The David Crichton Experience : 2019

Sunday, October 13, 2019

DEAR CHAD,

4:13PM EST -4"20PM EST LOL

10.13.2019

DEAR CHAD,
IT IS TIME TO GO FULL THROTTLE WITH INVESTING YOUR MONEY. YOU HAVE BEEN RESEARCHING WHAT TO INVEST YOUR MONEY IN SINCE 2017. 2017 IS WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOUR INVESTMENT INTO CRYPTO CURRENCY IN 2013 WAS A GREAT IDEA. WHEN YOU FIRST INVESTED IN BITCOIN AT THE AGE OF 23, YOU DIDN'T KNOW JUST HOW ON TARGET YOU ACTUALLY WERE. NOW YOU KNOW. YOU ARE TWO MONTHS AWAY FROM AGE 30. ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS INVESTING YOUR MONEY. YOU KNOW WHAT STOCK INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN. YOU HAVE BEEN LEARNING THE FOREX TRADING MARKET FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS FROM TRIAL AND ERROR. YOU HAVE BEEN THROWING YOUR MONEY INTO CRYPTO CURRENCY TRADING AND FOREIGN CURRENCY TRADING SINCE AGE 27. IT HAS BEEN AN AWESOME ROAD FOR YOU TO TRAVEL UPON. YOU HAVEN'T BOUGHT OR SMOKED MARIJUANA IN OVER A MONTH, WHICH IS A GREAT STEP UP FOR YOUR FUTURE IN ALL WAYS. YOU ARE VERY EXCITED ABOUT OVERCOMING THE DEPRESSION YOU ARE NOW FACING, INSTEAD OF RUNNING FROM IT BY SMOKING TO HIDE THE PAIN.
IT IS TIME TO OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT THIS WEEK. IT IS TIME TO SPEND THE MONEY YOU WOULD BURN AWAY SMOKING, AND THROW IT INTO YOUR INVESTMENT PORTFOLIO INSTEAD. IT IS TIME TO SPEND TEN TO TWENTY DOLLARS PER SHIFT INTO CRYPTO CURRENCY HOLDINGS AND STOCK HOLDINGS. IT WILL BE A TEN YEAR PERIOD WHERE YOU WILL SEE THE RESULTS, YEAR AFTER YEAR. YOU ARE READY TO GIVE UP THE INSTANT GRATIFICATION OF SPENDING YOUR MONEY ON BAD HABITS. IT IS TIME TO INVEST IN YOUR FUTURE TOTALLY. YOU WILL SUCCEED AND YOU WILL BE AS SUCCESSFUL ECONOMICALLY AS YOU HAVE EVER WANTED TO BE. NOTHING CAN STOP YOU BUT YOUR OWN BAD ECONOMIC MANNERISMS. YOU BEAT YOURSELF UP DAILY OVER THE NEED TO SNAP INTO THIS NEW REALITY. YOU MUST CREATE YOUR REALITY. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU CHAD, BECAUSE YOU HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND IN GOD.

Friday, October 11, 2019

DEAR MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENT: YOUR WANDERING TWENTIES

4:42PM EST -

10.11.2019

DEAR MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENT,
YOUR TWENTIES ARE THE START OF YOUR SECOND DECADE ON EARTH. YOUR TWENTIES ARE YOUR ROARING TWENTIES. YOUR TWENTIES ARE WHERE YOU EXPLORE YOUR INNER SELF AND THE OUTER WORLD. THE TWENTIES ARE WHEN YOU DISCOVER YOUR PASSIONS AND YOUR LOVES. THE TWENTIES ARE WHERE YOU OVERCOME OR FALL INTO BAD HABITS. THE BEST WAY TO GET THRU YOUR TWENTIES SUCCESSFULLY WOULD BE TO LOOK INTO THE FUTURE. YOU WILL NOT BE TWENTY FOREVER. YOU WILL ONLY EXPERIENCE EACH AGE, FOR THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS. EVERY YEAR YOU ADVANCE IN AGE. YOU MUST SPEND THESE DAYS GROWING MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. NO ONE LIVES FOREVER. EVERY ONE DOESN'T GROW TO SEE THE SAME AGES OTHERS MAY SEE. DO YOUR BEST TO SEE THRU THE ILLUSION OF PLEASURE. INSTANT GRATIFICATION IS WHAT EVERYONE LOOKS. WE MUST SEE THRU INSTANT GRATIFICATION.

ONCE YOU CAN SEE THRU THE ILLUSION OF TEMPORARY PLEASURE, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GROW AT A FASTER RATE THAN YOUR LESSER SELF. YOU WANT TO ALWAYS ADVANCE PAST YOUR LESSER SELF. BE GREATER THAN WHO YOU WERE. WANT NOTHING BUT TO BE GREATER THAN YOU WERE AND GREATER THAN YOU ARE. BE A GREAT PERSON. BE GREAT IN THOUGHT. BE GREAT IN ACTION. BE GREAT TO YOURSELF. BE GREAT TO OTHERS. THE MAIN REASON I ADVOCATE OR STAND BY INVESTING IN STOCKS IS BECAUSE HAD I DONE SO IN MY TWENTIES, I WOULD BE RETIRED BY NOW AND WOULD BE FILM MAKING AND A NOVELIST FULL TIME. IT WAS A TOUGH PILL TO SWALLOW. NOW, AT THE FORK IN THE ROAD, I SEE IT MORE CLEARLY. I WANT TO SEE IT AS CLEARLY AS I POSSIBLY CAN. THE MOST I CAN DO AS A WRITER IS TO WRITE ABOUT WHAT IS CLOSE TO MY HEART. THE FUTURE GENERATION IS VERY CLOSE TO MY HEART. WRITING WHAT MY HEART TELLS ME TO WRITE IS THE BEST WAY I KNOW TO GET RID OF THE PAIN.

DEAR MIDDLE SCHOOL

https://www.thegeniusworks.com/2018/04/100-disruptive-technologies-the-big-picture-of-tech-changing-our-world-ranked-by-time-and-impact/

Here is the list of 100 disruptive technologies:

Smart nappies
Deep ocean wind farms
Vertical agriculture
Wireless energy transfer
Cryptocurrencies
Concentrated solar power
Predictive policing
Micro-scale ambient energy harvesting
Robotic care companions
Smart control of appliances
Cultured meat
Delivery robots and passenger drones
Distributed ledgers
Precision agriculture
Autonomous vehicles
Intention decoding algorithms
Balloon-powered internet
Powered exoskeletons
Computerised shoes and clothing
Airborne wind turbines (high altitude)
Avatar companions
Metallic hydrogen energy storage
Autonomous ships and submarines
Resource gamification
Water harvesting from air
Drone freight delivery
Autonomous passenger aircraft
3D-printing of food and pharmaceuticals
Medical tricorders
Smart flooring and carpets
Diagnostic toilets
Smart energy grids
Algal bio-fuels
Human organ printing
Artificial human blood substitute
Mega-scale desalination
Self-writing software
Public mood monitoring machines
Programmable bacteria
Peer-to-peer energy trading and transmission
Lifelong personal avatar assistants
Smart dust
Predictive gene-based healthcare
Automated knowledge discovery
Autonomous robotic surgery
Emotionally aware machines
Humanoid sex-robots
Human bio hacking
Internet of DNA
Vacuum-tube transport
Scram jets
Smart glasses and contact lenses
Pollution-eating buildings
Broadcasting of electricity
Bio-plastics
Swarm robotics
4-dimenional materials (and printing)
New (Nano) materials
Fusion power
Low-cost space travel
Colonisation of another planet
Thought control machine interfaces
Dream reading and recording
Planetary-scale spectroscopy
Implantable phones
e-tagging of new-borns
Male pregnancy and artificial wombs
DNA data storage
Genomic vaccines
Quantum safe cryptography
Cognitive prosthetics
Data uploading to the brain
Conversational machine interfaces
Life-expectancy algorithms
Stratospheric aerosols
Battlefield robots
AI advisors and decision-making machines
AI board members and politicians
Invisibility shields
Factory photosynthesis
Trans human technologies
Digital footprint eraser
Personal digital shields
Human head transplants
Human cloning and de-extinction
Distributed autonomous corporations
Space solar power
Space elevators
Fully immersive VR
Artificial consciousness
Telepathy
Reactionless drive
Whole Earth virtualisation
Shape shifting matter
Self-reconfiguring robots
Zero-point energy
Beam-powered propulsion
Force fields
Asteroid mining

4:39PM EST I FINISHED

10.11.2019

DEAR MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENTS,

THE FUTURE IS CLOSER THAN WE THINK. THE FUTURE IS HARD TO SPOT, UNTIL IT IS OUR DAILY LIFE. I WANT TO IMPART IN YOUR MINDS, THE MINDSET OF ONE, WHO CAN SEE INTO THE FUTURE. WHAT DOES THE FUTURE LOOK LIKE? THIS IS A VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION. THE FUTURE IS HARD TO SEE COMING. THE TECHNOLOGICAL REVOLUTION HAS ARRIVED HALF A CENTURY AGO. IT MAY HAVE BEEN LONGER THAN THIS. I WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 29TH, 1989 IN MIAMI, FLORIDA. I WAS BORN IN THE DIGITAL AGE AND THE INFORMATION AGE. MY GENERATION, THE MILLENNIAL, HAS BEEN BOMBARDED WITH AN UNPRECEDENTED AMOUNT OF INFORMATION. UNPRECEDENTED, AS IN, NEVER BEFORE SEEN. THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO DESCRIBE THE HOW THE FUTURE LOOKS. THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHING YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. BACK IN THE DAYS OF THE HORSE DRAWN CARRIAGE, AN AGE WE CAN HARDLY IMAGINE BEING THRUST INTO, THE HENRY FORD T MODEL AUTOMOBILE WAS UNPRECEDENTED.

WHEN YOU SEE A TECHNOLOGY UNLIKE ANYTHING ANYONE HAS EVER SEEN BEFORE, YOU ARE STARING AT THE FUTURE. IT WILL BE HARD FOR YOU TO COMPREHEND IT MENTALLY. THEN IT IS UP TO YOU TO ASK YOURSELF, WHAT IF THIS REALLY WORKS? DON'T WORRY ABOUT IF IT WILL FAIL, THOSE THOUGHTS WILL HOLD YOU BACK IN FEAR. THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE AROUND WILL BE ASKING WHAT IF IT FAILS? THEY WILL TAKE NO ACTION AT ALL. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IMAGINE THE FUTURE WHERE THESE TECHNOLOGIES DO EXIST. I BELIEVE IN STARTING YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND ALSO INVESTING IN BUSINESSES OTHERS HAVE STARTED. WHAT BUSINESS SHOULD YOU START FOR YOURSELF? ONLY YOU CAN ANSWER SUCH A QUESTION. YOU MUST FOLLOW YOUR HEART. YOU WILL GROW UP IN A TIME OF MUCH CONFUSION. YOU WILL ALSO GROW UP IN A TIME OF MUCH OPPORTUNITY. MY JOB, AS A WRITER, IS TO WRITE MATERIAL MAKING IT EASIER FOR YOU TO SUCCEED IN LIFE. I HAVE NO CHILDREN. THE CHILDREN OF THE NEXT GENERATION ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. IF I EVER HAVE CHILDREN, THEY WILL BE A PART OF YOUR GENERATION.

MY GENERATION HAS SEEN NOTHING BUT TECHNOLOGY ADVANCE. WE HAVE WATCHED TECHNOLOGY ADVANCE SO MUCH WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED. THE GENERATION RAISING US WAS AFRAID OF TECHNOLOGY FOR THEY DID NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HELD. MY GENERATION HAS GROWN UP WATCHING THE FUTURE UNFOLD WITH A FEAR OF INVESTING IN IT. I FIND MYSELF IN THE MIDDLE. I AM NOT AFRAID OF INVESTING IN THE FUTURE OF TECHNOLOGY, WHETHER OR NOT I AGREE WITH WHAT SUCH A FUTURE IMPLIES. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY, YOU DO NOT WANT TO LIVE AS A SLAVE TO THE DOLLAR. ONE GREAT WAY, TO NOT LIVE AS A SLAVE TO THE DOLLAR, IS TO INVEST YOUR DOLLARS IN FUTURE TECHNOLOGIES. YOU DON'T HAVE TO USE THE TECHNOLOGIES IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO, MAYBE YOU WOULD LIKE TO RETIRE EARLY. RETIRE EARLY BY INVESTING IN THE FUTURE TECHNOLOGIES. HERE ARE SOME KEYWORDS I HAVE LEARNED TO USE, TO HELP FIGURE OUT WHAT INDUSTRIES TO INVEST IN.

IN MY TWENTIES, FROM THE AGES OF SEVENTEEN TO TWENTY SEVEN, I WAS INTIMIDATED BY INVESTING IN STOCKS. A STOCK IS A SHARE OF A BUSINESS SOMEONE ELSE CREATED. WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN, I MET A BORDERS BOOKSTORE WORKER WHO INVESTED IN STOCKS. HE TAUGHT IS COLLEGE STUDENT SON TO BUY STOCKS. HIS SON MADE $30,000 IN EITHER ONE DAY OR ONE MONTH. WHICHEVER ONE IT WAS, IS IMPRESSIVE. I COULD NOT THEN FATHOM OR FIGURE OUT HOW ONE COULD DO THAT. NOW, AT TWENTY NINE, I DEFINITELY SEE SEVERAL WAYS OF HOW THIS WAS POSSIBLE. THE FIRST STEP IS TO CONTROL YOUR SPENDING HABITS. WE SPEND OUR DOLLARS ON BILLS, THE REST OF THE EARNED DOLLARS ARE CALLED OUR DISPOSABLE INCOME. MOST PEOPLE WILL SPEND EVERY DISPOSABLE DOLLAR ON OUR HABITS. SOME HABITS ARE GOOD, SOME HABITS ARE BAD. YOU MUST GET RID OF ANY BAD HABITS.

BEING A MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENT, YOU HAVE YET TO PICK UP BAD ECONOMIC BAD HABITS. MY BIGGEST DOWNFALL IN MY TWENTIES WAS THAT I PICKED UP BAD HABITS. SMOKING AND DRINKING IS A BAD HABIT AND AN INCREDIBLE WASTE OF MONEY. AT TWENTY NINE, I REALIZE, WE ALL EARN A FORTUNE. IT ARRIVES PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK. WHEN WE SQUANDER, OR WASTE OUR DISPOSABLE INCOME ON BAD HABITS, WE ARE WASTING OUR FORTUNE. WHEN WE SQUANDER OUR DISPOSABLE INCOME, WE ARE SQUANDERING OUR FORTUNES. EVERY EARNS A FORTUNE, ONE DOLLAR AT A TIME. IT IS OUR BAD HABITS THAT WILL SQUANDER OUR FORTUNES, ONE DOLLAR AT A TIME. AT TWENTY NINE, THE LAST YEAR OF MY TWENTIES, I FIND MYSELF AT THE FORK IN THE ROAD. YOUR THIRTY YEAR MARK ON EARTH, IS THE FORK IN THE ROAD. IF THE ROAD TURNS INTO A FORK, WHICH WAY WILL YOU GO. THIS IS WHERE I FIND MYSELF NOW. YOU WILL ONE DAY FIND YOURSELF THERE. I WANT NOTHING MORE BUT TO HELP YOU MAKE THE RIGHT TURN. THE FORK IN THE ROAD IS WHERE YOU DECIDE WHAT PERSON YOU WILL BECOME.

I WAS NOT ABLE TO RETIRE IN MY TWENTIES AND I BLAME MYSELF. PRESIDENT NUMBER 35 SAID "AN ERROR DOES NOT BECOME A MISTAKE, UNTIL WE REFUSE TO CORRECT IT." I HAVE LEARNED FROM THE MISTAKES IN MY TWENTIES AND I WANT TO HELP YOU ON YOUR ROAD TO SUCCESS. ALWAYS BE WILLING TO HELP OTHERS WITH WHAT YOU LEARN. KNOWLEDGE IS MEANT TO BE IMPARTED. PASS ON WHAT YOU KNOW TO THE FUTURE GENERATIONS. LIFE IS TIMED AND NO ONE KNOWS FOR A FACT, HOW MANY YEARS WE ARE GIVEN ON EARTH. SHARE WHAT YOU LEARN, SO THE FUTURE CAN BENEFIT FROM IT THE SAME WAY YOU PLAN TO BENEFIT FROM IT. IF I AM NOT AROUND TO INVEST IN THE FUTURE I SEE SO CLEARLY, AT LEAST OTHERS I HAVE SHARED THE INFORMATION WITH CAN. HERE ARE THE KEYWORDS.

EMERGING MARKETS IS THE FIRST KEYWORD. EMERGING MEANS UPCOMING. MARKET MEANS INDUSTRIES. YOU BUY SHARES OR STOCKS IN CERTAIN INDUSTRIES. THE SPECIFIC INDUSTRIES I LOOK AT, ARE THE EMERGING INDUSTRIES. THE NEXT KEYWORD IS MARKET CAPITALIZATION. CAPITALIZATION IS HOW MUCH MONEY THE INDUSTRY WILL BE WORTH. CAPITAL IS A TERM MEANING MONEY USED FOR STARTING A BUSINESS. WHEN YOU WANT TO START A BUSINESS, YOU NEED CAPITAL. THE BUSINESSES YOU WANT TO START WILL REQUIRE CAPITAL. USE THE MONEY YOU EARN FROM ALLOWANCE OR JOBS TO INVEST IN STOCKS, OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESSES, THEN USE THE RETURN ON THOSE INVESTMENTS, TO INVEST IN YOUR OWN BUSINESSES. IT MAY TAKE YOU A WHILE TO FIGURE OUT EXACTLY WHAT BUSINESSES YOU YOURSELF WANT TO START. IF YOU BUY STOCKS IN THE MOST PROFITABLE INDUSTRIES, THE EMERGING MARKETS, YOU GIVE YOURSELF TIME TO FIGURE YOUR OWN DREAMS OUT. THE NEXT KEYWORD IS DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGY. MANY OF THE EMERGING MARKETS ARE ALSO CONTAINING DISRUPTIVE TECHNOLOGIES.

LETTERS TO THE FUTURE MIDDLE SCHOOLERS

4:00PM EST I STARTED

OCTOBER 11TH, 2019

10.11.2019

DEAR SIXTH GRADERS,
MY NAME IS CHAD XZAVIER HARRIS AND I WANT TO OFFER YOU A LIST OF TECHNOLOGIES THAT WILL BE A PART OF YOUR FUTURE. AFTER SHOWING YOU THE LIST I WILL BE CREATING SHORT STORIES USING MY IMAGINATION ON WHERE THESE TECHNOLOGIES MAY TAKE US AS A HUMAN RACE. INSIDE OF THOSE STORIES I WILL ALSO OFFER ADVICE ON HOW YOU CAN USE THESE NEW ADVANCES TO HELP YOU RETIRE AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE. I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT WHERE I WAS BACK IN SCHOOL. THE CLASS ASSIGNMENT I WAS GIVEN WAS TO WRITE A LETTER TO MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENTS. HERE IS THE BEGINNING OF THE LETTER I AM WRITING TO YOU ALL IN REAL LIFE.

Here is the list of 100 disruptive technologies:

I WAS GIVEN THIS LIST FROM THIS SITE...

https://www.thegeniusworks.com/2018/04/100-disruptive-technologies-the-big-picture-of-tech-changing-our-world-ranked-by-time-and-impact/

DEAR TROLL,
I DO CARE ABOUT MYSELF. I DO CARE ABOUT OTHERS. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE MATRIX. I DO NOT WANT TO BE LOCKED IN THE MATRIX FOREVER. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN FEAR AND ANXIETY ANYMORE. I WANT TO LOVE MYSELF. I WANT TO STAY INSIDE OF MY HIGHER SELF AND EXPERIENCE PURE LOVE. I WANT TO LIVE IN LOVE. I WANT TO TRAVEL TO OTHER DIMENSIONS. I WANT TO ASCEND. I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND MY WRITING AND AUDIO TAPES FOR THE NEXT GENERATIONS TO RELATED TO. I DO NOT WANT TO SELL MY SOUL. I WANT TO GO TO WORK FOR OTHER PEOPLE AS LONG AS I HAVE TO BUT STILL BE HAPPY AND JOYOUS WITHIN MYSELF.

Thursday, October 10, 2019

THE TROLL
I WAS LOCKED IN A DUNGEON. THE DUNGEON WAS LOCKED. THE DUNGEON WAS DARK, THE LIGHTS WERE SUDDENLY CUT ON. A FIGURE ENTERED THE DUNGEON. IT
LOOKED LIKE A TROLL. IT WAS A TROLL. THE TROLL ENTERED THE DUNGEON. IT WAS A TROLL. THE TROLL SAT DOWN. HE INTRODUCED HIMSELF. HIS NAME WAS SIR SIR. SIR SIR ANNOUNCED HIMSELF AS MR. MR. SIR. HE CALLED HIMSELF A TROLL. HE TOLE ME, HE WANTED ME TO LISTEN TO HIMSELF CAREFULLY. HE TOLD ME HIS AIM WAS TO CONVINCE ME. HE WANTED TO CONVINCE ME TO LISTEN. TO LISTEN TO HIS WORDS CAREFULLY. HE TOLD ME WHAT HE WANTED ME TO KNOW. HE TOLD ME, I NEEDED TO CHANGE MY WATS AND MY VIEWS.

MR. MR. SIR WANTED TO STOP DOING WHAT I WAS DOING. HE TOLD ME, WHAT I WAS NEVER DOING, WAS FRUITLESS. THERE WAS NO BEARING TO THE FRUIT. MR. MR. SIR TOLD ME WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LIFE, WOULD NEVER PASS AS A SUCCESS. MR. MR. SIR TOLD ME, I SHOULD STOP NOW. I WOULD NEVER WIN. HE SAID I WANTED TO MAKE A POSITIVE CHANGE IN THE WORLD. A POSITIVE CHANGE IN THE WORLD, WOULD NEVER WORK IN THE WORLD. THE WORLD NEVER WANTED POSITIVE CHANGE. A POSITIVE CHANGE WOULD NEVER OCCUR IN THE WORLD. IT WAS POINTLESS. THERE IS NO NEED TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE. THERE IS NO NEED TO HELP YOURSELF. THERE IS NO NEED TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING.

Tuesday, October 8, 2019

DEAR VANESSAL THE HONEY LETTERS

4:22PM EST - 4:32PM EST

TUESDAY OCTOBER 8TH, 2019

DEAR VANESSA,
TODAY I READ AN EMAIL THAT WAS SENT TO ME YESTERDAY. THE LETTER WAS FROM AUSTIN MAC PUBLISHING IN NEW YORK CITY. ANJA WEBB LET ME KNOW THEY WERE ADVISED BY THE EDITORIAL BOARD TO TURN DOWN THE SUBMITTED PUBLICATION. THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAD SENT OUT ANY MANUSCRIPT FOR PUBLISHING. THE MIND RACES A LITTLE. SO MANY THOUGHTS COME TO MIND. OF COURSE I WILL CONTINUE, BUT IN WHAT MANNER WILL I CONTINUE? I HAVE TO WRITE ABOUT WHAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT AND MUST NOT COMPROMISE. I WOULD LIKE TO FIND COMMON GROUND. AM I TOO UNCOMMON FOR COMMON GROUND? HOW DO I WRITE LESS CONTROVERSIAL MATERIAL ABOUT LESS CONTROVERSIAL MATTERS IF THIS IS WHAT MATTERS TO ME?

MY HEART MUST BE IN WHATEVER I WRITE. THIS IS WHY I AM ALWAYS WRITING TO YOU, OR ABOUT YOU AMONG OTHER THINGS. IF THE HEART IS NOT IN IT, THEN THE HEART WILL NOT CONTINUE IN IT. I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT. WRITING A PARODY ABOUT SUPERFICIALITY. MAYBE THAT IS AS SHALLOW AS I CAN GET. PARODYING WHAT I DEEM SUPERFICIAL. MAYBE THAT IS JUST THE BEST I CAN DO. INSTEAD OF WRITING SOMETHING TOO CONTROVERSIAL FOR THE INDUSTRY; MAYBE IT WILL BE BETTER IF I JUST PRETEND TO SUPPORT WHAT SHOULD NOT BE SUPPORTED. I WILL LET THE READER FIGURE THE POINT OUT INSTEAD OF POINTING THE MESSAGE OUT.

WHATEVER I SPEND HOURS WRITING, THE HEART MUST BE IN IT. I MUST FEEL WHATEVER I WRITE. I WRITE WHATEVER I FEEL I NEED A FEW DAYS TO PUT TOGETHER A NEW STRATEGY. I HAVE A FEW IDEAS OF WHERE I WANT TO GO FROM HERE. THE PUBLISHER'S GAVE ME NO FEEDBACK ON THE PROJECT, THEY JUST TURNED IT DOWN. THEY SAID NOTHING ABOUT THE BOOK OTHER THAN THEY DIDN'T WANT IT. I WILL BE OK. I LOVE YOU HONEY. LOOK OUT FOR ME.

2015 WRITINGS

THE POV REALITY SHOW CHANNEL FORMAT

I am producing a reality show channel media empire
Each full seasonal set will consist of 10 to 20 cast members
Each cast member has their own show
Each show gets uploaded on the master super show channel
Each cast member chooses the name of the show
They also choose the aim of the show and frequency of uploads
The format of the series is still in the air
The first cast member to launch his show is jestin browning aka coupe 2 doors
He decided to book the Mondays Wednesday and Friday upload slots
He will begin filming in spring of 215
For 2months he will film every day or every week
After two months I will begin editing over one month
He will still film for this month of editing
That month he filmed while I was editing gets edited as well
After the 3months of filming the show will be released
Coupe nasty 3000 will premiere in may thru june and end 3months after
A documentary about season one of coupe nasty will be edited in the one month period after season one ends
The vibe is real

WHERE I WANT TO BE IN TEN YEARS

2025

IN TEN YEARS I WILL BE THE MEDIA MOGUL I ALWAYS INTENDED TO MANIFEST INTO. GOD WILLING. IN TEN YEARS I WILL OWN “SIBINACHI MEDIA” “SIBINACHI MEDIA” IS A MEDIA CORPORATION HOLDING GROUP. “SIBINACHI RECORDS” “SIBINACHI CINEMATICS” “SIBINACHI CINEMAS” “SIBINACHI ENTERTAINMENT” “SIBINACHI RADIO” AND “SIBINACHI INCORPORATED” AMONG ANY OTHERS WILL ENCOMPASS “SIBINACHI MEDIA”

IN TEN YEARS I WILL OWN “CHADXZAVIERFILMS PRODUCTIONS”. CHADXZAVIERFILMS PRODUCTIONS WILL BE THE CENTERPIECE OF ALL MY FILMING ACTIVITY. CXF PRODUCTIONS WILL DEBUT ALL THE INDEPENDENT SHORT FILMS AND FEATURE FILMS I CREATE FROM SCRATCH. CXF WILL BE THE MOST INFLUENTIAL INDEPENDENT FILM PRODUCTION COMPANY ON THE MARKET. OUR INFLUENCE WILL DOMINATE THE INDUSTRY. CXF WILL HAVE ITS OWN SPHERE OF INFLUENCE. CXF WILL HAVE ITS OWN ADDITIONS TO THE FILM INDUSTRY. WE WILL CREATE SYSTEMS AND FORMATS AND BRAND OURSEL VES AS THE NEW INDUSTRY STANDARD. WE WILL TAKE OVER HOLLYWOOD BY TRADING IMMUNITY FOR OUR EXCLUSIVE OFFERS. WHAT WE WILL DO WILL CHANGE HOLLYWOOD FOREVER HOLLYWOOD WILL NOT CHANGE US. IF THEY TRY, WE TAKE OUR OFFER AND LEAVE. WE DON’T NEED HOLLYWOOD HOLLYWOOD NEEDS US. HOLLYWOOD ISN’T REAL WITHOUT US.

AN INTRODUCTION TO FILMLIFE

FILMLIFE is a term and a lifestyle. As a term FILMLIFE means having the ability to film life. As a lifestyle, if you are able to film your life nonstop, you weild enormous power. As a director, a filmmaker, and or documentarian, this enormous power can translate itself into a financial resource that will start off partially paying your bills. Then it begin to pay your bills in full. From here it will take you directly to the top.

Hey everybody at gofundme.com my name is ChadXzavierHarris aka ChadXzavierFilms ChadFilms Juss Chizzi or Chizzi Behind the Films aka Mr, FilmLife. I am from Miami Florida and I made my directorial debut there at age 12 in the backyard with two friends, plastic guns from the ice cream truck and with no editing system. It lasted 12minutes but took 6hrs to complete. My first film got deleted by an older brother and after this I never finished the 2^nd short or resumed filming of any kind until age 21.

Valentines Day 2011 I was granted a HD JVC Everio which I started KeviTV with, KeviTV is the debut of Chadfilms on the web. Kevi is my 13yr old niece and at age 10 for 6months she was my only actress. KeviTV grew very popular but not popular enough to retain her interests. In October of 2011 I branched out on my own and began ChadFilms the solo phase,

By October 23^rd I had the first official short film from ChadFilms ready to be edited. “IN” or “Intuition” held a simple question as the concept. What if your intuition were a person only you could see? Would you listen to him then? After filming Intuition part 1 I took a vacation road trip to Michigan on Thanksgiving with a new friend Justin. This was my first travel documentary entitled “Take Care Chad Volume One Michigan”. I released this immediately. This trip showed me I could positively impact complete strangers and generate comfort instantly.

After Take Care Chad Volume One I began a project I committed to before the trip. A reality show with a local singer with 7roommates. Cinematic gold, I filmed one week at a time twice a month for 5months straight, a one month break and then the series finale in March 2012. I edited IN over there actually and entered it in a contest at the last minute to Ripley Scott for an Italian film festival. The internet crashed as the video was rendering or uploading. It was a crushing blow to not even be allowed to enter the contest but whatever right?

After releasing IN I followed up with skits featuring the actor Mike who played my Intuition and kept exploring the type of visuals I enjoyed bringing to the screen. What I found out here as well as after TCC Vol 1 is I love documentaries. I liked filming life. When I first started the only equipment I had to my disposal was a pocket camera and a broken tripod. I worked with this along with a temporary laptop to edit on for years. I bought a backup camera Nikon Coolpix 3000 bc the first camera charger broke and I really wanted to resume filming. During the first year my charger broke twice and left me filmless for months at a time due to no income.

I’ve had many times where I was out filming with clients and the camera dies. Or the memory runs out. And I don’t have a laptop there or I do but all the space is used and I didn’t have an external harddrive. I’ve lost around 200GBs of raw footage. On top of the first film I ever made at 12. It is the culmination of these elemental disappointments prompting me to realize I never had the ability to film life. That’s what all the clients want…is for me to keep the camera rolling. Without keeping the camera rolling I was being a lousy camera man. I missed so much action, so much drama, so many conflicts and pranks and gorgeous cinema all because I was heavily unprepared for the density of my responsibility as a filmmaker.

This is where Film Life first popped to mind. It started as a theory or a philosophy and then turned to the other. I thought, what if I never had to stop filming? What if I had a bag full of cameras and once one died I immediately pulled another out and continued this all session? With no job it was impossible to fathom such comfort. Fast forward to now where I was working two fulltime jobs for 3months 4months ago, I started buying professional film equipment. I even moved out to room with a friend so I could invest my money in peace and walk to work since the problem at home was I had no car money saved but I was secretly loaning $1000 to a sibling so I really sacrificed to earn my equipment. I got fired from the day job bc I had an overnight job too and I seem overcommitted. I moved anyway and bought my equipment all summer on top of $900 in rent. That 900$ could have bought everything I have and still need shaking my head.

I made a list of professional film equipment I would need to command salary from clients. About halfway thru this 2000$ list my clients saw my new level of achievement and threw me gigs I was not fully prepared to take mainly bc the equipment I had bought were the more expensive items like lenses. The extra battery packs and sd cards were inexpensive and thus saved for last. Big mistake. I didn’t anticipate filming until the list was fully secured. I was forced into an uncomfortable corner. I suffered the embarrassment of having the only battery die prematurely at a club outing with 30ppl. I let down 30ppl plus the birthday girl. I made the guy who brought me in as the team camera man look foolish. Several times. I had to sleep at his house too shaking my head.

It is here where I decided film life was no longer a theory or a philosophy but a true attack strategy, a way of life. From then on in I took on FilmLife as a lifestyle. I would always have the abilitity to film for 24hrs straight no recharge or transfer needed. Before this realization I was invited to film at a friend’s before he left town. When I arrived the lights were off so filming was put off. Had I been FilmLife capable it would have been the funniest two days of hunger pains ever.

And this is what FilmLife is. A list of equipment that allows the ability to film life. And with the abilitiy to film life comes an opportunity to bring real people’s lives to the screen. My business partners and I do nothing but study cinema quality visuals and by combining highly engineered 4K HD type visuals to the documentary film we create the docu film or film doc. FilmLife will be a series of shows featuring 24hrs of footage compressed into 2 30minute episodes centered around one individual or a faction. FilmLife will have its humorous episodes as humorous people and lifestyles are shown but I look forward to the serious nature of the content ascertained in these FilmLife journeys. I have a few in pre production and negotiations.

One episode is of transgender coworkers I have and their alternative lifestyle. Jimmy dresses in drag in public. He dresses up his boyfriends too. Most people would judge his lifestyle ridiculously but as a filmmaker I must be objective and not papparazzical meaning I care about showing his real story to the public. To better understand another person is to better understand another you. My director friend Isaiah insists FilmLife be shot and edited as a movie version of the participants life and not a mere documentary about their life. The amount of footage acquired from one episode gives enough footage to properly display their lifestyle and as requested by Isaiah, any scenes revealing the documentary format will be edited out and replaced with elements of film story telling like voice overs re enactments and alternate footage. Just to separate ourselves from other documentaries I accept the task of the docu film. The docu film does two things simultaneously for the featured person.

One it shows his life in true form in a true format with ultimate confirmation of the lifestyle on film. Two it delivers the final product in a cinematic fashion to the point where it is indistinguishable to a cinematic film while never portraying any fiction. The docu film will definitely be our calling card as a company in the film industry but the concept of the docu film in my local circles will change these circles. In this digital age the ultimate goal is to be seen. Everybody wants a movie about their life. Everybody wants everybody who knows about them to know the real them. FilmLife gives anybody that ability. To share their story. To share their pain and their laughs. And the final version will be a cherished memory they will love to show people.

I have another episode in the works about a newly paralyzed female who is willing to do a documentary. She mentioned it to a mutual friend who gave the project to me because he is too close to her to be objective. I have enough sense to anticipate growing concern over her during filming as well. How can you film a newly paralyzed person for 24hrs without feeling her pain? I have to watch it on camera time and time again just to edit it then many more once its public. And this is a personal gratification from FilmLife for me: I get to personally deliver another person’s story to screen. In a new cinematic documentary format unseen before. A documentary purposely edited as a film but not pre conceived as one but one with cinematic quality.

The amount of money I am requesting will not only launch the advance of FilmLife but will also get the 1^st 2 seasons filmed back to back. Each season will consist of 10 features

Here is the list of equipment we will invest your donations in if you donate. I will also tell you the importance of each item as well,. By the time the list is done you will see how important your contributions are to the creation of FilmLife.

“WHEN THE LIGHTS WENT OUT”

WRITTEN BY: RONNIE GROVER AND CHAD HARRIS

CHAPTER ONE: THE LIGHTS ARE OFF

THE ANALYST:

For me, the lights went out, right as I unlocked the front door from the outside. I was on my way back from the local grocery store. I walked there and back. I saw the street lights go out. I saw the lights in the distant go out. I saw the closest houses to me, grow dark with black. No lights were in front of me; whether I stayed inside the house or not. It was the most frightening moment I had ever experienced; for I knew, at this moment, all rules – were out the window. No more morals I thought. Social Destruction eminent I joked. If this is the real thing, the communication is the next to go. From there the snowball effect engulfs society. If this doesn’t turn out to be a blackout and communication remains intact, It was not a joke, it was the real thing. This is definitely a horrible thing to have to live through, If I could say so myself.

THE ANTI – HERO

The lights just went out. I don’t have time for this. Cell phones are out too. Landlines don’t work either. I saw the emp strike the sky. I knew it was not a firecracker. I knew this was not a flare. I knew this was not anything but a social disaster. Fortunately for me, I have been warned of this possibility many moons ago. I have been warned of this so many times over the last many years, I have had no chance but to prepare. Thank God I listened. Thank God I paid attention. I am part of a small group of end of the world preparationalists. Thank God we agreed to meet at my place had this event ever occurred, which is now presently occurring. Since it is, I am glad I do not have to leave, I’d rather go upstairs and load my guns.

THE BENEFACTOR

As I sit in my boardroom office alone, the lights go out. The lights outside and the lights inside. The lights on the computer, the television, the radio and my cell phone. All communication devices simultaneously ended transmission with the lights. I sit in my boardroom alone because I knew this was going to happen. I have a lot of money and a lot of contacts and one of my contacts alerted me of this high probability happening today. So I sat in my boardroom with the board members of the foundation we created to assist the public during this time. Sadly the time has come to utilize our resources to save as many souls as we can. Good thing we have the ability to do so in the first place. We have fuel for travel, whether by air, sea or land. We have food and water, thousands of dollars’ worth set aside. We have safe houses positioned thru out the country and cabins in the woods in case we ever find ourselves running thru them with the survivors. Will there be survivors? Free survivors. Free from the camps. The camps we vowed to apply our wealth to keep others out of.

THE BULLY

The lights just went out. I am so happy. I have been waiting on this moment for so long. My favorite events in American history are all of our riots. As a country, we have some of the best and most destructive riots and now it is time for me to take my place among my fellow American heroes. I get to loot. I get to steal. I get to rob. I get to kill. I have a closet upstairs with a lot of guns in it and a refrigerator with not a lot of food in it. Bad combination. I am very violent. I do not care about other people’s well being vs my own. I believe in self preservation. In my opinion, self preservation also includes taking from another in times of self need. Gladly I participate in my moment of glory. For who doesn’t fantasize about running thru the local dollar store or gas station in a complete blackout with a goon mask on. A ski mask, an empty bag for money, a bag of guns and ammunition and a group of looters to carry the booty.

THE BUREAUCRAT

When the lights went out, I was at work, following the rules; like I always am. How could I follow the rules now? In the dark! I saw the flare go up. At least it looked like a flare. I’ve seen flares before and now that I think of it, it didn’t have smoke in the way I’ve seen flares smoke. I saw the power lines lose power. I saw the sparks and that subsequent smoke but not flare smoke. I was preparing my new policy documents for my supervisor Mr. Andrews to read thru in the morning. If this is any indication to tomorrow, then I finally have a day off. The past six days I’ve been performing 10hr days without hesitation. This week was a big one. changes around the office required new policies. New policies required change around the office. My office has a nice size window. Big enough to see the sparks fly. I locked the door, closed the curtains, sat in my chair and cried. I have no more rules to follow.

THE CARE TAKER

I was at work as the lights disengaged activity. Immediately after the lights went out, the electric devices all throughout the hospital went out as well. I am an ICU nurse and I was in room 101 when the lights went out. It was absolutely terrifying. The doctors all over the hospital, were running from room to room, checking on the ICU patients on life support. The only thing I can see from the hallway is darkness. The only thing I hear besides the pitter pattering of footsteps is the sobbing of the doctors losing their patients to a blackout. This has to be something totally independent of a mere blackout. My cell phone and other wireless devices are fried. They simply do not work. This simply cannot be a mere blackout

THE BAD CATALYST

I fired the EMP. I charged the weapon. I fired the weapon. It was the best moment of my life. I get to say I plunged the world into darkness, everybody, darkness. I also get to say I was just following orders. I was, just following orders.

THE GOOD CATALYST

WANDER MAN VOLUME ONE:

EPISODE ONE: “WHY I WANDER”

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

WANDER MAN (ON CAMERA)

MY ULTIMATE LIFE GOAL IS TO EXPLORE. TO WANDER. I HAVE A STRONG ATTRACTION. METAPHYSCIALLY SPEAKING. I MANIFEST THE MOST INTRIGUING SIGHTS. I BELIEVE IT IS A GIFT. TO BE ABLE TO SEE SO MANY WONDERFUL THINGS HAPPEN. I’VE EXPERIENCED SO MANY WONDERFUL MOMENTS JUST TRAVELLING OFF INTO THE DISTANCE BY MYSELF. IN REALITY THAT COULD ONE DAY BE THE END OF ME. BUT WHAT CAN I SAY? I AM A SUCKER FOR A GOOD TIME.

I BELIEVE IF I TRAVELLED THE WORLD. I WOULD FIND AT LEAST ONE HISTORICAL MYSTERY. IF YOU MADE A DEVICE TO TRAVEL THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN. I WOULD GO FIRST. AS THE OG. THE OG WHO FOUND ATLANTIS. PUT ME ON THE BOTTOM OF THE PACIFIC AND I WILL FIND THE RIM. OF ATLANTIS. OR I WILL COME BACK WITH A SWIMMING BABY DINOSAUR. OR A MERMAID. WITH NO FINS. SHE WANTED A NEW LIFE.

SEND ME AROUND THE WORLD IN A HELICOPTER AND I WILL FIND AGARTHA. WHAT’S AGARTHA? NONE OF YOUR DAM BUSINESS. MY FAVORITE PHRASE.

“DIARY OF A GOOD GIRL”

Written By: ChadXzavier

“Today I met a guy. His name was Charley. Charles. Charles A. Bradley. I met him at a club. It was a rave actually. It was awesome, he was awesome. He came up to me towards the end of the night. Did he know it was the end? I don’t know, I couldn’t find my friends. I was standing there, on the dance floor, all alone. Dancing, by myself; more like wiggling side to side, or jeering. I don’t know. He came up to me. He asked me why I was all alone. I looked around, couldn’t see my friends. He looked around too, didn’t see my friends either. He said he would help me find them. We start to walk outside onto the patio esque area under the stars.”

Amoora Amor, stands up, away from her desk. She takes off her jacket as she stares out the window; it is a full moon. She places her jacket in her closet near the window, and sits back down at her desk to continue scribbling and scrabbling.

“Charles was smooth right off the bat. Off the cuff, he was like this here.” She throws up her right hand with all fingers touching, including the thumb. “As we walked out under the stars, he interlocks his arm with mine. The wrong way. He’s just looking at me smiling like please don’t embarrass me. I look at him like oh this is what you want? Ok here you go. I correct our stance, as we take on the atmosphere, and look for my friends. We didn’t find them outside so we walked back inside to the dance floor.”

Amoora’s phone rings. Its Travis. She only calls him Travie. Travie is the only boy she’s ever dated and it ended before it ever became serious. Thank GOD.

AMOORA

Yes Travie? How are you doing this fine evening?

TRAVIE

I was just calling to see what you were doing and what you were wearing.

AMOORA

Well, you’re only going to get one answer of my choosing and I’m writing in my notebook.

TRAVIE

Oh you mean your diary?

AMOORA

Of course I do.

TRAVIE

So why didn’t you just say that then?

AMOORA

If I told you I was writing in my diary you might ask me what I was writing about. If you did that then I would tell you I was writing about a guy I met tonight and I’ll just call you tomorrow if I’m not too busy because I have a busy day tomorrow and I have to get some rest.

TRAVIE

But you have time to write about Mr. Googly Eyes?

AMOORA

Of course I do. I’m sorry Travie.

TRAVIE

No you’re not. Goodnight.

Travie hangs up. Amoora returns to her writing. “As we reached the dance floor, he asked me into a quieter corner of the club parallel to the bar. I agreed. Why wouldn’t I? He said I looked so beautiful, he wanted to know why I was alone and he wanted to wait with me until my friends realigned with my coordinates. I agreed. He told I looked beautiful and he loved my outfit. A black dress, down to the beginning of my knees and some open toes. I looked fabulous and he knew it. He knew it. He walked up to me, with the intent of letting me know, he was crazy about my outfit. It reflected my conservative nature as a spiritual being. I am a spiritual being and I see everybody as a spirit in a body. I melted his heart when I told him that. I could see it in his eyes. He was so caught up on my choice of dress, the depth of the wisdom embedded in my choices caught him off guard. Here I am, at a club, and a gentleman approaches me because I’m dressed in a dress. We must live in a crooked society if he’s astounded women still wear dresses.”

Amoora goes in the shower and once out and dressed, returns to writing. “Charley was mine from the get go. He didn't see it coming. If he’s a true gentleman then he approached me because of my lady like mannerisms. His inquisitive speculation of someone with his inherent value led him to someone with his inherent values. I told him I was from St. Louis and I wasn't as wretched as some of them. He couldn't put his finger on why I was so endearing a Lady. He told me its sexier the way I was dressed. I concurred. I told him I am a Woman of Christ with her own mind who sees everyone as a spirit in a body. I could see it in his eyes, I was blowing his mind. He heard that the last time I've spoke to someone like him.”

REBEL MAN VOLUME ONE:

EPISODE ONE: “THE STATUS QUO”

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

REBEL MAN (ON CAMERA)

I AM REBEL. MAN. I GO LEFT. WHEN YOU GO RIGHT. I GO RIGHT. WHEN YOU GO LEFT. WHEN I SPEAK PEOPLE LISTEN. BECAUSE I AM A REBEL. AND WHAT I SAY IS REBELLIOUS. I NEVER DID THE NORMAL PATH THING. I COULD NEVER MAKE SENSE OF IT. WOULD’VE NEVER HAVE WORKED OUT FOR ME. I NEED MORE STATIC. I LIKE TO MAKE PEOPLE ANGRY.WITHT THE TRUTH. FOR ONLY WHEN PEOPLE ARE ANGRY. FROM THE TRUTH. WILL THEY EVER CHANGE. SO AS REBEL MAN. THE MAN WHO REBELLED. IN A REBELLIOUS MANNER. PEACEFULLY. I FEEL IT IS MY DUTY. TO KEEP PEOPLE ANGRY. AS A FLAT BOOTY.

NOW SINCE ALL THESE PLEASANTRIES HAVE BEEN ESTABLISHED. LET US. DISCUSS. THE STATUS QUO. GOOGLE DEFINES STATUS QUO AS “a Latin phrase meaning the existing state of affairs. It is the nominal form of the prepositional Latin phrase "in statu quo" – literally "in the state in which"

READ IN THOSE WORDS. A PHRASE SUCH AS THIS IS NOT THAT BAD AT ALL. THE STATE IN WHICH. IT LEADS US TO QUESTION THE WORDS THAT FOLLOW. THE STATE IN WHICH WHAT? IF THE ANSWER TO OUR QUESTION OF IS THE STATE IN WHICH WE ARE BENEFICIAL TO US? IF THE ANSWER IS NO. THEN HELL NO. THAT’S GOTTA GO. WE SEE NO OTHER WAY. FOR WE ARE GENERATION Y. AND WE ARE IN CHARGE. WHY? WE DON’T KNOW. BUT WE GON’ GLOW. GLOW GANG. WE GLOBAL. YOU JUST THE OLD GLOBAL EMPIRE. CHURCH!

ORDINARY MAN VOLUME ONE:

EPISODE ONE: “THE STATUS QUO”

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

ORDINARY MAN (ON CAMERA)

I AM ORDINARY MAN. AND I LOVE THE STATUS QUO. THE STATE IN WHICH. IT GIVES US A GUIDELINE IN WHICH TO ABIDE BY. I LOVE ABIDING BY SOMETHING. EVEN IF I’M NOT SURE OF WHAT IS ALL GOING ON BEHIND MY BACK. IF THEY SAY IT IS EASIER TO GO LEFT. I GO LEFT. IF THEY SAY GO RIGHT. I’M ALREADY THERE. I FOLLOW. THE TRUTH MAY BE TOO MUCH FOR ME TO SWALLOW. 2%

I BELIEVE IF A MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ALL ARE DOING THE SAME THING, THEN IT MUST BE SAFE AND SECURE THEREFORE I SHOULD NOT QUESTION THE VALIDITY OF IMPLIED STATEMENTS STIRRING SUCH ACTIONS.

I BELIEVE I WILL BE AS SUCCESSFUL AS I COULD EVER WANT TO BE. IF I FOLLOW THE STATUS QUO. WHATEVER STATE WE ARE IN. I SHOULD NEVER QUESTION IT. INSTEAD I JUST GO ALONG AND FOLLOW. NO MATTER HOW MESSED UP THINGS REALLY MAY BE. WE COULD ALL BE SLAVES. THESE MOVIES MAY NOT ACTUALLY BE LYING. FOR MY SAKE. I HOPE THESE LEADERS KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING. FOR I AM FOLLOWING THEM. BLINDLY.

INTROVERTED MAN VOLUME ONE:

EPISODE ONE: “WHY I AM SO INTRO”

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

INTROVERTED MAN (ON CAMERA)

I AM INTROVERTED. I LIKE. BEING THIS WAY. I AM FORCED TO BE THIS WAY. IF YOU LIKE VANILLA ICE CREAM MORE THAN ANY OTHER FLAVOR. OF ICE CREAM. THEN YOU ARE AND WILL FOREVER BE. A LAVISH SLAVE. TO VANILLA ICE CREAM. IT’S BASIC QUANTUM PHYSICS.

I FEEL FORCED. TO BE INTROVERTED. EVEN THOUGH. AN EXTROVERT LIES BENEATH. I INTROVERT MYSELF. BECAUSE I AM A SOCIAL GIANT. AND I LIKE TO STEP LIGHT.

I AM AN INTROVERT FOR TWO MORE REASONS. EVERYONE EVERYWHERE CAN NOT HOLD CANDLES TO MY OTHER SIDE. THE EXTROVERT. AND SECONDLY. MOST OF THE TIME I JUST WANT TO BE QUIET AND LISTEN. OR BE AWAY. DIP OUT. BE BY MYSELF. STARE UP AT THE SKY. CONTEMPLATE MY VERY EXISTENCE AND JUST WHAT THE HELL I AM DOING ON THIS EARTH.

I LIKE TO KEEP CLOSE TABS ON MY INNER MOST FEELINGS AT EVERY TURN OF MY JOURNEY. AND SOMETIMES YOU JUST CAN’T DO THAT AROUND OTHER PEOPLE. ALL THE TIME. INTROVERTS STAND UP, AND THEN GO IN YOUR CLOSET. YOU ARE MORE COMFORTABLE IN THERE ANYWAY. STOP LYING.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“MEET THE PRESS” 2^nd PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE DRAFT ONE

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

ABC REPORTER (ON CAMERA)

WHAT ARE YOUR VIEWS ON MONOGAMY?

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO GO.

NIXON MAN (ON CAMERA)

ONCE YOU CROSS STATE LINES YOU’RE A WHOLE NOTHER ENTITY YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT? WHAT SHE DON’T KNOW WON’T HURT ME RIGHT NOW. YEAH!?

BBC REPORTER (ON CAMERA)

WHAT ARE YOUR VIEWS ON CHILDREN?

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

I BELIEVE CHILDREN ARE GOING TO BE THE HIGHLIGHT OF OUR LIVES AND WE ARE GOING TO DO THEM JUSTICE. IN ORDER. WITH LIBERTY. FOR ALL.

NIXON MAN (ON CAMERA)

I BELIEVE CHILDREN ARE MINIONS OF MISCHIEF AND THEY’RE GOING TO RUIN OUR EMOTIONAL CAREER. AND OUR FINANCES. DEAR.

CNBC REPORTER (ON CAMERA)

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT HER PARENTS MOVING IN WITH YOU BOTH ONE DAY?

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

NOTHING WOULD MAKE YOU HAPPIER. THAN NOTHING MAKING ME HAPPIER THAN TO HAVE YOUR PARENTS OR JUST YOUR MOTHER ENJOYING HER GOLDEN YEARS. IN OUR COMPANY.

NIXON MAN (ON CAMERA)

NOT WHILE I’M ALIVE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE SQUIGGLY LINE YOU THINK THIS IS. MY MOM CAN’T MOVE IN SO NEITHER CAN YOURS. SHT IN ME.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND” PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE DRAFT TWO

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

IN YOUR HISTORY. AS A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY. YOU HAVE MET AN INFINITE AMOUNT OF SHT BAGS. GUYS WHO WOULD LIE FOR YOU NOT TO CAUSE A SCENE AND CRY. THEY WILL CAUSE YOU PAIN, FOR THEIR INPLAUSIBLE GAIN. THEY WILL CHEAT TO EAT. THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR. YOU DESERVE TO BE TREATED FAIRER THAN THIS. FOR ARE YOU NOT A FAIR LADY?

DO YOU NOT. AS A PERSON. DESERVE TO BE TOLD THE TRUTH? EVEN WHEN IT IS NOT IN THE TRUTH TELLER’S BEST INTERESTS? ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS NOT IN THE TRUTH TELLER’S BEST INTEREST! A REAL TRUTH TELLER IS NOT CONCERNED WITH THE CONSEQUENCES. OF TELLING THE TRUTH. ON HIMSELF.

IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG. YOU ARE GOING TO KNOW ABOUT IT. I’M JUST GOING TO HAVE TO PREPARE A SPEECH FIRST. BUT I WILL TELL YOU. I WILL HOLD NOTHING BACK. I WILL BUILD A FOUNDATION OF TRUST. BASED ON THE COUNTLESS MEMORIES. YOU WILL HAVE OF ME. OF ALWAYS TELLING YOU THE TRUTH. STARTING HERE TODAY. I WILL TELL YOU THINGS YOU DIDN’T WANT TO KNOW. JUST SO. I CAN NEVER BE ACCUSED. OR COME UNDER FIRE. FOR NOT BEING OPEN ABOUT IT SHOULD IT EVER MANIFEST PROBLEMS.

I BELIEVE SINCERITY IS THE UNDERLYING BASE OF THE RELATIONSHIP. BETWEEN YOU AND I. I FEEL. WHAT I FEEL. I KNOW WHAT I FEEL. I KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I FEEL IT. I KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN I FEEL IT. I KNOW HOW TO FEEL. I KNOW HOW TO FEEL YOU OUT AS WELL.

THIS IS WHAT I INTEND TO DO. I INTEND. TO KEEP EVERY WORD SINCERE. WHY WOULD I EVER SAY SOMETHING TO YOU. THAT I JUST DON’T FEEL?

THESE ARE MY BELIEFS. IF THEY ARE SYMMETRICALLY CONGRUENT WITH YOURS, JANUARY 20^TH WILL BE OUR ANNIVERSARY.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND” PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE DRAFT THREE

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

IF I AM ELECTED BOYFRIEND. MY VICE PRESIDENT. MY JIMMY. WILL NOT BE IN CHARGE. HE WILL NOT RULE ME. HE WILL TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I WILL NOT LISTEN TO HIM ON MANY DAYS. ONLY ON CERTAIN DAYS YOU AGREE ON. MY JIMMY DOES NOT CONTROL ME. I AM NOT A SLAVE. TO MY JIMMY. MY JIMMY AND HIS NEEDS ARE NOT MY NEEDS. HE IS NOT MY KING. I DO NOT WORSHIP. MY JIMMY. I DO NOT VALUE MY JIMMY SO MUCH TO NOT VALUE. THE SAME PERSON. I W A N T T O P L A C E M Y J I M M Y I N. I RESPECT THE NEEDS. OF MY FEMALE COUNTERPART..MY JIMMY AND I ARE NOT AT WAR. WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER. SEX. EITHER ONE. WE ARE NOT AGAINST YOU.

WE DO NOT INTEND TO TAKE FROM YOU. FOR SEX

WE DO NOT INTEND TO LIE TO YOU. FOR IT.

WE SHALL NEITHER STEAL FOR IT NOR KILL FOR IT.

WE SIMPLY DO NOT THINK IT IS WORTH IT. WE UNDERSTAND THE CONSEQUENCES OF NON BENEFICIAL KARMA STEMMING FROM NON BENEFICIAL ACTIONS TAKEN INTENTIONALLY IN A MALICIOUS STATE. WE ARE NOT THE C.I.A.

IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND. YOU WOULD LET ME SMASH. TONIGHT. GOODNIGHT AMERICA. AND GOOD LUCK.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND” PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE NIXON DRAFT ONE

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

NIXON MAN (ON CAMERA)

MY OPPONENT IN THIS ELECTION. MAKES STATEMENTS ON TRUTH. TRUST. FOUNDATIONS AND SINCERITY. THEREFORE I MUST SAY. I SINCERELY AGREE. YOU WANT TRUTH AMERICA? OK. FROM A RETROSPECTIVE POINT OF VIEW. HERE IS MY AGENDA:

I AM NOT GOING TO TREAT YOU. AS A PERSON.

I AM NOT GOING TO LOOK AT YOU. AS A PERSON

I AM GOING TO LOOK AT YOU. AS AN OBJECT

I AM NOT GOING TO OBJECT TO THE FACT. YOU. AS A WOMAN ARE OBJECTIFIED

I DON’T GIVE A DAM ABOUT THAT I JUST WANT SOME SPAZ.

I SEE YOU ONLY AS A TROPHY AND SEX SLAVE. TO ONLY ME. EVEN IF I SPREAD MY NATURAL OATS. YOU MUST STILL. REMAIN LOYAL.

HOW COULD YOU EVER BE MORE TO ME THAN HOW YOU LOOK AND HOW OTHERS LOOK TO YOU AND WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR ME? ASK NOT WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU. BUT FOR WHAT YOU. CAN DO FOR ME.

IS THIS THE TYPE OF HONESTY YOU VALUE?

I THOUGHT SO.

I AM GOING TO LIE TO YOU EVERY CHANCE IT BENEFITS ME

IF I CAN GET SOMETHING FROM YOU BY LYING AND I COULDN’T GET IT BY NOT LYING. I AM SO SORRY. I WOULD HAVE TO LIE. IF LYING IS THE ONLY WAY TO WIN. THEN DAMMIT I’M GOING TO BED A WINNER.

IF YOU ASK ME A QUESTION. AND IT DOESN’T BENEFIT ME AND WHAT I CAN GAIN FROM YOU TO REVEAL THE TRUTH. I MUST REFRAIN TRUTH FROM YOU.

NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS GUARANTEED. AND NEITHER IS TRUST. DON’T TRUST ME. I DON’T TRUST YOU. I ALREADY BUGGED YOUR PURSE. YOUR CAR. YOUR HOME. EVEN YOUR FAVORITE COUSIN’S. I TRUST TRUTH IS SOMETHING YOU’RE GOING TO HAVE TO FIND BECAUSE. OVER HERE. TRUTH IS JUST NOT SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET FOR THE NEXT 8 YRS. IF I AM ELECTED BOYFRIEND. I HOPE YOU MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE AMERICA. WE CAN HAVE OUR HONEYMOON. AT THE WATERGATE HOTEL. SHAMELESSLY.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“IF I WAS STILL YOUR BOYFRIEND” PRESIDENTIAL RESIGNATION NIXON

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

NIXON MAN (ON CAMERA)

GOOD EVENING. THIS IS THE SAME ROOM I’VE SPOKEN TO YOU HUNDREDS OF TIMES IN. SO MANY LOVELY TIMES WE HAVE SHARED IN THIS ROOM. EACH MAKING OF LOVE ADDED TO OUR NATIONAL INTEREST. THRU OUT ALL HARD TIMES I HAVE TRIED MY DAMNEST TO DO WHAT WAS THE BEST FOR US. THRU OUT THE LONG OTHER BABY MAMA DRAMA. IS HE YOUR BABY OR ISN’T HE YOUR BABY?

I HAVE TRIED TO PERSEVERE. THRU ALL OF IT. FOR YOU. FOR MYSELF. FOR US. AS A FAMILY. TO MAKE EVERY POSSIBLE EFFORT TO COMPLETE EVERY PROMISE I EVER MADE TO YOU. TO COMPLETE MY TERM AS YOUR LOVER.

IN THE LAST FEW DAYS HOWEVER. IT HAS BECOME EVIDENT. TO ME. I NO LONGER HAVE YOUR HEART. TO JUSTIFY. CONTINUING THE EFFORT ON WITHOUT IT. LONG AS I HAD YOUR LOVE I FELT STRONGLY TO USE IT. BUT WITH THE DISAPPEARANCE OF THAT LOVE. THERE IS NO LONGER A NEED.

I WOULD HAVE PREFERRED. TO CARRY OUT MY DUTIES IN OFFICE. TO KEEP PLEASING THAT BOOTY. DUE TO MY NEW BABY FROM ANOTHER WOMAN. WITH A BIGGER BOOTY. I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO CARRY ON WITH BOTH FAMILIES. IN COMPLETE HARMONY. HOWEVER YOU DON’T BUY THAT. THE INTEREST OF YOUR HEART MUST ALWAYS COME BEFORE MY HEART

BECAUSE OF THIS NEW BABY. I MIGHT NOT HAVE YOUR BLESSINGS. FOR ANY EFFECTIVE LEGISLATION. AS YOUR LOVER I AM SUPPOSED TO PUT YOUR LOVE FIRST. YOU NEED A FULLTIME LOVER.

OUR FOREIGN POLICY IS SUFFERING AS A RESULT OF OUR DOMESTIC EMOTIONAL OIL SPILLS. THEREFORE. I WILL RESIGN. THE OFFICE. OF YOUR REPUBLICAN LOVER.TOMORROW AT NOON. LOOKS LIKE I AM GOING TO BED. A LOSER. AFTER ALL. YOUR SIDE NIGGA. WILL BE SWORN IN. AT ANY TIME OF YOUR CHOOSING. I KNOW YOU HAVE ONE. YOU KNOW I BUGGED YOU.

GENTLEMAN VOLUME ONE

EPISODE ONE:

“IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND” PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE

WRITTEN BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

GENTLEMAN (ON CAMERA)

IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND. I WOULD LISTEN TO YOU. ALL THE TIME. I WOULD LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU SAY. EVERY WORD. WILL NOT GO IN ONE EAR AND OUT. THE OTHER. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRL I’LL EVEN LISTEN TO ALL THE WORDS YOU DON’T SAY. YES. IF I AM ELECTED YOUR BOYFRIEND…I WILL READ YOUR BODY LANGUAGE. I CAN’T WAIT TO TRANSLATE IT.

IN YOUR PAST. YOU HAVE PROBABLY SEEN ONLY SHT BAGS. ON THE BALLOT. THEY’VE PROBABLY BEEN REPUBLICAN. IN THE PAST. YOUR EX BOYFRIENDS MAY NOW BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE.WHETHER YOU CAN OR CAN NOT. GET AWAY FROM THEM. LIKE GEORGE BUSH. EITHER ONE. THEY’RE BOTH JUST LIKE A BOYFRIEND YOU HAD IN THE PAST. I’M SURE OF IT.

IN THE PAST. I’M SURE. YOUR FORMER LOVERS. LIED TO YOU. THEY PROBABLY ENJOYED IT VERY MUCH SO AS WELL I IMAGINE. I HATE TO THINK ABOUT ALL TIMES. THEY STOLE YOUR HEART WITH A LIE. FOR EVERY MAN KNOWS. THE KEY TO YOUR PANTIES. LIES IN YOUR HEART. YOUR MIND. A CONNECTION. TO YOUR SOUL.

BUT THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO GET THE PANTIES. AND THESE WAYS ARE NOT MORAL AT ALL. AND THESE BARBARIANS JUST DON’T GIVE A DAM. WELL I GIVE A DAM.

IF I WAS ELECTED YOUR BOYFRIEND IN THE FALL…I WILL CUT EMOTIONAL TAXES. YOU WON’T BEAR INTEREST ON YOUR FEELINGS ANYMORE BABY.

IF I AM ELECTED DEMOCRACTIC LOVER OF YOUR BODY. YOUR GDP RISES AGAIN. OUR ECONOMY. WILL BE BOOMING. THE FOREIGN POLICY IMPROVES. I WILL TAKE YOU PLACES. AND WE WILL HAVE FUN. I WILL PAY THE WAY. I WILL FEED YOU. I WILL FILL YOUR TANK UP. I HOPE YOU DON’T DRIVE A HUMMER. I WILL TREAT YOUR FRIENDS WITH RESPECT. EVEN IF I WISHED IT WERE JUST YOU AND I AGAINST THE WALL.

I WOULD TREAT YOU WITH MORE RESPECT. THAN ANYONE BEFORE ME EVER HAS. IF YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART.

(JACK KENNEDY STYLE) I’LL NEVER GIVE IT BACK.

“NEAR SEX: THE STORY OF CHARLES ABIGAIL BRADLEY”

CHARLES CHRONOLOGICAL ADVENTURE

THE STORY STARTS OFF WITH CHARLES PONDERING OVER THE ADVENTURES WITH WHICH HIS MATURATION BEGAN.10YRS AGO.

SEX STORIES

SCENE ONE – CHARLES ABIGAIL WAS INTRODUCED TO SEX TOO YOUNG. FROM BEING EXPOSED BY FAMILY FRIENDS OR OUTSIDE LIFE. HE WAS EXPOSED TOO YOUNG TO FEEL ONLY THE PLEASURE IT BRINGS. TOO YOUNG TO EVER ENJOY IT IN HIS YOUTH. INCLUDE ALL EARLY EXPERIENCES

SCENE TWO – ALL THE DIFFERENT GOOD EXPERIENCES WITH SEX.

SCENE THREE – ALL THE DIFFERENT BAD EXPERIENCES WITH SEX

SCENE FOUR – “NEAR SEX” AND WTF THAT IS…

SCENE FIVE – WRAP UP NEAR SEX EXPERIENCES BOTH GOOD AND BAD.

SCENE SIX – A DEEP ANALYSIS OF THE LAST TIME HE HAD REAL SEX AND WHAT ACTUALLY TRANSPIRED ULTIMATELY RESULTING IN HIS INNER MOTIVES TOWARDS NOT PURSUING SEX.

SCENE SEVEN – A RUNDOWN OF THE 5 ½ YRS HE MAINTAINED ABSTINENCE

SCENE EIGHT – WHY HE MAINTAINED IT SO LONG, WHY HE GAVE IT UP AND HOW. THE 300$ NUT.

SCENE NINE – RECOVERING FROM THE 300$ NUT AND WHERE HE STANDS ON SEX

SCENE TEN – BONUS SCENE ABOUT THE IESHA NIGHT

MONEY STORIES

SCENE ONE:

DRUG STORIES

GANG STORIES

FIGHTING STORIES

VIOLENCE STORIES

SCHOOL STORIES

JOB STORIES

FAMILY STORIES

PET STORIES

AMBITION STORIES

FRIEND STORIES

ACQUAINTICES STORIES

IG CHARLES ABIGAIL BRADLEY

NOTES

CONCEPTUAL TOPICS:

SEX

MONEY

DRUGS

GANGS

FIGHTING

VIOLENCE

SCHOOL

JOBS

FAMILY

PETS

AMBITIONS

FRIENDS

ACQUAINTICES

THE STORY OF GINA:

GINA, GINA, GINA. GINA is my favorite franchise of all time. One of my actors from INTUTION, HE RU ME KA EL helped me establish the foundation for GINA back in late 2011 and thru 2012.

The main 4 characters are GINA, CREA, P.LAY AND DOMENICA ORDOZ. What we will be working on 1^st is the relationship between GINA AND CREA. P.LAY AND DOMENICA don’t premiere until the OFFICIAL GINA FILM and I wanted to 1^st introduce GINA AND CREA.

CREA, last name TIVITAE. He represents CREATIVITY, accomplishing tasks with ideas and solving problems. He is in his early 20’s. He respects ambition, productivity and creating inventions. He likes to party hard and have a great time, at the same time he just values his self worth in his creations and productivity.

GINA, is CREA’s imagination. ImaGINAtion. They have been together since childhood and are very inseparable. They pretty much spend all their time together. They love being around each other. They don’t figure this out until the OFFICIAL GINA FILM when P.LAY AND DOMENICA ORDOZ show up but once they split up and go separate ways, they can not function alone. CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION go hand in hand and can’t function without one another.

GINA is CREA’s girlfriend and closest companion and confidant. CREA can not accomplish anything “REAL” without her. She completely holds his attention. GINA, is what he holds nearest and dearest to his heart. By the time the franchise reaches its 2^nd or 3^rd film the audience will realize even supernatural couples have problems, and that’s pretty funny to compare human relations to Creativity’s Imagination growing resentful due to his unwillingness to play with her.

The following films will spotlight the encountered issues when all CREA wants to do with GINA is create and all GINA wants from him is equal play time.

HONESTLY, GINA WAS AN IDEA I DIDN’T THINK I’D ACTUALLY FIND AN ACTRESS TO PLAY HER AND GET TO START AND FINISH WHILE I WAS STILL NOT WELL KNOWN AS A FILMMAKER. I KINDA PUT IT ON THE SHELF BECAUSE ITS THE MOST IMPORTANT IDEA TO ME. WHEN I GOT TO FILM SCHOOL I ENVISIONED “GINA” BEING MY FINAL PROJECT SHORT FILM. THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT OF GINA. PLUS I FELT I NEEDED A BUDGET FOR
“GINA” TO ACTUALLY PORTRAY THE STORY RIGHT.

WHAT I DO WANT TO DO HOWEVER, IS DEFINE THE ORIGIN STORY OF GINA HERE. A PRE STORY TO THE OFFICIAL INTRODUCTION FILM “GINA”.I WANTED TO START OFF THE “GINA” FRANCHISE BY INTRODUCING THE 2MAIN CHARACTERSL GINA AND CREA AND HOW THEY LIVE AND BEHAVE.

I WANT THIS FILM TO BE EPIC, THE GREAT STORY IDEA IS ALREADY THERE. ITS HARD TO FIND A MORE CREATIVE STORY THAN THE PERSONIFIED RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN CREATIVITY’s IMAGINATION. I WANT THESE WORDS TO POP OFF THE PAGE AND THE VISUALS TO JUMP OUT THE SCREEN. I WANT TO COMPLETELY BOGGLE PEOPLE WITH HOW EASY WE MADE THIS LOOK.

I’M VERY DIPLOMATIC AND I LIKE AN EASY WORKING ENVIRONMENT. IF YOU WANNA ADD BETTER DIALOGUE OR SCENES, WE CAN DO THAST. I LIKE ACCEPTING OTHER PEOPLE’S IDEAS ON SET BECAUSE I’M LIMITED BY MY PERSPECTIVE. I CAN ONLY SEE WHAT CHAD SEES SO OTHER PEOPLE’S PERSPECTIVES WHILE FILMING ARE VERY USEFUL. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwDVc3tKliM (I JUST STARTED LISTENING TO MEDITATION MUSIC WHILE WRITING FOR CONCENTRATION PURPOSES. THIS IS MY FAVE.)

QUOTES on Imagination

“The lunatic, the lover, and the poet, are of imagination all compact.”

—	William Shakespeare

“Imagination was given to man to compensate him for what he isn’t. a sense of humor was provided to console him for what he is.”Horace Walpole.

“Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

—	Albert Einstein

“Life is a plus and a minus. Nothing exists without the other. They become one, but one can not exist. The question is what exists out of our imagination?”

Imagination will often carry us to worlds that were never there, but without it we go nowhere.

Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions.
Albert Einstein

I cannot imagine a God who rewards and punishes the objects of his creation and is but a reflection of human frailty.
Albert Einstein

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
Dr. Seuss

Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only at night.
Edgar Allan Poe

Can you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?
Sun Tzu

You can't depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.
Mark Twain

Think left and think right and think low and think high. Oh, the thinks you can think up if only you try!
Dr. Seuss

The man who has no imagination has no wings.
Muhammad Ali

All successful people men and women are big dreamers. They imagine what their future could be, ideal in every respect, and then they work every day toward their distant vision, that goal or purpose.
Brian Tracy

If you want a vision of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face - forever.
George Orwell

Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere.
Carl Sagan

The saddest thing I can imagine is to get used to luxury.
Charlie Chaplin

I saw the angel in the marble and carved until I set him free.
Michelangelo

Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.
Henry David Thoreau

To invent, you need a good imagination and a pile of junk.
Thomas A. Edison

I only hope that we don't lose sight of one thing - that it was all started by a mouse.
Walt Disney

I paint objects as I think them, not as I see them.
Pablo Picasso

Imagination rules the world.
Napoleon Bonaparte

Live out of your imagination, not your history.
Stephen Covey

Everything that is new or uncommon raises a pleasure in the imagination, because it fills the soul with an agreeable surprise, gratifies its curiosity, and gives it an idea of which it was not before possessed.
Joseph Addison

A rock pile ceases to be a rock pile the moment a single man contemplates it, bearing within him the image of a cathedral.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

All men who have achieved great things have been great dreamers.

Orison Swett Marden

“CREATING GINA”

WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY: CHADXZAVIERFILMS

FADE IN ON:

“INTU”

WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY: CHAD XZAVIER FILMS

STARRING: ME KA EL HE RU AND CHADFILMS

FADE IN ON:

EXT. OUTSIDE FRONT LAWN. MORNING.

CLOSE UP. MIKE. ME KA EL HE RU. STANDING. IN THE SUN. CHILLING. RELAXING. ENGAGING THE. SURROUNDING. ENERGIES. NARRATION.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

Meet ME KA EL. HE RU. My intuition, or INTU. He’s my internal guide. Working, as one, with spirit. The one spirit, developing us from the inside out. I’ve known him all my life. And he is my closest friend. We are one, actually. He’s kept me out of trouble MANY times. The most recent one however, forever changed our relationship. For the better.

CUT TO:

FLASHBACK

EXT. NEIGHBOR’S LAWN. DAY.

CLIP FROM “IN” WHERE HE RU SAVES CHAD FROM AN ARMED ROBBERY BEATDOWN. CHAD RESUMES.

CUT TO:

EXT. CHAD’s BACKYARD. DAY

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

After this, I began to trust him more. For he had saved my life, effortlessly. His pure, unadulterated awareness, allowed me to retain my most valuable asset; my life. We thus began on a journey of inner awareness, self discovery and bombastic now moments.

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EXT. OUTSIDE LAWN. MOMENTS LATER.

CHAD. AND HE RU. MEDITATING. OUTSIDE. PERFORMING. BREATHING. EXERCISES. WORKING OUT. TOGETHER. ANGER RETAINMENT PRACTICING. AS WELL. CHAD RESUMES.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

He kept me enthralled in the natural beauty of life.

HE RU COMPLIMENTING THE SCENERY.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Notice the beauty all around you young TATA kisser. Is this not a grand sight in midst of the land fight? Does your seed not grow at the mere sight of Mother Nature’s spectacular generosity?

CHAD BEGINS TO ALSO. TAKE IN. THE SIGHTS. OF GRANDUER.

HE RU (CONTINUED) (ON CAMERA)

Now when we appreciate the fineness, of Mother Nature’s soft, silky, bosom, we only get more bosom, to caress. And do you know why?

CHAD. SHAKING HIS HEAD. NO.

HE RU (CONTINUED) (ON CAMERA)

‘Cuz Karma has a FAT ASS!!!

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

We worked out on a regular basis. He kept me in shape.

HE RU (ON CAMERA) (YELLING)

DON’T YOU WANNA GIRL FRIEND? YOU, YOU, YOU CRAZY PERSON. WELL LOOK AT THAT CHEST. LOOK AT IT!!! THE ONLY THING COOL ABOUT YOUR CHEST IS I CAN SEE YOUR HEART BEATING. IF SHE CAN SEE YOUR HEART BEATING. THEN SHE WILL NEVER LET YOU START, EATIING.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

He was constantly uplifting my spirits with witty speeches on the importance of our connection.

CHAD SITTING DOWN. WITH HE RU. SPITTING KNOWLEDGE. UPON HIS ASS.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Now CHIZZI. When you buy a sandwich from a sub shop, and you turn around to stretch, at the same time your sandwich accidentally falls to the ground and the clerk opts not to tell you; you know whose gonna save your grass? ME!

When you run across an old female friend at the grocery store and start conversing with her … forgetting her baby daddy has threatened to click clack your tic tacs the next time he sees you…and he’s right around the corner looking for regular goldfish; whose gonna fill you in? Whos Gunna Tell Yu Yur Right Next tu de Regular Goldfish? ME! That’s whom.

When your Mother unknowingly smuggles a mouse in her huge shoe bag from storage, whose gonna shake that nasty bag out before you’re setting rat traps in a car like a dam clown?! Me! Me! Me!

When your older brother calls you to “see if you wanted to make some extra money”, whose gonna keep you off that phone, without a major headache Fam and out of county Orange?

Now let’s go getchu some Hussy with a P!

HE RU. WALKING. OFF SCREEN. FREEZE FRAME.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

And with a pal like that, what would you do?

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CREDIT SEQUENCE: “INTU”

CUT TO:

INT. THEIR SHARED ROOM. DAY.

HE RU AND CHAD. SITTING DOWN. DISCUSSING THEIR NEW DAY.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

HE RU walked me thru our day, informing me on all the “surprises” that would’ve depleted precious life energy from your boy.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Ok 1^st off, when its time to go to work, we’re gonna leave thru the back door, and cut thru a neighbors yard because there’s a group of ANTWON LAVEY DISCIPLES about to knock on the door and we just don’t have time for them. They too much; confusing.

When we get to work, don’t say anything to Michael Messing because he’s having a super bad day and good vibes, good vibes, all we need are good vibes.

When its time for lunch, I know you wanna chicken pattie with cocoa bread and all, but they’re stale bra. Go Chinese.

CHAD (ON CAMERA)

SHI-SHI NI’

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

And when Tori calls you and lets you know her boyfriend finally broke up with her after cheating, tell her that’s good for her dumb ass and hang up on that pro. Stupid is as stupid does and giving her another chance is just stupid! And what are we?

CHAD (ON CAMERA)

NOT STUPIDDDDDDDD!

CHAD. RECEIVES. PHONE CALL.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Aye brah, whatchu doing? That’s a bill collector. And we don’t do bills. Light some candles.

CHAD SEES A FINE FEMALE OFF CAMERA. HE RU INTERVENES.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Chill bra…she’s 17 and a half.

CHAD (ON CAMERA)

Bet that up cuzzo!

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Aye, you already know; but in 6months…

THEY BOTH. CRANK. THE SADDLE UP COWBOY BOOGY.

HE RU (ON CAMERA) (CONTINUED)

I’m hitting it 1^st tho.

CHAD. GIVING HIM. THE STINK FACE.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

He also let me know when other’s attempted to deceive a playa.

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EXT. STREET. MOMENTS LATER.

CHAD AND HE RU. WALKING DOWN THE STREET. ENTER. BUMWARD. SITTNG ON CAR. OR FLOOR.

BUMWARD (ON CAMERA)

SPARE SOME CHANGE?

CHAD. REACHES INTO. POCKET. BEGINNING TO. PULL OUT. DOLLAR.

HE RU. INTERRUPTING.

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

Don’t do it fam…he already has 9 in his pocket, he’s just trying to buy a dime sac.

CHAD (ON CAMERA)

And what’s so wrong with that?

HE RU (ON CAMERA)

He ain’t gonna let you hit it. He got cataracts.

CHAD (ON CAMERA)

OH HELL NAH!

DEAR MIKE: AT THIS POINT I AM KINDA OUT OF IDEAS FOR MORE SCENES AND IT IS 5 AM AND I AM ON MY WAY TO YOUR PLACE SO HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO ADD MORE TO THE SCRIPT. OTHERWISE WE STOP HERE. THANK YOU.

THEY BOTH. WALK AWAY. INTO THE DISTANCE.

CHAD (OFF SCREEN)

And with a bud like that…how can I not appreciate him?

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~~FADE TO BLACK~~

Blueberry compote – Title sequence

Bring back stubbles – Don’t chu wanna girlfriend?

Cerebral Vortex – Troy’s scenes

Combustible Coffee Pot – ether opening scene or during intuition quotes

Don’t Quit Your Day Job -- Troy’s INTU surfaces

In The Bowels of Sanctuary – dunno

Junk Science – closing scene, moral

Just Got Feet, Don’t Got Shoes – dunoo

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

The only real valuable thing is intuition.

There is no logical way to the discovery of these elemental laws. There is only the way of intuition, which is helped by a feeling for the order lying behind the appearance.

The more you trust your intuition, the more empowered you become, the stronger you become, and the happier you become.
Gisele Bundchen

Listen to your intuition. It will tell you everything you need to know.
Anthony J. D'Angelo

Faith is a passionate intuition.
William Wordsworth

Enlightened leadership is spiritual if we understand spirituality not as some kind of religious dogma or ideology but as the domain of awareness where we experience values like truth, goodness, beauty, love and compassion, and also intuition, creativity, insight and focused attention.
Deepak Chopra

Trusting our intuition often saves us from disaster.
Anne Wilson Schaef

Intuition is a spiritual faculty and does not explain, but simply points the way.
Florence Scovel Shinn

Intuition will tell the thinking mind where to look next.
Jonas Salk

Intuition comes very close to clairvoyance; it appears to be the extrasensory perception of reality.
Alexis Carrel

You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. What you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover is yourself.
Alan Alda

The creative is the place where no one else has ever been. You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition.
Alan Alda
Cease trying to work everything out with your minds. It will get you nowhere. Live by intuition and inspiration and let your whole life be Revelation.
Eileen Caddy

The two operations of our understanding, intuition and deduction, on which alone we have said we must rely in the acquisition of knowledge.
Rene Descartes

I feel there are two people inside me - me and my intuition. If I go against her, she'll screw me every time, and if I follow her, we get along quite nicely.

Kim Basinger

SHE WILL BE LOVED

(Verse ))

Alright, new job met a chick – On that high school shit

17 a senior – much cleaner with a meaner demeanor

And she demeans me – not feeling like she needs me

But why does she feed me – more attention

Than any other female? Analyze the details

Cuz I do – that’s all that I do – is rival

My intuition – telling me to get missing

Dipping and dipping – no more stripping

Emotionally, cuz she’s too close to me

She don’t boast to me – about her boyfriend

I mean she has one – but its not joyous

Her relationship – can’t relate to this

Not what we feeling – how are we healing?

All the wrongs not committed to each other

By each other – we reach each other teach each other

And breach each other’s boundaries

Man she’s hounding me – at work at work

But I text her ass off beserk

She’s going – she’s throwing

Her throwaway text only number away

I’m not her homie, she’s calls me gay – in my face

At work, as a joke, but off the clock, not a stroke

On her keyboard, I don’t need more, her attention, at home

But at work she plays – as if she never says

CHAD WORK ETHIC

(INTRO):

Yea man, alotta people at my job look at me as the payroll weirdo. They don’t understand the unusual habits,

Tactics , and strategies I use to increase the peace rate in my work environment. In your place of employment, its always up to you to maintain a peaceful atmosphere. An atmosphere, of peace. It’s a lot harder than it sounds though.

(verse 1):

But not for me though, I see it for what it be though

An opportunity folk, to let my colors shine stroke

Painting my day as I smile more as I wild more

Release my inner child more but this hear color’s mine whore

You need to find your own – mine, treating customers like their at home

what floats thru the dome? Too focused for my thoughts to roam

man I gotta list, a whole lotta tasks

I don’t finish it, then that’s my grass

I learn from mistakes don’t live in the past

Hands side to side as I clean that glass

All day long break a box take the trash

Open up the door as the patrons enter

This place could’ve been hatred central

Now its just my station where I’m bout to change the nation

All without an apron but not without a hat

And it says monopoly cuz my new job won the lotto

And that’s a fact

Man I just got transferred and I didn’t have a say in these

Events but now I moved to a full time job, isn’t that a pay increase

I make double what I made cuz I moved on my birthday

I take initiative, no really I’m not bothered

You call it clocking in I call it smacking fathers

INTRODUCTION: FADED

I’m walking, and talking, to myself. Not for pleasure, enough of that is in the system from the cup without a measure. I’m talking for my health, ensuring the ground; eager to smack my face missed him. I’m so humble they say, I feel a pain making me stumble. I don’t want to do so literally, because an oh so literal me, has drank too much, but I haven’t thanked too much. I’m grateful to be alive, grateful to be that guy, ensnared in the public’s eye, because I’m a young man. I can only do the things the young can. Or maybe that’s my greatest flaw.

Nickademis Sibinachi

Why do I drink alcohol? Beer and liquor, to escape the pain. The pain underneath my skin, the pain from the public perception of skin, the pain from how people perceive me due to what other people of this skin color do to other people. I can’t blame them, and I can’t be blamed for them, even though it feels that way. If I’m wrong though, why do I feel this way. Am I crazy? Maybe a little, but I always heard, meaning I now believe, the only thing real, is what you feel. What can I do to make it better? Drinking doesn’t seem to do it, but I sure as hell feel better now. Until I urinate it all out, or throw it all up. Then I really feel much better, if I drank too much.

Why do I smoke marijuana? To escape the reality’s pain they say. To escape life’s problems they say. Why should life even have problems I ask. Why should reality even be pain I ask. Of course I get an answer, I get two; one from them, one from me. They say that’s just life, I say that’s just trifling and it doesn’t have to be that way. How can you justify weed smoking to someone who doesn’t weed smoke? You can’t so why even try. It does feel good though. It feels real good. Feels better than drinking, better than sex, and it doesn’t seem to have the same negative consequences, but it sure does have a worst perception cast upon you by the gavel holders. The robe less gavel holders, the gavel holders without a bailiff, the gavel holders without opposing lawyers present; and those gavel holders aren’t much better either.

If society looks down upon something, it doesn’t even really matter if they’re justified for it. For they are society, and society is always write. Society is a group of people you have never met individually, for they do not act as individuals, they do not voice their individual concerns to each other, for they all society. They only voice their concerns to you, whom is not following their mandate; who is not following their daily routine, who does not believe their beliefs, who does not cherish their values. If you are so unfortunate enough to be one of these outcasts, it’s a tragic life. You may constantly feel looked down upon, because you are, you may always feel undervalued, because you overtly are, and if you feel worthless, its probably because you’re not. Society fears the individual, the one who stands up in class, holding an index finger to the sky saying “Hold up, this isn’t right.” That’s why they make us sit down. I say us, because, I am one of you, a part of you; a part of something new, the individual’s society. A society, for the individual, by the individual; with unconditional love shown to, the individual, by the individual.

DEAR MR. & MRS. INDIVIDUAL

Dear individual, I am here to say I love you, for I know they won’t

I am here to say I cherish your values, because they don’t

I am here to voice my concern, for your right to earn your dignity back

Even though you never lost it in the first place, that’s fact

Their opinion is wack, only because they shoot yours down without tact

So what you didn’t finish school, whether high or college

It doesn’t make your soul any less polished, or more tarnished

For one day, whether Sunday or Monday, you will see your decisions in youth were sometimes that of a fool

And you’ll win the will to redeem yourself, to yourself, but not to them

For they bathe your face in your past mistakes as if it were the community pool

But know even if I am the only one

Who says I love you, know I’m not, there’s always one more, even if its only HIS ONE BEGOTTEN SON

CHAPTER ONE: SOBRIETY

Now what would you do if all of a sudden you could not smoke? Because you’re not living on your own and violating house rules will get you choked? And if you choose to do so anyways, for GOD’s sake please don’t let them hear you choke, cough, gasp, laugh, snicker or flicker, your Bic or your light. They’ll see it as nothing less than spite, and despite, your reasons for flaming the leaves as natural as the seasons, its always considered treason and your season, in their abode, erodes as smooth as the smoke arose, and you find your bags thrown out as quickly as they were eased in. Sobriety.

Nickademis Sibinachi

Sobriety, whether from drinking or smoking, is not always a choice. Sometime it is forced thru isolation from the atmosphere in which you partake in such a lifestyle. What do you do then? Go crazy, you cry, you swing on the air, you curse everyone but GOD. Eventually, when you reach this point, you learn to curse yourself, for even allowing yourself to grow dependent on such a substance “to get you thru the hard times”. Why did I allow it to have so much power over me? Why did I spend all the money I earned and received on this stuff? This drink, this smoke, this powder, this glue, this crap? I don’t get it. Why did I see nothing wrong with it for so long? Why did GOD have to switch my entire life situation around for me to see the truth. I don’t need it and it doesn’t need me.

Does one always have to go to rehab to fully be cured? Can one ever truly be cured? What constitutes a cure? What does it mean to be cured? To no longer want it? Is that ever 100% possible? Won’t I always have at least a small yearning to climb that height. Ha, “climb that height”, why do we make up cute little names for smoking dope? And why do our parents and authority figures love to label it “smoking dope”?

How do you get over something you’ve been doing faithfully for years and years and years and years? How do you just all of a sudden go from the publicly, notorious Mr. Pothead to “ I have to throw away all my paraphernalia”? What do you do with your spare time? What does your spare time do with you? Will you ever fully recover, or are you only destined to walk up and down the same steps till death ascends you?

MY HISTORY ‘s MYSTERY

Started daily smoking at 17

Back then, getting accustomed to copping 7mean

Green, serene grams, going on the balcony or outside and going ham

Senior year, this senior cleared

Graduation’s hurdle

On stage, with diploma in hand, senior held near graduation’s girdle.

“You better graduate Chad, you better graduate Chad”

Momma’s words exactly, from the kitchen

I had a job too, worked til 11:30 on school nights, too sleepy

So when the alarm creeped me at 6:00AM, I grabbed my you better graduate bag

That sticky Mickeii – my incentive

To wake my grass up and get to school on time feeling inventive

After I had breakfast, now my stomach itching

I graduated, fast forward the next year, momma’s agitated

Arrested on Martin Luther King Day

What would Martin Luther King say? Would he detest it?

Or are we just political prisoners whose smoking spots need more careful selection?

I didn’t stop then, I wasn’t stupid, but committed

If I was gonna stop then, I never should’ve did it

I stopped the next year, for 4months, that felt easy

Fast forward to 3weeks ago, my most recent quit, straight queasy.

CHAPTER TWO: ISOLATION

Sitting in my new room, in my house, already cleaned up with a new broom, so I shouldn’t invite a new mouse. For they don’t have any, and I don’t have any either, friends. And with this mindset I’m finding now, it’ll probably be a keeper. For I’m too scared to reach out to new people, who may never reach out, or if they do, it may be with the wrong hand. And I’m not the wrong man, therefore I don’t want to end up with the wrong friend. I’m already getting over those choices in the 1^st place. My lack of foresight into who really has my aching back has left me in the worst place. I thought they would care enough to respond. Now I have to take back my facebook friendship, because looking at their name, brings me shame. That green bubbly dot, grows my emotions bubbly not, they’re bubbling hot. Boiling. Because I’m so isolated there’s no point in further recoiling. But its all I can seem to do. Shame on me, for expecting to collect a redeeming you. BLOCKED.

WINDOW LOVE

All I have is the window, its view

That’s how I feel now, I mean, I don’t have you

As a friend, as a pal, as a peer

Nothing, that ship met its end, lonely as divorced Al, whose near?

No one, I have no, exactly how I feel

They say too many friends will get you killed

But just one real one would’ve made Amanda thrilled

I don’t even have to mention her last name, if you don’t already know it, that’s odd

I just did it, but I got acquitted, no one noticed

Am I even noticed? Don’t think I am

Not noticed enough to feel wanted

Not responded to enough to not feel haunted

On all the times I reached back

Now I have enough anger to release by dream accomplishing – reach that

You can’t, I have no faith – for I put mine in you as a friend and it was obviously misplaced

What I do all day

What do you do all day? Well, for starters, I sit and think of how life used to be

Just 2 short months ago – now GOD and I have bartered

He took my friends and social life, I took his creativity

I got the better end because those clowns pure trife

I look out the nice window at all the houses I can’t knock on

For no one knows me

I did all I could for my old ones and now it is oh so obvious no one owes me

Which is exactly how they act – I’m tempted to re act

But only the weak do that – so I respond

By just following their lead thus ending correspondence

Like who really knows how it feels to be the most loyal one

At the end of the day you find yourself utterly alone, all you have is you, ending up the most, loyal, fun

Why did I even care?

When I 1^st met you, why did I even care you had no friends no job?

No ends no prob, my stilo

I tried to put it behind me weeks ago and I’m still low

At my lowest time you simply walked away

But you’ll say I moved

And I did but we still could have talked, amazed

At how easy it is for you not to call me

And now if I wanted to come over, at how easy it is for you to stall me

You really hurt my soul bro, and I meant it

Its just convenient – when you didn’t have a job and I did, you were outside waiting on me basically

Now I moved, you jobbed up plus a car, your inside thoughts hating on me

Its just too out of your way to see if I’m still breathing

Yet you drive out further just to get weed and

I’m sitting here grieving

It only hurts because I was always real

But when its all said and done just remember who you never thought of behind the wheel

Nerds Get Lonely Too

GOD, why did you isolate me?

Was I having too much fun with my “friends”

Now it seems they try to hate me

Guess I’m glad you put that to end

Why did you free up all my time?

You must have something else for me to apply it on

Now my mind’s cluttered from feeling emotionally shuttered, please free up my mind

Maybe you want me to realize my shoulders and elbow hurt do to the carpet they’re lying on