Friday, May 30, 2025

WBIR PHONE SESSION ACT TWO PAGE 40...

 10:31PM EST - 12:05AM EST 

FRIDAY MAY 30TH, 2025 -

5.30.2025 - 

SATURDAY MAY 31ST, 2025...

5.31.2025...

MONOLOGUE WRITING SESSION...


WBIR PHONE SESSION ACT TWO PAGE 40...


VISUAL...


WE SEE...



CHAD (OFF CAMERA) 

๐Ÿคณ๐Ÿ“ฑ ๐Ÿ“ธ ๐Ÿ“ท ๐Ÿ“ฝ️๐ŸŽฅ 


SO I BURNED DOWN ๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ‘Ž MY PRISON NIGGA...

YEP... THAT'S JUST WHAT I DID...

YEP...CAUSE THAT'S JUST HOW I ROLL...

THEY TRAPPED ME IN A FAKE REALITY...

SO I SLOWLY POISONED ๐Ÿคข THE IMPRISONING BODY I WAS HELD CAPTIVE IN...

I DOOMED MYSELF TO A SLOW AND POSSIBLY VERY QUICK AND OR PAINFUL OR A PAINFULLY SLOW DEATH...

TIME WOULDN'T BE ON AN ADDICT'S SIDE...

NOW I JUST HAD TO USE THE TIME LEFT AS WISELY AS POSSIBLE...

NOT SEEKING A COMFORTABLE LIFE FOR MYSELF AS THE FIRST ๐Ÿฅ‡ PRIORITY...

MORE SO...CREATING A COMFORTABLE DEATH ☠️ ๐Ÿ’€ FOR MYSELF AS IN I LEFT AN INSPIRATIONAL IMPACT ON THIS FAKE REALITY WITH THE SHORT TIME I HAD IN THIS FAKE ASS REALITY...

I JUST WANTED TO LEAVE POTENT MESSAGES BEHIND TO THE FUTURE ADULTS OF THE WORLD...

I OWE YOU A RETROSPECTIVE ACCOUNT OF WHAT I DID...WHAT I DIDN'T DO...WHAT I WISH I DID AND WHAT I WISH I DIDN'T DO...

I WISH I NEVER HAD SEX ONCE...

I WISH I NEVER TURNED TO ADDICTION...DESPITE HOW MUCH I LOVE THE FEELING...

I WAS CONSUMED BY MY PASSIONS AND MY ADDICTION TO SMOKE...

MARIJUANA AND TOBACCO...

I DIDN'T KNOW HOW MUCH IN PAIN I WAS AND I TURNED TO ADDICTION INSTEAD OF PROFESSIONAL HELP...

GET HELP IMMEDIATELY...

REHAB HOSPITALS HOSTED THREE OF THE BEST SETS OF 5-10 DAYS I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE... ๐Ÿงฌ...

I LOVE REHAB...MY EXPERIENCES WERE BEAUTIFUL ๐Ÿ˜ ❤️ ๐Ÿ˜...

I EXPERIENCED SEXUAL TRAUMA FROM AGES 7-14 IN MY HOMETOWN OF MIAMI, FLORIDA...12/29/1989...

I ENCOUNTERED TWO PEDOS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD AND ONE WAS THE COUSIN OF MY BEST FRIEND...I WAS FUCKED...

I HAVE HORRIBLE MEMORIES...

I ENTERED A ROOM AT 13 AND WAS TOLD I COULDN'T LEAVE AND IT'S THE WORST MEMORY OF MY LIFE...I WAS ONE OF THREE MINORS IN THE ROOM WITH THE ADULT AND I CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT THEIR PAIN LEVEL...ARE THEY OK? ARE THEY MAD AT ME? IT WAS THEIR FAMILY...I WAS THE OUTSIDER CAUGHT UP IN SOME FAMILY BULLSHIT...

WILL GOD FORGIVE ME?

DID IT REALLY HAPPEN?

WAS IT JUST A SIMULATED EVENT?

WAS IT JUST A TEST DRILL?

DID I FAIL?

DID I REMEMBER THE LESSON?

I REMEMBER THE LESSON...

SEX IS SO DANGEROUS

 ⚡ ⚡ ⚡...

AND IT'S THE EASIEST WAY TO THE DARK SIDE ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐Ÿ•ถ️ OF THE FORCE...

BY 18 I WAS PURSUING SEXUAL ABSTINENCE...

SINCE 17-18 I'VE HAD SEX 3-4 TIMES... I'M 36 IN 6 MONTHS PENDING MORE LIFE ๐Ÿงฌ...

I'VE NEVER BEEN MARRIED...

THE ONLY OFFICIAL ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WAS WHEN I WAS 13-14...WHEN THE TRAUMA WAS OCCURING...

I'VE NEVER BEEN IN AN ADULT RELATIONSHIP ROMANTICALLY...

I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A WOMEN PREGNANT... I'VE NEVER LIVED WITH A WOMAN UNLESS I WAS JUST A ROOMMATE SOMEWHERE...

I SHY AWAY FROM PEOPLE...

I'M A SOCIAL RECLUSE...YOU ONLY SEE ME ONCE EVERY FEW YEARS...

SOCIALIZING WITH SELF PRESERVATIONAL ZOMBIES IS POINTLESS ๐Ÿ‘‰ ☝️...

EVERYONE ONLY CARES ABOUT THEIR OWN BODY... IT'S LITERALLY LIFE... EVERYONE JUST WANTS TO SURVIVE...

LET THEM MAKE THEIR SET APPOINTMENT...

I WRITE ✍️ BOOKS ๐Ÿ“š ๐Ÿ“– IN MY ROOM ALONE AND STUDY THE FINANCIAL MARKETS...

I USE MY SMOKING ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ MONEY ๐Ÿ’ฐ ๐Ÿค‘ TO FUND MY INVESTMENT ACCOUNTS...

I TRADE CURRENCY... ๐Ÿ’ฒ ๐Ÿ’ต...

MY NAME IS SILVER BURGER RAINMAN...

 ๐Ÿฅˆ ๐Ÿ” ๐ŸŒง️ ☔ ๐Ÿ‘ž ♂️...

I'M A QUANT...I MAKE ALGORITHMS AND I USE WEBSITE DATA...I DON'T ANALYZE CANDLES...I CREATE ALGORITHMS... I'LL SHARE THE ALGO WITH YOU SOON...

TRADING CURRENCY AND LEARNING TO INVEST IN EMERGING TECH STOCKS SAVED ME FROM ADDICTION...

SINCE I STARTED TRADING CURRENCY ๐Ÿ’ฒ ๐Ÿ’ต IN JUNE 2018...YEAR SEVEN APPROACHES IN A FEW DAYS...MEMORIAL DAY 2018 WAS THE LAST HOLIDAY BEFORE I WAS THE RAINMAN...

2018 WAS WHEN THE TRAUMA RESURFACED WITHIN MY MIND AND BECAME A DAILY HASSLE...

BEFORE THIS POINT ๐Ÿ‘‰ ☝️ I DIDN'T HAVE THE PAIN SO PREVALENT ON MY MIND...

SO I HAD TO CONCOCT A CURRENCY ๐Ÿ’ฒ ๐Ÿ’ต TRADING ALGORITHM WHILE EXPERIENCING THE TRAUMATIC BLOWBACK...

THE CURRENCY TRADING AND THE WRITING OCCUPIED MY TIME AND MY MIND...

THE CURRENCY ๐Ÿ’ฒ ๐Ÿ’ต TRADING WAS THE FIRST THING I REALIZED I WANTED TO SPEND MY MONEY ON MORE SO THAN SMOKING ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ...I WAS SO EXCITED...

I THREW MYSELF INTO TRADING...MAY 2017 I STARTED RESEARCHING EMERGING TECH STOCKS AFTER HEARING ABOUT BITCOIN FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE I HAD BOUGHT AND SOLD THREE BOUGHT IN JULY 2013 FOR $88 A PIECE...ISAIAH NOBLE...TOLD ME ABOUT THE BITCOIN AND I BOUGHT HIM ONE...

WE BOTH SOLD OURS IMMEDIATELY...

WHEN I TOLD MY MOM I BOUGHT BITCOINS SHE FREAKED OUT...

IT SCARED ME...I TRUSTED HER...

WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE KNOW RIGHT?

THAT WAS MY INTRODUCTION TO CURRENCY TRADING...CRYPTO AND STOCK HOLDING...NOW I'M THE RAINMAN...

I HAVE A LOT TO LIVE FOR...

I'M EXTREMELY AMBIVALENT...

I AM CONFLICTED...

DO I STAY OR DO I GO?

THAT'S NOT UP TO ME...

MY JOB IS TO WRITE MY BOOKS AND LEARN TO INVEST MY MONEY AND TO GROW CLOSER TO GOD...

THE ONLY THING ABOUT GROWING CLOSER TO GOD IS...

SOONER OR LATER... HE'S GOING TO WANT TO MEET YOU AGAIN...

MY NEXT THOUGHT EXPERIMENT ๐Ÿฅผ ๐Ÿงช IS TO CONVERT MY BODILY LUST ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ FOR SEX AND CHEMICALS INTO MENTAL FOCUS...

THE SEXUAL URGE ALREADY GOES INTO MY WRITING...SEXUAL TRANSMUTATION... NAPOLEON HILL...THINK AND GROW RICH... ๐Ÿชด ๐Ÿค‘...

I'M NOT UNGRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE...

I'M PISSED I'M IN A SIMULATION SO I'M NOT GOING TO WASTE THE TIME THINKING ABOUT MYSELF AND WHAT I CAN GET OUT OF THIS PREDICAMENT...

WHAT I CAN GET OUT OF THIS PREDICAMENT IS AN INSPIRATIONAL LEGACY TO LEAVE BEHIND...

I CAN'T TAKE ANY OF THIS SHIT WITH ME... IT'S ALL FAKE...IF IT'S DOWN HERE IT AIN'T REAL...

I FEEL STUPID CHASING FAKE SHIT...

CHASING GREEN PIECES OF PAPER...

 ๐Ÿงฉ ๐Ÿ’š ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ“œ ๐Ÿ—ž️...

PIECES OF PAPER NOT BACKED BY ANY NATURAL RESOURCES...

FUCKING USELESS...BUT THEY TAUGHT US ALL TO BELIEVE THEIR LIES AND THEN TAUGHT US TO THINK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE...

I'M TRAPPED WITHIN A MAZE ๐ŸŒฝ OF LIES...A LABYRINTH OF DECEPTION INDEED NIGGA...

I JUST WANTED TO UNCOVER THE LIES AND PUBLISH THE TRUTH AND LEAVE THE MESSAGE TO THE FUTURE...

THE GOAL OF BEING STUCK IN AN ILLUSION... IS TO SEE THRU THE ILLUSION...

I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN HERE TOO MANY TIMES BEFORE...SEEING THRU THE ILLUSION MEANS I'M NOT HAPPY IN A WORLD OF LIES BUT THERE'S A PEACE THAT COMES WITH IT...

I'M JUST PISSED... ๐Ÿ˜ก...

BUT I'M AT PEACE WITH MYSELF...

I'M SURROUNDED BY ANGELS AND THEY KEEP ME SAFE...

THEY TELL ME SECRETS...

SECRETS OF MY FUTURE AND SECRETS OF THE PAST...

I'M SENT HERE ON AN IMPORTANT MISSION...

I'M NOT BEING TORTURED FOR NO REASON...

BEING A PROPHET IS TORTURE...

IT FUCKING SUCKS... ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜”...

I WOULDN'T TRADE IT...

MY PERSPECTIVE IS SO RARE... I'M INCREDIBLY LONELY...

I RARELY MEET A MIND OPEN ENOUGH TO HAVE AN UNBRIDLED CONVERSATION WITH...

MY NEXT THOUGHT EXPERIMENT ๐Ÿฅผ ๐Ÿงช...

IS TO USE MY BODY'S CRAVINGS AS A FOCUS TOOL...

HERE'S THE LOGIC...

I ALWAYS WANT TO SMOKE...

SO IF I HAVE NOTHING TO SMOKE...NATURALLY I'M FRUSTRATED AND DEPRESSED AND DON'T WANT TO BE PRODUCTIVE...

THIS WOULD MEAN I WON'T END UP GETTING MY PROJECTS COMPLETED...

SO IF I HAVE NOTHING TO SMOKE...I HAVE TO APPLY THE CRAVING TO MY WRITING OR STUDYING...

I'LL NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT SMOKING...

I'LL ALWAYS DESPERATELY CRAVE THE CHEMICALS...EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY...

REALIZE THE LOOP...

IF I HAD 100 CIGARETTES ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ I'D JUST SMOKE 100 CIGARETTES ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšฌ AND THEN WANT MORE...

IF I HAD 100 BLUNTS I'D SMOKE 100 BLUNTS AND THEN LOOK FOR THE DOPEMAN AGAIN...

IF I HAD SEX 100 TIMES...I WOULD JUST CRAVE 101 DALMATIANS...

IT'S A LOOP THAT WILL NEVER BE SATIATED...

THE CRAVING WILL NEVER BE SATISFIED...

I HAVE TO USE THE CRAVING TO MY BENEFIT...

NOT AS IN ONLY GIVING IN TO IT...FEED IT WHEN I CAN...WHEN I CAN'T...SUCK IT UP... IT'S ONLY POISONING ME IM EXCHANGE ๐Ÿ’ฑ FOR A CHEMICAL RISH DESTINED TO FADE...AS THE CHEMICALS STICK TO MY ORGANS AND CRAVE COMPANY...

I'M INGESTING LONELY HOMESICK POISON...

THE POISON IN MY BODY IS HOMESICK AND IT MISSES IT'S FAMILY...AND IT'S ADDICTIVE SO NOW I KIDNAPPED IT'S FAMILY AND I JUST KEEP HOLDING THE CHEMICALS HOSTAGE WITHIN MY BODY...

UNTIL INEVITABLY...MY BODILY ORGANS ๐Ÿซ€ ๐Ÿซ GIVE OUT AND I FUCKING DIE...

I MIGHT BE DOOMED...MY FATE MAY BE SEALED...

BUT LORD KNOWS I CAN LEAVE THE MESSAGE TO YOU...

HOW I WAS COPING WITH IT...

HOW I WAS PLANNING TO COPE WITH IT...

THE NEXT THOUGHT EXPERIMENTS I WAS CONCOCTING...

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11:28PM EST - 

5.30.2025...


WBIR PHONE SESSIONS ACT TWO...


VISUAL...


WE SEE...


CHAD (OFF CAMERA)


A DRUG ADDICT IS A VERY PERSISTENT PERSON...THEIR DETERMINATION IS UNRIVALED...

IF THE DRUG ADDICT CAN MANAGE TO PURSUE ANYTHING OTHER THAN THEIR DRUG ADDICTION...THEY WILL THE BEST AT IT...RIGHT?

ARE DRUG ADDICTS NOT PERSISTENT ASS MOTHER FUCKERS?

HUH?

I BET THEY ARE...

WE'RE NOT AFRAID TO POISON OUR OWN BODIES FOR SOME SICK ๐Ÿคข ๐Ÿ˜ท PLEASURE BEFORE WE DIE ๐ŸŽฒ ๐ŸŽฒ ๐ŸŽฒ...

WE ARE FEARLESS...AND LET THE LAW TELL IT...LAWLESS...

IF WE TAKE THIS PERSISTENCE AND APPLY IT ANYWHERE ELSE...BOOM...NIGGA WE MADE IT...

I ADVISE YOU TAKE YOUR DOPE MONEY AND LEARN TO INVEST IT...

I'LL SHARE MY NOTES...

IF WE SPEND OUR DOPE MONEY ON ASSETS INSTEAD OF A LIABILITY...OUR LIFE CONDITIONS WILL ENHANCE... EXTERNALLY...WE JUST HAVE TO FOCUS ON THE INTERNAL HEALING PROCESS...

I TRY TO REMEMBER THIS ISN'T REAL...

WHEN IT GROWS TO BE TOO MUCH... ๐Ÿชด...

I REMIND MYSELF I'M LIVING ONLY WITHIN A DEAD MAN'S DREAM...

I'M ALREADY IN THE AFTERLIFE THAT'S WHY EVERYONE SEEMS LIKE ZOMBIES...

SPIRITUALITY IS NOT AN OPTION...

ONLY GOD CAN SAVE US...

THE MAIL ๐Ÿ’Œ ๐Ÿ“ฌ ๐Ÿ‘ž ♂️ MAN

CAN'T SAVE US...

THE NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR CAN'T SAVE US...

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR...OR THE BOY NEXT DOOR ๐Ÿšช...

CAN NOT SAVE US...

OUR PAIN COMES FROM OUR IDENTITY...

I THINK I'M CHAD AND CHAD THINKS HE IS REAL AND CHAD WENT THRU PAIN AND HE THOUGHT THE PAIN WAS REAL AND NEITHER CHAD NOR HIS PAIN EXISTS...BUT CHAD BELIEVED THEY DID...

AND THAT...WAS THE MOTHER FUCKING PROBLEM...

THERE'S YOUR EPIDEMIC THIRD ๐Ÿฅ‰ ๐ŸฅŒ ๐Ÿชจ...

THIRD ๐Ÿฅ‰ ๐ŸฅŒ ๐Ÿชจ ROCK...IS MY TERM FOR PLANET EARTH 

๐ŸŒŽ ๐ŸŒ ☀️ ๐ŸŒž ⭐ ✨...

JUST REALIZE YOU'RE NOT REALLY HERE...NONE OF THIS IS TRULY...REALLY... ACTUALLY... HAPPENING...IN ALL ACTUALITY...

I LIVED AN ADDICT'S LIFE... ๐Ÿงฌ...

I DESERVE AN ADDICT'S DEATH ☠️ ๐Ÿ’€...

THE INEVITABLE OVERDOSE...

OR THE UNTIMELY ORGAN ๐Ÿซ€ ๐Ÿซ FAILURE...

I MIGHT DIE SAVING THE LIFE OF A KID IN AN ACCIDENT...

THE ANGELS TOLD ME THAT AT AGE 22...SUNDAY OCTOBER 28TH, 2012...I DAY I FOUND OUT VANESSA HONEY MALONE...WAS MURDERED...5 DAYS EARLIER...I MISSED HER FUNERAL... ⚱️...

I EITHER DIE SAVING A KID IN AN ACCIDENT OR THE ACCIDENT WAS I OVERDOSED OR MY ORGANS ๐Ÿซ€ ๐Ÿซ FAILED...

AND MY MESSAGES SAVE SOME KID'S LIFE...

I'M SHARING THE TIPS I USED TO KEEP GOING...

I WAS RESISTING THE URGE TO KILL MYSELF YET I KILLED MY ORGANS ๐Ÿซ€ ๐Ÿซ BY SMOKING ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ...

THAT'S SO FUCKED UP...

ISN'T IT IRONIC?

THE CRAVING WILL NEVER GO AWAY...

SO LET US LEARN TO ALOWLY REDIRECT IT...

I DON'T WANT YOU TO KILL YOURSELF...

I DON'T WANT YOU TO GIVE UP...

I DIDN'T GIVE UP...AND I DIDN'T KILL MYSELF...CHEMICAL POISONING FROM ADDICTION SHOULD COUNT AS SUICIDE...

UNINTENTIONAL...I DID IT INTENTIONALLY... LET'S SAVE THE CAP ๐ŸŽ“ ๐Ÿงข...

LET'S LOWER CASE THOSE LETTERS ๐Ÿ”ค ๐Ÿ”  CAUSE THAT'S CAP...

ALL CAP... ๐ŸŽ“ ๐Ÿงข...

DON'T WORRY...

IT'S ALL GOING TO WORK OUT...FOR ALL OF US...

I WAS ON YOUR SIDE...

MY TOP PRIORITY IN LIFE ๐Ÿงฌ WAS TO LEAVE A POSITIVE MESSAGE TO YOU...

I CAN RELATE TO YOUR PAIN AND I CARE ABOUT YOUR WELL ❤️‍๐Ÿฉน BEING...

MY BODY WILL GIVE OUT BEFORE I GIVE UP...


RAZORS ๐Ÿช’ PAIN YOU...

RIVERS ARE DAMP...

ACID STAINS ๐ŸซŸ YOU...

DRUGS CAUSE CRAMPS...

GUNS ๐Ÿ”ซ AREN'T LAWFUL...

NOOSES GIVE...

GAS SMELLS ⛽ ๐Ÿ‘ƒ ๐Ÿฝ AWFUL...

YOU MIGHT AS WELL LIVE...

LISA ROWE...

GIRL, INTERRUPTED...


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WAS I SUPPOSED TO ATTACH?

I WOULDN'T BE HERE FOREVER ♾️...THE BODY NEVER SEES FOREVER ♾️...THE CONCEPT OF FOREVER IS UNKNOWN TO THE HUMAN BODY...

THERE WAS A TIME LIMIT...

MOST WILL PLEASE THEIR BODY UNTIL THE TIME LIMIT HITS...

 ๐ŸŽฏ๐ŸŽฏ๐ŸŽฏ...

HOW MUCH CAN YOU TOUCH BEFORE THE LIMIT IS UP?

IS THAT THE MISSION?

HOW MUCH CAN YOU SEE?

HOW MUCH CAN YOU FEEL?

HOW MUCH CAN YOU TASTE?

HOW MUCH CAN ONE SMELL?

HOW MUCH CAN I IMPACT THIS FAKE REALITY WHILE I'M DOWN HERE ๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ‘Ž?

HOW MUCH CAN I LEAVE BEHIND?

I'M NOT REALLY HERE...

I WAS NEVER HERE...

I AM...SOMEWHERE ELSE...

I CAN FEEL IT...

I WANT TO FEEL IT MORE...

I WANT TO TAP INTO WHAT I CAN'T SEE TO HELP NEUTRALIZE THE URGE OF THE SENSES...

HOW CAN I NEUTRALIZE OR NEGATE THE SENSES?

THE FIVE SENSES ARE THE TEST...

IT'S A SENSE...

CAN WE SAY ESSENCE?

THE WORDS ARE SIMILAR...

WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF THE ESSENCE...

ESSENCE OR ILLUSION?

IN THE ILLUSION ALL WE CAN SENSE IS THE ESSENCE? OR IS THE SENSE THE ILLUSION?

WHAT WE SEE... ISN'T REALLY HAPPENING...

IS THAT NOT ๐Ÿšญ ๐Ÿšซ WHAT AN ILLUSION IS SIR?

OR MA'AM?

EVERYONE IS INSIDE OF THIS SAME CRISIS...

I DON'T WANT TO BE THEIR FRIEND...

GOOD LUCK ON YOUR TEST ASSHOLE...

MY TIME LIMIT WAS PRETTY MUCH SHOWN TO ME...

I WAS NEVER GOING TO GROW OLD... ๐Ÿชด...

PEOPLE LIKE ME DON'T GROW OLD...

THEY ONLY SEND ME WHEN IT'S WARTIME...

IF WHAT I'M GOING THRU SEEMS AS ROUGH AS IT DOES TO ME... I'M STILL ALIVE...

THE MENTAL PAIN NEVER KILLED ME...

IT JUST SUCKED...REALLY BAD...

I REALLY HATE IT...

IT'S THE BEST FRIEND I NEVER WANTED...

THIS WORLD IS PLAYING WITH YOUR MIND...

SO YOU HAVE TO RESET IT...

THEY WIRED US FUCKED UP...

WE ALL ARE BAFFLED BY HOW FUCKED UP HUMANITY CAN BE...

IT'S BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HUMANITY... WE'RE NOTHING BUT ZOMBIES...

YOU CAN'T TRUST A ZOMBIE...

YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE FUCKING NEAR A ZOMBIE...

FUCK IS MY FAVORITE WORD YES!

TOO SHORT THAT'S MY FAVORITE WORD...

CAUSE THAT'S ALL Y'ALL DO...

WHOOP YA WHEN I WANNA

ALL YOU DO IS FUCK UNTIL FALLING ASLEEP AND THEN DREAMING OF PUSSY...

WE KNEW RIGHT FROM WRONG YOUR HONOR...WE JUST DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK...

FASTEST WAY TO GET THE MAXIMUM SENTENCE...

BUT I WAS WRONG AND THUS DESERVE TO SUFFER FOR MY ACTIONS...ADDED AT THE END MIGHT HELP BC THAT'S WHAT THE JUDGE IS GONNA SAY...

YOU KNEW IT WAS WRONG BUT YOU AIN'T GIVE A FUCK!

RIGHT?

I MEAN?

RIGHT?

OR AM I THE ASSHOLE?

ZOMBIES ARE EXCITED BY TREACHERY...

THE URGES OF THE CRAVE IS JUST TOO TOUGH...

THE CRAVE...

WHAT WE FEEL...ALL DAY...

CRAVERS...WHAT THEY CALL US... ๐Ÿค™ ๐Ÿค™ ๐Ÿค™...

I USED TO THINK A WOMAN WAS A PRINCESS MORALLY...THEY TURNED OUT TO BE CON WOMEN...

WHO AM I TO THINK ๐Ÿ’ฌ ๐Ÿค” I CAN KEEP A ZOMBIE HAPPY?

I'LL BE ENSLAVED TO MY CRAVING AND HERS...

I'M DOUBLING UP ON KY EXISTENTIAL CRISIS...

ONE EXISTENTIAL CRISIS IS ENOUGH...

THEY TAUGHT US TO TAKE ON MORE...

THEY TAUGHT US COMPLETELY OPPOSITE IN TERMS OF GENDER...

THEY TAUGHT US TO ATTACH TO EACH OTHER WITH OUR NEVER ENDED CRAVING AND DESTROY EACH OTHER...

WE ARE CRABS ๐Ÿฆ€ ♋ IN THE OCEAN ๐Ÿชธ ๐ŸŒŠ...

A FAKE ASS OCEAN...

CRABS IN A GOLDFISH BOWL ๐Ÿฅฃ ๐Ÿœ NIGGA...

YEA - YEA I SAID IT...

ALL WE DO IS CRAB...

CRAB - CRAB - CRAB ๐Ÿฆ€ ๐Ÿฆ€ ๐Ÿฆ€...

SKIPPITY SCOOP ๐Ÿช ๐Ÿช ๐Ÿช... 


I DENIED THE OTHER CRAVINGS AS MUCH AS I COULD...

I CHOSE THE CRAVING TO SMOKE WEED...

ENDED UP SMOKING TOBACCO AS A BACKUP...

IT WAS MY ARTISTIC MUSE...

AND I DEDICATED MY LIFE TO MY ART...

MY ART WOULD NEVER BETRAY ME...

I WANTED THE BIGGER LEGACY...

I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING UNFATHOMABLE...

YOU CAN'T FATHOM WHAT I THINK OF...

THAT'S WHY I WROTE IT DOWN ๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ‘Ž ✍️ ✍️...

MY MIND WAS TOO GREAT TO JUST THINK OF MYSELF...

WASTE OF GREATNESS...

GREATNESS MISPLACED...

THE FUTURE NEEDS SOMEONE TO LEAVE A MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE...

IF THIS WORLD IS FAKE THEN SO ARE IT'S TREASURES...

I'M JUST REALLY ANTI SOCIAL...

WE'RE ALL ZOMBIES...

MIGHT AS WELL JUST KEEP ON Z WALKING...

I ENVISION THE Z WALK AS THE CRIP WALK...THESE ZOMBIES

Z WALKING TO THE CRAVING...

ASKING SOMEONE TO STAY WITH ME FOREVER SOUNDS LIKE KIDNAPPING...

WHO WANTS TO BE KIDNAPPED?

WE ALREADY ARE KIDNAPPED...

BY OUR BODIES...

THE BODY...IS PROMISCUOUS...

THE BODY IS A FLIRT...

THE BODY IS A TRAIN ๐Ÿš† ๐Ÿš‚ WRECK THE DAY BEFORE...

THE BODY IS A WHORE...

DO WE NOT EAT ALL TYPES OF FOOD?

DO WE NOT DRINK ALL TYPES OF DRINK? ๐Ÿท ๐Ÿป ๐Ÿฅ‘ ๐Ÿฅ...

DO WE NOT LUST AFTER A LONG LIST?

DO WE NOT KEEP THIS LIST ON OUR MIND?

WHEN ARE WE NOT CRAVING?

MAYBE THEIRS A HUGE PARASITE ๐Ÿชฑ ๐Ÿชฑ ๐Ÿชฑ 

INSIDE OF US ๐Ÿ’  ๐Ÿ’  ๐Ÿ’ ...

THE BODY BEHAVES LIKE A PARASITE...

WHY DON'T YOU TRUST OTHER PEOPLE?

HUH?

TELL ME...

PLEASE...

THE NIGGA PLEASE...

YOU KNOW WHY...

THEY'RE ALL ZOMBIES AND YOU FUCKING KNOW IT BITCH...

ACK - ACK - ACK...


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WHAT'S MORE IMPORTANT?

MY SURVIVAL OR THE BLOODLINE I LEAVE BEHIND?

I'M NOT REALLY HERE...

NOW I CAN DO ANYTHING...

AND I DEFINITELY WILL...

ONLY DEATH STOPPED ME...

...๐Ÿš๐Ÿ›‘ ❌...

WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW BEFORE WAS...

THE MENTAL PAIN CAN'T KILL YOU...

IT'S UNREALISTIC...

IT'S UNREAL...REALLY UNREALISTIC...

ACTUALLY...

WE'RE TRAPPED WITHIN A PHYSICAL BODY BC IN HERE ONLY GOD WILL SAVE US...

...๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™ ๐Ÿ™...

WE ARE TRAPPED WITHIN A DEEP CAVE...

WE ARE SUBMERGED...47 METERS OF PRESSURE OF BULLSHIT...

ALL DAY IT'S BULLSHIT...

RIGHT?

WHERE'S THE BULLSHIT?

LIKE OOPS...

YOUR FRONT DOOR ๐Ÿšช NIGGA...

IF NOT...

NIGHT'S STILL YOUNG NIGGA...

SHE'S GOING TO CRAVE NON-STOP ALL DAY...JUST LIKE ME...WHENEVER SHE CRAVES DIFFERENT SHE CAN ABANDON MY PRESENCE...

FUCKING CON ARTIST MAN...

RIGHT?

I SPEND A BILLION DOLLARS ON HER CRAVINGS AND SHE MIGHT STILL LEAVE ME...

NOTHING MATTERS...

SHE CAN FORGET ANYTHING...

AND EVERYTHING...

IN SECONDS ๐Ÿ˜ญ...

SECONDS NIGGA...

LESS THAN 2...

OOPS...

I KINDA LIED BUT AM I KINDA LYING?

THIS IS WHERE YOU REMIND ME TO REWIND ⏪...

I'LL SAY THAT AGAIN...

FOR DRAMA...

REITERATION...

SHE LOVES HER BODY MORE THAN YOU...OTHERWISE IT IS SUICIDE...

BY DEFAULT...

FAULTY NIGGA...

I'M AN ADDICT...

AND I'LL DIE THE DEATH I DESERVED...IF I HAVE A KID NOW THE NAME WOULD BE ROYAL...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY CRAFTS...

THEY WILL HAVE A PLACE IN THOSE INDUSTRIES...

THE OPPORTUNITIES I WANTED THEY WILL BE BORN WITH THEM IF I DIE BEFORE THEY ARE BORN...

I MIGHT LEAVE A REPLACEMENT...

BORN INTO THEIR OWN STRUGGLE UNDER MY LEGACY AS MY LEGACY...

THE KID IS THE LEGACY SO I LEFT THE KID AN INHERITED LEGACY...IF NOT THEN MY BIRTH FAMILY GETS ALL OF THE MONEY...

BUT A KID TO REPLACE ME SEEMS FITTING...

IT'S UP TO GOD NOW TO DO THE REST...


10:12PM EST 







Thursday, May 29, 2025

WBIR PHONE SESSION THURSDAY 5.29.2025...ACT TWO...

ACT TWO…

 

 8:20PM EST - 

THURSDAY MAY 29TH, 2025 -

5.29.2025...

5.29.2025 –

10:32PM EST…

VISUAL WRITING SESSION…

 

ACT TWO...

 

VISUAL...

 

WE SEE…A ROOM FULL OF BODIES…BODIES ALL IN THEIR OWN PODS…THE PODS ARE CONNECTED TO THE BODIES AND THEIR MINDS…THE MINDS ARE CONNECTED TO A COMPUTER…THE COMPUTER IS CONNECTED TO THE SPIRITUAL INTERNET…THE SPIRIT NET…THE INSIDE OF THE COMPUTER SIMULATION IS NOW SHOWN…THE PHYSICAL REALM…IS THE SIMULATION…WE SEE HOLOGRAPHIC PROJECTIONS…GLITCHING…IN…AND OUT…WE SEE…CHAD…NOTICE A GLITCH…THEN ZOMBIES…START RUNNING AFTER CHAD…TO DISTRACT HIM…THE CONSTRUCT ITSELF…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

THE SOCIAL HORRORS OF THE STATUS QUO... I'M TRAPPED IN A BODY... THE BODY IS IN A POD... ๐Ÿซ›...THE BOD POD...THE POD IS CONNECTED TO MY BRAIN ๐Ÿง ...THEY CONNECTED MY BRAIN ๐Ÿง  TO THE COMPUTER ๐Ÿ–ฅ️๐Ÿ’ป...THIS PROGRAM IS A PROGRAM...THE DISTRACTIONS...WERE A DISTRACTION...OLIVER NORTH ⬆️...IRAN CONTRA...

IRAN CONTRA CONTINUES PEOPLE...

THIS REALM IS ILLUSORY...

WE ARE IN A HOLOGRAPHIC PROJECTION...THEY ARE LYING TO US...

WE ARE SLAVES ALL THE WAY DOWN ๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ‘Ž...

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…A ROOM FULL OF ZOMBIES…ALL LOCKED IN A ROOM TOGETHER…WITH NORMAL PEOPLE IN THEIR AS WELL…10 ZOMBIES…AND 10 NORMIES…THE ZOMBIES ARE ATTACKING EACH OTHER…FIGHTING OVER THE NORMIES…THE ZOMBIES ARE BITING AND FIGHTING EACH OTHER…THE ZOMBIES…ARE EATING THE NORMIES…THE ZOMBIES ARE EATING ALL OF THE FOOD…AND DRINKING ALL OF THE DRINKS…WITHIN THE FRIDGE…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

WE ARE ENSLAVED BY OUR BODIES...WE ARE ENSLAVED BY THIS REALM OF PHYSICAL BODIES...WE ARE ENSLAVED BY OUR MINDS...WE ARE ENSLAVED BY OUR BODYS' CRAVINGS...WE ARE ENSLAVED BY THE CONSTANT TEMPTATION OF SURRENDING TO PHYSICAL LUST...THE BODY LUSTS AND LUSTS AND LUSTS AND LUSTS...ALL DAY...

AND ALL NIGHT...

๐ŸŒƒ ๐ŸŒ‰ ๐ŸŒ… ๐ŸŒ„ 

❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ 

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…CHAD…SLEEPING IN BED…NOW WE SEE…CHAD…WAKE UP…IN HIS DREAM…THE NIGHT TIME…SLEEPING DREAM…DREAM TWO…THE DREAM…WITHIN…THE DREAM…HE IS…WALKING AROUND…THE DREAM SCAPE…WE SEE HIS BOD…IN THE POD…THE BOD POD…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

WE ARE TAXED IN THIS REALM AND WE ARE TAXED IN THIS BODY ๐Ÿ‘… ๐Ÿ‘️...

WE ARE ALREADY DEAD...WE ARE IN THIS REALM ONLY MENTALLY AND SO WE ARE DEAD...OUR LIFE IS A DEAD MAN'S DREAM...

WE ARE IN A LIVING COMA DREAM PEOPLE...

WE ARE IN THE SPIRITUAL MATRIX ZONE...

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…CHAD…ON THE HOSPITAL BED…HE DIES…WE SEE HIS FUNERAL…THEN WE SEE…HIM WAKE UP IN A DIFFERENT HOSPITAL BED…IN A DIFFERENT REALITY…THE DOCTORS…ENTER THE HOSPITAL ROOM…WE SEE…CHAD DIE…AND WE SEE THE BOD POD…IT RESETS…THE COMPUTER INITIATES A NEW SIMULATION…CHAD IS BORN AS A KID…IN A NEW BODY…IN A RESET SIMULATION…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

THE TWILIGHT ZONE...AND THE MATRIX...THE MATRIX ZONE...

EITHER WE NEVER DIE AND OUR CONSCIOUSNESS TRAVELS TO ANOTHER SIMULATED UNIVERSE OF POSSIBILITIES...

OR...WE DIE AND ARE INSERTED INTO A NEW CHARACTER SIMULATION...

THIS LIFE IS BUILDING OUR SPIRITUAL CHARACTER...

THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE A JOY RIDE... ๐Ÿ˜Š ๐Ÿ˜น...

THEY TOLD US WE WERE ALIVE AND TAUGHT US TO FEAR DEATH...

DEATH IS THE TRANSITION THRU THIS ILLUSORY REALM...

WE DON'T DIE WE JUST WRAP ๐ŸŒฏ UP THE FILM ๐Ÿ“ฝ️ ๐ŸŽฅ WE WERE CAST IN...YOUR LIFE ๐Ÿงฌ THAT OF A FILM ๐Ÿ“ฝ️ ๐ŸŽฅ CHARACTER BUILDING ๐Ÿข ๐Ÿซ HIS CHARACTER...

THIS IS MILITARY ๐ŸŽ–️ ๐Ÿช– TRAINING FOR GOD'S ARMY ๐Ÿช– ๐Ÿช– ๐Ÿคฃ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…THE ZOMBIES…NOW IN THE COFFEE SHOP…RAVAGING IT FEROCIOUSLY…EATING THE DONUTS…DRINKING THE COFFEE…EATING THE PEOPLE…EATING EACH OTHER…CANNIBALISTIC ZOMBIES…THEY EVEN EAT EACH OTHER…THEY CRAVE FRESH…AND ROTTEN…FLESH…FRESH FLESH OR ROTTED…THEY DON’T JUDGE…THEY DRINK MILK AND THEY EAT COOKIES…ALL OF THEM…UNTIL EVERY CRUMB IS GONE…

 

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

RESISTING THE TEMPTATIONS OF THE FLESH ๐Ÿ– ๐Ÿฅ“ IS A BITCH...SERIOUSLY...

AND EVERYONE AROUND ME IS IN THE SAME TEST...

OR THEY ARE ARTIFICIAL PLANTS ☘️ ☘️ ๐ŸŒต DESIGNED TO GUIDE OR MIS GUIDE ME...THEY ARE EITHER PROPS SET UP ๐Ÿ“ BY GOD OR THE DEVIL ๐Ÿ‘ฟ ๐Ÿ˜ˆ ๐Ÿ˜‡ ๐Ÿ˜‡ TO GUIDE OR MIS GUIDE ME...

THEY TAUGHT US ZOMBIES CRAVE FLESH...

THIS WAS THE LIE...

WHY SO WE LOVE ZOMBIE FILMS?

WE ARE THE ZOMBIES...

WE DON'T NATURALLY EAT FLESH...

WE HAVE TO EAT TO FEED OUR FLESH...

OUR FLESH IS THE ZOMBIE...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…A ROOM FULL OF COLLEGE STUDENTS…MALE AND FEMALE…ALL MAKING OUT…THE MEN ARE KISSING THE WOMEN AND THE WOMEN ARE KISSING THE MEN…OK? THEY’RE MOSTLY HETERO…THERE’S ONE GAY AND LESBIAN COUPLE IN THE ROOM…WE SEE…SOME OF THE STUDENTS…AT THE PARTY…DOING DRUGS…SMOKING WEED AND DRINKING LIQUOR…SOME STUDENTS ARE KISSING…SMOKING AND DRINKING…IT’S A PARTY…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

OUR FLESH CRAVES...THE FLESH CRAVES FLESH...IN A WAY... FIGURATIVELY...FLESH AS IN THE PHYSICAL...

THE BODY CRAVES SEX...FLESH...

THE BODY CRAVES CHEMICALS DIGESTED INTO THE BODY OR CHEMICALS RELEASED FROM THE BODY...THE FLESH...

FOR THE BODY... EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT THE BODY...

WE ARE TAUGHT TO SELL OUR SOULS OUT FOR OUR BODIES...

EVERYONE AROUND ME HAS THE SAME TEST...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…CHAD…WITHIN THE BOD POD…IN THE LAB ROOM…ON THE SPACESHIP…TRAVELLING THRU THE COSMOS…THE MILKY WAY EXPRESS…WE SEE CHAD…WITHIN HIS SIMULATION…WALKING AROUND…THE DREAM…ALL ALONE…WE SEE DREAM CHARACTERS AND DREAM PROJECTIONS…ALL AROUND HIM…LOOKING AT HIM…STRANGELY…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

TO FIGURE OUT THEY'RE IN A DEAD MAN'S DREAM AND NOTHING BUT GOD EXISTS...

IF I'M RIGHT THEN SOLITUDE IS THE ANSWER...SELF KNOWLEDGE IS THE ENLIGHTENMENT KEY ๐Ÿ—️ ๐Ÿ” CODE...LEARN YOURSELF UNTIL YOU SEE THRU THE MATRIX CODE...ONCE YOU CAN SEE THRU THE CODE YOU'RE GOOD .. ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ˜Š...

THEY TEACH US TO BE SOCIAL...

SO NO ONE FIGURES IT OUT...

YOU DON'T MARRY DREAM CHARACTERS IN YOUR DREAM...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…THE DREAM CHARACTERS…AND DREAM PROJECTIONS…GLITCHING…IN AND OUT…ALL AROUND CHAD…WE SEE…CHAD…WATCHING THEM…GLITCH IN AND OUT…AS HE WALKS AROUND…THE DREAM SCAPE…

 

CHAD (OFF CAMERA)

 

THEY ARE NOT REAL REPRESENTATIONS OF TRUE CONSCIOUSNESS...THEY ARE PROJECTIONS DESIGNED BY THE MIND OR THE DREAM...THEY WERE DESIGNED TO GET YOU TO FORGET ONE CRUCIAL ELEMENT OF LIFE...THIS IS YOUR LIFE ๐Ÿงฌ BC YOU'RE ACTUALLY INSIDE ๐Ÿ’  OF THIS MOTHER FUCKER...ALONE...NIGGA...

THE WORLD ๐ŸŒŽ ๐ŸŒ IS YOURS...

THEY TEACH US TO BE SOCIAL...

NOW WE VALUE LEARNING SOMEONE ELSE MORE THAN OURSELVES...NOW WE'RE FUCKED...WHEN YOU SPEND ALL DAY BUILDING SKILL FROM YOUR TALENTS YOU CONNECT TO GOD...WHO TRUSTED YOU WITH THE GIFTS ๐Ÿงง ๐ŸŽ...AND YOU CONNECT WITH YOURSELF...

THIS BUILDS YOUR FAITH IN YOURSELF AND YOUR FAITH IN GOD...THIS KEEPS DOUBT ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿค” OUT OF THE PICTURE ๐Ÿ–ผ️ ๐Ÿ˜ญ...

IF YOU'RE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW THE SECRET THEIR ENSLAVED MIND WILL AUTOMATICALLY ATTACK YOU...THEY ARE AGENTS...THEY THINK THEY ARE REAL...THEY WILL SURRENDER TO THEIR BODY'S CRAVINGS AND LUST MORE SO THAN ONE WITH THE SECRET OF THE GREAT DECEPTION...

THEY ARE GREATLY DECEIVED AS WE ALL WERE...

WE ARE IN AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS...THEN THEY TEACH US TO MARRY SOMEONE ELSE IN AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS...

WE'RE ALL AT WAR WITH OUR FLESH...AND THEY SOCIALIZE US SO WE CAN HOLD ONE ANOTHER DOWN AND DESTROY EACH OTHER...

EVERYONE CAN ONLY CONSIDER THEIR OWN BODY...

YOUR BODY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO YOU...

I LITERALLY DESTROYED MY BODY...

FUCK THIS BODY...

IF YOU CAN'T TRUST YOUR LEFT HAND ๐Ÿ‘Œ ⬅️ ◀️ THEN YOU CUT IT OFF... IT'S IN THE BIBLE...

IF YOU'RE TRAPPED IN A PRISON...YOU BURN ❤️‍๐Ÿ”ฅ DOWN ๐Ÿ‘‡ ๐Ÿ‘Ž THE PRISON...NIGGA...

 

8:55PM EST - 

5.29.2025...

DIALOGUE WRITING SESSION…

VISUAL WRITING SESSION…

11:25PM EST –

5.29.2025…

 

 

 

 


WBIR PHONE SESSIONS ACT ONE

 7:11PM EST -


WEDNESDAY MAY 28TH, 2025 - 

5.28.2025...


WBIR ORIGINAL FILM PHONE SESSION WEDNESDAY...ACT ONE...


CHAD XZAVIER (ON CAMERA)


I DID IT ON PURPOSE...

IT WAS WRITTEN...

THE ANGELS TOLD ME THEY WERE COMING FOR ME LAST SEPTEMBER...

IT'S MAY AND I'VE HAD LUNG FAILURE...

THEY TOLD ME MY MISSION WAS ALMOST OVER AND TO HURRY UP...

I'VE WROTE 1000 PAGES SINCE BIY STOP...

THIS IS MY COME UP...

THE GRAND FINALE...

THE LAST FEW THOUSAND PAGES...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY CRAFT 

๐Ÿงฌ ๐Ÿงฌ ๐Ÿงฌ ๐ŸŽจ ๐ŸŽญ ๐ŸŽจ...

MY ENTIRE LIFE... ๐Ÿงฌ 

MY MEMORIES ARE OF EXPANDING KY ARTISTRY...








7:17PM EST - 


MY MEMORIES ARE OF EXPANDING MY ARTISTRY...


MY LIFE WAS A DISCOVERY OF HOW MUCH ARTISTRY WAS MY LOVE...

I JUST FELL IN LOVE MORE AND MORE WITH MY ART AND ART AS A STUDY...

WHAT'S AN ARTIST WITHOUT A STRUGGLE?

AND MY STRUGGLE WAS LIFELONG...

I DEALT WITH TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY INBETWEEN A BEAUTIFUL TIME MAKING HISTORY...

THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE LOSER...I ONLY LOST THE RIGHT TO CELEBRATE A LEGACY I'LL NEVER SEE HAPPEN...

ONLY DEATH WILL STOP ME...

TO ME LIFE FEELS LIKE A TORTURE SIMULATION...

I DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE A LIFE OF CRAVING...NEVER CHEMICALLY SATISFIED...ACQUIRING ASSETS AND WEALTH IS COOL BUT WHERE'S IT GOING? WHAT'S IT FOR?

DRUG ADDICTION WAS A HORRIBLE INITIATIVE...

FOR ME IT HAPPENED TO BE GOD'S PLAN...

I WAS SENT TO HELP THE ISSUE BY ACTUALLY KNOWING HOW IT FEELS...

ON ONE SIDE I GET TO BE HIGH AND WRITE SOME OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL PAGES EVER WRITTEN OUTSIDE RELIGIOUS TEXT...

I WAS SENT TO THE BOTTOM AS A PROPHET DESTINED TO ARTICULATE THE SECRETS OF THE COSMOS...

I WROTE THOUGHT EXPERIMENTS FOR YOU...

I TESTED THE FIRST TWO...

THE THIRD TEST WAS ADDICTION...

THEN MY LUNGS FAILED...

I'M ALREADY FUCKED...

AND THIS IS MY WAY OUT...

PROPHETS DIE YOUNG... ๐ŸŒฑ...

I WAS CAST IN THE TOUGHEST ROLE...

NO ONE WOULD NOW SAY THEY WANT MY LIFE...

THEY ONLY WANTED THE MIND...

I WAS GIVEN A GREAT MIND AND IT WAS AN HONOR...

I WOULDN'T SOIL THE GIFT ๐Ÿงง๐ŸŽ WITH A JOURNEY OF SELF PURSUIT...

I WAS NEVER WORRIED ABOUT MYSELF...

THE JOURNEY IS ABOUT LEARNING TO TRUST THE ANGELS ๐Ÿ˜‡...

I LIVED THE LIFE OF AN UNKNOWN ROCKSTAR...

I COULD HAVE HAD GREAT CAREERS FOR MYSELF...

BUT FUCK ME...

AND FUCK YOU...

THE BUSINESS OF THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IS THE UNFINISHED BUSINESS OF THE UNITED STATES...

THEY'LL GET RID OF NUCLEAR WEAPONS AND THE CIA AND THE FEDERAL RESERVE BC OF ME...

MY WRITING LOWERED THE SUICIDE RATE...

THIS LIFE WAS A SPIRITUAL ATTACK...

AND I SHARED MY POWER ON PAPER FOR THE FUTURE OF MANKIND TO BENEFIT FROM MY ACTIONS...

ME - ME - ME AND I - I - I NIGGA...

THIS IS A DO AS I SAY MOMENT...

I OVERDOSED ON PURPOSE...

I NEEDED AN EARLY DEATH FOR THE GIMMICK TO BE MOST EFFECTIVE...

LOOKING BACK IT WAS A SUPER SLOW SUICIDE...

DRIP ๐ŸซŸ DRIP ๐ŸซŸ DRIP ๐ŸซŸ...

DROP ☔๐Ÿ’ง BY ☔๐Ÿ’ง...TIL THE TIP TOP ๐Ÿ”๐ŸŽฉ...

TIP TOP DRIP DROP ☔๐Ÿ’ง ๐ŸซŸ๐ŸซŸ...

MY LIFE WAS A KAMIKAZE MISSION...

THE ODDS OF MY SUCCESS IN THE MISSION WOULD HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY LOW FOR ANYONE ELSE...

ADDICTION DIDN'T STOP MY LIFE MISSION AT ALL...

KILLED ME EARLY MAYBE BUT DOESN'T MEAN IT WAS EARLY...

WHATEVER HAPPENS WAS WRITTEN...IDGAF... I'M WRITING ABOUT MY OWN DEMISE...THIS IS MY COME UP... ๐Ÿซด ๐Ÿซด ๐Ÿซด...

YOU CONSIDER ME COMPETITION SO YOU WON'T SUPPORT ANYTHING I DO WHILE I'M ALIVE...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY ART... ๐ŸŽจ ๐ŸŽญ ๐Ÿงฌ ๐Ÿงฌ...

I WAS NEVER PLANNING ON A CAREER IN HOLLYWOOD WHILE ALIVE...


7:45PM EST -


HOLLYWOOD WHILE ALIVE...

HOLLYWOOD WANTS MY SOUL...

HOLLYWOOD WANTS MY BOOTY HOLE... ๐Ÿ•ณ️ ⛳...

YOU CAN'T HAVE MY BOOTY ๐Ÿ˜ญ HOLLYWOOD...

I LEFT THIS REALM WITH MY SOUL...

I LEFT THE TREASURES BEHIND...

GOD WILL GIVE ME THE CAKE BUT I CAN'T EAT IT TOO ๐Ÿฐ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿฐ...

I ASKED FOR A LOT TECHNICALLY...

IT WASN'T FOR ME...

I HAD TO TOIL FOR IT... ๐Ÿ˜ญ...

I GOT TO CREATE A MULTI BILLION DOLLAR PUBLISHING DYNASTY FROM NOTHING BUT ME ENTIRE LIFE...

I GAVE UP FRIENDS...

FRIENDS THAT WOULD HAVE LEFT OR BETRAYED ME OR ALL OF THE ABOVE...

I GAVE UP ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS...

RELATIONSHIPS THAT HAD A 50% CHANCE OF FAILURE WITH 90% NO PROTECTION AND 70% CHANCE SHE ENDS IT FIRST... ๐Ÿฅ‡ 

I GAVE UP A SOCIAL LIFE...

I GAVE UP TRAVELLING THE COUNTRY OR WORLD... ๐ŸŒŽ ๐ŸŒ...

SOMEBODY HAD TO MAKE THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE...I WAS THE SACRIFICE...I SACRIFICED EVERYTHING...SOMEONE HAD TO DO IT...AND IT WAS EXHAUSTING...SO IF IT'S THE FINALE THEN THIS IS WHAT I CAME TO DO...

SO IF I DO IT THEN WHAT?

STAY HERE AND PARTY WITH YOU NIGGAS?

HUM?

UM?

HUH?

HUHM?

HUHMMMM....

RIGHT?

YOU WANT ME TO BE FREE?

LET'S BE FREE...I NEVER SAID IN MY WRITING THIS WAS THE PATH TO TAKE...

I WANTED TO BE A MARTYR...

IF LIFE WERE A LOTTERY I GOT TO BE A ROCKSTAR AND A DREAMER...I DREAMED THE BIGGEST DREAMS I COULD AND HAD FAITH TIL I DIED IT WOULD HAPPEN ONE DAY...THOSE WHO LOOKED DOWN ON MY ESTATE IS WORTH MORE THAN MOST AND I NEVER TOUCHED A DOLLAR AND MY FAMILY IS GOOD NOW... I'M A CHOSEN ONE SENT ON A KAMIKAZE MISSION...IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM I'M ROYALTY...WHAT I ACCOMPLISHED WILL BE REMEMBERED AND IT WILL BE REMEMBERED MORE THAN MY MATERIAL POSSESSIONS...THE FUTURE WON'T CARE HOW MUCH MONEY I TOUCHED...I GAVE THE FUTURE ALL OF MY SECRETS...AS A FUCK YOU TO THE STATUS QUO...FUCK THE STATUS QUO...BY THE TIME I ASSEMBLED THESE SECRETS THE ADDICTION WOULD CAUSE ORGAN FAILURE AND IT'S POSSIBLY ONLY A MATTER OF TIME...

AND I'M STILL SMOKING...I ADMIT IT...

I LIVED AN ADDICT'S LIFE I'LL ๐Ÿงฌ ๐Ÿงฌ DIE THE ADDICT'S DEATH ☠️ ๐Ÿ’€...

IT FUCKING SUCKS I KNOW...

BUT GREAT STORY MAN...AND REAL...

REAL FUCKING MOVIE...

YOU'RE WATCHING ME STARE DEATH IN THE FACE ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ˜ˆ ☠️๐Ÿ’€...

DEATH WARNED ME 9 MONTHS AGO...I FELT MY SANDA OF TIME ⌛⏳ FLIP OVER...

I MOURNED MYSELF FOR TWO WEEKS...I NEEDED A BEACH ⛱️๐Ÿ–️ TOWEL AT ANY TIME FOR SNOT...A CRY I'VE NEVER CRIED BEFORE...

I SMOKED UNTIL MY LUNG COLLAPSED...

STOPPING DOESN'T GUARANTEE ANYTHING AT THIS POINT...

CONTINUING WILL TURN IT AGGRESSIVE...

THEY TOLD ME I HAVE TIL NEXT MAY...

IF I CHOOSE TO SMOKE THAT'S PROBABLY DEFINITE...

I'M SCARED YEA BUT THIS IS THE LIFE I WAS CHOSEN FOR AND OR CHOSE...

I NEVER WANTED TO STAY HERE LONG...

I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE...

HONESTLY...

SO I SAID FUCK THE STATUS QUO...

WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BREATHE...EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE...

MY TREASURES ARE IN HEAVEN...

BUILDING A TREASURE ON PLANET EARTH TO ME IS FOR THE FUTURE...I DON'T REALLY HAVE A FUTURE... HOW LONG OF A FUTURE DOES ONE HAVE?

60 YEARS AFTER 20 BEST CASE?

I ONLY NEEDED THREE AND A HALF DECADES TO COMPLETE THE MISSION...

THAT'S REALLY COOL...

I GOT DONE WITH THE HARDEST MISSION TO DO IN HALF THE TIME OF A NORMAL LIFESPAN...

THIS IS MILITARY TRAINING Y'ALL...

TORTURE SIMULATION...

FOR SOME REASON Y'ALL MUST BE DOING REAL BAD IF THEY LITERALLY SENT ME HERE TO DISRUPT THE SIMULATION...

NIGGA CAME OUTTA NOWHERE WITH THE CLUES AND THE RIDDLES AND THE JOKES RIGHT WHEN WE NEEDED THEM TALKING ABOUT THIS A SIMULATION...WELL HELL THEN IT MUST BE HUH?

I GAVE MY LIFE TO A MESSAGE...

TO MANY CAUSES...

A GREAT ARTIST NEEDS A GREAT STRUGGLE AND MY STRUGGLE WAS GREAT AND MY ART WAS JUST AS GREAT AS THE STRUGGLE...

BEING A PROPHET IS TORTURE IT REALLY SUCKS...

I'D CHOOSE IT NEXT TIME...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY DREAM AND IT ALL WORKED OUT...MAYBE AFTER I DIED...I DON'T WANT TO BE IDOLIZED... I'M JUST A NIGGA TRYING TO GET BIGGA...I AM ONLY A MAN...I WAS INCREDIBLY FLAWED...GREAT FLAWS TRAGIC FLAWS...MY LIFE WAS JUST GREAT ALL AROUND THE BOARD...I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING NOW BUT NEXT TIME I'D LIKE TO DO BETTER...I THINK I'M JUST ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE... I'M A VIRTUAL AVATAR IN A VIRTUAL WORLD WITH THE CRAVING OF A ZOMBIE...

THIS TEST IS A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT NIGGA DAM...


8:14PM EST - 


Saturday, May 24, 2025

SCENE TWO WRISTS BATHED IN RED THE ORIGINAL FILM SCRIPT...

 

3:03AM EST –

5.24.2025…

 

SCENE TWO…

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…THREE GUNMEN…RUNNING IN THE BANK…AS THE GETAWAY DRIVER…IN THE CAR…AWAITS THEIR RETURN…WITH THE RETURNS…

 

LEXI (OFF CAMERA)

 

WE ARE ALL ADDICTED TO OUR OWN SURVIVAL…

WE MUST SURVIVE…AT ALL COSTS…

WE MUST EAT…WE MUST FEED…

WE MUST BREED…AND WE MUST SUCCEED…AS WE PROCEED…

 

VISUAL…

 

WE SEE…PEOPLE IN A HOUSE…ALL ADDICTS…ALL ADDICTED…TO SOMETHING…

TWO PEOPLE ARE EATING FOOD…TWO PEOPLE ARE DOING DRUGS…TWO PEOPLE WERE JUST DOING DRUGS AND ARE ABOUT TO EAT…THE TWO EATING ARE GOING TO DRINK LIQUOR AFTER EATING…

TWO OTHERS…A MALE AND A FEMALE…ARE KISSING ON THE COUCH…TWO OTHERS…A MALE AND A FEMALE…ARE UPSTAIRS…DOING WAY MORE THAN JUST KISSING…

 

 

 

 

LEXI (OFF CAMERA)

WE ARE DRIVEN BY LUST…

LUST AS IN THE PHYSICAL SENSES…

ARE THE PHYSICAL SENSES OF THE SUCCUBUS?

ARE WE VICTIMIZED BY THE SUCCUBUS UNDER THE DISGUISE OF OUR FIVE SENSES?

DOES THE BODY NOT CRAVE ALL DAY AS A ZOMBIE WOULD?

 

VISUAL…

 

ZOMBIES…

AND WAMPIRES…

ALL SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM TOGETHER…

IN A HOUSE…

WITH ZOMBIES AND VAMPIRES IN THE KITCHEN…

SEARCHING THRU THE FRIDGE…

GOING THRU THE CABINETS…

WALKING OUT OF THE BATHROOM…

AFTER MAKING OUT IN THE BATHROOM…

 

LEXI (OFF CAMERA)

 

DO ZOMBIES AND VAMPIRES EVER NEED TO USE THE BATHROOM FOR IT’S DESIGNATED PURPOSES?

 

 

 

 

 

CUT TO…

 

VISUAL…

 

PEOPLE…SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM…IN THE HOUSE…NIGHT TIME…

ONE BY ONE…PEOPLE’S BELLIES…IMPLODE FROM WITHIN…MINI GOBLINS HANG OUT…SCREAMING MORE…THE PEOPLE…START SCREAMING MORE…THEY GET UP…

THEY START RUNNING AROUND…THEY RAVAGE THRU EVERYTHING…THEY EAT EVERYTHING…

THEY SLAP EVERYONE…THEY DRINK EVERYTHING…THEY SMOKE EVERYTHING…THEY RUN OUT OF THE HOUSE…TERRIFYING SOCIETY…

 

LEXI (OFF CAMERA)

 

CRAVE SLAVES…RUNNING THRU THE STREETS…

 

CUT TO…