CHAD DIARY ENTRY #1

7:11PM EST - 7:20PM EST
WEDNESDAY JANUARY 18TH, 2023

I FEEL VULNERABLE.
I AM ALWAYS HONEST ABOUT WHAT I GO THRU FOR ANYONE ELSE WHO CAN BENEFIT FROM THE INFORMATION.
I JUST BEGAN GETTING PROFESSIONAL HELP FOR ISSUES THAT PLAGUED ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS.
THE LACK OF HELP DEFINITELY STAGNATED MY PROGRESS. 
I HAD A MAJOR HURDLE TO OVERCOME AND STILL DO.
LIFE IS ABOUT OVERCOMING MAJOR HURDLES AND NO ONE IS EXEMPT FROM IT.
I AM NO EXCEPTION FROM LIFE'S REGULAR IRREGULARITIES.
I AM GRATEFUL I HAD A MAJOR ISSUE TO OVERCOME BC NOW NO ONE CAN SAY MY LIFE WAS EASY.
I DIDN'T HAVE AN EASY LIFE BUT WHO ACTUALLY DOES?
MY LIFE WAS DEFINITELY WORTH THE HASSLE IT PROVIDED.
I'M HONEST PUBLICLY THAT I HAVE SUFFERED CHILD HOOD SEXUAL TRAUMA RESULTING IN MENTAL HEALTH AND EMOTIONAL ISSUES.
THE OFFICIAL DIAGNOSIS IS MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER WITH PYSCHOTIC FEATURES ALONG WITH SEVERE ANXIETY WITH PTSD INCLUDED IN THERE.
I AM PRESCRIBED THREE DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS