WBIR PHONE SESSIONS ACT ONE

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WEDNESDAY MAY 28TH, 2025 - 

5.28.2025...

WBIR ORIGINAL FILM PHONE SESSION WEDNESDAY...ACT ONE...

CHAD XZAVIER (ON CAMERA)

I DID IT ON PURPOSE...

IT WAS WRITTEN...

THE ANGELS TOLD ME THEY WERE COMING FOR ME LAST SEPTEMBER...

IT'S MAY AND I'VE HAD LUNG FAILURE...

THEY TOLD ME MY MISSION WAS ALMOST OVER AND TO HURRY UP...

I'VE WROTE 1000 PAGES SINCE BIY STOP...

THIS IS MY COME UP...

THE GRAND FINALE...

THE LAST FEW THOUSAND PAGES...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY CRAFT 

🧬 🧬 🧬 🎨 🎭 🎨...

MY ENTIRE LIFE... 🧬 

MY MEMORIES ARE OF EXPANDING KY ARTISTRY...

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MY MEMORIES ARE OF EXPANDING MY ARTISTRY...

MY LIFE WAS A DISCOVERY OF HOW MUCH ARTISTRY WAS MY LOVE...

I JUST FELL IN LOVE MORE AND MORE WITH MY ART AND ART AS A STUDY...

WHAT'S AN ARTIST WITHOUT A STRUGGLE?

AND MY STRUGGLE WAS LIFELONG...

I DEALT WITH TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY INBETWEEN A BEAUTIFUL TIME MAKING HISTORY...

THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE LOSER...I ONLY LOST THE RIGHT TO CELEBRATE A LEGACY I'LL NEVER SEE HAPPEN...

ONLY DEATH WILL STOP ME...

TO ME LIFE FEELS LIKE A TORTURE SIMULATION...

I DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE A LIFE OF CRAVING...NEVER CHEMICALLY SATISFIED...ACQUIRING ASSETS AND WEALTH IS COOL BUT WHERE'S IT GOING? WHAT'S IT FOR?

DRUG ADDICTION WAS A HORRIBLE INITIATIVE...

FOR ME IT HAPPENED TO BE GOD'S PLAN...

I WAS SENT TO HELP THE ISSUE BY ACTUALLY KNOWING HOW IT FEELS...

ON ONE SIDE I GET TO BE HIGH AND WRITE SOME OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL PAGES EVER WRITTEN OUTSIDE RELIGIOUS TEXT...

I WAS SENT TO THE BOTTOM AS A PROPHET DESTINED TO ARTICULATE THE SECRETS OF THE COSMOS...

I WROTE THOUGHT EXPERIMENTS FOR YOU...

I TESTED THE FIRST TWO...

THE THIRD TEST WAS ADDICTION...

THEN MY LUNGS FAILED...

I'M ALREADY FUCKED...

AND THIS IS MY WAY OUT...

PROPHETS DIE YOUNG... 🌱...

I WAS CAST IN THE TOUGHEST ROLE...

NO ONE WOULD NOW SAY THEY WANT MY LIFE...

THEY ONLY WANTED THE MIND...

I WAS GIVEN A GREAT MIND AND IT WAS AN HONOR...

I WOULDN'T SOIL THE GIFT 🧧🎁 WITH A JOURNEY OF SELF PURSUIT...

I WAS NEVER WORRIED ABOUT MYSELF...

THE JOURNEY IS ABOUT LEARNING TO TRUST THE ANGELS 😇...

I LIVED THE LIFE OF AN UNKNOWN ROCKSTAR...

I COULD HAVE HAD GREAT CAREERS FOR MYSELF...

BUT FUCK ME...

AND FUCK YOU...

THE BUSINESS OF THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IS THE UNFINISHED BUSINESS OF THE UNITED STATES...

THEY'LL GET RID OF NUCLEAR WEAPONS AND THE CIA AND THE FEDERAL RESERVE BC OF ME...

MY WRITING LOWERED THE SUICIDE RATE...

THIS LIFE WAS A SPIRITUAL ATTACK...

AND I SHARED MY POWER ON PAPER FOR THE FUTURE OF MANKIND TO BENEFIT FROM MY ACTIONS...

ME - ME - ME AND I - I - I NIGGA...

THIS IS A DO AS I SAY MOMENT...

I OVERDOSED ON PURPOSE...

I NEEDED AN EARLY DEATH FOR THE GIMMICK TO BE MOST EFFECTIVE...

LOOKING BACK IT WAS A SUPER SLOW SUICIDE...

DRIP 🫟 DRIP 🫟 DRIP 🫟...

DROP ☔💧 BY ☔💧...TIL THE TIP TOP 🔝🎩...

TIP TOP DRIP DROP ☔💧 🫟🫟...

MY LIFE WAS A KAMIKAZE MISSION...

THE ODDS OF MY SUCCESS IN THE MISSION WOULD HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY LOW FOR ANYONE ELSE...

ADDICTION DIDN'T STOP MY LIFE MISSION AT ALL...

KILLED ME EARLY MAYBE BUT DOESN'T MEAN IT WAS EARLY...

WHATEVER HAPPENS WAS WRITTEN...IDGAF... I'M WRITING ABOUT MY OWN DEMISE...THIS IS MY COME UP... 🫴 🫴 🫴...

YOU CONSIDER ME COMPETITION SO YOU WON'T SUPPORT ANYTHING I DO WHILE I'M ALIVE...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY ART... 🎨 🎭 🧬 🧬...

I WAS NEVER PLANNING ON A CAREER IN HOLLYWOOD WHILE ALIVE...

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HOLLYWOOD WHILE ALIVE...

HOLLYWOOD WANTS MY SOUL...

HOLLYWOOD WANTS MY BOOTY HOLE... 🕳️ ⛳...

YOU CAN'T HAVE MY BOOTY 😭 HOLLYWOOD...

I LEFT THIS REALM WITH MY SOUL...

I LEFT THE TREASURES BEHIND...

GOD WILL GIVE ME THE CAKE BUT I CAN'T EAT IT TOO 🍰🎂🍰...

I ASKED FOR A LOT TECHNICALLY...

IT WASN'T FOR ME...

I HAD TO TOIL FOR IT... 😭...

I GOT TO CREATE A MULTI BILLION DOLLAR PUBLISHING DYNASTY FROM NOTHING BUT ME ENTIRE LIFE...

I GAVE UP FRIENDS...

FRIENDS THAT WOULD HAVE LEFT OR BETRAYED ME OR ALL OF THE ABOVE...

I GAVE UP ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS...

RELATIONSHIPS THAT HAD A 50% CHANCE OF FAILURE WITH 90% NO PROTECTION AND 70% CHANCE SHE ENDS IT FIRST... 🥇 

I GAVE UP A SOCIAL LIFE...

I GAVE UP TRAVELLING THE COUNTRY OR WORLD... 🌎 🌍...

SOMEBODY HAD TO MAKE THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE...I WAS THE SACRIFICE...I SACRIFICED EVERYTHING...SOMEONE HAD TO DO IT...AND IT WAS EXHAUSTING...SO IF IT'S THE FINALE THEN THIS IS WHAT I CAME TO DO...

SO IF I DO IT THEN WHAT?

STAY HERE AND PARTY WITH YOU NIGGAS?

HUM?

UM?

HUH?

HUHM?

HUHMMMM....

RIGHT?

YOU WANT ME TO BE FREE?

LET'S BE FREE...I NEVER SAID IN MY WRITING THIS WAS THE PATH TO TAKE...

I WANTED TO BE A MARTYR...

IF LIFE WERE A LOTTERY I GOT TO BE A ROCKSTAR AND A DREAMER...I DREAMED THE BIGGEST DREAMS I COULD AND HAD FAITH TIL I DIED IT WOULD HAPPEN ONE DAY...THOSE WHO LOOKED DOWN ON MY ESTATE IS WORTH MORE THAN MOST AND I NEVER TOUCHED A DOLLAR AND MY FAMILY IS GOOD NOW... I'M A CHOSEN ONE SENT ON A KAMIKAZE MISSION...IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM I'M ROYALTY...WHAT I ACCOMPLISHED WILL BE REMEMBERED AND IT WILL BE REMEMBERED MORE THAN MY MATERIAL POSSESSIONS...THE FUTURE WON'T CARE HOW MUCH MONEY I TOUCHED...I GAVE THE FUTURE ALL OF MY SECRETS...AS A FUCK YOU TO THE STATUS QUO...FUCK THE STATUS QUO...BY THE TIME I ASSEMBLED THESE SECRETS THE ADDICTION WOULD CAUSE ORGAN FAILURE AND IT'S POSSIBLY ONLY A MATTER OF TIME...

AND I'M STILL SMOKING...I ADMIT IT...

I LIVED AN ADDICT'S LIFE I'LL 🧬 🧬 DIE THE ADDICT'S DEATH ☠️ 💀...

IT FUCKING SUCKS I KNOW...

BUT GREAT STORY MAN...AND REAL...

REAL FUCKING MOVIE...

YOU'RE WATCHING ME STARE DEATH IN THE FACE 👀😈 ☠️💀...

DEATH WARNED ME 9 MONTHS AGO...I FELT MY SANDA OF TIME ⌛⏳ FLIP OVER...

I MOURNED MYSELF FOR TWO WEEKS...I NEEDED A BEACH ⛱️🏖️ TOWEL AT ANY TIME FOR SNOT...A CRY I'VE NEVER CRIED BEFORE...

I SMOKED UNTIL MY LUNG COLLAPSED...

STOPPING DOESN'T GUARANTEE ANYTHING AT THIS POINT...

CONTINUING WILL TURN IT AGGRESSIVE...

THEY TOLD ME I HAVE TIL NEXT MAY...

IF I CHOOSE TO SMOKE THAT'S PROBABLY DEFINITE...

I'M SCARED YEA BUT THIS IS THE LIFE I WAS CHOSEN FOR AND OR CHOSE...

I NEVER WANTED TO STAY HERE LONG...

I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE...

HONESTLY...

SO I SAID FUCK THE STATUS QUO...

WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BREATHE...EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE...

MY TREASURES ARE IN HEAVEN...

BUILDING A TREASURE ON PLANET EARTH TO ME IS FOR THE FUTURE...I DON'T REALLY HAVE A FUTURE... HOW LONG OF A FUTURE DOES ONE HAVE?

60 YEARS AFTER 20 BEST CASE?

I ONLY NEEDED THREE AND A HALF DECADES TO COMPLETE THE MISSION...

THAT'S REALLY COOL...

I GOT DONE WITH THE HARDEST MISSION TO DO IN HALF THE TIME OF A NORMAL LIFESPAN...

THIS IS MILITARY TRAINING Y'ALL...

TORTURE SIMULATION...

FOR SOME REASON Y'ALL MUST BE DOING REAL BAD IF THEY LITERALLY SENT ME HERE TO DISRUPT THE SIMULATION...

NIGGA CAME OUTTA NOWHERE WITH THE CLUES AND THE RIDDLES AND THE JOKES RIGHT WHEN WE NEEDED THEM TALKING ABOUT THIS A SIMULATION...WELL HELL THEN IT MUST BE HUH?

I GAVE MY LIFE TO A MESSAGE...

TO MANY CAUSES...

A GREAT ARTIST NEEDS A GREAT STRUGGLE AND MY STRUGGLE WAS GREAT AND MY ART WAS JUST AS GREAT AS THE STRUGGLE...

BEING A PROPHET IS TORTURE IT REALLY SUCKS...

I'D CHOOSE IT NEXT TIME...

I GAVE MY LIFE TO MY DREAM AND IT ALL WORKED OUT...MAYBE AFTER I DIED...I DON'T WANT TO BE IDOLIZED... I'M JUST A NIGGA TRYING TO GET BIGGA...I AM ONLY A MAN...I WAS INCREDIBLY FLAWED...GREAT FLAWS TRAGIC FLAWS...MY LIFE WAS JUST GREAT ALL AROUND THE BOARD...I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING NOW BUT NEXT TIME I'D LIKE TO DO BETTER...I THINK I'M JUST ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE... I'M A VIRTUAL AVATAR IN A VIRTUAL WORLD WITH THE CRAVING OF A ZOMBIE...

THIS TEST IS A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT NIGGA DAM...

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