Friday, May 16, 2025

SESSION FOUR

 

IT’S ALL COMING TRUE…

I’M BOWING OUT GRACEFULLY AFTER ACCEPTING THE DIFFERENT POSSIBLE FATES I MAY HAVE…

I JUST WROTE FIVE PAGES…

HERE’S A BREAK…

9:00PM EST –

5.16.2025…

9:50PM EST –

THE BREAK IS OVER…

THIS FIRST FILM IS THE PREQUEL TO THE FRANCHISE…

THE ORIGIN TO THE ENTIRE FRANCHISE…

THIS IS A SELF AWARE FILM OF A FILM BEING WRITTEN…

THE MEMOIRS TO THE PROJECT AS THE PROJECT IS BEING INCEPTED…

THE FILM ABOUT WRITING THE FILM…

NOT EVEN A DRAMATIZATION OF THE WRITING DAYS…

YOU ARE WATCHING HOW I CREATE A MASTERPIECE…

AIM IT CLAIM IT…

THUG LIFE…

LIFE AFTER LIFE – LIFE…NIGGA…

YOU CAN SAY ANY WORD YOU WANT…

IF THEY HAVE AN ISSUE WITH THIS…ADVISE THEM TO CHANGE THE MEANING OF THE WORD…THEN YOU CHANGE THE MEANING OF THE WORD…

THEN TELL THEM IT MEANS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT IT MEANS…

I WANT TO WRITE CHARACTER’S LIKE ANGELINA JOLIE…

IN GIRL, INTERRUPTED…

SHE WON AN OSCAR FOR THAT ROLE MAN…

BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS…

I FEEL LIKE MY SCRIPTS WILL GENERATE OSCAR WINNING PERFORMANCES…IN AT LEAST ACTING…

I WROTE THE STORY FOR ACTORS…FOR DIRECTORS…FOR WRITERS…

TO MAKE IT EASY FOR EVERYONE ELSE TO DO THEIR JOB…

THERE WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE A CHANCE THE WRITING ASPECT WAS THE HOLLYWOOD DESTINY…

LIVE PERFORMANCE MAY NOT HAVE BEEN IN THE CARDS…

I’M GOING TO PERFORM STANDUP COMEDY FOR THE FIRST TIME…

THE GOAL IS TO SECURE HOLLYWOOD PERFORMANCES…

EVERY DEAL I WANT…

BOOK PUBLISHING DEAL…ACTING DEAL…COMEDIAN STUDIO ALBUM DEAL…STAND UP TOUR…STAND UP FILMS…DIRECTING DEBUT…ACTING DEBUT…

I LIVED A GREAT LIFE AND I’M SO PLEASED WITH IT…

SAY WHATEVER YOU FEEL ABOUT ME BUT CAN YOU HANDLE CONVERSATION WITH ME IF I TUNE MY STANDARDS?

IF I GO BOUJEE CAN YOU HANG?

I WAS ALWAYS GOING TO WIN…

YOU’RE MORE SUPERFICIAL…

YOU CAN’T CALL ME SUPERFICIAL AND MAKE FUN OF MY LACK OF RESOURCES…

CLEARLY MY RESOURCES HAVE BEEN MIS PERCEIVED BY YOU AND YOURS…

ASSHOLE…

EVERYTHING I WANTED TO HAPPEN HAPPENED…

I’M THE CLOSEST THING YOU EVER SAW TO THE LEGEND OF TUPAC SHAKUR…

I’M ON THE WALL WITH HIM…AS AN ARTIST…

I AM A DIRECT CORRESPONDENCE WITH TUPAC AMARU…

THIS FILM IS ME FLESHING OUT THE STORY…

THIS FILM IS THE PREQUEL TO WHATEVER FOLLOWS…

THIS SERIES MAY BECOME MY AUTO BIOPIC…MEMOIRS AND DIARY…POSSIBLY…

THIS IS THE START OF MY HORROR FILM CRAZE…

IF I DIE IN AN YEAR…I WENT OUT ADAPTING MY FEAR AND TERROR INTO FILM…

I AM FACING MY OWN MORTALITY…

YOU’RE GOING TO HEAR OUT EVERYTHING I SAY…

WHO WON’T LISTEN TO THE MAN WHO IS DYING?

I PREDICTED MY DEATH WAS COMING 9 MONTHS AGO…

THE ANGELS TOLD ME…

MY LUNG FAILED A FEW WEEKS AGO…

I GAVE MALIAH THE BOOKSTORE PASSWORD AND EMAIL DAYS BEFORE THIS EVENT…

THIS IS TERRIFYING…

DEEP – DEEP AND DOWN WITHIN…

I’M AT PEACE WITH THIS…

BUT IN ESSENCE I THINK IT SHOULD BE BOTHERSOME…

I AM FACING IT BRAVELY AND THUS CAN’T REALLY FEEL TOO MANY WAYS ABOUT IT…

I HAVE TO STUDY A LIST OF PHILOSOPHY…

MY FILM’S REPRESENT MY PHILOSOPHY AND PSYCHOLOGY…

MY FILM’S ARE AN EMOTIONAL MOMENT IN TIME…

A SPECIAL MONUMENT TO MY FAITH AND IMAGINATION AND DESIRE AT THE MOMENT…

IT WAS WRITTEN…

BC IT WAS WRITTEN…

IF LIFE IS A DREAM…

I’M ALREADY DEAD…

IN WRISTS BATHED IN RED…

I WAS SEEKING THE KEY TO EMOTIONAL NUETRALIZATION…

I’VE NEVER DONE HORROR BEFORE…I STARTED ONE A FEW YEARS AGO…2021-2022…

TITLE WAS CLOSE TO WRISTS BATHED IN RED USING HUGE WORDS…

WBIR IS SO MUCH MORE FIRE…

WBIR WOULD BECOME THE IDEA I WANTED TO DEBUT IN HORROR WITH…

2021-2022…THE YEAR WBIR CAME TO ME…

ME

WRISTS BATHED IN RED

THIS IN THE GRAVE YOU’RE DEAD

IF YOU BEHAVED INSTEAD

TIFF SNIFFED YOUR SHAVED HEAD…

   ME

IT STARTED AS A POEM…

THEN A PERSONIFICATION OF SUICIDE…

SUICIDE WAS TO BE A STALKER…

I’M GOING TO MISS BEING ALIVE…

BUT ONLY AS CHAD…

I WASN’T CHAD BEFORE…

I WON’T BE CHAD NEXT TIME…

MY PURPOSE HERE…FROM MY PERSPECTIVE…IN THIS LIFE…CAREER WISE…

AUTHOR…NOVELIST…FILMMAKER…COMEDIAN…ARTIST…

PAINTING WAS NEXT…

SINCE THE PHONE GIRL I WANTED TO PAINT…

THE PHONE GIRL STARTED IT ALL…

MEAGHAN NORRIS…

BRUNETTE NATURALLY…

IT’S BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE THE PHONE GIRL WAS PUBLISHED…

JUNE 2015…I STARTED IT…

MAY 2015…THE PHONE GIRL SITUATION WAS TRANSPIRING…

WHAT IF I WAS…TO YOU…AND THEM…THE GREATEST WRITER…

AS FAR AS PURE PASSION…

AS FAR AS POP YOU IN THE MOUTH ON PAPER…

I POPPED YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE…

I BENT YOU OVER AND SPANKED YOU…

I WAS GENTLE…

IT STILL HURTED…

I ONLY HAVE ONE OPPORTUNITY TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH…

I FOUND WHAT THEY DIDN’T WANT US TO KNOW…

WE ARE ALREADY DEAD…

SO EVERYTHING ELSE IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT…

WE OUT HERE TRIPPING FOR NO FUCKING REASON…

NO FUCKING REASON…

NO FUCKING REASON?

NO FUCKING REASON…

CHECKS OUT…

IF I KNEW I WAS DEAD THE WHOLE TIME MAYBE I COULD HAVE PREVENTED ADDICTION…

IF I KNEW I WAS ALREADY DEAD I COULD GO AND GET SOME COUNSELING FASTER…

I RECOMMEND COUNSELING AS SOON AS YOU FINISH THIS FILM…

MAKE THIS THE LAST FILM YOU WATCH BEFORE YOU HIT THE HOSPITAL…

SOBER LIVING AMERICA…WE ARE LIVING PROOF…

TAKE THE FOREX DAILY RVI 10 AND CCI 200 FOREX ALGO…

THE OG 2025 RAINMAN RAINDANCE…

PURCHASE THERAPY…

ENTER THE REHAB PROGRAMS…

STOP RUNNING FROM THE PAIN…

IT’S NOT THE MENTAL PAIN THAT CAN KILL YOU…

IT’S THE ADDICTION YOU RAN TOWARDS THAT IS DEADLY

I SELF DESTRUCTED ON PURPOSE FOR A HIGHER PURPOSE…

I FOUND THE WAY TO HEAL FROM TRAUMA ENOUGH TO AT LEAST NOT CRY ALL DAY ANYMORE…

I’LL SHOW YOU WHERE PEACE IS…

I LEANED ON GOD…

GOD SHOWED ME THE WAY…

BY THE TIME I PUBLISHED IT ALL AND IT WORKED ON ME…

MY BODY WAS ABOUT TO GIVE OUT ON ME…

I SLOWLY KILLED MYSELF…

FOR A GOOD REASON…

BUT IT IS DEADLY AND IRREVERSIBLE…

I CHOSE TO SELF DESTRUCT IN A SENSE TO LIQUIDATE MY ROYALTIES FOR MY FAMILY…

I HAD TO DIE FIRST…

SO I LIVED THE LIFE OF AN ADDICT…

THAT’S THE MESSAGE…

THE ADDICTION WILL KILL YOU…

THERE WAS MORE GOOD FOR ME TO DO…

THE WORLD WASN’T NECESSARILY NOT IN NEED OF MY PERSPECTIVE…

MY MIND IS ON PAPER AND ON TAPE…

IF LIFE IS A DREAM…

I AM ALREADY DEAD…

IF LIFE IS A DREAM…

AND I DO NOT EXIST…

AND THE DREAMSCAPE EXISTS ONLY WITHIN MY MIND…

WHAT AM I?

I AM DREAMING…

I AM BRAIN DEAD…

I CALL IT HORROR BUT THE GOAL IS A THRILLER…

LESS GORE MORE THRILLS…

GORE WHERE IT’S NEEDED UNTIL THEN SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM…

CREEP THESE LITTLE PUSSIES OUT…

SCARY SONS OF BITCHES…

WHEN I WRITE THIS…I SEE ANGELINA IN GIRL, INTERRUPTED…

 

HERE IS A POEM FOR YOU…I WROTE THIS LINE AFTER WRITING THE POEM…

THERE’S A PAGE BREAK RIGHT NOW…

I WANTED TO BE THE GREATEST WRITER OF THE MILLINIAL GENERATION…1989 TO 2020…

ANYONE BORN AFTER 2020 ISN’T INCLUDED…GENERATION BREAK…

A GENERATION IS ACTUALLY 30 YEARS…

DUH…

MY GENERATION ENDS IN 2020…I’M 90’S…I’M THE BEST AT WHAT I DID…

I GAVE MY LIFE TO IT…

YOU’LL EITHER LOVE MY WRITING OR NOT…

BUT I WAS STILL BETTER AT THIS THAN YOU…

I’M LITERALLY WRITING THIS ALL IN FRONT OF YOU FACE…

THESE ARE MY NOTES…

WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT I WROTE…

I DIDN’T WRITE ANYTHING YOU DIDN’T SEE…

I TELL YOU WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND THEN CONVERSATE UNTIL I FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO IT…

WHEN I’M TYPING IT SOUNDS LIKE DRUMS STICKS ON THE CHALK BOARD…

RAHT - RAHT – RAHT – RAHT

TAKE A BREAK AND RETURN FOR LAST SESSION TONIGHT…

THEN I WATCH MOVIES…

THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST SESSION FOR THE NIGHT…

PAGE BREAK

IT’S 10:33PM EST –

10:33PM EST –

5.16.2025…

FRIDAY MAY 16TH, 2025

 

LISA ROWE LISA ROWE…

LISA GO LISA GO…

THRU THE WOODS THRU THE NIGHT…

DAISY’S HOUSE FEELING GOOD TIE IT TIGHT…

DO IT TIGHT DO IT RIGHT…

AT THE END IT’S A FIGHT…

JOLIE WON BEST SUPPORTING TAKES FLIGHT…

 

 



 

 

 

 

 

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