DEAR SHADALE JOHNSON...HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY

10:55 PM EST FRIDAY MAY 12TH, 2017

“DEAR SHADALE”

THE INTRODUCTION

TRANSCRIBED BETWEEN SUNDAY MAY 14TH, 2017 -

THE TITLE OF THIS PUBLICATION IS “DEAR SHADALE”. THIS IS CHAD HARRIS HERE RECORDING UNDER THE PEN NAME, CHAD HARRIS OR CHAD FILMS. ONE MONTH AGO I STARTED PURPOSELY WRITING THIS COLLECTION. THIS COLLECTION OF PUBLICATIONS IS YOUR HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY GIFT SET. THIS IS THE INTRODUCTORY BOOK,

THIS IS THE BOOK I WANT YOU TO READ FIRST BECAUSE THIS IS THE BOOK EXPLAINING THE PLAN. THIS BOOK CONTAINS THE INSTRUCTIONS ON WHAT TO DO WITH EVERYTHING I AM GIVING YOU. JUST IN CASE YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH TWENTY PUBLICATION ROYALTIES GIVEN TO YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY.

    IN CASE YOU DO NOT, THERE IS INFORMATION I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU FOR YOU TO MAKE IT EASIER ON YOURSELF TO CAPITALIZE ON EVERYTHING I AM GIVING TO YOU. IT IS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT AND THE MOST SIGNIFICANT BIRTHDAY PRESENT I WILL EVER GIVE TO SOMEONE NOT IN MY FAMILY. ONLY MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY WILL GET A GIFT LIKE THIS.

    SO WHAT IS THE GIFT? SO WHO AM I? I AM CHAD FILMS. I STARTED OFF AS A KID. I WAS 12 YEARS OLD WHEN I MADE MY FIRST FILM IN MIAMI, FLORIDA WITH FRIENDS DANNY SMILEY AND SHAWN SCHAND. TEN YEARS LATER I WAS 22. THAT IS HOW OLD YOU WERE WHEN I MET YOU SHADALE. TEN YEARS AFTER MAKING MY FIRST OFFICIAL SHORT FILM AS A PRE TEEN, I WAS CHAD FILMS WITH A CAMERA ALREADY FOR A YEAR.

    I WAS IN MY SECOND YEAR AS CHAD FILMS AND IN MY FIRST YEAR AS CHAD FILMS WITH A CAMERA. THE FIRST YOUTUBE CHANNEL I STARTED IS CALLED KEVI TV. KEVI TV STARRED MY 10 YEAR OLD NIECE KEVI HARRIS. WE MADE 6 VIDEOS IN 6 MONTHS AND KEVI DECIDED NOT TO PURSUE IT ANY FURTHER. I STARTED OFF AT 12 AND AT 22 I WAS EMPLOYING MY 10 YEAR OLD NIECE AT CHAD FILMS UNDER THE KEVI TV BRAND.

I FIND IT FUNNY HOW THE NUMBERS AND PHASES ALIGN. I STARTED OFF AS A CHILD WONDER THEN AS AN ADULT ATTEMPTED TO TURN MY NIECE INTO A CHILD STAR. I WAS 11  OR 12 WHEN KEVI WAS BORN IN 2001.  I HAD TO BREAK OFF AND DO MY OWN THING. I HAD TO FIND MY OWN CLAIM TO FAME.

SO, I MET YOU SHADALE, WHEN YOU WERE 22 AND I WAS HALF A YEAR REMOVED FROM AGE 25. I MET YOU DURING 2014 IN JULY I BELIEVE IT WAS. I AM PRETTY SURE IT WAS IN JULY IF NOT JUNE BECAUSE BY JULY 2014 MY MIND WAS CONSUMED BY ITS THOUGHTS OF YOU. EVER SINCE JULY 2014 I HAVE BEEN HOPELESSLY CONSUMED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, ALL OF THE POSITIVE VARIETY. YOU KNOW...

IT IS SAFE TO SAY YOU HAVE BEEN THE MOST INFLUENTIAL FEMALE IN MY LIFE EVER SINCE THAT ONE MAGICAL TIME I HAVE EVER LAID EYES ON YOU IN PERSON. I AM LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES ALL MONTH. IT IS ONLY BECAUSE I AM READY TO MAKE A MOVE. YOU KNOW, ALL OF THESE YEARS THAT I HAVE BEEN DISAPPEARING AND REAPPEARING AND NOT SAYING ANYTHING TO YOU? THAT DID NOT MEAN ANYTHING AT ALL. IT MEANT EVERYTHING.

I WAS WORKING. I WAS WORKING. I WAS WORKING SO I COULD GET TO YOU. LIKE I NEVER EVER FORGOT ABOUT YOU. IN 2015, THE YEAR AFTER I MET YOU, EXACTLY ONE YEAR LATER CAME MY INDUCTION INTO CLEVERLAND. IN JULY OF 2015, I UNLOCKED MY INNER CREATIVE GENIUS AND THEN UNLEASHED DAVID CRICHTON UPON THE WORLD. DAVID CRICHTON IS MY PEN NAME. THE ONLY BOOKS I HAVE NOT PUBLISHED UNDER THE DAVID CRICHTON PEN NAME ARE CONTAINED SOLELY IN THIS COLLECTION OF PUBLICATIONS FOR YOU AS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT.

EVER SINCE JULY OF 2015 I HAVE HAD UNLIMITED ACCESS TO CLEVERLAND INSIDE OF MY BRAIN. CLEVERLAND IS HOW I REFER TO THE CREATIVE GENIUS INSIDE OF ME. I HAVE BEEN LIVING INSIDE OF CLEVERLAND IN MY BRAIN EVER SINCE. MY BRAIN HAS ACCESS TO CLEVERLAND NOW AND IT HAS BEEN A TWO YEAR BLUR OF NON STOP CREATING BOOKS.

I HAVE TO SAY “CREATING” INSTEAD OF “WRITING” BECAUSE EVERY BOOK WAS NOT ORIGINALLY CREATED IN THE WRITING FORMAT. I REVERSED ENGINEERED THE WRITING PROCESS, I BEGAN TYPING THE RECORDED WORDS I SPOKE OUT INSTEAD OF WRITING MY THOUGHTS DOWN. I SPOKE MY THOUGHTS OUT, TAPED THEM AND TRANSCRIBED THE TAPES. I HAVE MORE BOOKS THAN I WROTE. THE MAJORITY OF THE BOOKS I HAVE WERE NOT EVER WRITTEN DOWN AT ALL.

I HAVE TO SAY “CREATING” BECAUSE FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS I HAVE BEEN TRANSCENDING MY OWN ABILITIES TO ACCOMPLISH THE TASK I HAVE SET BEFORE MYSELF. THAT IS THE INTRODUCTION PEOPLE, WHAT A WELL OF AN INTRODUCTION.

LETTER ONE:

   

    DEAR SHADALE,

HERE IS HOW IT GOES. IT IS MAY 12TH, 2017. YOU ARE GOING TO TURN 25 ON JUNE 12TH, 2017; ONE MONTH FROM NOW, FOR THE LAST 30 DAYS, I HAVE BEEN PERSONALLY WRITING AND RECORDING MATERIAL TO PUBLISH AND GIVE YOU OWNERSHIP THEREOF. THIS IS THE SECOND TO LAST PROJECT I AM MAKING IN THIS BIRTHDAY GIFT SET FOR YOU AND I AM NOT SURE HOW YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THIS. I DO NOT KNOW AT ALL. I HAVE NO IDEA; THIS SUBJECT IS EXTREMELY SHROUDED IN MYSTERY TO ME. I AM EXTREMELY SHROUDED IN MYSTERY CONCERNING THIS TOPIC.

OK, SO LET US TALK MOTIVES. THERE ARE MOTIVES FOR EVERYTHING. THERE IS A MOTIF BEHIND EVERY HUMAN ACTION. WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. LET US GET THESE SUSPICIONS OUT OF THE WAY. WHAT ARE MY ULTERIOR MOTIVES? BEFORE I GET TOO DEEP INTO EXPLAINING THE BOOKS I HAVE CREATED FOR YOU. THE FIRST ULTERIOR MOTIVE IS TO GET BACK INTO YOUR LIFE. THAT IS THE FIRST MOTIF RIGHT THERE.

I WAS ALREADY WORKING ON PROJECTS FOR YOU. I HAD REACHED A POINT CREATIVELY WHERE I WANTED TO WRITE FOR AND ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE I CARED ABOUT TO HELP THEM IN SOME WAY. I CARE ABOUT YOU THE MOST. I STARTED TO LOOK UP WHEN YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS AND THEN I FOUND OUT. I WAS LIKE OH MY GOODNESS, I HAVE MORE THAN A MONTH TO DO THIS.

I WAS LIKE OK COOL, THIS IS HER BIRTHDAY GIFT. FROM THAT MOMENT IT JUST FELT LIKE DESTINY. IT FELT LIKE GOD WAS INFLUENCING MY ACTIONS. GOD LET ALL OF THAT HAPPEN. WHAT ARE THE ODDS I START TO WRITE THINGS SPECIFICALLY FOR YOU RIGHT BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY?

HERE IS THE MOTIVE. I HAVE ONLY MET YOU FOR ONE TIME. BUT THE ONE TIME WE HAVE EVER HAD A LIVE CONVERSATION, WE TALKED THE REST OF THE NIGHT. AFTER WE MET EACH OTHER, WHERE WE MET EACH OTHER AT, WE CONVERSED UNTIL YOU LEFT, YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER HAD  CONVERSATION WITH THAT MADE ME FEEL THAT TYPE OF WAY.

YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE HAD THAT TYPE OF CONVERSATION WITH THAT NIGHT OR FOREVER AFTER. THE MOST MAGICAL TIME I HAVE EVER HAD WITH A LADY, BELONGS TO YOU. IT WAS THE MOST MAGICAL EXPERIENCE I HAVE EVER HAD WITH A WOMAN. WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE MOST MAGIC I HAVE EVER HAD WITH A WOMAN, THAT MEMORY BELONGS TO YOU. LIKE YOU, YOU.

THERE ARE MANY REASONS AS TO WHY I FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU. ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WOULD BE TO SAY THIS IS BECAUSE OF THREE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME THAT MAGICAL NIGHT. NUMBER TWO IS YOU SEE EVERY ONE AS A SOUL AND NUMBER ONE IS YOU ARE A WOMAN OF GOD. BY THE TIME YOU SAID THE SECOND, I WAS IN A DAZE. THE THIRD THING YOU SAID THAT REALLY HIT ME,  I DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS. I JUST KNOW THERE WERE THREE THINGS YOU SAID AND BY THE TIME YOU SAID THE SECOND I WAS ALMOST A GONER FOR YOU. I HAVE BEEN A GONER FOR YOU EVER SINCE.

THE THING ABOUT ME SHADALE IS, I AM ONE OF THE RAREST SOUL PERSONALITIES TO EVER BE FOUND ON THIS PLANET IN THIS GENERATION. I AM IN THE TOP 3 RAREST OF MY GENERATION. THAT IS JUST THE PERCEPTION SOMEONE WOULD HAVE OF ME, BEING IN CONVERSATION WITH ME OR NOT BEING IN CONVERSATION WITH ME AT ALL. JUST BY OBSERVING HOW I CONVERSE WITH AND TREAT OTHER PEOPLE THEY CAN EXTRACT MY VALUES. WITHOUT ANY MATERIALISTIC PHENOMENA OR ADVANTAGES, I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT MANAGES TO GET A CERTAIN SPIRITUAL RESPECT FROM OTHER PEOPLE BASED ON MY VALUES AND HOW I CARRY MYSELF.

I BELIEVE THIS IS THE SAME WAY AS IT IS WITH YOU. I HAVE A STRONG DEVOTIONAL FAITH IN GOD. I HAVE HAD MANY NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES AND EVERY TIME I JUST GOT MORE AND MORE AWARE OF MY LIVING PURPOSE HERE ON EARTH. THERE IS NOTHING LIKE A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE TO PROVE TO YOU THERE IS A GOOD GOD. THERE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT ONE LITTLE THING THAT ALMOST HAPPENED TO TAKE YOUR LIFE AWAY BUT IT STRANGELY DID NOT. THERE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT ONE LITTLE THING THAT SAVED YOU, RIGHT IN THE NICK OF TIME. EVERYTHING GOOD I DO IS FOR GOD AND ALL OF MY WRITING IS FOR GOD. THAT IS THE OTHER MOTIVE.

WHAT I WRITE ABOUT IS BASED ON A VISION GOD HAS GIVEN TO ME. THAT IS THE VISION OF WHAT I CALL THE “RENEWED FRONTIER”. IF YOU HAVE EVER HEARD THAT PHRASE BEFORE, YOU HAVE ALMOST HEARD IT BEFORE. IF YOU ARE FAMILIAR WITH HISTORY, THEN THE “RENEWED FRONTIER” SAYS A LOT. THAT IS WHAT GOD GAVE ME IN THE VISION. HE GAVE TO ME THE “RENEWED FRONTIER” THE “UCA” AND A WHOLE LIST OF SOCIAL ACTIVISM PROGRAMS AND COMMUNITY OUTREACH PROGRAMS TO CREATE.

HE HAS GIVEN ME THIS CREATIVE ABUNDANCE OF A MAD MAN AND THIS IS GOING TO ONE DAY FUND THE PROGRAMS CREATED FROM THE VISION THAT HE HAS GIVEN ME. I HAVE BEEN WRITING ABOUT THE VISION EVER SINCE IT CAME IN JULY 2015, ONE YEAR EXACTLY AFTER I MET YOU SHADALE. JULY 2014.

THE FACT I MET THE WOMAN OF GOD WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR GRANTING ME WITH THE MOST MAGICAL YOU KNOW CONVERSATION I HAVE EVER HAD WITH A WOMAN; THAT IS YOU, SHADALE. I MET YOU EXACTLY ONE YEAR BEFORE MY CREATIVE GENIUS WAS UNLEASHED UPON THE WORLD. THAT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WERE OK BEING AROUND ME WHEN I HAD LITTLE MATERIAL ABUNDANCE.

LETTER TWO:

“DEAR SHADALE”

SO WHEN I FIRST REALIZED THAT WRITING A BOOK WAS NO LONGER AN ISSUE AND I COULD RECORD BOOKS IN A WEEK OR ONE IN AN HOUR, I WAS IN AWE AND DID NOT WANT TO LOSE MY MOMENTUM SO I CONTINUED WRITING. I HAVE BEEN IN A 2 YEAR DAZE OF NON STOP WRITING SINCE JUNE 2015. THE PHONE GIRL SITUATION WAS MY INITIATION INTO CLEVERLAND. I CALL HER THE PHONE GIRL. THE PHONE GIRL BROKE MY HEART, THE PHONE GIRL MADE ME FEEL AS THOUGH I WAS NOT MYSELF.

I FELT AS THOUGH I HAD BEEN JADED. I WAS SO SAD, I COULD NOT STOP CRYING AND THOSE TEARS TURNED MY HEART INTO A BLACK HOLE FOR CREATIVITY OR A BLACK HOLE OF CREATIVITY. IT TURNED THE PAIN IN MY HEART INTO A CREATIVE BLACK HOLE. ALL OF THE PAIN I FELT I WAS ABLE TO EXPRESS AND ARTICULATE IT AND FROM THERE, THE FORMULAS FOR MASTERING CREATIVITY THRU INSPIRATION, INNOVATION, AND AMBITION, BECAME APPARENT.  

THINGS JUST GOT WEIRDER FROM THERE LET US JUST SAY THAT. I TRADED ONE LIST OF CREATIVE LIMITATIONS FOR A DIFFERENT LIST OF PROBLEMS AND ONE MUCH LONGER. THE PROBLEMS I HAVE NOW AS AN ARTIST ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN THE PROBLEMS I HAVE HAD BEFORE.

THAT IS WHERE THE FAITH IN GOD CONCEPT COMES INTO PLAY BECAUSE IT IS LIKE WHOA AND I AM GOING THRU THE TRANSITION PEOPLE. IT IS AMAZING. I PURSUED SOMETHING WHEN I WAS 20 AS AN ADULT OFFICIALLY, THE SAME THING I FIRST PURSUED AT 12. MY CHILDHOOD DREAM, I NEVER LOST SIGHT OF MY CHILDHOOD DREAM.

MY CHILDHOOD DREAM WAS INSPIRED BY THE GIFT GOD GAVE ME. GOD GAVE ME THE GIFT OF ARTICULATION, COMMUNICATION, SPEAKING, WRITING, READING, DEEP PHILOSOPHICAL THINKING, THOSE ARE MY GIFTS. WHAT IS THE STRONGEST MUSCLE IN YOUR BODY CHAD? MY BRAIN BRO.

JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A STRONG BRAIN DOES NOT MEAN YOU WILL NECESSARILY HAVE A STRONG MIND. I HAD TO GAIN A STRONG MIND IN ORDER TO CONTROL THE RAW INTELLIGENCE. GOD GAVE ME A LOT OF RAW INTELLIGENCE TO FORMAT. SMART PEOPLE CAN DO STUPID STUFF TOO. IT IS A LOT TO DEAL WITH INSIDE OF MY BRAIN. I AM GETTING BETTER THOUGH, I AM GETTING BETTER AND I AM AIMING IT IN VERY POSITIVE DIRECTIONS AND I AM ADDICTED TO LEAVING BEHIND A LEGACY OF “FAITH IN GOD WILL GET YOU TO THE TOP. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SELL YOUR SOUL OFF TO THE WORLD TO GAIN YOUR DREAMS.’

WHEN I WAS 20 SHADALE, I MADE A DEAL WITH GOD. I CONFIRMED TO HIM, IF YOU GAVE ME MY DREAMS WITH THIS FILMMAKING. ALLOWING ME TO WRITE AND DIRECT SCI FI SUMMER BLOCKBUSTERS, ALLOWING ME TO EARN THE BEST FILM OF ALL TIME TITLE. 100$MILLION OPENING WEEKEND TEN TIMES IN A ROW AND A BILLION DOLLAR NET WORTH. IF YOU WOULD GIVE ME THAT WITHOUT ME HAVING TO COMPROMISE MY SOUL PARTICLES I WOULD BENEFIT THE WORLD’S CHILDREN WITH IT.

I WILL NOT SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL. I WANT TO GIVE IT TO YOU. I WANT YOU TO KEEP MY SOUL. I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE MY SOUL TO A DEVILISH IMPULSE TO COMMIT DEVILISH ACTIONS THRU DEVILISH MANNERISMS. I DO NOT WANT TO DO WHAT THEY ARE ALREADY DOING TO ACHIEVE THAT MUCH SUCCESS. BY THEM I REFER TO THE BOULE. I PRAYED FOR GOD TO SEND ME TO THE TOP WITHOUT MESSING WITH THE HOLLYWOOD BOULE CARTEL.

I WANT TO DO THIS DIRECTLY THRU YOU GOD. YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THIS VISION AND GIFT FOR A REASON. THERE IS A REASON YOU GAVE ME ALL OF THESE TIMELESS GIFTS. THERE IS A REASON WHY YOU GAVE ME ALL OF THIS INTELLIGENCE, AMBITION, COMPASSION, HUMILITY, WILLINGNESS TO SERVE AND TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE.

THERE HAS TO BE A REASON AS TO WHY A PERSON OF MY CALIBER IS REALLY HERE ON EARTH. I AM EXTREMELY CONFUSED AS TO WHY I AM ACTUALLY HERE. NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO, I AM JUST SO CONFUSED ON HOW MUCH INFLUENCE I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVE.

I KNOW EXACTLY THE TYPE OF IMPACT I WANT TO MAKE BUT NOT THE ACTUAL IMPACT I WILL REALLY MAKE. IT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THOSE 2 UNIVERSES INDUCING MENTAL PAINS. THAT IS THE MOTIVE. I WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP WITHOUT COMPROMISING MY SOUL. AS AN ARTIST, THE MAIN WAY I WOULD COMPROMISE MY SOUL IS BY WHAT I CREATE AND WHAT I ALLOW TO BE INSERTED INTO MY CREATIONS.

FOR MANY REASONS I HAD TO WRITE MY OWN FILMS IN ORDER TO PURSUE FILM DIRECTING. I HAVE TO WRITE MY OWN STUFF MAINLY BECAUSE I REALIZE THE IMPORTANCE OF WRITING, OF A WRITER AND WRITING SOMETHING. I COMPREHEND THE SUBCONSCIOUS EFFECTS OF WRITING AND ACTING. ARTISTRY FORCES THE ARTIST TO HAVE TO TAP INTO THE CHARACTER’S MINDSET.

I WANTED TO PROTECT MYSELF SPIRITUALLY BY CREATING CHARACTERS WHO WERE MODEL CITIZENS. WHERE ANY BAD CHARACTERS ARE SEEN AS BAD. I HAD TO BE VERY CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I WROTE BECAUSE I COULD LITERALLY WRITE MY OWN DEATH. WRITING IS A VERY SPIRITUAL THING AND ANYWAY THAT IS THE MOTIVE.

WRITING IS A VERY INTENSE THING WHERE YOU ARE WHAT YOU ARE WRITING ABOUT AT THE MOMENT. YOU ARE THE PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THE STRONGEST CONNECTION TO GOD. OF COURSE, THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME ROMANTICALLY INTERESTED IN YOU. ON THE BUSINESS LEVEL, THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME BELIEVE YOU WILL KEEP THE PROJECTS I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IN GOOD HANDS. GREAT HANDS. THE BEST HANDS.

YOU KNOW, THERE IS A REASON WHY YOU WERE WORKING ON A GOSPEL ALBUM AT THE SAME TIME I WAS ON ALBUM 2 OF AN I LOVE GOD ALBUM TRILOGY FULL OF 3 VERSE LYRICS, SONGS WITH NO HOOKS, SO I COULD GIVE THEM ALL TO YOU. I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE ORIGINAL GIFT TO YOU WAS.

I HAVE BEEN IN A CREATIVE BLUR FOR 2 YEARS AND IT IS HARD TO TALK ABOUT BUT IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO EXPLAIN IT. I MADE 100 BOOKS IN 2 YEARS. THE PHONE GIRL REALLY MESSED ME UP. THE PHONE GIRL DID ME AN EXTREME DISSERVICE. THAT DISSERVICE IS WHAT GENERATED MY LOVE FOR ARTISTIC AND SOCIAL SERVICE ON THIS LEVEL. EVERYTHING I HAVE WROTE ABOUT IN THESE BOOKS FOR YOU OR THE BOOKS I WROTE BEFORE I CHOSE TO WRITE SPECIFICALLY FOR YOU HAVE REPRESENTED THE WILD, RADICAL MESSAGE. ALL ABOUT PEACE AND HUMILITY, MAKING IT RADICAL. CHURCH.