOTIONS LP
INTRO TRACK: SHAME
10:50AM EST -
THURSDAY OCTOBER 17TH, 2024
10.17.2024
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SHAME – 20 – HUMILIATION – MISERABLE – DESPISING – ELIMINATION
EMOTIONS START WITH SHAME
THE SHAME OF WHAT WAS DONE
MAYBE YOU DID WRONG FOR MONEY
MAYBE YOU DID WRONG FOR FUN
IT CAUSED HUMILIATION
AND OF COURSE IT'S DESERVED
THOUGHT YOU HAD NO WAY OUT
TURNS OUT YOU HAD A LOT OF NERVE
THE SHAME MAKES YOU MISERABLE
NOW YOU WANT SOME COMPANY
SOMETHING VISCERAL
YOU NOW WALK AROUND DESPISING
THIS ONLY BRINGS ELIMINATION
DOES SHAME SOUND ENTICING?
EMOTIONS ARE EDUCATION
TRACK ONE
GUILT – 30 – BLAME – EVIL – VINDICTIVE – DESTRUCTION
AFTER SHAME COMES THE GUILT
TELL ME WHERE DID YOU PLACE THE BLAME?
ON YOUR KNEES DID YOU KNEEL?
HOW DID IT FOUND TO FEEL?
TO FEEL WHAT YOU JUST FELT
OH WHY DID YOU DO THAT?
MAN YOU CAUSED SOMEONE PAIN
I HOPE IT STICKS WITH YOU
I BET YOU'RE ALWAYS ON THEIR BRAIN
YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED
OF JUST HOW YOU WERE RAISED
YOU CAUSED SOMEONE GRIEF
NOT TO MENTION ALL THE PAIN AGAIN
WE'VE ALL DONE EVIL THINGS
WHAT BEING VINDICTIVE BRINGS
THIS ONLY CAUSES DESTRUCTION
IT GETS BETTER I PROMISE
IN GOD I'VE PLACED MY FAITH AND MY TRUST IN
TRACK TWO: APATHY
APATHY 50 – DESPAIR – HOPELESS – CONDEMNING - ABDICATION
APATHY IS HATRED
LEAVE THIS EMOTION ALONE
IT WILL JUST BREAK YOU DOWN
BREAK YOU DOWN BAD TO THE BONE
APATHY LEAVES YOU NAKED
OH TELL ME JUST HOW IS THE BREEZE
I HOPE YOU ARE SATISFIED
IF YOU HATE YOU YOU'LL HATE ME
APATHY LEADS TO DESPAIR
NOW WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE?
I CAN FEEL IT IN THE AIR
I CAN SMELL IT IN YOUR HAIR
DESPAIR LEADS TO A HOPELESS FEELING
ONCE YOU LOSE HOPE JUST KNOW YOU'RE DONE
CONDEMNING YOU AND EVERYONE
TELL ME IF IT'S FUN
YOU MUST ABDICATE HATRED
RELINQUISH YOUR RIGHT TO IT'S THRONE
NOT A CROWN WORTH YOUR HEAD
OH CHAD LEAVE ME ALONE
TRACK THREE: GRIEF
GRIEF – 75 – REGRET – TRAGIC – DISDAINFUL -DESPONDENCY
SHAME GUILT AND APATHY
THEY LED TO YOU TO GRIEF
TELL ME WHY DO YOU WEEP?
TELL ME WHO JUST DIED?
SOMEONE ELSE OR WAS IT ME?
GRIEF MAKES YOU CRY
BABY WIPE THOSE PRETTY EYES
A FROWN JUST DON'T LOOK GOOD ON YOU
YOU NEED A NIGHT ON THE TOWN
PICK UP SOME LITTER
JUST LEAVE THE GRIEF ON THE GROUND
LEAVE THE HATE ON THE STREET
GRIEF MAKES YOU REGRET
THIS IS SUCH A TRAGIC SCENE
OH BABY DON'T YOU FRET
EVEN THO THE VICTIM NEVER FORGETS
WHY WERE YOU SO MEAN?
WAS THERE NO OTHER WAY?
OH DON'T YOU LIE TO ME
I DIDN'T ASK IF YOU WERE GAY
GRIEF MAKES YOU FEEL DISDAINFUL
LEADIDNG TO DESPONDENCY
OH THIS LIFE SOUNDS SO PAINFUL
IF YOU FEEL IT THEN RESPOND TO ME
TRACK FOUR: FEAR
FEAR – 100 – ANXIETY – FRIGHTENING – PUNITIVE – WITHDRAWAL
SHAME GUILT APATHY AND GRIEF
ALL BRING YOU TO FEAR
FEAR LIVES BENEATH
BENEATH US ALL SO BABY DON'T YOU FEAR
JUST DON'T KEEP FEAR CLOSE
FEAR SHOULD NEVER BE NEAR
NOT THE BEST WAY TO BE
BEST WAY TO BE ENDEARED
IN THE HEART AS SINCERE
FEAR IS THE BEST MEDICINE
FOR THOSE WANTING AN OVERDOSE
DON'T MAKE ME SAY THAT AGAIN
FEAR CAN BE SO FRIGHTENING
ARE YOU SCARED OF THE LIGHTNING
OR THE ENLIGHTENING?
FEAR AND FAITH DON'T EXIST
WITHIN THE SAME SPACE
BETTER FIND YOUR PLACE
WHICH ONE HAS A BETTER TASTE?
FEAR IS ONLY PROPER
WHEN ONE'S AFRAID TO DO WRONG
YOU SHOULD FEAR FOR YOUR SOUL
AND NOW LET'S GET IT ON
HEARD THE DAMAGE DONE
DAMAGE DONE WAS PUNITIVE
THEY LET YOU OFF WITH A WARNING
UNDER CONDITION ONE
FROM MISTAKES KEEP ON LEARNING
TEACH THE LESSONS TO YOUR SON
THIS PAIN MAKES YOU WITHDRAW
SO AFRAID ALL DAY YOU HIDE
LET THIS EMOTION SLIDE
SO YOU CAN BEGIN TO GLIDE
TRACK FIVE: DESIRE
DESIRE – 125 – CRAVING – DISAPPPOINTING – DENYING – ENSLAVEMENT
DESIRE IS WEIRD
IT'S ALL YOU THINK ABOUT
BEFORE YOU ARE EVERYTHING
REGISTERS IN YOUR DOME
MAYBE YOU WANT SOME NEW RIMS
SOME NEW RIMS MADE OUT OF CHROME
MAYBE YOU WANT MONEY
TELL ME WHAT'S YOUR PRICE?
WHAT WILL YOU DO TO GET IT?
WILLING TO END UP IN GRIEF?
WILLING TO LAND UP IN SOME APATHY?
CRAVING SEEMS TO DRIVE US
DRIVING EVERYTHING WE DO
THE CRAVING NEVER SUBSIDES
WE SHALL CRAVE UNTIL WE DIE
CRAVING IS SO DISAPPOINTING
IT NEVER GOES AWAY
EVERY DAY UNDEER THE SUN WE DEAL WITH IT
THE CRAVING NEVER STRAYS
IT JUST PUSHES US UNTIL WE ARE SWAYED
WHAT DID YOU CRAVE TODAY?
DON'T LIE THAT'S JUST DENIAL
THERE'S NO USE IN DENYING
I'M JUST ASKING NOT SPYING
WE CRAVE AS WE WALK THE PAVEMENT
WALKING RIGHT INTO ENSLAVEMENT
TRACK SIX: ANGER
ANGER – 150 – HATE – ANTAGONISTIC – VENGEFUL - AGGRESSION
NOW ANGER WAS ME
I WAS ANGRY ALL THE TIME
OH GIRL I WAS JUST SO MAD
MAD AS MAD CAN BE
I FOUND IT SO CHALLENGING
WHY WON'T I JUST FORGIVE
FORGIVE ALL MY TRESPASSERS
FORGIVE THEM AS LONG AS I LIVE
EVEN IF THEY ME TOMORROW
I'D BE SO PISSED OFF
BUT I'LL JUST GRAB A BEER
WITH A CAP YOU TWIST ON
IF THERE'S NO PARADE
THERE'S NOTHING TO PISS ON
TO EXPLAIN THE HUMAN EMOTION
BET THIS IS MY MISH ON
PRIDE – 175 – SCORN – DEMANDING – INDIFFERENT - INFLATION
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7:10PM EST - 7:35PM EST
SATURDAY OCTOBER 19TH, 2024
10.19.2024
THE FOREST OF EMOTIONS LP
TRACK SEVEN: PRIDE
PRIDE - SCORNFUL - DEMANDING - INDIFFERENT - INFLATION
NOW THIS ONE'S GONNA BE HARD
PRIDE HAS LEFT US ALL SCARRED
RELATIONSHIPS LEFT ALL MARRED
NOW YOU'RE ENCAGED IN BARS
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE REAL
AND IF THEY DISRESPECT YOU
THEY GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM
ONE TO SOLVE WITH YOU
BUT WHAT IF I SAID
THE CONCEPT OF YOU
THE CONCEPT OF TWO
IS JUST ALL IN YOUR HEAD?
YOU SEE PRIDE DEMANDS
YOU ACT JUST LIKE A FOOL
PRIDE IS SO DEMANDING
THE REPRIMANDING IS NEVER COOL
YOU MUST'VE DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL
LEARNED A LITTLE MORE INDIFFERENCE
BE A LITTLE MORE INDIFFERENT
SUCH WOULD MAKE SUCH A DIFFERENCE
YOU SEE PRIDE INFLATES
INFLATES YOUR EGO SO BIG
GOT YOU BATHING IN SELF FILTH
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PUT YOUR PRIDE ASIDE
ONLY FOR A GOOD REASON
YOU'RE JUST A MIRAGE NOW GLIDE
OTHERWISE IT'S GOOD TREASON
TRACK EIGHT: COURAGE
COURAGE - AFFIRMATION - FRASIBLE - PERMITTING - EMPOWERMENT
COURAGE IS WHAT WE
WHAT WE NEED INDEED
THE COURAGE TO FIGHT
EVIL SPELT WITH THE CAPITAL E
THE COURAGE TO SEE
WE ARE ALL ONE
ON EITHER SIDE
OF GOD'S FIGHT UNDER THE SUN
WE ARE ALL ONE
FOR NO ONE EXISTS
BY THE TIME YOU'RE FINISHED
WILL THE SOUL BE REPLENISHED
OR IS THE SOUL JUST DIMINISHED
COURAGE TAKES AFFIRMATIONS
TO IMPLANT IT INTO THE BRAIN
ONCE THE BRAIN IS TRAINED
IT'S SIMPLE AND PLAIN
YOU'RE ON THE ASTRAL PLANE
AND THIS PLANE NEVER LANDS
JUST GOES HIGHER UNDERSTAND?
FERRIS WHEELS AND GIRAFFES
NOW WELCOME TO NEVER LAND
GIRAFFE MADE YOU LAUGH
CAUSE YOU ARE JUST ME
WITH A DIFFERENT ACCESS
TO THE SAME ENERGY
FEASIBLE POSSIBLE
TWO OF THE SAME KIND
WE DON'T EXIST BABY
WE ARE OF THE SAME MIND
YOU SEE YOU HAVE TO PERMIT
PERMIT YOURSELF TO COMMIT
COMMIT TO THIS MIND FRAME
JEDI TRICK YOU IN YOUR MIND GAME
THIS BRINGS EMPOWERMENT
NOW YOU'LL NEED YOU A SHOWER AGAIN
NOW I NEED A SHOWER AGAIN MY FRIEND
THE COURAGE TO HEAL
COMES FROM CONFRONTING
THE PAIN COMING FROM NOTHING
EMBRACE THE POWER TO FEEL
TRACK NINE: NEUTRALITY
NEUTRALITY - TRUST - SATISFACTORY - ENABLING - RELEASE
NEUTRALITY WHAT IS THIS?
NEUTRALITY IS ALMOST BLISS
WHEN EVERYTHING IS GRAY
YOU JUST COLOR IT IN
AFTER CHANGING THE COLOR YOU'RE IN
IF EVERYTHING IS JUST BLEH
THEN WHAT'S THE AFFECT
YOUR EMOTION SHOULDN'T BOTHER YOU
IF IT DOES THERE'S SOMETHING YOU JUST DON'T GET
HOPE YOU DON'T GET IT TOO LONG
CAUSE DARLING YOU'RE STRONGER
STRONG ENOUGH TO HANDLE IT
NOW LET'S GET IT ON
NEUTRALITY IS TRUST
TRUSTING IN GOD
WHO SENT ROUGH CIRCUMSTANCES
SO HE CAN LEAVE YOU AWE
IN HOW THEY JUST VANISHED
LOOK THEY CAUSED YOU NO DAMAGE
NOW THAT LINE WAS A BOSS
CLICKED CIRCUMSTANCES AND DAMAGE
NEUTRAL BRINGS SATISFACTION
SO SATISFACTORY
WHAT'S A PLANTATION STILL IN ACTION?
THAT'S A FACTORY
TO THEM WE ARE JUST A FACTION
NEUTRALITY ENABLES YOU
TO GRAB YOU A CABLE OR TWO
THEN TIE THEM TOE TO TOE TOGETHER
RESISTANCE RELEASE
RESISTANCE TO PEACE
THE WAY I THINK
YOU'D THINK I WAS BORN IN THE EAST
NO I WAS BORN IN THE WEST
WHERE I WAS SENT FOR THIS TEST
1:15PM EST - 1:27PM EST
SUNDAY OCTOBER 20TH, 2024
10.20.2024
THE FOREST OF EMOTIONS LP
TRACK TEN: WILLINGNESS
WILLINGNESS - OPTIMISM - HOPEFUL - INSPIRING - INTENTION
I AM WILLING TO SEE
I DON'T EVEN EXIST
THIS MAKES ME OPTIMISTIC
SO HOPEFUL IS THIS
PERSPECTIVE I GRAB
THIS PERSPECTIVE I HAVE
IT HELPS ME NOT CRAB
OVER ANYTHING BUT MY TIME
BECAUSE NOTHING EXISTS
IT'S JUST ALL IN MY MIND
IT'S JUST ALL A BIG RHYME
I AM HERE TO INSPIRE
I'M NOT HERE TO ACQUIRE
ANYTHING BUT SELF KNOWLEDGE
AND THE FEAR OF GOD
I DIDN'T GO TO COLLEGE
YET AND STILL I'M STILL ODD
INSPIRING IS THE
THE ONLY REASON I'M BERE
THIS IS MY INTENTION
NOW I RELEASE ALL MY FEARS
TRACK ELEVEN: ACCEPTANCE
ACCEPTANCE - FORGIVENESS - HARMONIOUS - MERCIFUL - TRANSCENDENCE
I ACCEPT MY FATE
I'M HERE TO TRANSCEND
ACCEPTANCE IS GREAT
GOD IS MY BEST FRIEND
THE ONLY FRIEND THAT I HAVE
THE ONLY FRIEND TRULY HERE
THE ONLY LOVE I CAN GRAB
THE ONLY LOVE THAT IS NEAR
TO LEAVE IN HARMONY
I MUST LEARN TO FORGIVE
THOSE WHO DID ME WRONG
FOR THEY THINK THEY ARE REAL
LISTEN TO THE SONG
AGAIN IF YOU MUST
FOR AS LONG AS YOU LIVE
UNTIL HARMONY YOU FEEL
YOU'LL BE MORE MERCIFUL
MERCIFUL TO YOURSELF
FROM THIRSTY TO FULL
TRANSCENDENCE IS CLOSE
CAN YOU ACCEPT THE DOSE?
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