SESSION
THREE
1:31PM
EST –
5.14.2025…
SOLILOQUY…
THIS
IS TERRIFYING…
THIS
IS INSANE…
I AM
TERRIFIED…
I
WAKE UP AND I GET SCARED AGAIN…
I
SACRIFICED MYSELF…
I DID
WHAT I KNEW TO BE NOT PREFERRED BY GOD AND WAS PUNISHED FOR IT…
AND
GOD STILL LOVED ME…
I
STILL GOT MOSTLY WHERE I WANTED TO GO…
I
DIDN’T GET A FULL SET…
LEFT
YOU TO WONDER…
BUT I
HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO WONDER ABOUT MANY THINGS…
I’M
RUNNING OUT OF CHILDHOOD DREAMS…YOUNG ADULTHOOD DREAMS…
IDOL
LESSONS…IDLE LESSONS…ADOLESCENTS…
I
ALMOST DIED…
SO I
REALIZED I ACTUALLY HAD DIED…
THEN
REALIZING THIS ISN’T THE FIRST LIFE OR THIS LIFE’S FIRST PARRALEL…
DRAWING
PARALLELS…
PARALLEL
CONCLUSIONS…
MY
MIND IS FREE…
I WAS
ALWAYS GOING TO DIE…
I WAS
ALWAYS A TICKING TIME BOMB…
THIS
ISN’T MY FIRST EXPLOSION…
THIS
ISN’T MY FIRST NEAR EXPLODE EXPERIENCE…
I
ALMOST EXPLODED AND WOKE UP…
UNTIL
I ALMOST EXPLODED…AGAIN…AND THEN WOKE UP…ONCE AGAIN…
I’M
NEO…
I’M
JOHN CONNOR…
WINK -
WINK…
WHAT
IF YOU KNEW YOU WERE DEAD…
THE WORLD
KNOWS YOU ARE DEAD…
THIS
WAS DEATH ROW…
ROW –
ROW – ROW THE BOAT…
GENTLY
CASUALLY…
TERRIBLY
– TERRIBLY – INCREDIBLY TERRIBLY…
LIFE
A DEATHLY DREAM…
TO
LIVE IS TO HAVE BEEN SENTENCED TO DEATH…
BY
EXILE…
FROM
YOURSELF…
THE
LAND OF THE WALKING DEAD…
THE
HOME TO THE FALLEN ANGELS…
WE
FELL DOWN HERE…
OR WE
GOT KIDNAPPED…
WE ARE
ON A SPACESHIP ALREADY…
PLANET
EARTH IS A WEBSITE SIMULATION…
PLANET
EARTH ISN’T A PHYSICAL PLACE…
SO WE
KINDA CAN’T GO TO SPACE NIGGA…
WE IN
SPACE ALREADY…
WE IN
THE SPACESHIP…
THIS
WASN’T BASE REALITY…
BASE
REALITY WAS THE FIRST DEATH UNIVERSE…
WE
GOT CAUGHT UP IN THE MIDDLE…
YOU
FIND YOURSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING…
CONGO…
WE
LOST IN THE JUNGLE OF EXISTENTIAL CRISIS…
THE
CIRCUS WITHIN THE JUNGLE BEING BELIEVING ONESELF TO BE ALIVE FOR THE FIRST TIME…
NOT
THE FIRST TIME OR THE FIRST TIME WITHIN THE FIRST TIME…
THIS
CASE REALITY…
CASE
STUDIES NIGGA…
YOU A
CASE STUDY…
I’M
WHAT AN ASPIRING DOCTOR READS ON FILE…
I
COULD’VE HAVE DIED ANY WAY…OR ANY DAY…
THERE
MUST HAVE BEEN A WAR WITH THE MACHINES…
EVERYONE
IS DEAD…
HOW
DID EVERYONE DIE?
NO
ONE WANTS TO DISCUSS IT…
SO
THEY WORK HERE NOW BASICALLY?
THEY
WON’T DISCUSS IT WITH ME…
WHEN
I DISCUSS IT THEY SAY WE LIVE FOREVER…
I’M
NOT ACTUALLY IN DISAGREENCE…
WE
LIVE AND DIE FOREVER…
I
SAID THAT ALREADY…
NAH I
GOTTA DRIVE THE IDEA HOME…
DRIVER…
ONE
LIFE AFTER THE OTHER…
SENTENCED
TO LIFE ON EARTH FOR ALL ETERNITY…
OR WE
DIED AND IT IS A BLESSING TO BREATHE…
WE
ARE IN A COMA…
CAN
WE JUST ENJOY THE COMA?
AND
GO FOR WHAT WE WANT…INSIDE THE COMA…
CAUSE
WE IN A COMA…
SO
LET’S MAKE THIS THEE COMA…
CAUSE
THIS COULD BE…THEE COMA…
THEE
COMA?
THEE
COMA…
THE
COMA – COMA…
COMATOSE
NIGGA…
AT
BEST I’M IN A COMA SO…
MY
DREAMS I’M GOING FOR IT…
I WON’T
LIFE ENSLAVED WITHIN THE COMA…
THIS
IS COMA…
I’M
COMING HOME A WINNER…
I’VE
DIED AND YET I STILL BREATHE…
THE
COMA TEST WITHIN A COMA TOSE…WAS A BLESSING…
A
MIRACLE…
TO
BREATHE AFTER DYING IS A MIRACLE…
I’VE
BEEN COMING BACK FROM THE DEAD ALL OF MY LIFE…
THEY
CALL THIS LIFE…
LIFE
AND DEATH ARE THE SAME ENTITY…
THE
LIFE OF DEATH WITH THE DEATH OF LIFE…
THEN
LOOP IT…
WE’RE
ZOMBIES…
THE
WALKING DEAD…
BREAKING
BAD…
BREAKING
CHAD…
I’VE
USED HORROR TO PROVE THE POINT…
I
PREDICTED MY OWN DEATH…
IT
WAS AWESOME…
MIRACLES…
MIRACLES
ALL OF THE WAY DOWN…
ABOUT
TO WATCH GIRL, INTERRUPTED…
AND
SCREAM DOCUMENTARY…
THE
LIFE OF AN ADDICT SUCKS…
YOU
DON’T WANT TO BE ONE…
BUT
WE ARE ALL CRAVE SLAVES…
THE
ONLY WAY TO CONTROL THE BODY IS THRU GOD…
THE
BODY IS CURSED TO BE A ZOMBIE FRESH OUT THE SHOWER…
GIVING
IN TO AN ADDICTIVE CHEMICAL KILLED ME…
IT
SET OFF A CHAIN REACTION I WASN’T STRONG ENOUGH TO STOP BEFORE IT KILLED ME…
I HAD
TRAGIC FLAWS THAT DESTROYED MY YEARS LEFT…
I
NEEDED TO DIE YOUNG FOR THE PLAN TO WORK…
I
MADE THAT HAPPEN MYSELF…
I WAS
ON A MISSION…I GOT THE FUCK TO IT AND THEN I GOT THE FUCK ON…
RUCKING
AYE…
FUCK
IT RIGHT?
I CAN
MAKE YOU CRY RIGHT NOW…
WATCH
ME…
HERE…I’LL
GO FIRST…
I;M
GOING TO MISS MY MOTHER…
I’M
GOING TO MISS MY FATHER…
I
DIED BEFORE THEM AS OF NOW…
I’M
GOING TO MISS MY BROTHERS…
I’M
GOING TO MISS MHY BROTHER’S CHILDREN…
ALL
OF MY DREAMS I HAD DURING MY WALK OF DEATH…THE DEATH WALK…WHAT THEY CALL LIFE…
IS
COMING TRUE…FROM THE MOMENT I DIE AGAIN…
IT’S
JUST DEATH AFTER DEATH AFTER DEATH UP IN THIS MOTHA FUCKA NOW RIGHT?
CAN
WE HANDLE IT?
I
MEAN?
YOU
TERRIFIED SHITLESS YET?
ADMIT
IT AND I’LL LET UP…
OR I’LL
SPEED IT UP…
I
NEVER SLIT MY WRISTS…
THAT
WOULD BE TOO FAST…
IT
WAS MORE OF A DEATH BY A BILLION CUTS SITUATIONAL SIMULATION…
DID I
DO MYSELF A FAVOR?
YES…
IT
WAS ALWAYS UP TO GOD…
IT
WAS WRITTEN…
LOOK
HOW IT HAPPENED…
PLAYED
OUT AS A SUSPENSE FILM DOES…
SLOW
AND DELIBERATE…
FORE
SHAWDOWS ALONG THE WAY…
I’M
THE POSTER CHILD FOR DON’T GET ADDICTED TO CHEMICALS…
I DID
A KAMIKAZE MISSION USING CHEMICALS TO COMPLETE AN IMPOSSIBLE MISSION…
IT
WAS DIFFERENT…
DYING
YOUNG WITH THE INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY I HAVE ALREADY INCREASES IT’S VALUE…
AND
IT’S A GIFT TO MY FAMILY…
WHEN
I BUY THEY ARE BILLIONAIRES MANY TIMES OVER…
EASILY
$100BILLION EASILY EVENTUALLY…
I
LIVED A GREAT LIFE…
I WAS
THE ROCK STAR…
OBVIOUSLY…
AM I
NOT QUITE THE ROCKSTAR?
I’M
GOING TO MISS MY FAMILY…
2:21PM
EST –
5.14.2025…
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