WHERE TO PUT YOUR MONEY IN THE MARKET VOLUME 1 PART 1

 4:38PM EST - 

1.29.2023

WRITTEN BY: CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS

HEALTH TECHOLOGY STOCK PICKS

HEALTH TECHNOLOGY SECTOR

INDUSTRIES INSIDE OF THE SECTOR ARE  5

BIOTECHNOLOGY

MEDICAL SPECIALTIES

PHARMACEUTICALS GENERIC

PHARMA MAJOR

PHARMA OTHER

HEALTH TECHNOLOGY (SECTOR)

1093

STOCKS

5.907T

MKT CAP

3.532M

VOLUME

−0.29%

CHANGE

+1.82%

PERF MONTH

+10.40%

PERF YEAR

+0.44%

PERF YTD

MEDICAL SPECIALITIES INDUSTRY OF HEALTH TECHNOLOGY SECTOR

1. NANOVIBRONIX  - NAOV  - $0.3139

2.  AETHLON MEDICAL INC - AEMD - $0.47

3. ACUTUS MEDICAL - AFIB - $1.58

4. ALLIED HEALTHCARE PRODUCTS - AHPI - $0.5778

5. AINOS, INC - AIMD - $0.7501

6. AIRSCULPT  TECHNOLOGIES, INC - $5.62

7. AKILI INC - AKLI - $1.45

8. ANGIO DYNAMICS, INC - ANGO - $12.99

9. ARTIVION , INC - AORT - $12.50

10. APOLLO ENDOSURGERY, INC - APEN - $9.83

11. APYX MEDICAL CORPORATION - APYX - $2.96

12. ACCURAY INCORPORATED - ARAY - $2.48

13. ASENSUS SURGICAL, INC - ASXC - $0.8300

14. ALPHATEC HOLDINGS, INC - ATEC - $12.94

15. AVINGER - AVGR - $1.31

16. ACCELERATE DIAGNOSTICS, INC - $0.7300

17. AXOGEN, INC -AXGN - $10.21

18. BONE BIOLOGICS CORP - BBLG - $0.2900

19. HEARTBEAM, INC - BEAT - $4.16

20. BUTTERFLY NETWORK, INC - BFLY - $2.87

21. 

CHAD DIARY ENTRY #1

7:11PM EST - 7:20PM EST
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 18TH, 2023

I FEEL VULNERABLE.
I AM ALWAYS HONEST ABOUT WHAT I GO THRU FOR ANYONE ELSE WHO CAN BENEFIT FROM THE INFORMATION.
I JUST BEGAN GETTING PROFESSIONAL HELP FOR ISSUES THAT PLAGUED ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS.
THE LACK OF HELP DEFINITELY STAGNATED MY PROGRESS. 
I HAD A MAJOR HURDLE TO OVERCOME AND STILL DO.
LIFE IS ABOUT OVERCOMING MAJOR HURDLES AND NO ONE IS EXEMPT FROM IT.
I AM NO EXCEPTION FROM LIFE'S REGULAR IRREGULARITIES.
I AM GRATEFUL I HAD A MAJOR ISSUE TO OVERCOME BC NOW NO ONE CAN SAY MY LIFE WAS EASY.
I DIDN'T HAVE AN EASY LIFE BUT WHO ACTUALLY DOES?
MY LIFE WAS DEFINITELY WORTH THE HASSLE IT PROVIDED.
I'M HONEST PUBLICLY THAT I HAVE SUFFERED CHILD HOOD SEXUAL TRAUMA RESULTING IN MENTAL HEALTH AND EMOTIONAL ISSUES.
THE OFFICIAL DIAGNOSIS IS MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER WITH PYSCHOTIC FEATURES ALONG WITH SEVERE ANXIETY WITH PTSD INCLUDED IN THERE.
I AM PRESCRIBED THREE DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS

CHAD DIARY ENTRY #3

CHAD DIARY ENTRY #3

6:45PM EST -

1.28.2023

JANUARY 28TH, 2023

I COULD HAVE USED THIS GREAT MIND FOR ONLY MYSELF.
WHAT I SAW MADE IT EASY NOT TO MAKE SUCH CHOICES.
IF I AM MEANT TO APPLY THE SECRET INFORMATION I ACQUIRED IT IS MEANT TO BE AND WILL HAPPEN IN TIME.
BEING CHOSEN TO FIND THE SECRETS IN THE FIRST PLACE IS THE ULTIMATE TEST.
WHAT WILL HE DO WITH THE SECRETS ONCE WE GIVE THEM TO HIM?
HE DIDN'T HAVE TO FIND THEM.
WE DIDN'T HAVE TO GIVE THEM TO HIM.
BUT WE DID.
NOW WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO WITH THEM?
WHAT IS HIS PLAN?
MORTAL PLANS VS THE IMMORTAL DESTINY IS THE TEST.
WHAT DID I DO WITH THE INFORMATION WHILE I APPLIED IT MYSELF?
SHARED IT IN MY FREE ART.
IT'S THE DEDICATION TO FREE ART THAT ALLOWED ME TO FIND THE SECRETS IN THE FIRST PLACE.
WITH THE GIFT COMES THE CURSE.
THE EQUAL OPPOSITE IS THE UNIVERSALLY POLITICAL CORRECT WAY TO STATE THE CONCEPT.
THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COIN.
YOU DIDN'T HAVE MY TRAUMA NOR PERCEPTION THEN AT THAT POINT.
THAT TRAUMATIZED PERCEPTION LED TO THIS CURRENT PERSPECTIVE.
IT'S AN ADMIRAL PERSPECTIVE TO HOLD YES.
BUT WHAT WAS THE COST?
I GAVE UP A LARGE PORTION OF MY SANITY TO REACH THIS POINT.
I EXCOMMUNICATED ANYONE WHO TRIED TO STOP ME.
I BOYCOTTED EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WHO GOT IN MY WAY.
IF YOU MADE LIFE HARDER FOR ME I EVENTUALLY KICKED YOU OUT OF MY LIFE.
YOU COULDN'T GET ME ON THE PHONE IF YOU HAD MY NUMBER.
I HOLD THE SECRETS I HOLD THE POWER BUT I CHOSE TO USE THAT TO MAKE THE ART I CREATE RESONATE WITH THE UNIVERSE.
EVERYONE WAS TRAUMATIZED BY SOMETHING.
THE ILLUSIONS WE WERE RAISED TO CONFIDE IN EVENTUALLY COLLAPSED ON TO US AND IT NEVER FELT GOOD ONE TIME.
SHATTERED ILLUSIONS WILL NEVER FEEL GOOD AND WILL KEEP SHATTERING BEFORE YOUR VERY EYES AS LONG AS YOU PLAY THE GAME.
WHEN YOU DIE YOU FIND OUT NONE OF THIS WAS REAL IT WAS ALL AN ILLUSION TO SEE IF THE DEVIL COULD DISTRACT YOU FROM YOUR DESTINY.
BUT I WAS SEVERELY TRAUMATIZED VERY YOUNG WITH A GREAT MIND FROM THE START.
I WAS THE GREAT TRAUMATIZED MIND.
I REBELLED BY USING THE GREAT MIND TO ENSURE A GREAT FUTURE FOR THOSE WHO OBSERVED MY ARTISTIC CREATIONS.
I WAS EXPOSED TO DEMONS AT AGE SEVEN AND BEYOND AND THEY STAYED IN MY MIND REMINDING ME OF HOW THE DEVIL TRIED TO DRAFT ME.
THE SMARTER I GOT THE MORE MY DEMONS ATE AT MY MEMORIES.
THE MORE I REALIZED I WAS WRONG THE MORE IT HURT AND THE LESS I WANTED TO LIVE.
THE LESS I WANTED TO LIVE THE LESS I PLAYED THE GAME FORCED UPON ME.
THE LESS I PLAYED THE GAME THE MORE I REALIZED THE NEED TO LEARN THE ECONOMIC SECRETS.
NOW WITH THE ECONOMIC SECRETS I PUT THE CODE IN THE ART CREATED.
WHAT IF JUST LEARNING THE SECRETS WAS THE GIFT TO ME THE WRITER?
MAYBE ME THE ACTOR NEVER HAPPENS.
MAYBE ME THE DIRECTOR NEVER HAPPENS.
MAYBE ME THE CEO OF A PUBLICLY TRADED BLOCK CHAIN SMART CONTRACT COMPANY AND INVESTMENT FIRM NEVER HAPPENS.
BUT AS A WRITER I GAVE THE SECRETS TO MY READERS AND THEY LIVED OUT THERE DESTINY.
I DON'T FEAR FOR MY FUTURE BC I HOLD THE SECRETS.
MY PERCEPTION AND PERSPECTIVE ARE SO DIFFERENT I AM SAFE FROM NORMALITY.
BECOMING AT PEACE WITH THE DEMONS AND THE CURSE IS THE HARD PART.
YOU WERE CHOSEN TO LEAD THE FUTURE GENERATIONS WITH YOUR PRESENT PAST AND FUTURE THOUGHTS.
THE UNCERTAINTY OF DEATH'S TIMING IN RELATION TO YOUR MORTAL PLANS VS YOUR DESTINY ALWAYS LOOMS OVER YOUR HEAD.
NOT TO GET TOO CAUGHT UP IN HOW I WILL USE WHAT I LEARNED.
HOW TO MAKE SURE THE FUTURE KNEW THE SECRETS YOU LEARNED FOR THEIR LIVES TO BE BETTER.
GET TOO CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME OF PERSONAL ACQUISITION AND YOU MISS THE WHOLE POINT.
THE MATERIALS YOU ACQUIRE WON'T LAST FOREVER AND EVEN IF THEY DO YOU DON'T.
I HAVE A GREAT MIND.
GREAT MINDS MUST DO GREAT THINGS.
GREAT MINDS SACRIFICE THEMSELVES.
WHAT I WOULD DO WITH MY GREAT MIND WAS NOT TOP PRIORITY IT WAS SOMETHING THAT WILL PLAY ITSELF OUT UP TO A CERTAIN POINT.
TOP PRIORITY WAS TO REMEMBER THERE WILL BE A CERTAIN POINT WHERE I AM OUT OF THE GAME AND TO NEVER LOSE THAT PERSPECTIVE. 
THE FUTURE WILL REMEMBER ME BC I REMEMBERED THE FUTURE.
I USED MY MIND FOR THE BETTERMENT OF MANKIND WHICH IS HOW I SAID

CHAD DIARY ENTRY 2

6:00PM EST -

1.28.2023

JANUARY 28TH, 2023

THEY COULDN'T PREVENT THE TRAUMA YOU SAW.
THEY BROUGHT YOU INTO A WORLD THEY WERE STILL STRUGGLING IN - IN SOME WAY.
THEY BROUGHT YOU INTO A SICK WORLD.
A SICK WORLD PLAYING AN EVEN SICKER GAME IS NOT THE SICKEST THING YOU EVER DID SEE?
EVERY ONE PLAYS THE SICK GAME THE SSME GAME.
YOU CAN'T SEPARATE HOW YOU SEE WHAT YOU SEE FROM WHAT YOU SAW AND HOW YOU FELT SEEING WHAT YOU SAW.
THEN TO SEE EVERYONE ELSE DAM NEAR PLAYING THE SAME SICK GAME.
FROM THERE YOU JOURNEY TO ISOLATE THE INDIVIDUAL SICK QUALITIES OF THE GAME THEY PLAY AND ASK YOU TO PLAY.
THEY NEVER ASK IT WAS BEING FORCED ON YOU.
THINK AND ACT LIKE EVERYONE IN THE SICK GAME.
PLAY THE SICK GAME.
AFTER GOING THRU SICK STUFF THAT MADE YOU MENTALLY SICK.
NOW YOU'RE ON PAPERS FOR LIFE.
DIAGNOSED AS SICK IN THE MIND AND PRESCRIBED 5 PILLS PER DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE UNLESS YOU NEED MORE AS THE JOURNEY CONTINUES.
5 PILLS PER DAY IS A LOT TO START WITH.
TO GO FROM NO MEDICATION EVER TO 5 PILLS DAILY BETWEEN 3 DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS.
YOU WOULD WANT THAT TO SUFFICE WOULDN'T YOU?
THEN THE ONES WHO RAISED YOU JUDGE YOU.
THEY MOCK YOU THEY PERSECUTE YOU THEY CONDEMN YOU FOR NOT MEETING THEIR EXPECTATIONS. 
THEY DIDN'T LIVE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS EITHER.
THEY ABSOLVE THEMSELVES FROM ANY GUILTY EMOTION BY DEMANDING YOU DEAL WITH WHAT THEY COULDN'T PROTECT YOU FROM FASTER AND BETTER.
THEY PLAY WITH EMOTIONS THEY CAN'T MATCH LIFE EXPERIENCE THEY CAN'T MATCH AND INFORMATION ACQUIRED THEY HAVEN'T MATCHED.
BEING ONE WHO NEVER PLAYED THE SICK GAME FROM THE START AND REBELLED AGAINST THE ACTIONS WITH HOW THEY LIVED LIFE YOU WERE BLESSED WITH THE KEYS TO UNIVERSAL ACQUISITION.
BUT WHAT DID YOU CHOOSE TO ASK FOR FROM THE UNIVERSE?
WHAT WERE YOU PRAYING FOR?
WHAT DID YOU WANT THE MOST?
AFTER EVERYTHING YOU EXPERIENCED?
YOU GAVE YOUR LIFE TO MASTERING THE ARTISTIC PROCESS AND LEAVING THE BLUEPRINT AND PRACTICE FILES BEHIND.
SPENT LIFE MAKING DEMOS KNOWING EVERYONE DOESN'T LIVE TO SEE THE DEAL.
KNOWING THE DEMOS ARE YOUR CAREER IN DEATH AND LEGACY FILES.
MAKING THE LIFE GOAL SO DEEP ITS NEEDED IN THE UNIVERSE AND WOULD ALWAYS HAPPEN.
NOTHING SUPERFICIAL IN THE REQUEST WILLING TO GIVE UP ALL REWARDS IN LIFE JUST FOR IT TO HAPPEN AUTOMATICALLY IN DEATH.
NOT TO SPEND THIS LIFE PLAYING EVERYONE ELSE'S GAME.
I SPENT LIFE PLAYING MY OWN GAME.
I FOLLOWED THE UNIVERSAL LAW.
I FOLLOWED THE JUNGLE LAW.
I FOLLOWED THE FOUR FATHER'S ORIGINAL CONSTITUTION.
I STUDIED THE SECRETS OF ECONOMICS.
I LEARNED HOW TO EARN A DOLLAR FROM ANY STOCK I EVER BOUGHT.
I NEVER LOST A DOLLAR FROM THE STOCK MARKET BC I KNOW WHAT AND FROM WHERE I AM BUYING.
I ONLY BUY INTO THE FUTURE BUSINESSES OF AMERICA.
ECONOMICS IS MY SUPERPOWER.
BUT I USE THE INFORMATION AS A TRUE LEADER AND NOT A SELFISH INDIVIDUAL.
SO THE TRAUMA I EXPERIENCED MADE ME WISH EVERY DAY I WOULD DIE AND NO LONGER HAVE TO BE INSIDE OF THIS SICK GAME.
I WON'T FORFEIT MY DESTINY NOR BETRAY IT FOR THIS SICK WORLD.
YOU HAVE TO READ SENECA ON THE SHORTNESS OF LIFE TO CLICK WITH THAT MOST LIKELY.
I GAVE UP THE PERCEPTION OF EVERYONE AROUND ME TO GRAB MY DESTINY.
YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE PLAYING THIS SICK GAME I WILL NOT. 
I WILL CUT ALL TIES WITH YOU ALL BEFORE THAT EVER HAPPENS.
I USED THE GREAT MIND I WAS GIVEN TO BETTER THE FUTURE GENERATIONS WITH THE SECRETS I RELEASED IN MY ART.
I BROKE DOWN THE GATES FOR THE FUTURE
I WAS SEEKING REDEMPTION FOR MY DEEP DARK PAST.
I WAS MAKING SOMETHING RIGHT WITHIN MY SOUL.
I WAS TAKING CARE OF MY DOUBLE SIDED KARMA.
I'M THE ONE WHO WAS TRAUMATIZED.
I OWN MY PAST.
I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THOSE DEMONS.
THEY WANT ME OUT OF THE GAME.
THEY TRY SO HARD.
IF I PLAY THE SICK GAME I WON'T WANT TO LIVE THEREFORE MAKING YOU THE ENEMY TO MY DESTINY.
I WON'T LET ANYONE ROB MY DESTINY.
THE FUTURE UNIVERSE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ME.
I STOOD FOR WHAT I STOOD FOR.
ONE OF THE GREATEST MINDS YOU WILL MEET OR NOT MEET EVER AND I SELFLESSLY GAVE THE CODE AWAY FOR FREE BC IT WAS NEVER ABOUT ME IT'S ABOUT WHAT'S NEEDED IN THE UNIVERSE.
I COULD HAVE USE THIS G

WRISTS BATHED IN RED FILM SCRIPT

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WHITE RABBIT MANIFESTO

TUESDAY JANUARY 17TH, 2023

12:43PM EST - 1:08PM EST

WHITE RABBIT MANIFESTO

1. ONLY DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY.
2. NEVER SUBMIT TO ANYONE ELSE'S PERCEPTION OF REALITY.
3. PURSUE YOUR DESTINY.
4. YOUR DESTINY IS WHAT BRINGS THE MOST JOY TO YOUR SOUL.
5. GIVE YOUR SOUL IT'S OWN NAME. MINE IS PROLITH.
6. REALIZE YOUR NAME IS NOT YOURS. IT'S  THE CHARACTER YOU WERE CAST DOWN FROM THE STARS TO PLAY IN THIS REALM DURING THIS LIFETIME.
7. YOU CAN'T SAVE THE WORLD. THIS WORLD HAS IT'S OWN DESTINY AS DO YOU YOUR OWN.
8. YOU CAN ONLY SHOW THE FUTURE GENERATIONS HOW IT IS YOU SAVED YOURSELF.
9. LIFE HAS ONLY TWO CHOICES WITHIN IT. THE RED PILL AND THE BLUE PILL.
10. PICK YOUR CHOICE OF PILL AND THEN SWALLOW IT.
11. ONCE YOU CHOOSE YOUR PILL OF CHOICE, WALK THE PATH. 
12. SPEND YOUR REALITY TIME FRAME HEALING YOURSELF  FROM THE JUNGLE TRAUMA.
13. WE WERE ALL BORN  WITHIN THE CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE.
14. STAY OUT OF THE CIRCUS.
15. THE CIRCUS IS THE POP CULTURE MEDIA PERCEPTION OF REALITY.
16. THE NEWS IS A LIE.
17. EVERY OTHER THING YOU HAVE EVER HEARD IS A LIE.
18. THIS WORLD WAS CONSTRUCTED WITH ONLY ONE PURPOSE, TO GET YOU TO BELIEVE THE LIE.
19. NEVER BELIEVE THE LIE.
20. SIT STILL AND THINK ABOUT HOW YOU WANT TO FEEL NOW, UNTIL YOU FEEL THIS WAY NOW.
21. EVERY OTHER THOUGHT IS USELESSLY FUTILE.
22. REALIZE EVERYONE HAS ALREADY CHOSEN THEIR PILL.
23. YOU CAN SEE WHICH REALITY THEY CHOSE.
24. CHOOSE YOURS AND STAY AWAY FROM ANYONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE OPPOSITE PILL.
25. BOTH PILLS OF THE MATRIX HAS IT'S PROPER CONSEQUENCE.
26. ONLY TELL THEM YOUR THOUGHTS WHEN YOU WANT TO.
27. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN DESTINY.
28. NO ONE WANTS THEIR DESTINIES INTERFERED WITH BY OTHERS.
29. EVERYONE FEELS THIS WAY.
30. LET EVERYONE MAKE THEIR OWN DECISIONS AND JUST STAY AWAY FROM THEM.
31. IF THEY DON'T ASK YOU THEN DON'T TELL.
32. IF THEY DO ASK YOU THEN ONLY TELL IF YOU WANT TO.
33. AVOID CONFLICT AND DRAMA AT ALL COSTS UNLESS WHEN STANDING UP FOR THE ABUSED. 
34. LEAVE BEHIND THE TRAIL FOR THE FUTURE GENERATIONERS THEN PUSH OFF AND FULFILL IT.
35. NEVER BE UNTRUE TO YOURSELF.
36. LOVE EVERYONE FOR WHO THEY ARE.
37. ONLY YOUR OWN EMOTION AND ACTIONS CAN SAVE YOU.
38. PRAY FOR EVERYONE AND LEAVE DESTINY TO IT'S OWN DEVICES.
39. YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED ONLY FOR HOW YOU LIVED YOUR LIFE AND TREATED OTHERS.
40. TREAT OTHERS AS WELL AS YOU CAN.
41. PRAY YOU'RE EFFORTS ARE PROPERLY RECIPROCATED. 
42. ONLY FOCUS ON YOUR DESTINY.
43. YOUR DESTINY IS THE ONLY FACTOR IN YOUR LIFE UNDER YOUR OWN CONTROL.
44. MOVE AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE AND BE 100% AS PEACEFUL AS YOU CAN BE.
45. ALWAYS TAKE THE HIGH ROAD.
46. STAND UP FOR THOSE UNABLE TO PROPERLY ARTICULATE THEIR ABUSE.
47. ALWAYS REMEMBER IT COULD HAVE EASILY BEEN YOU AS THE ABUSED ONE AND SPEAK UP FOR THEM EVEN IF THEY THROW YOU UNDER THE BUS FOR DOING SO.
48. BE AS HONEST AND GENUINE AS THE SITUATION ALLOWS.
49. SOMETIMES BE MORE HONEST AND GENUINE THAN YOU ARE BEING RECIPROCATED.
50. EVERYONE HAS A DESTINY AND A MISSION AND IN THIS REGARD IT'S UP TO YOU TO ACHIEVE YOURS AND UP TO THEM TO ACHIEVE THEIR OWN.
51. YOU CAN ONLY ACHIEVE YOUR OWN DESTINY AND IN DOING SO WILL PLANT THE SEEDS FOR THE FUTURE GENERATIONS ON HOW THEY MAY DO THE SAME.
52. YOUR GENERATION'S THINKING PATTERNS ARE NOT YOUR FIGHT.
53. LEAVE YOUR LEARNED LESSONS FOR THOSE YET UNBORN.
54. YOUR CONTEMPORARIES ARE THOSE ALIVE WHILE YOU ARE ALIVE IF NOT JUST FROM YOUR GENERATION. 
55. IT'S TOO LATE TO HELP YOUR GENERATION.
56. PAVE THE WAY FOR THE FUTURE.
57. AS THE INDIGO YOUR JOB IS TO BURN DOWN THE OPPRESSIVE FOREST OF FALSE CIVILITY. 
58. NOW LAUGH OUT LOUD.
59. THEN LAUGH AT EVERY OUNCE OF NEGATIVITY OR MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL OPPRESSION SENT YOUR WAY.
60. WHAT MEANS THE MOST TO YOU?
61. NOW FOCUS ON NOTHING ELSE OR POSSIBLY FAIL THE MISSION YOU WERE SENT DOWN HERE TO COMPLETE.

CRAZY HOUSE DIARIES

THE CRAZY HOUSE DIARIES

WRITTEN BY: CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS

THE INTRODUCTION:

7:35PM EST -

I NEEDED PROFESSIONAL HELP SINCE CHILDHOOD.
SINCE THE AGES OF 7-15 I NEEDED PROFESSIONAL HELP.
AT 27 THE NEED GREW WAY MORE OBVIOUS TO MYSELF.
SINCE 27 I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THE BUILDING PRESSURE.
THE DAY AFTER TURNING 33 I WAS RELEASED.
I COMMITTED MYSELF FOUR DAYS VEFORE CHRISTMAS.
I WAS ONE OF FOUR PEOPLE AT THE CENTER DURING THIS 10 DAY PERIOD WHO COMMITTED THEMSELVES TO THE FACILITY.
I FELT MY EMOTIONS SPIRALING OUT OF CONTROL. 
THE CRYING SPELLS WERE INTENSIFYING.
IT WAS GROWING MORE AND MORE UNBEARABLE OR INTOLERABLE WITH EACH PASSING HOURLY CANDLE.
I FELT MYSELF LOSING COMPASSION.
I DIDN'T WANT THAT.
SO ON A SATURDAY I BEGAN CALLING AROUND.
BY MONDAY I WAS PREPARED TO GO AFTER MAKING ARRANGEMENTS.
ON THE 20TH OF DECEMBER 2022 I WENT INTO A CRISIS STABILIZATION UNIT.
THE MENTAL HEALTH REHAB CENTER.
I WAS THERE FOR 10 DAYS.
THEY TURNED OUT TO BE THE TEN MOST PEACEFUL DAYS OF MY VERY EXISTENCE.

THE INTRODUCTION.

CHAPTER ONE:

I PACK MY BAGS AND HEAD FOR THE CENTER.
I PACK ENOUGH CLOTHES FOR THE STAY.
I LEFT MY PHONE.
I TOOK NOTEBOOKS AND PAPER.
I WAS ALLOWED THREE OUTFITS FOR THE STAY TO TAKE IN WITH ME.
THEY WASHED THE CLOTHES DAILY WVERY MORNING.
I RANG THE BELL.
ADMINISTRATION CAME OUT TO SPEAK WITH ME.
I HAD TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE FOR STEP ONE.
I GO IN THE CAR TO DO THAT.
HANNAH COMES TO THE CAR DOOR.
SHE SCARES ME.
SHE SAYS IF I AM READY TO GO NOW THEY WILL TAKE ME IN NOW.
IT STARTS.
I GO INSIDE OF THE FACILITY AFTER HAVING MY LAST TOBACCO SMOKE BREAK FOR 10 DAYS. 
I DIDN'T FINISH THE BLACK AND MILD.
SHOULD HAVE.
BUT DIDN'T. 
THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BLACK AND MILD FOR THE NEXT TEN DAYS.
THEY GAVE OUT NICOTINE PATCHES LASTING FOR 24 HOURS.
EVERY NEW ONE YOU GET YOU MUSH THEN GIVE BACK THE PREVIOUS DAY'S PATCH.
JAFFI THE MALE NURSE TOLD ME ABOUT THE PATCH. 
HANNAH USHERS ME INTO A WAITING ROOM BEFORE I MEET JAFFI AND MIKE.
MIKE IS THE NEXT TO PROCESS ME AFTER HANNAH AND BEFORE JAFFI.
HANNAH INTERVIEWS ME IN THE WAITING ROOM WHILE I EAT THE DINNER MIKE BROUGHT IN FOR ME.
I EAT THE.CHICKEN NUGGETS FRIES AND SALAD.
HAVEN'T HAD SALAD IN A WHILE.
HANNAH ASKS ME ABOUT THE DETAILS.
I TELL HER THE DETAILS.
I JUST WANTED TO GET PROFESSIONAL HELP AND THERAPY AND MEDICATION FINALLY.
THE INTERVIEW WRAPS UP.
I DIDNT FIND OUT WE WERE BOTH CAPRICORNS UNTIL MY LAST DAY.
SHE WAS VERY HELPFUL TO ME.
THE FIRST PERSON I MET THERE.
THE FIRST STAFF MEMBER AS WELL.
HANNAH JAFFI AND MIKE AND TAMRA WERE THE FIRST STAFF MEMBERS I SPOKE TO.
TALKED TO JAFFI FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS WHILE PROCESSING MY PAPERWORK AND TAKING A COVID TEST.
FIRST COVID TEST AND IT CAME BACK NEGATIVE THANK GOD.
HAD A GOOD TIME CHOPPING IT UP WITH JAFFI.
WHEN IT WAS DONE I WENT BACK INTO THE NEXT ROOM WITH MIKE.
JUST TALKED TO MIKE ABOUT HOW THE FACILITY IS AND IT'S RULES.
DIDN'T KNOW ALL OF THE RULES BEFOREHAND BUT THEY WERE AGREEABLE.
I HAD NO IDEA HOW LONG I WOULD BE IN THE UNIT FOR.

CHAPTER ONE:

CHAPTER TWO:








CHAPTER TWO:

THE CRAZY HOUSE LP VOCALS LYRICS

7:27AM EST -

1.3.2023

I CAN'T HOLD ON TO YOU FOR FOREVER
I HAVE TO LET YOU GO
THE THOUGHT OF US NEVER HAPPENED
JUST MY AFFECTION THO

TIES GOT SEVERED THO
WE WERE NEVER TIED
SO WHY DID I EVER TRY?

I TRIED IT WAS SO FUN
UNTIL IT WAS DONE

I DIDN'T PREPARE MYSELF
FOR WHAT WAS TO COME

YOU HAVE TO RUN TOWARDS YOUR DESTINY
JUST AS I HAVE TO MINE

ONE DAY WRITE ME A LETTER
ON JUST WHAT YOU FIND

WE ARE ALL GLOBAL NOW
CONSTRUCTING OUR WORLD TOUR

I COULD MISS YOU
OR FOCUS ON THE REASONS I MISS YOU
IN THE FIRST PLACE

I ONLY SAW YOUR SMILE
I DIDN'T SEE THE PAIN
THE PAIN I FELT FOR A WHILE
IN THE WORST CASE

I ONLY FELT YOUR ATTENTION
YOU CHOSE TO SHARE IT WITH ME
I DIDN'T SEE THE REJECTION
ANOTHER WHOLE DIMENSION

IF YOU WEREN'T THE SHIT
I COULDN'T MISS YOU AT ALL

SO I'M GRATEFUL WE MET
IS THAT ALL?

EMOTION WAS A BAD CALL
LOGIC NEVER HAD STALLED

5:43PM EST - 6:50PM EST

1.2.2023

I SHOULD NOT WASTE THE TIME
THE PRECIOUS TIME
I HAVE WITH YOU
I SHOULD ENJOY IT

 WHEN IT COMES TO YOU
I'LL  JUST SAY THIS

 AS IF I HAD THE CHANCE
IF I HAD A CHANCE
FOR THE REWIND

NO WAY THIS IS FROM YOU BEW


I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU NOTHING
WOULD HAVE SAID NOTHING

EVERY TIME YOU ASKED
THEN YOU WOULDN'T BASK

IN UNWANTED ATTENTION
ENDED UP IN UNWANTED DIMENSIONS

WITH AN UN FLAUNTING DIMENSION
FUN TAUNTING HI TENSION

WHAT IF I KEEP IT TO MYSELF?
AS IN HOW I REALLY FELT

WHAT IF I NEVER TELL?
OR WHAT IF SHE NEVER FAIL?

DID SHE ASKED YOU FOR YOUR FEELINGS?
TAKE IT LITERAL

I TOLD HER I JUST WANT TO ENJOY THE MOMENT
OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW IT DOESN'T LAST FOREVER

NIETHER WAS DINNER
BUT DINNER IS PERPETUAL
BUT THE GUEST WHO GETS TO KNOW
FOR A FEW MOMENTS OF FALLEN SNOW
SEASONS LISTENING TO
EARTH WIND FIRE REASONS
OF FIRE AND DESIRE
OR THE EBONY EYES I ADMIRE

WHAT IF I WON'T SEE YOU TOMORROW
WOULD I NEED TO BORROW
TISSUE? IF SO AN ISSUE
OF MINE TO DEAL WITH
I SAID IT REAL QUICK
IF SHE CALLED IT REAL SLICK
COINCIDENCE
I WAS JUST THERE
NEVER SAID I CARED
SHOWED IT WITH WHAT I SHARED

I MADE HER THINK
IT WAS A FUN GAME
I WON'T HAVE HER FOR FOREVER
YOU MIGHT MISS HER FOREVER

BUT AT LEAST YOU MET HER
YOU'LL MEET ANOTHER AND
YOU MAY NOT GET HER
OR YOU MAY REGRET HER
IF YOU LET HER
GET THE TEXTURE
AT BEST SIR
MY LECT SIR
DIALECT STIRRED
WHIRRING
STIRRING
WHIPPING
SIPPING
HOT COCOA
WHIPPED TOPPING
STRIP HOPPING

SHE JUST WANTS TO LIVE
WE ALL PURSUED OUR OWN HAPPINESS
I AM NOT YOUR HAPPINESS
I AM JUST SOMEONE YOU MET
YOU WILL MEET A COUPLE MILLION
BEFORE YOUR TIME IS UP

WHILE IT'S DOWN HERE WITH YOU
RUN TO THE TALLEST DREAMS
YOU CAN BUILD WITH YOUR MIND
WITH YOUR EYE
YOUR MIND'S EYE
OF THE THIRD KIND
A VARIETY TO FIND

WHO AM I TO HOLD YOU BACK
YOU HAVE YOUR OWN DESTINY HIDDEN WITHIN YOUR NAP SACK

WHO WAS I TO SACK THAT?
I JUST HAVE TO LET YOU GO

HOPEFULLY WHEN YOU DO BLOW
DO SHOW THE WORLD IS WAS A BLESSING TO MEET SOMEONE SO SO AND SO UNUSUAL
SWEET TO YOU DUTIFUL AND YOU BEAUTIFUL
ARE GORGEOUS FROM THE DOOR YES
FROM THE FIRST BLINKS
FROM THE WAKE UP
YOU TAKE UP
SPACE HERE I BAKE UP

IT FAILS FOR I'M ON A MISSION
AM I HERE FOR KISSING?
OR AM I HERE TO COMPLETE THE VISION?






Speechless

5:51AM EST - 6:29AM EST

1.2.2023

MONDAY JANUARY 2ND, 2023

CHORUS OR HOOK

IF YOU ASKED ME RIGHT NOW IM SPEECHLESS

JUST POPPED MY MEDS
NO SCREECHING

TAKE IT
HOWEVER YOU WANNA TAKE IT
4 TIMES A DAY
LIKE MEDICATION
HOWEVER DO YOU WANT IT?

ZOLOFT
VISTIRIN
ANXIETY
DEPRESSION
TWISTED NO NICE TO ME
BEST BEST FRIENDS
OF MEN AND MICE TO ME
MAKE ME THINK TWICE
STILL THINK NICE
THINK ICE
I THINK ICE
WAS BORN TO MELT
TO SCORN WHAT WAS NEVER FELT

A FEW THINGS I WANT TO SAY
OTHER THAN THAT NO WAY

HOW I WOULD
NORMALLY SPRAY
IT UNUSUAL
TOM JONES WOULD SURELY KNOW

I FEEL CHILL
SUCH AS DIS STILL
I FEEL NEAR
THE 1ST BILL
THE 1ST MILL
THE 1ST DEAL
NEXT 1ST DEAL
NEXT MEDICATION PILL
TAKE A CHILL
STEP BACK
OBSERVE
PEEP AYE
I SAID TOM?
SO NO PEEPING
TLC ALWAYS MAKES YOU JUMP
WHEN YOU BUMP
CREEPING
OR AM I REACHING?
I USED TO
OVER EXPOSE MY OWN EMOTION
I'M FEELING MACHIAVELLIAN NOW
IT'S MY OWN EMOTION

I USED TO
CRY CRY IN THE RAIN
I ONLY FELT MY PAIN
WAS I GOING INSANE
EMOTIONAL DISTRESS PLAIN
AS A DAY IN THE SHADE
MANGOES LEMONADE
STRAWBERRY CHERRY
OR PLAIN LEMONADE
WHILE PLAYING LEMONADE
ON THE WIFI STREAM

NOW I HAVE LESS
WORDS THAN I HAVE STRESS
IT REDUCES IT YES
THINKING ABOUT THE BEST
TIMES I HAD IN THE
HOUSE OF CRAZY YES
CRAZY HOUSE AT BEST
CRAZY HOUSE LP
CHRISTMAS TIME YES
I STARTED HEARING SONGS IN MY DREAM
WOKE UP WROTE IT DOWN
THAT WAS CHRISTMAS EVE
GOD THIS CHRISTMAS PLEASE


BEEN LUCID THE FIRST FEW TIMES
IN THE CRAZY HOUSE


5:42AM EST - 5:49AM EST

1.2.2023

XAG XRP

 THE SAME TIME

I'M CHECKING TWO CHARTS AT THE SAME TIME

5M ALLIGATOR IS WAVING

BUT WHICH WAY IN

IT'S TRENDING DIRECTION?

IF IT WAVES DOWN
BEARS COLLECTION
PLATE IT'S SELECTIVE
NATURALLY PROTECTIVE
IT'S MENDING PILES OF SECTIONS
OF AFFECTION

WHEN THE GATOR WAVES UP
BULL RUN SON PULL ONE TIL DONE
BEHAVE YUP
BULL'S EYE
BULL'S MARK
NO BULL SPIT OR
BULMARK
NEVER BEEN TO BULWARK

FROM WHICH HEMISPHERE DID THE FUEL SPARK?
FUEL START?
RECORD TIL WE DIE
OUR TRUE HEART
PRODUCE TRUE ART
WHETHER BLUE ART
OR BLUE PARTS
OF PAINT AND STARS
AGUILARA
AUGUSTUS
SCHOLARS
AGUILERA
MUST CONFESS THIS



LYRICS

RICH FLEX CADENCE

5:25PM EST - 5:52PM EST


  ONE

TWO

THREE


  ONE

TWO

THREE


FUN

NEW

GLEE




FUN

NEW

GLEE


VERSE:

I KNOW ME
I'M HOLDING
WITH HELD

I'M PACKING
GATLINS

WITH MODES
COMMODES AND TOADS
FORBODE

MORE THO
SORE ROADS

ROADS SEEN
BEFORE FILM SCENES

THE REAL WAY
A REAL DAY?
NO WAY

PER SAY
I CAN'T SAY
WILL NOT OR WON'T SAY

COULD OR SHOULD?
PROTECT YOUR WOOD
FOR YOUR GOOD

SURE SHOULD
SHO SHOULD
SO FULL OF

POSITIVE SH
IN FULL JUGS
THE FULL JUGG

COLOSSAL PULL
GRAVITATIONAL HULL
AND PULL SO YOU'LL

IN A THIRTY MINUTE CANDLE
CURRENCY MARKET OPENS UP AT
EASTERN TIME 6PM

MEANS ITS SUNDAY
SILVER BURGER
 STEPH CURRY
KYRIE IRWING HANDLES

WHICH PRICE RANGE AM I SCOPING AT?
PROFIT TARGET HOPING AT?

ISAAC NEWTON TO THE
 APPLE IN MOTION

SCRABBLE LING POTIONS
WHO BEEN THRU THE HIGHLY
CONTAGION NOTION
SPOKEN NOW YOU'RE  HOLDING

BUT SCOLDING
I COULDN'T FOLD IT

CASE OPEN
CADENCE JUST FLOWING

IT'S A MUST
TO CREATE A FUSS

WITH THE ART MADE
I'M PACER KINKAID AYE

CRAZY HOUSE MONEY

VOLUNTARILY SPEAKING
FOR INVOLUNTARY REASONS
INVOLUNTARILY TWEAKING

NOT GEEKING
STILL GEEKING

10 WAYS FROM SUNDAY XAG

1000% MONDAYS
1000% TUESDAYS

1000% WEDNESDAYS
1000% THURSDAYS

1000% FRIDAYS XAG
100% FRIDAYS XRP

100% SATURDAYS XRP
100% SUNDAYS

100% MONDAYS XRP
100% TUESDAYS XRP

100% WEDNESDAYS XRP
100% THURSDAYS XRP

100% FRIDAY XRP


- 5:53PM EST -

1.1.2023

SUNDAY JANUARY 1ST, 2023








https://audiomack.com/chaddetencxion/album/chaddverbs


1.1.2023



bull bear bars breach then re breach then new move happened

3AM EST

1.1.2023

PAYROLL PAYROLL PAYROLL


CONCRETE JUNGLE

TIL THAT DAY

12/28/2022
12 /31/2022

12/28/22

THE GAZELLES RUN
FROM THE FEET AND THE MOUTH OF LIONS
IN THE HEAT OF THE SUN

THE FIGHTS WON
IN THE JUNGLE

OF NEAT CONCRETE
WITHOUT IT YOU'RE OBSOLETE

12/28/2022

Chad Xzavier  Harris

5PM EST

12/31/2022

ABSOTIVELUTELY AND
UNEQUIVOCALLY

THERE WAS A TIME
WHEN I WOULD BRIGHTEN YOUR FACE
WITH A SMILE

NOW ANOTHER INSTANCE TRANSMUTED RHYME
ALL THE WHE WHILE WHILE I KEEP THE

 HEART BREAK
HEART ACHE

OR MAKE IT TAKE

AT LEAST YOU DIDN'T CREATE FAKE
EMOTIONALLY LOOK AT THE ART MADE


WERE RAISED
THE COUNTY OF DADE

IN THE JUNGLES WHERE NIGHT COMES
AT THE CIRCUS

WHERE THE FRIGHT IS FROM
TIL THAT TIME OR THAT TIME COMES

LA BAMBA

LA BAMBA RIP
HONEY
JD HUTCHINSON
GROVER NAI
NAIJAH GROVER SR.

TIL THAT DAY

THE GAZELLES RUN
FROM THE FEET AND THE MOUTH OF LIONS
IN THE HEAT OF THE SUN

THE FIGHTS WON
IN THE JUNGLE

OF NEAT CONCRETE
WITHOUT SUCH SO
 OBSOLETE

12/28/2022


12 /31/2022

6PM EST


4:16AM EST

12/28/22
> 7:30AM EST -

7:54AM EST

NO NO NO NO NO NO


NO NO NO NO NO NO

NO NO NO NO NO NO


ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO


NO NO NO NO NO NO

NO NO NO NO NO NO


ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

ONE ONE ONE TWO
ONE TWO ONE TWO TWO ONE TWO
TAKE THE TO'S TOO

HERE WE ARE HEAR FOR YOU
WHEN THE LOVE IS LOCKED DOWN
DID WE GIVE ENOUGH PROPS NOW?

THIS IS STILL OUR STYLE
OUR SMILE
OF APPRECIATION

TO AN 808S CADENCE
TOOK GREAT PATIENCE

BUT WHEN IM DONE SPRAYING
YOU'LL COMPLAIM OR FEEL COMPLACENT
BUT IF YOU FEEL NIETHER
OR IN BETWEEN

SEE WHAT I MEAN SIR?
DOUBLE ENTEN INDEED FROM THEE EARTH PLANETARY SIR!

7:52AM EST -
LP FLASHING LIGHTS VOCAL SAMPLE BEAT

7:14AM EST - 7:36AM EST -

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

 ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

WHEN IT APPLIES
ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

WHEN IT COMPLIES
WHEN IT COMES WITH FRIES
I NOTICED EVERY TIME


A ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX
IF IT WERE MORE THAN THIS

THEN MORE
I WOULD HAVE CAME WITH

BUT WHAT IF

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE



ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

I'LL MAKE THIS EASY
I DON'T BELIEVE IN GREED

I JUST MADE A BILLION
ILL FEED MILLIONS IN NEED
AS A NERD WITH THE WORDS

MAY I PROCEED?
WHERE THE DID GO PROCEEDS?

TWO DIFFERENT QUESTIONS INDEED
TWO DIFFERENT BLESSINGS IN DEEDS
ZOLOFT VISTIRIL AND WEED

AN ALBUM INSPIRED
THE EVOLUTION KANYE GENRE
808S SPECIFICALLY
BUT WHEN WE MIX UP THE SEEDS
OF EACH LP

THEN YOU TELL ME
IF YOU SMELT WHAT THE ROCK COOKS?
BC THE ROCK

TOOK ONE FILM AT BEST
TO EARN $5M FOR HIS DEBUT
OF HIS CHEST ON SET
WITH A DECK

OF PLAYING CARDS
AND DIALOGUE INDEXED

IN SETS
OR IN CHECKS
OR THEN CHECK
CHECK CHECK THE RHETORIC

PROCEED MINDFULLY TO RESET A BIT
TO RESET A BET
TO RESET REGRET
OR RESET RESENT

WHERE DID MY N's GET
AND GET TO
I CAN NEVER FORGET YOU

YOU WOULD FORGET ME
IT SEEMS
I CAN ONLY LIGHT UP THE MOVIE SCREENS
I CAN ONLY LIGHT UP MOVIE SCENES
THW MOVIE SCENES
PLAYING UP AS THE MOVIE GLEAMS
HOW MANY TIMES WILL I DO THOSE GROOVY THINGS

THE BACK IN THE DAY 6TH GRADE I DO THESE THINGS
THESE SOOTHING THINGS

TAKE A STEP BACK AND CONSTRUE AS THESE THINGS
AS IF THEY WERE TRUE THESE THINGS
UNTIL HER THE GIRL SAY LORD LORD
HOW DOES HE DO THESE THINGS

WENT FROM WISHING TO DOING THESE THINGS
TO THE SMILE BETTER COVER IT UP
WHILE YOU DO THESE THINGS

YOU WERE CHOSEN
YOU NEEDED FOCUS

WELL ARE YOU FOCUSED?
WELL ITS BEST YOU

HOPE IT'S
FOCUS FEELING POTENT

KYLE PLEASE ONLY SMOKE WEED
IF YOU INGEST ANYTHING
FOR OUR FUTURE INDEED

CAFFIENE NICOTINE
NICOTINE PATCH ME UP PLEASE
COME TO THE SIDE DOOR

FOR TAPING
OR VAPING

OR THE CLOSEST GAPED THING
GAPING

GAPPING
SLAPPING

BASKING IN THE MASKING
NOT ASKING

JUST GOING
JUST FLOWING A MOMENT
IF YOU WOULD CONDONE IT

WELL THEN DID YOU YOU SHOULD HAVE
SHOULD GRAB

SUGE'S BAG OF CASH LIKE SNOOP DOGG
BEFORE A
HOPS IN THE COUP WITH THA DOGG POUND

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE



ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE



ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE



ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE

ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE


ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE



ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE ONE
6:40AM EST

LP OH AYE

NO WAY

GO SAY

DONT SWAY

NOR STRAY

OR OBEY

FOR BEHAVE

MORE BE SLAVES

NO FOR WE WAIT
NO FOR WE WAVE

WAIT X
WAVE X

NO FOR WE ARE ENSLAVED
FOLLOW WHITE RABBIT BE SAFE

ENSLAVED
ENSLAVED
ENSLAVED

 SAFE
SAFE
SAFE

BEFORE THE GRAVE
WE SEE SHADE

GRAVE GRAVE GRAVE

x SHADE

SHADE

SHADE x SHE WAS

12-29-2022

I SAID SHE DIDNT LIKE YOU

YEA SHE WAS JUST PLAYING


NOW SHE WANTS TO.FIGHT YOU

FORGOT WHAT SHE WAS SAYING

NOE SHE SAID GOODNIGHT TO YOU

AND AIN'T BOTHER WAVING

BUT SHE WAS JUST SAYING

SHE SAW THE LIGHT IN YOU

NOW SHE DIMMING YHE BASEMENT

WITH NEW BASE HEAD SHE BASE WITH GETS WASTED

ALMOST TASTE LESS
HEADED

TOWARDS FIRAT BASE

COULD TASTE IT

ETERNAL SUNSHINE SPOT LESS MINDS

COULDN'T ERASE IT
SHE WAS

12-29-2022

I SAID SHE DIDNT LIKE YOU

YEA SHE WAS JUST PLAYING


NOW SHE WANTS TO.FIGHT YOU

FORGOT WHAT SHE WAS SAYING

NOE SHE SAID GOODNIGHT TO YOU

AND AIN'T BOTHER WAVING

BUT SHE WAS JUST SAYING

SHE SAW THE LIGHT IN YOU

NOW SHE DIMMING YHE BASEMENT

WITH NEW BASE HEAD SHE BASE WITH GETS WASTED

ALMOST TASTE LESS
HEADED

TOWARDS FIRAT BASE

COULD TASTE IT

ETERNAL SUNSHINE SPOT LESS MINDS

COULDN'T ERASE IT

3:57AM EST

1.1.2023

CHORUS

HOOK
 VOCALS
BEAT

FEELS LIKE WRITING A CLASSIC
FEELS LIKE TYPING ACID
REELS LIKE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR

THE PAIN YOU FIGHT IS ELASTIC
NOT PLASTIC
TYPE'S TRAGIC
A TAD BIT
CHAD SHIT

IT WRITES ITSELF
WE JUST LET THE THINK FLOW
IN CASE YOU THINK SLOW
OR DRINK SLOW
OR.EAT MORE
GREET MORE
PEOPLE AT THE SWEET DOOR
SUEDE DOOR
SUAVE DOOR

HOR HEY
JE ZEUS

NO POR QUE
POR FAVOR

LA BAMBA
LA BAMBA
LA BAMBA

MRS. CITA MAMA ME YA


3:57AM EST


    #forex #trading #currency #xag #xagusd #xrp #xrpusd #ripplexrp #ripple
#foreigncurrency #markets #finance #economics #crypto #cryptocurrency
 #silver #rainman #jamesdean #rebelwithoutacause #giant #eastofeden
#albertcamus
#rfk #jfk

wait for green or
 red bar to breach
zero then
get contaminated
with opposite color and then re breach zero

https://audiomack.com/chaddetencxion/album/chaddverbs
3:57AM EST

1.1.2023

CHORUS

HOOK
 VOCALS
BEAT

FEELS LIKE WRITING A CLASSIC
FEELS LIKE TYPING ACID
REELS LIKE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR

THE PAIN YOU FIGHT IS ELASTIC
NOT PLASTIC
TYPE'S TRAGIC
A TAD BIT
CHAD SHIT

IT WRITES ITSELF
WE JUST LET THE THINK FLOW
IN CASE YOU THINK SLOW
OR DRINK SLOW
OR.EAT MORE
GREET MORE
PEOPLE AT THE SWEET DOOR
SUEDE DOOR
SUAVE DOOR

HOR HEY
JE ZEUS

NO POR QUE
POR FAVOR

LA BAMBA
LA BAMBA
LA BAMBA

MRS. CITA MAMA ME YA


3:57AM EST

chaddverbs
https://audiomack.com/chaddetencxion/album/chaddverbs

Payroll

12/24/2022

December 24TH, 2022

HOOK OR CHORUS:

SHE ONLY WANTS ME FOR THE PAYROLL

IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY WOULD SHE HAVE STAYED THO?

SHE SAID SHE AINT STAYING AROUND FOR NO PLAY DOUGH

AIND SHE AINT RISING AROUND IN NO WINNEBAGOES


SHE ONLY WANTS ME FOR THE PAYROLL

IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY WOULD SHE HAVE STAYED THO?

SHE SAID SHE AINT STAYING AROUND FOR NO PLAY DOUGH

AIND SHE ISN'T RISING AROUND IN A WINNEBAGO

VERSE 1:


SHE ONLY TOOK UP ALL OF MY TIME

MONEY FOCUS OBSERVATIONAL SKILLS
NOW ALL OF MY RHYMES

HER MEMORY RUNNING RAMPANT IN ALL OF THE PARTS OF MY MIND

ANOTHER HEART ACHE EXPERIENCED IN MY TIME

I NEED ANOTHER NAP JUST SO I UN WIND WHEN I FIND

MYSELF RUNNUNG UP A STEEP INCLINE

YOU MAKE IT SEEM COINCIDENTAL

THAT I PUSHED (PULLED ) UP TO YOUR RESIDENTIAL

THE WAY YOU SMILED MADE ME FEEL PRESIDENTIAL

THE WAY IT ENDED EVERYONE WENT MENTAL

IT ALWAYS STRIKES ME AS AMUSING

WE BOTH LOCKED EYES AND THEN WE STARTED CHOOSING

WHEN IT STOPPED DID WE FEEL LIKE LOSING?

WILLFULNESS IS JUST THE ART OF REFUSING

LOOKING BACK ON IT I MUST HAVE SEEMED CONFUSING I MISSED IT

HOW COULD I HAVE  GOTTEN IT SO TWISTED?

GIVEN THE CHANCE YOUR HAND I WOULD HAVE KISSED IT

NOW THE SOUND OF THE HEART? BROKEN DISHES 



NOW THE SOUND OF THE HEART? BROKEN DISHES 


GIVEN THE CHANCE YOUR HAND I WOULD HAVE KISSED IT

HOW COULD I HAVE  GOTTEN IT SO TWISTED?


LOOKING BACK ON IT I MUST HAVE SEEMED CONFUSING I MISSED IT


WILLFULNESS IS JUST THE ART OF REFUSING


WHEN IT STOPPED DID WE FEEL LIKE LOSING?


WE BOTH LOCKED EYES AND THEN WE STARTED CHOOSING


IT ALWAYS STRIKES ME AS AMUSING


THE WAY IT ENDED EVERYONE WENT MENTAL


THE WAY YOU SMILED MADE ME FEEL PRESIDENTIAL


THAT I PUSHED (PULLED ) UP TO YOUR RESIDENTIAL

YOU MAKE IT SEEM COINCIDENTAL


I NEED ANOTHER NAP JUST SO I UN WIND WHEN I FIND


MYSELF RUNNUNG UP A STEEP INCLINE

HER MEMORY RUNNING RAMPANT IN ALL OF THE PARTS OF MY MIND


ANOTHER HEART ACHE EXPERIENCED IN MY TIME

SHE ONLY TOOK UP ALL OF MY TIME

MONEY FOCUS OBSERVATIONAL SKILLS
NOW ALL OF MY RHYMES


12:25AM EST - 12:36AM EST

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 14TH,  2022

I FEEL AS IF I AM BEING CHOKED
YET THE AIR NEVER LEAVES MY FRAME
I FEEL AS IF I AM DROWNING
YET THE WATER NEVER FILLS UP MY LUNGS
I FEEL AS IF I WERE SKY DIVING WITHOUT A CHUTE AND I HAVE YET TO HIT THE GROUND

IF THE PAIN IN MY HEAD WERE A REAL PERSON, HE WOULD ALWAYS BE CHASING ME.
HE NEVER STOPS TRYING TO ERASE ME AS IF HE WOULD LIKE TO REPLACE ME.

HE SITS ON TOP OF ME IN MY SLEEP.
HE WATCHES ME SLEEP.
HE PATIENTLY AWAITS FOR ME TO WAKE UP.
AS SOON AS I DO HE IS RIGHT THERE.
AS SOON AS I WAKE UP HE JUST STARTS STABBING ME.
RUTHLESSLY CUTTING THRU MY FLESH.
AND YET I NEVER DIE.
NO BLOOD EMERGES FROM THE BLADE'S TIP
I SCREAM FROM THE PAIN YET IT NEVER GOES AWAY
IT HURTS SO MUCH AFTER A WHILE YOU JUST BEG FOR HIM TO END IT.
PLEASE END YOUR SUFFERING.
PLEASE JUST END IT ALL NOW I ASK.
I PLEAD TO NO AVAIL.
IT'S LIKE HE CAN'T KILL ME.
HE WANTS ME TO DO THAT MYSELF
HE IS MY PAIN BODY AND HE IS HELD PRISONER IN THIS REALM AS MUCH AS I AM.
AS BAD AS HE WANTS TO LEAVE THIS REALM SO DO I.
BUT WE HAVE TO LEAVE TOGETHER.
AND THIS IS OUR CONFLICT OF INTEREST.
AS LONG AS ONE OF US SURVIVES, SO DOES THE OTHER. 12:25AM EST - 12:36AM EST

WEDNESDAY DECEMBER 14TH,  2022

I FEEL AS IF I AM BEING CHOKED
YET THE AIR NEVER LEAVES MY FRAME
I FEEL AS IF I AM DROWNING
YET THE WATER NEVER FILLS UP MY LUNGS
I FEEL AS IF I WERE SKY DIVING WITHOUT A CHUTE AND I HAVE YET TO HIT THE GROUND

IF THE PAIN IN MY HEAD WERE A REAL PERSON, HE WOULD ALWAYS BE CHASING ME.
HE NEVER STOPS TRYING TO ERASE ME AS IF HE WOULD LIKE TO REPLACE ME.

HE SITS ON TOP OF ME IN MY SLEEP.
HE WATCHES ME SLEEP.
HE PATIENTLY AWAITS FOR ME TO WAKE UP.
AS SOON AS I DO HE IS RIGHT THERE.
AS SOON AS I WAKE UP HE JUST STARTS STABBING ME.
RUTHLESSLY CUTTING THRU MY FLESH.
AND YET I NEVER DIE.
NO BLOOD EMERGES FROM THE BLADE'S TIP
I SCREAM FROM THE PAIN YET IT NEVER GOES AWAY
IT HURTS SO MUCH AFTER A WHILE YOU JUST BEG FOR HIM TO END IT.
PLEASE END YOUR SUFFERING.
PLEASE JUST END IT ALL NOW I ASK.
I PLEAD TO NO AVAIL.
IT'S LIKE HE CAN'T KILL ME.
HE WANTS ME TO DO THAT MYSELF
HE IS MY PAIN BODY AND HE IS HELD PRISONER IN THIS REALM AS MUCH AS I AM.
AS BAD AS HE WANTS TO LEAVE THIS REALM SO DO I.
BUT WE HAVE TO LEAVE TOGETHER.
AND THIS IS OUR CONFLICT OF INTEREST.
AS LONG AS ONE OF US SURVIVES, SO DOES THE OTHER. 8:50AM EST -
TUESDAY DECEMBER 13TH, 2022

INSIDE OF MY MIND THERE'S A DARK SPOT
A BLACK HOLE WANTING ALL WHAT I GOT
INSIDE OF MY MIND A DEPRESSION
LAYS WAITING ALONE WITH ITS WEAPON
TO CATCH ME SLIPPING NOW IM STRESSING
GUESS I NEVER LEARNED THE LESSON
THAT LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A BLESSING I GUESS MAN

12:11PM EST - 12:33PM EST
THURSDAY DECEMBER 8TH 2022

Well I've seen rocks get thrown
But the glass don't break
When the high gets blown
How much cash does it take?
To replace the stash
hiding in a heart break

Mental pain go oh oh oh

I just write it down
Before I light my crown
With fighting rounds
Tears of the clown have a sour taste
I won't take the bait
I'll just here and wait
I'll just sit here and bake
How many years does it take
To erase the pain?
I can't escape this pain
Laying in my brain
Will it ever wane?
I never said I was sane
Never said I was playing

Whoa whoa
I need to calm it down
Before embalming now
Guess I'm bombing now
As tear bombs hit the ground
Like 42 hit the mound
That's a Jackie Joke
I'm just wacky folk
When my Brains scrambled
Its just tacky yolk
I be attacking folk
For no apparent reason
Emotions vary with the seasons
To this life what's the meaning?
Just working and cleaning?
Hail Mary Willy Beaming
Now my face just gleaming
Face was just streaming
I'm in a dark place no screaming

Mental woes go slow
wow wow wow
I don't know bro
What I'm sad for
And that's a lie
Please don't ask me why
That'll be a nasty cry
At least I'll try
To see where my passions lie
I'm always asking GOD may I die
HE says HE'S  not thru yet
With me ok that's a bet
Head FILLED with regrets
They say I should have none
They said I should have fun
They say I shouldn't run
From the thoughts in here
But these thoughts aren't clear

Will this ever change?
Was I clever or strange?

Oh wow wow wow MICROWAVED HEARTS ALBUM

I DONT WANNA AALIYAH SAMPLE

YOUR HEARTS FILLED SILLY WITH COLD ICE
ZACH SAID YOU WEREN'T REALLY SO NICE
THIS I WISH I WOULD'VE BEEN TOLD TWICE
MAKES ME SCRATCH MY HEAD LIKE OLD LICE

YOUR BEST FRIEND'S ROTTEN TO THE CORE
WHAT THE F IS SHE SO DUMB FOR?
TOLD HER ONE DAY SHE WILL BE DONE FOR
AND IF SHE'S NOT THEN I GUESS YOURE DONE FOR

SHE'LL TAKE ALL THE SWEET OUT OF YOU
MICROWAVED HEARTS ALBUM

I DONT WANNA AALIYAH SAMPLE

YOUR HEARTS FILLED SILLY WITH COLD ICE
ZACH SAID YOU WEREN'T REALLY SO NICE
THIS I WISH I WOULD'VE BEEN TOLD TWICE
MAKES ME SCRATCH MY HEAD LIKE OLD LICE

YOUR BEST FRIEND'S ROTTEN TO THE CORE
WHAT THE F IS SHE SO DUMB FOR?
TOLD HER ONE DAY SHE WILL BE DONE FOR
AND IF SHE'S NOT THEN I GUESS YOURE DONE FOR

SHE'LL TAKE ALL THE SWEET OUT OF YOU
Intro

I can say I never caused you pain
Can you eye contact me saying the same?
Our interactions were far from plain
Around each other we were playing
Behind your brother's frame
That's back and we go back before he attacked
See what I'm saying?

I got thrown under the train Momma
Movie reference
Now how bad you hurt me is a groovy  blessing
Once I'm cast in Hollywood flicks I'll use the pain from our severance in reverence
Pains edging it towards the indefinite ridge

I feel a singe of pain no syringe
The thought of you used to pinch
Now I cringe
Feeling like I infringed when I was only your fringe

Decoration on your clothing
If we had gotten any closer a baby you would be holding
I gave you my heart and they pulled you away from me
As if they listened in on our conversation Mrs. Snowden

Edward Cullen couldn't feel any colder
I did fall for you so I wouldn't feel any bolder
I don't want to believe you ever cared
Even tho all of your secrets you ever shared
Even tho does that make us even yo?

You didn't believe my honesty
I believed your dishonesty honestly
And honestly my honesty was astonishing
But what's more astonishing after you pardon me

When I'm on a movie set and they ask me to cry
I'll think about you and the day I died inside
Why did I have to care?
Why did I have to share?
Don't know where my heart went but it came back sheared
Came back in tears
Tiers of tears

Madison Scissorhands you let get too near
She was always going to hurt you first
That's how you get down
If you did her wrong first that's worst
You left yourself open clown
You deserve every ounce of pain you felt every ounce
Know why? She never felt the same. As your heart melts as to why she bounced

Film Life

Film Life
Cause I can't film it twice
Cause you can't film it twice
So I better guess we film it nice
Call me Zay cause I'm cold as ice
Filmed my coldest nights
Diaries for years of years on years in pain
Years of pain all calibrated on audio mane
Audio books in between I'm just saying
I'm not playing

averages hourly swang
Til all green or red watch for savagery play

The first red or green after 5 or 200 make a band in a day

I took my deepest thoughts
And shared them every day
Every day in every way getting better and better
At following the trend on the hourly charts
Hourly cheddar 100% first base
That's the first case worst case
In the best case ok next case

Let's say we the catch bay pips instead of sourly hearts
An actor cast in a tragedy part