SESSION FIVE

 

 

SESSION FIVE

11:53PM EST –

5.16.2025…

ME

AM I DEAD?

WHERE AM I?

WAS I EVER BORN?

DID I EVER DIE?

WHAT IS BIRTH?

WHAT IS DEATH?

WHAT MUST I DO?

WHAT MUST I SAY?

TO SHOW HOW MUCH?

I’M TIRED…

I SELF DESTRUCTED….

I MADE THE BEST OF IT…

MY PLAN WORKED BETTER BY DYING YOUNG…

I HAD TO LIQUIDATE MY ROYALTIES FOR MY FAMILY DYNASTY I LEFT BEHIND…

I LEFT BEHIND THE MASTERS TO THE GREATEST WRITER ALMOST EVER…

IN SOME CIRCLES…

IN MOST CIRCLES…

IF I SAY I’M THAT NIGGA AM I BEING A BIG FAT COCK?

AS IN SEXY?

GET IT?

LISA ROWE LISA ROWE…

KISA MOWE KISA MOWE…

I FOUND A WAY TO CHANNEL THE VIBE I GET FROM THE CHARACTER…

I’M WRITING FROM A PERSPECTIVE OF THE LISA ROWE ENERGETIC VIBE…

I’M WRITING LIKE THE BAD GUY…

I GET A DELIGHT FROM FUCKING WITH YOU…

DON’T I?

I GET A KICK OUT OF THIS BULLSHIT DON’T I?

DO I NOT LIKE FUCKING WITH YOU HUH?

12:05AM EST

10:11PM EST - 

SATURDAY, MAY 17TH, 2025...

5.17.2025...

I was sexually traumatized 

I rain from the pain

I didn't seek help immediately 

I turned to self medication

I became addicted 

I eventually sought help 

I relied on GOD

I realized the pain was never real

By that time the addiction began to destroy my body

I found the answers and I published them

I mentally got better

Then my body gave out

I fucked myself

Here are the secrets 

I was never meant to use them all in time

But I found them and left them behind

The way I'm writing this I've channeled Lisa Rowe from Girl, Interrupted...Angelina Jolie...

If she were a writer she would have wrote this

I'm fucking with the audience how she fucked with the other patients...

Pressing your buttons as the reader

Disturbing your emotions at will on paper 

Maybe I'm mixing my memoirs into a horror story franchise prequel

Telling my life story up to this point as I flesh out a horror franchise cinematic universe 

Yea I'm just fleshing out the horror stories so now I'm writing my memoirs as the prequel...CHAD, INTERRUPTED

WBIR was me realizing life was a dream but I didn't catch the implications 

If life is a dream and I don't exist but I'm in a body

I'm the fucking walking dead

I've been dead the whole time. The devil's playground right? This the after life. We the fallen Angels trapped in a loop of circumstances life after life after life...the new thug life

A few days ago a riddle came to me. I asked April the riddle and eventually I'll get her answer. She was confused but a little excited to think about it 

What does a dead person dream about?

She a manager...

A dead person can't wish for anything they're dead was her response

She's close to the answer 

So if a dead person could wish for anything what would it be?

A dead person would wish for a second chance. This is the after life. We were given a second chance to dream.

It's increasing the quality of my life. I'm a dead man given a second chance to dream and learn. I'm a walking miracle

I'm a dead man's dream. Just enjoy it. It's a miracle to breathe after life

That's all going in the book. Peace

Historically I'm one of the greatest writers ever most influential and I don't even really know it...kinda...I have suspicion...

Sigmund Freud is my peer

Socrates is my peer

I'm writing influential text on psychology and philosophy disguised as films and stories

I'll reduce the suicide rate reduce the consequences of depression and anxiety

I'll be a staple in the mental health community

I sacrificed myself to find the secrets and share them to the afflicted youth hoping it saved them in time. Being the one destined to figure it out I was kind of fucked 

I did more great things with my pathetic life than you can ever imagine. I'll be remembered by strangers 100 years after my death

Xxxtentacion Power 103 or 105 Miami interview he said it I have dead tattooed on my hand I'm alive but I'm dead

CHAD, INTERRUPTED could be the subtitle... 

I'M ALIVE BUT I'M DEAD is that the title?

I have four hours left I'm going to watch a movie and then nap. You're all zombies BTW

Angelina Jolie As Lisa Rowe in Girl, Interrupted is my favorite performance

Up to this point you definitely lived a more comfortable life than I have. Kudos

Death had to warn me im about to be a dead legend. So who died the more comfortable death?

THE PERSON THAT MAKES IT DOESN'T NEED IT

THE PERSON THAT NEEDS IT DOESN'T KNOW THEY NEED IT 

THE MAN WHO INVENTED IT DOESN'T WANT IT

THE MAN WHO BOUGHT IT DOESN'T NEED IT

THE MAN WHO NEEDS IT DOESN'T KNOW IT

A COFFIN ⚰️

10:14PM EST

They sent me a premonition as I finished WBIR 1 the prophecy was officially being written in one text

Turned out to be 2 books 9 months later which was 9 time months or 3 writing months

It won't be obvious it's a musical but there will be bars thru out

I thought musicals were corny but I got bars and if I introduce them in a horror film it either calms you a little or scared you more aye

I pass on the bookstore to my niece and published them both WBIRS and the very next book book lung fails 🫁🫁🫁🫁

That's spooky ASF right? I'm in shock. Am I tripping? Is this really happening?That's spooky ASF right? I'm in shock. Am I tripping? Is this really happening?

If I'm afraid is it showing?

I'm handling it with grace as you shake and shiver nigga

I've been chasing this one rabbit 🐇🐰 since my parents divorced from seven

I deserve to get famous right before I die it's the last step

They gave me one decade past the twenty seven club lets go.

It's been half a decade it's time for Chadwick Boseman's biopic and I want to portray CB The BP

If I go on stage now as a comic I'd he

 hilarious

I'm going to go for it