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THE
1ST CFK SAGA
VOLUMES:
1-3
1/29/2016
DAVID
XZAVIER CRICHTON
|
CFK VOLUME
ONE
CXF
1
July
27th 2015 333pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
grew up enthusiastically watching movies
Started
with my dad
I
found these two activities so groovy
My
bad
I
meant I found them just soothing
What's
a divorce?
That's
not fair to her them or me
Guess
I never had a say
From
then on i lived a life coarse
Isn't
it easy to see?
I
don't even play i just write movies all day
CXF 2
July
27th 345pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
always found lemons just so juicy
I
always ate lemons like candy
If
I catch a lemon slipping im going Lucy Goosi
I
eat lemons out like Mandy
Sue
me
Lemons
are to me
What
TV is to you and so I even eat the rime
That's
silly
Where
is the nearest lemon tree?
I've
got important things to do with my time
You
prefer limes? Really?
CXF 3
July
27th 358pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
Books
are my bliss
Books
are my safe haven
Books
aid and assist
When
im indeed in need of a safe maven
I
kiss this
Books
are to me what TV is to you
I
guess that's why im always reading
Every
time I turn the page I rush and blush
A
good book was always fun to peruse like Peru
I
guess that's why I am always succeeding and not breeding
Every
time a cute girl interrupts my daydream about learning I quickly and
quietly tell her orifice to hush
CXF 4
July
28th 1215pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
always loved reading
It
was my greatest pleasure
Involved
in what I was needing
In
my latest moment that's my treasure
My
Mom tricked me
Chad
ooh ooh here's a book
Plus
the toys I wanted for Christmas
Shes
slick see?
Life
is a chess game so Chad ooh ooh here's a rook
She
gets what she wants for plus Christmas
CXF 5
July
28th 1221pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
My
Mom took me to the cinema often
It
was my surest joy
I
enjoyed the image soften
As
it dissolves it sure is coy
Lights
dim im chilling im lofting
I
love movies
Movies
love me
Movies
sooth me
I
dig dug movies
Movies
dove me
Bring
me peace oh the smooth scenes
CXF
6
1226pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
never wanted to watch the g rated
When
my Mom took me there
I
didn't want to feel like the kid I was and so I g hated
But
the movie I was forced to see shook me clear
So
despite my frustration the night was g dated
We
saw the hunchback I wanted to see the phantom
Steel
I wanted to see leave it to beaver
I
was in the tub while they all watched Cujo in the living room
And
I had to watch copper and Todd play hide and seek thats my anthem
Leave
it to the cleaver
In
my mind as I edit my own classics kids cry to see in my giving room
CXF 7
1238pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
think I was always meant to be this
Guy
I am who laces movies
With
cinematic crack dope meth Ron Brown in your veins piss
Poor
I wont end up...groovy?
Oh
so I admit didn't you have to pay admiss?
If
I never get a chance to direct a blockbuster
Just
know I wrote many while I was still here
One
day dead or alive those manuscripts getting sold
And thats the
next record breaking blockbuster
I
say it with confidence like you are my confidant because I am still
here...the void of stillness near so creativity is clear
One day those names going in your household
One day those names going in your household
CXF 8
July
28th 1247pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
Movies
healed the pain of my Dad lying
Movies
healed the pain that was felt
Movies
turned my night around Chad he is not coming here's ghost of mars
stop crying
The
film I wanted to see made my heart melt
But
that headache i had ascertained...mad spying
In
my thoughts
Pounding
hard
I
thought my Dad loved me
Now
im into pot
Pounding
hard rhyming sounds scarred
Reflecting
on the inner motives that shove me
CXF 9
July
28th 1257pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
Books
and cinema
Pages
and scenes
Action
adventure sci fi fantasy im so into the
Way
the story brings itself around intertwining different things do you
know what I mean?
The
momentum swinging back and forth its just a pendulum
Blue
streak Harry Potter Disney classics hold up
Deep
Blue Sea Lake Placid go on
Money
talks Nothing to Lose Rush Hour so what
Movie
should I make now that there's a rig on my shoulder?
In
my head the scroll of ideas rolls down baby flow on
Oh
cut!
CXF 10
July
28th 645pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
grew up 2PAC
Orientated
Who
shot
The
glorious nations
Leader
who got got on Koval oh you knew that?
I
miss Pac and
They
miss Pac but
Do
you miss Pac?
Or not?
I
miss Pac and
They
miss Pac but
Do
you miss Pac?
Or not?
CXF 12
July
28th 2015 724pm
ABABA
CDE CDE
My
brothers always listened to music in the shower
I
could hear it from the window on the outside
On
the basketball court we had for many sun showers many fun hours
I
doubt I
Didn't
introduce music to my showers homie shout
I!
I
keep the water hotter
Dance
my energy out
30minutes
a piece
If
I smell fresh I got her
Watch
me prance my energy out
Too sleek like grease
Too sleek like grease
CXF 13
July
29th 240am
ABABA
CDE CDE
Jurassic
Park
The
novel
Written
before and after dark
Michael
Crichton graveled
At
his creative spark
Plus
the fact he was a M.D
First
yes he wrote E.R
He
created it indeed before him TV was empty
His
schooling and experience got the show in syndi
Cation
didn't the show just have good P.R?
But
I read most of his novels on a 9th grade level in the 6th so
don't tempt me
CXF 15
ABABA
CDE CDE
July
29th 2015 935am
A
girl named Cathy
Age
12
Tried
to keep giving me unsacred physical geometry math
After
church at my Dads apartment stairwell
I
ran from the kitty i was 7 and the impression is lasting
I
didn't know what to do
I
dipped
Told
her ill be back terminate that promise
What
would you?
Hit
the rip?
Germinate
unpolished ones tarnished
CXF 16
July
29th 2015 945am
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
thank my Dad for leaving
Even
though It sucked
Left
me grieving
Was
good fortune still on my side even though it ducked
And
missed fortune by a conversation i am not receiving closure from
please Mom Dad beat the closure drum repeatedly
But
it didn't happen
We
all living with that
What
was the effect?
I
never felt better than I do when im creatively snapped
I
be all giving with that
If writing poems doesn't sell watch me digress and be the best my intellect is unstressed as in competition I write when I don't want to get that right if im breathing im conceiving nothing but achievement caliber thought seeds getting planted in my hypothalamus game set
If writing poems doesn't sell watch me digress and be the best my intellect is unstressed as in competition I write when I don't want to get that right if im breathing im conceiving nothing but achievement caliber thought seeds getting planted in my hypothalamus game set
CXF 17
July
29th 2015 10am
ABABA
CDE CDE
I
think
My
brother Justin stepped in
And
made me blink
With
a different perspective im repped in and stepped in
He
didn't let me sink
Into
depression
Daddy
didn't want me either suck it
Up
Nowadays
there is an emotional concession
Stand
i am selling classic cones from raw just bucking
Yup!
CXF 18
ABABA
CDE CDE
July
29th 2015 1005am
My
brother Justin was my life
The
only Dad that never ran
Now
he has a wife
and
a daughter man
Sigh
He
had to study uncles study coaches teachers anybody
In
our position have to learn on your own
NASA
and Nas
We
had to implement a strategy to emphatically acquire success through
life without Daddy and we
What
my brother mostly talked to me about as he taught me
collective
residual evolution of each individual in perpetuity as the resolution
to the issues of my past so that's awesome sauce like when mango
purple was new to me
CXF 19
July
29th 2015 1035am
ABABA
CDE CDE
My
Grand Mother
Thelma
Lee
An
outstanding Mother
I
could tell you see?
She
always let me kill her coffee no buffer no other
She
died in heart bypass surgery
1997
The
year of the divorce
That
was it for me
My
protection was in heaven
My Other Grand Mother Josie Ree Harris passed the year after the divorce
My Other Grand Mother Josie Ree Harris passed the year after the divorce
CXF 20
July
29th 2015 1044am
ABABA
CDE CDE
Ms.
Josie Ree Harris
Grandmother
Ill
think about you in Paris
I
am another
Grandchild
who didn't have enough memories to cherish
With
you
But
that's how it happened
You
were closer to Von Precious
and Elvis
They
needed you more i guess they had it worse and so they didn't resist
you
I
always noticed how you treated them
That's
how I knew you were Precious
like the talent of Elvis
CXF
21
July
29th 2015 1053am
ABABA
CDE CDE
Video
games as a kid
Nintendo
64 super Nintendo
Playstation
Attention
is accentual
Save
the games nation
Multitap
gameshark strategy guides
Playstation
2 Pokemon Pokemon San Andres
Hey
why not? Carpe diem
At
least I always had a strategy I
Was
guided by not hiding behind and they say its
Cheating but Dallas killed the 35th President so don't yell at me about precedents check the destroyed evidence but i have a cheat code binder level 31its highly evident magicarp seize them
Cheating but Dallas killed the 35th President so don't yell at me about precedents check the destroyed evidence but i have a cheat code binder level 31its highly evident magicarp seize them
CXF 22
ABABA
CDE CDE
July
29th 2015
MIAMI
The
hometown
I
am me
And
into whom I am still growing out
B/c
the opposite of Perrine see?
Not
Gould's
Not
Carol City
My
Dads side live in Naranja
Miami
is beautiful but full of violent fools
I
call it barrel city
Miami I understand ya
Miami I understand ya
Political
Entertainer Ideals
The
Bill of Musts
1.
You must be willing to die for your cause
1145pm
9.12.2015
Yo
I
am going to die for this cause
My
purpose
To
the question why
I
had to die
In
high service
High
office
High
profits
Going
non stop
To
our own cause
Why?
Because
you can not stop it
Even
if you stop me bitch nigga
Even
if an undercover CIA pop me rich nigga
HA
I
am so illogical
BUt
yet still economical
No
phenomenal
Know
how phenomenons go
And
come
In
an instant
The
phone girl turned distant
Then
she got missing
Now
im in the kitchen
Following
my mission
Where
are the prescription
Thrills nigga
My
mindset is ecological
Ill nigga
I
smoke great cannabis I don't pop pills nigga
Only
supplements
And adderrall
CH
ADD
The
Mary Mary Mary Made her point so Thats her
all
Who
me?
2.
You must realize they will kill you in order to end your cause
1205am
9.13.2015
Today
is the day
Tupac Shakur died
Spell
the name backwards
Its
Kaput Rukahs
Well
did his death kaput the ruckus?
You
tell me
We
still getting gunned down by basterds in badges
So
I stay inside and fill my lungs so do
You
smell me?
I
hope so and I hope not
Look
what hope got
Look
at what nope brought
To
your doorstep
Straight
anger
The
hate you gives blows up
Right
back in your face
Ok
As
it shows up
At
your door yup
If
you took the time to recognize
The
present moment to recognize
The
pain you feel
Comes
from the hate they gave
Now
watch it blow up
And
say just chill chill
Am
I a straight hanger
So
anyway
Tupac had
a cause
Oh
yes be it so
Just
be it so
Yes
we know
He
was for us
He
was for the poor us
The
not so wealthy
The
not so healthy
Not
so stealthy
And
in that way he helped me
Hell
hell he helped we
Us
CFK 1
It
was not fair
I
want fair treatment
It wasn't fair how they did me
Executive Actions got annulled and deleted
It wasn't just my hair they got my skull and then they skid me
It wasn't fair how they did me
Executive Actions got annulled and deleted
It wasn't just my hair they got my skull and then they skid me
On
to the hospital
Oh how funny
And George Bush became President that day what an acquittal
Now I came back as the white rabbit oh how sunny
Oh how funny
And George Bush became President that day what an acquittal
Now I came back as the white rabbit oh how sunny
Things
are looking because the things I am cooking up
In my brain
Are open like you're inside and looking up
Hey I retrained what in the JFK lifetime I needed to refrain
In my brain
Are open like you're inside and looking up
Hey I retrained what in the JFK lifetime I needed to refrain
From
Now I know from where and why all the strange stares come
Now I know from where and why all the strange stares come
CFK
On
November 22ND they killed me
What they didn't know
I had many health problems and so they only healed me
What the autopsy didn't show
What they didn't know
I had many health problems and so they only healed me
What the autopsy didn't show
Isn't
a lie
The lie was spread
The expression in my eyes
That incision in my head
The lie was spread
The expression in my eyes
That incision in my head
They
wanted OG Bobby Francis dead first
But that would have been bad for them
I got on TV and made Dick Nixon turn red first
Johnson Benefited from my untimely demise initially followed by Dick Nix after his employee Sirhan Sirhan took the blame for the lady in the polka dot dress catching my little brother slipping I was not glad for them
But that would have been bad for them
I got on TV and made Dick Nixon turn red first
Johnson Benefited from my untimely demise initially followed by Dick Nix after his employee Sirhan Sirhan took the blame for the lady in the polka dot dress catching my little brother slipping I was not glad for them
The
moral of the story is this
CFK and JFK are one and both pissed
CFK and JFK are one and both pissed
CFK 2
But
what if I really was?
My
whole entire life i felt better about myself around those older
They always saw something greater in me
Those colder
To the forces trying to make a person stop pursuing the greater me
They always saw something greater in me
Those colder
To the forces trying to make a person stop pursuing the greater me
Within
Gifted
Dipped out and slipped in
25 years sifted
Gifted
Dipped out and slipped in
25 years sifted
At
7 I knew my retirement plan
lawyer and judge
I soon figured out justice isn't always served and changed my retirement plan
Now I know why I always held a grudge
lawyer and judge
I soon figured out justice isn't always served and changed my retirement plan
Now I know why I always held a grudge
I
conquered politics once before
In the dawn of the political film watch us conquer once more
In the dawn of the political film watch us conquer once more
CFK 3
There
was a candidate with mass appeal charisma
Its 1960 on the dot is the
World ready for John F. Kennedy
Hear Hyannis port tell it he's the remedy
In the end he won but didn't keep up their agenda
Its 1960 on the dot is the
World ready for John F. Kennedy
Hear Hyannis port tell it he's the remedy
In the end he won but didn't keep up their agenda
CFK 4
They
covered it up
They covet mistrust
They blew my brains out oh they blew my brains out
The 22nd is the day the beast came out fangs shout
It took me 50 years to come back this must
They covet mistrust
They blew my brains out oh they blew my brains out
The 22nd is the day the beast came out fangs shout
It took me 50 years to come back this must
CFK 5
Ronald
Reagan got shot
But he survived with a knot
In his lower body
He was guided in the limo hardly
Where was all this diligence on the day I had gotten got?
But he survived with a knot
In his lower body
He was guided in the limo hardly
Where was all this diligence on the day I had gotten got?
CFK 6
Lyndon
B. Johnson benefited first off
I said before if he every held the post the country could never be worst off
Hey but what about Nixon?
The historical opinion would have been a little different
Had he won when instead I got on those debates and made his face thirst off
I said before if he every held the post the country could never be worst off
Hey but what about Nixon?
The historical opinion would have been a little different
Had he won when instead I got on those debates and made his face thirst off
CFK 7
The
patsy is the agent paid to take the fall
For what the financial oligarchs plan in the fall
Or whenever
Man they think they're clever
So watch me pull this lever in the fall watch their plan stall all y'all
For what the financial oligarchs plan in the fall
Or whenever
Man they think they're clever
So watch me pull this lever in the fall watch their plan stall all y'all
CFK 8
I
was the king
Watched the debate?
I went on TV and did my thing
Yeah dickhead hates but his words he ate
Watched the debate?
I went on TV and did my thing
Yeah dickhead hates but his words he ate
What
did you expect?
My Wife chased down my wounds. My Wife chased down my wounds
Wizardry magic Yeah it flows out my neck
Oh how greed consumes. Oh how greed consumes!
My Wife chased down my wounds. My Wife chased down my wounds
Wizardry magic Yeah it flows out my neck
Oh how greed consumes. Oh how greed consumes!
They
couldn't defeat me
It wasn't discretely executed
There is no defeating
This time im back ready to influence
It wasn't discretely executed
There is no defeating
This time im back ready to influence
CFK 9
I
am CFK
I was born to make a change
I was born to make the change
Bringing disarray to what dismays us
Total chaos for we some total players
I was born to make a change
I was born to make the change
Bringing disarray to what dismays us
Total chaos for we some total players
I
am CFK and
I have took so many losses
I should be ashamed
The plan is industry conquer leave the whole world accosted
The legacy attached to my name
That was CFK
I should be ashamed
The plan is industry conquer leave the whole world accosted
The legacy attached to my name
That was CFK
I
am CFK you
are either down or you're not
I lightly deal in absolutes i lightly deal in absolutes
Not problematic im diplomatic I let my problems have it even if the atmosphere is tragic so you're either founding or not
I lightly deal in absolutes i lightly deal in absolutes
Not problematic im diplomatic I let my problems have it even if the atmosphere is tragic so you're either founding or not
I
am CFK and
I feel like making history
Not a hysterectomy appointment
At 25 I can find peace anywhere anytime its all documented that's how I plan on making history
All for our enjoyment so what's war hour deployment?
Not a hysterectomy appointment
At 25 I can find peace anywhere anytime its all documented that's how I plan on making history
All for our enjoyment so what's war hour deployment?
CFK 10
There
was once a country that changed the chitter chattering of its
course
3days in November remember the pitter pattering of the horse
Drawn carriage?
Definitely not a withdrawn marriage
There in lied a country now operating in Norse
3days in November remember the pitter pattering of the horse
Drawn carriage?
Definitely not a withdrawn marriage
There in lied a country now operating in Norse
CFK 11
There
was a country always fighting in a war
Whether it be led by Hubert Humphrey or environmentalist Al Gore
Two losers but anyway
On any day
I will bet my JFK silver treasury note he had in early circulation on that fateful day in Dallas even 50yrs later you can still find this same country fighting in yet another war
Whether it be led by Hubert Humphrey or environmentalist Al Gore
Two losers but anyway
On any day
I will bet my JFK silver treasury note he had in early circulation on that fateful day in Dallas even 50yrs later you can still find this same country fighting in yet another war
CFK 12
Allen
Dulles got fired
From being CIA director right before he helped conspire
The Warren Commission
More like the Soaring or Roaring Omission
He lied to Kennedy before the B.O.P. invasion transpired
From being CIA director right before he helped conspire
The Warren Commission
More like the Soaring or Roaring Omission
He lied to Kennedy before the B.O.P. invasion transpired
CFK 13
The
6th floor had an evergreen tree blocking the angle
That would have made the fatal wound star spangled
But what about the 3rd floor of the Daltex?
Or is it all text?
That's my angle
That would have made the fatal wound star spangled
But what about the 3rd floor of the Daltex?
Or is it all text?
That's my angle
CFK 14
On
November 21st the same proposal I had previously denied
Was deviously re printed awaiting to be mischievously signed
By whom?
The first beneficiary of my gloom and doom
LBJ why did my wife have to cry?
Was deviously re printed awaiting to be mischievously signed
By whom?
The first beneficiary of my gloom and doom
LBJ why did my wife have to cry?
CFK 15
I
told John John I would return for his birthday
He spent it in the worst way
He cried when I left
Did he know I lied because death
Would totally obliterate the celebration of his first day?
He spent it in the worst way
He cried when I left
Did he know I lied because death
Would totally obliterate the celebration of his first day?
CFK 16
The
Zapruder
Film had the intruders
Of the century
Missing frames right before the fatal injury
But the FBI agents who stole frames out of two different home videos showing JFK ducking way beforehand could not have been ruder
Film had the intruders
Of the century
Missing frames right before the fatal injury
But the FBI agents who stole frames out of two different home videos showing JFK ducking way beforehand could not have been ruder
CFK 17
Towner
Hughes
Two separate visual cues showing the same visual clues
President Kennedy ducking
The first shooters suppressor was bucking
Tina Towner this ones for you!
Two separate visual cues showing the same visual clues
President Kennedy ducking
The first shooters suppressor was bucking
Tina Towner this ones for you!
CFK 18
Back
and to the left
Back and to the left
TV helped them lush that lie up
Hush that lie up
The Zapruder Film backed up his death
Back and to the left
TV helped them lush that lie up
Hush that lie up
The Zapruder Film backed up his death
CFK 19
Jackie
held me down
Jackie held me down
Jackie made me proud
Jackie made me loud
My Little Bouvier made me the legend round town
Jackie held me down
Jackie made me proud
Jackie made me loud
My Little Bouvier made me the legend round town
CFK 20
John
John grew up flying on Air Force One
John John on Air Force One
Did you know his plane crashed around 2000?
What happened after round 2000?
George The W. Blew up lying on Air Force One
John John on Air Force One
Did you know his plane crashed around 2000?
What happened after round 2000?
George The W. Blew up lying on Air Force One
CFK 21
We
don't know who shot him said the killers
We weren't there on that day said the cap pillars
All the evidence points to us
our patsy is causing such a big fuss thus
We put another patsy in office serve our CIA dope dealers
We weren't there on that day said the cap pillars
All the evidence points to us
our patsy is causing such a big fuss thus
We put another patsy in office serve our CIA dope dealers
CFK 23
Teams
of shooters
Teams of shooters
You think they'd risk everything on one guy?
Twice guy
The nice guys get got by teams of shooters
Teams of shooters
You think they'd risk everything on one guy?
Twice guy
The nice guys get got by teams of shooters
CFK 24
BILLY
THE QUEER GREER why did you stop the car?
We could have gotten far
Away
I could have lived yet another day
But instead I was shot dead off with part of my head all BC you were paid to stop the car
We could have gotten far
Away
I could have lived yet another day
But instead I was shot dead off with part of my head all BC you were paid to stop the car
CFK 25
Bullets
in the sign
The stemson freeway sign wasn't fine
It would get the real glory
For getting the real story
So they removed the sign
The stemson freeway sign wasn't fine
It would get the real glory
For getting the real story
So they removed the sign
CFK 26
All
my secret service agents
Never called me tasteless I was fragrant
I remembered their names
I remembered their names
Yet and still im killed by all of my secret service agents
Never called me tasteless I was fragrant
I remembered their names
I remembered their names
Yet and still im killed by all of my secret service agents
CFK 27
You
saw the biopic
Nixon was about to quit he was sick
The CEOS behind big business
Heard a plan they want to execute with the realness
Accuracy and they accurately put the country on WIC
Nixon was about to quit he was sick
The CEOS behind big business
Heard a plan they want to execute with the realness
Accuracy and they accurately put the country on WIC
CFK 28
Why
did Nixon kill my brother?
Sirhan to the second power was to Dick just another
Employee
Where do they do that at? As in employing
Shooters on your squad shooters on your squad Nixon was about to re lose so that's why he killed my brother
Sirhan to the second power was to Dick just another
Employee
Where do they do that at? As in employing
Shooters on your squad shooters on your squad Nixon was about to re lose so that's why he killed my brother
CFK 29
My
little bra was going to end the war in nam
Instead his last living picture we see in the air his arm
Shot from the back
From the front is where Sirhan attacked
So what is that? I heard the Ms. Polka Dot got her pom pom on
Instead his last living picture we see in the air his arm
Shot from the back
From the front is where Sirhan attacked
So what is that? I heard the Ms. Polka Dot got her pom pom on
CFK 30
1968
1968
5 years after my death
My brother was about to regain the throne when he took his last breath
61days after his MLK eulogy calmed Indianapolis in 1968
1968
5 years after my death
My brother was about to regain the throne when he took his last breath
61days after his MLK eulogy calmed Indianapolis in 1968
CFK 31
The
1960s
Long live the 1960s
Where the Fathers became Martyrs
Now watch us go farther we became smarter
How long will they fail when they come to get me?
Shoot not for i am just an author
Long live the 1960s
Where the Fathers became Martyrs
Now watch us go farther we became smarter
How long will they fail when they come to get me?
Shoot not for i am just an author
CFK 32
They
say
He was going to get rid of the CIA
And the federal reserve
Putting the national treasury back in pleasuring us oh his nerve
Prancer has got to go after Lancer takes his life to the grave
He was going to get rid of the CIA
And the federal reserve
Putting the national treasury back in pleasuring us oh his nerve
Prancer has got to go after Lancer takes his life to the grave
CFK 33
Did
you see the burned memo?
From the agency to the director about the presidents second memo
About UFO disclosure
They doubted you the f know disclosure
That would have been just a little too much exposure and so his lifespan suddenly dwindled
From the agency to the director about the presidents second memo
About UFO disclosure
They doubted you the f know disclosure
That would have been just a little too much exposure and so his lifespan suddenly dwindled
CFK 34
They
say
The CIA
Faked the moon landing
It was a spoon fed massacre but for them it came in handy
If you want to pull off a murder and a hoax hire the CIA they say
The CIA
Faked the moon landing
It was a spoon fed massacre but for them it came in handy
If you want to pull off a murder and a hoax hire the CIA they say
CFK 35
RFK
was going to win
He entered late yet and still RFK was going in
That's why Johnson didn't want a second term
Then Nixon made illegitimate sherms
And everything else after they turned OG Bobby Francis to the wind
He entered late yet and still RFK was going in
That's why Johnson didn't want a second term
Then Nixon made illegitimate sherms
And everything else after they turned OG Bobby Francis to the wind
CFK 36
the
California Primary
RFK died after winning the California primary
Wait isn't that Nixon's home state?
What did he have on his plate that night he ate?
Did he even eat or was he in grief or glee?
RFK died after winning the California primary
Wait isn't that Nixon's home state?
What did he have on his plate that night he ate?
Did he even eat or was he in grief or glee?
CFK 37
June
7th June 8th
I thought June was great and behaved
I guessed wrong
RFKs eulogy to MLK to me is a song
61days later was June 5-8th
I thought June was great and behaved
I guessed wrong
RFKs eulogy to MLK to me is a song
61days later was June 5-8th
CFK 38
That's
what they do?
That's what they do?
Kill the people making the difference
Leaving the world dipped in indifference
Since 1960 in America we've had it misconstrued
That's what they do?
Kill the people making the difference
Leaving the world dipped in indifference
Since 1960 in America we've had it misconstrued
CFK 39
Nixon
got impeached?
Hold up Nixon got impeached?
Nope he just resigned instead because he wasn't guilty
The resignation speech of the century dam near stilt me
Hold up Nixon got impeached?
Nope he just resigned instead because he wasn't guilty
The resignation speech of the century dam near stilt me
CFK 40
I
think
They killed him because
He wanted to do too
Much good
They killed him because
He wanted to do too
Much good
CFK 41
We
know
He intended to
Fix many things around
Here then
He intended to
Fix many things around
Here then
CFK 42
They
said
Lee Harvey Paine
Did it all by himself that is
Nonsense
Lee Harvey Paine
Did it all by himself that is
Nonsense
CFK 43
You
know
Nothing of what
I am talking about
25
Nothing of what
I am talking about
25
CFK 44
Why
do
They gun down the
Same ones bringing dreams out
The void?
They gun down the
Same ones bringing dreams out
The void?
CFK 45
What
if
These thoughts scribed down
Actually made a change
In thought?
These thoughts scribed down
Actually made a change
In thought?
CFK 46
Then
what
Happens to the
Organization I started here
After?
Happens to the
Organization I started here
After?
CFK 47
I
thank
You for getting this
Far especially
If you bought this because
Much focus
You for getting this
Far especially
If you bought this because
Much focus
CFK 48
I
get
So mad when I
Ponder on how much he
Planned on
So mad when I
Ponder on how much he
Planned on
CFK 49
My
Mom
Likes the way I
Have wrote these works so far
Much love
Likes the way I
Have wrote these works so far
Much love
CFK 50
You
are
Halfway done with
This book right here I made
From love
Halfway done with
This book right here I made
From love
CFK 51
The
Viet Cong
Get along
With the North Vietnamese
Army
And the Government is loving all the hiding in the trees minus napalm
Within
Get along
With the North Vietnamese
Army
And the Government is loving all the hiding in the trees minus napalm
Within
CFK 52
How
do you win a battle
When the enemy is dressed like they herd cattle?
The ones dressed like the south Vietnamese
Are the same ones scuba diving into tunnel entry manholes from the booby trapped trees
So tell me America how did you win that battle?
When the enemy is dressed like they herd cattle?
The ones dressed like the south Vietnamese
Are the same ones scuba diving into tunnel entry manholes from the booby trapped trees
So tell me America how did you win that battle?
CFK 53
Snakes
and spiders in the shoes
Wake up baking in the tent you know what to do
World War 2 era mines under bamboo
Human feces covered sharpened pongee sticks aimed to stamp you
Then what do you do?
You need a helicopter then they know where to find you
Wake up baking in the tent you know what to do
World War 2 era mines under bamboo
Human feces covered sharpened pongee sticks aimed to stamp you
Then what do you do?
You need a helicopter then they know where to find you
CFK 54
Grenades
attached to the vines
Your back pack just intertwined
Too bad you didn't see them as you walked by and talked by
As you thought you stalked by with your hawk eye
Pulled the pin accidentally incidentally incinerating your spine
Your back pack just intertwined
Too bad you didn't see them as you walked by and talked by
As you thought you stalked by with your hawk eye
Pulled the pin accidentally incidentally incinerating your spine
CFK 55
Uncle
Ho didn't play
Ho Chi Minh! Now can I get an aye?
He likes his jungle with three canopies
The North Vietnamese army mans supply lines while their radical fan base aka the Viet Cong pulls the civilians in the conflict by playing the Americans like dopies
I said Uncle Ho didn't play now can I get an aye?
Ho Chi Minh! Now can I get an aye?
He likes his jungle with three canopies
The North Vietnamese army mans supply lines while their radical fan base aka the Viet Cong pulls the civilians in the conflict by playing the Americans like dopies
I said Uncle Ho didn't play now can I get an aye?
CFK 56
Its
1945 September
De Gaulle lost Vietnam bet he is not limber
Regain the rubber plantations the French plot
Too bad Uncle Ho had better political military thoughts
Organization agitation insurrection spell timber!
De Gaulle lost Vietnam bet he is not limber
Regain the rubber plantations the French plot
Too bad Uncle Ho had better political military thoughts
Organization agitation insurrection spell timber!
CFK 57
The
ordinary citizenry is the key
To actualizing victory against America on your own sea
From 1946 to '54 The French try to win
Then they lost their own base Phu Bien Dien
Off to Geneva for negotiating
To actualizing victory against America on your own sea
From 1946 to '54 The French try to win
Then they lost their own base Phu Bien Dien
Off to Geneva for negotiating
CFK 58
Dien
Bien Phu french base deep in enemy
Territory
So that's a spring battle
The North Vietnamese Army threw 10,000+ soldiers to combat a little
They over ran a French base for the first time in '54 after covertly ascertaining soviet artillery
Territory
So that's a spring battle
The North Vietnamese Army threw 10,000+ soldiers to combat a little
They over ran a French base for the first time in '54 after covertly ascertaining soviet artillery
CFK 59
Imagine
Red Chinese getting weaponry for Vietnam from the red union with passion
So on the sly
The US guys offer Einstein guns for General Chap then right before the Geneva convention split Vietnam into two sides
No laughing
Red Chinese getting weaponry for Vietnam from the red union with passion
So on the sly
The US guys offer Einstein guns for General Chap then right before the Geneva convention split Vietnam into two sides
No laughing
CFK 60
When
1964 hit John Kennedy was dead
Instead
One year later
One cheered crater
Of troops goods ammunitions food got the caterers rich as a bitch
All because John Kennedy was dead
Instead
One year later
One cheered crater
Of troops goods ammunitions food got the caterers rich as a bitch
All because John Kennedy was dead
CFK 61
Its
1965 marines hit the shores
In 1957 Vietnam beat the French now its on to the war whores
Little did they see coming
The ambushes double sneaks kids with guns and no sneaks jumping from trees so unerring
But the two next US Patsies had buddies in big business who wanted more
In 1957 Vietnam beat the French now its on to the war whores
Little did they see coming
The ambushes double sneaks kids with guns and no sneaks jumping from trees so unerring
But the two next US Patsies had buddies in big business who wanted more
CFK 62
Their
troops cooperated with the citizens and held the whole region
A conventional war against the North Army plus the whole legion
Of black shorts South hats pajamas behind trees ratatatatat GATS what you called combat ingenuously
They sent our troops during Guerilla season
A conventional war against the North Army plus the whole legion
Of black shorts South hats pajamas behind trees ratatatatat GATS what you called combat ingenuously
They sent our troops during Guerilla season
CFK 63
American
involvement is limited to 15000 military advisers
But this doesn't please the war mongering suppliers
The Viet Cong and North Vietnamese Army
Are one and the same that's double harming
But not to the war mongering suppliers
CFK 64
But this doesn't please the war mongering suppliers
The Viet Cong and North Vietnamese Army
Are one and the same that's double harming
But not to the war mongering suppliers
CFK 64
7/27/1964
El Presidente authorized the conflict
The Vietnam conflict
Americans were spooked
1965 the underground war is introduced
Say hello to the Vietnam conflict brought to you by Fool American involvement
The Vietnam conflict
Americans were spooked
1965 the underground war is introduced
Say hello to the Vietnam conflict brought to you by Fool American involvement
CFK 65
The
25th command could not have been command at all
Im talking underground tunnels within underground tunnels within four more underground tunnels that stalls
Major time
Its call the Major time
If you didn't peep that bamboo covered mine that's your last call
Im talking underground tunnels within underground tunnels within four more underground tunnels that stalls
Major time
Its call the Major time
If you didn't peep that bamboo covered mine that's your last call
CFK 66
I'm
talking coordinated attacks
Ratatatatat jump back in the barracks no time to stare at
Jumped into their medical base
Getting medical faced
If you caught one in their trap attack
Ratatatatat jump back in the barracks no time to stare at
Jumped into their medical base
Getting medical faced
If you caught one in their trap attack
CFK 67
Miles
of networked tunnels
Funnels
Nest holes
As the best holes
Traversing these first the US troops are called tunneled rats but is this job fun? no!
Funnels
Nest holes
As the best holes
Traversing these first the US troops are called tunneled rats but is this job fun? no!
CFK 68
Underground
tunnels provide combat training
Down below no complaining
You got food guns ammo medicine nests hot meals underground fires yep no trace
You're down here searching with a .45 caliber pistol and a flashlight for my face?
You playing but now are waning
Down below no complaining
You got food guns ammo medicine nests hot meals underground fires yep no trace
You're down here searching with a .45 caliber pistol and a flashlight for my face?
You playing but now are waning
CFK 69
Cu
Chi
They dug another tunnel for a purpose oopsies
The Ho Minh Trail Hanoi Janoi the perfect use of covert tunnels Viet Cong
Sai Gong
1965 is the year of the dupsies
They dug another tunnel for a purpose oopsies
The Ho Minh Trail Hanoi Janoi the perfect use of covert tunnels Viet Cong
Sai Gong
1965 is the year of the dupsies
CFK 70
International
treaty from 1959 splits in two
Vietnam but the Viet Cong are dressed as South in the South so what to do?
Nothing
You're not calling their bluffing
Ooooou
Vietnam but the Viet Cong are dressed as South in the South so what to do?
Nothing
You're not calling their bluffing
Ooooou
CFK 71
Hanoi
supports the resistance of the South
Reversing the decision and helped the southerners out
Ran down the spine of
Someplace you can't call Indochina
Began in Laos and ended in Hanoi so go run your mouth!
Reversing the decision and helped the southerners out
Ran down the spine of
Someplace you can't call Indochina
Began in Laos and ended in Hanoi so go run your mouth!
CFK 72
Hanoi
supports North Vietnam
Thus the Viet Cong
After Russia US and China wrote a treaty
I can't quote the treaty because the Viet Cong broke the treaty
What's another word for goon?
Viet Cong
Thus the Viet Cong
After Russia US and China wrote a treaty
I can't quote the treaty because the Viet Cong broke the treaty
What's another word for goon?
Viet Cong
CFK 73
Our
troops had trails
Built secretly to control Viet Cong allies like snails
First ones needed guides to lead them thru
Terrible stories of spider snakes in shoes
That's hell
Built secretly to control Viet Cong allies like snails
First ones needed guides to lead them thru
Terrible stories of spider snakes in shoes
That's hell
CFK 74
Those
trails are incredibly wet all year round
Mew skin fungus how does that sound?
Operatives spend 3montha traversing
Soft surface highway no reversing
Bumper to bumper round after round
Mew skin fungus how does that sound?
Operatives spend 3montha traversing
Soft surface highway no reversing
Bumper to bumper round after round
CFK 75
The
CIA made traps to track movement
Seems like that and killing is all they are ever doing or did I miss congruence?
Planes dropped bamboo plants with snuffer tech implants
Pinpointing Viet Cong on the go in plants
These battlegrounds are 10 to 30miles wide with convoys on either side but on the bright side the profits aka racks are moving
Seems like that and killing is all they are ever doing or did I miss congruence?
Planes dropped bamboo plants with snuffer tech implants
Pinpointing Viet Cong on the go in plants
These battlegrounds are 10 to 30miles wide with convoys on either side but on the bright side the profits aka racks are moving
CFK 76
pUS
intelligence received fake information
Straight from from the Viet Cong station via double agents
Is that funny yes or no?
Vietnam where the American Patriot feels blessed to go
Such a smell couldn't have been fragrant
Straight from from the Viet Cong station via double agents
Is that funny yes or no?
Vietnam where the American Patriot feels blessed to go
Such a smell couldn't have been fragrant
CFK 77
CFK
VOLUME THREE:
CFK VOLUME
THREE
His
America that once was
AUGUST
15TH TO 30TH 215
1.
What's
the reason people get killed
For
standing up for what they believe in?
And
they don't cave in so the evil pray for their death over their meals
The
good die young because they spend their spare time conceiving
The
plans to command the masses to take the best step
In
the best direction before CIA Spy guys infiltration thru people who
sequel squeal
Why
do they aim to cripple the organization with their piney shiny dope?
When
the good only wanted to spread organization with that tiny ripple of
hope
Because
the evil don't care about the good doh
2.
Why
is money what it became?
Hey
that's not funny its a dam shame
We
get taxed when we make the money
But
we get taxed as soon as the money is made aka faxed
That's
why we are slaves
In
the first instant
Because
we don't know in an instant
Money
becomes the worst ism
People
grow distant
The
taxes we pay are taxes because we use their money
So
don't play
Come
on with them jokes
Have
you ever heard of currency you non dummy?
Because
currency is better than money and so they tricked us all with money
3.
He
was on the side
Of
the people ready to ride
On
the US President next to his wife
In
his ride
That's
trite
But
that's how desperate he was
To
achieve what he says he does
Better
than the democratic nominee who actually won
And
then the winner historically did something dumb he was done
He
wanted to win Texas
In
the election
and
re election
But
in Texas
Was
a nasty group of people the loser of the democratic presidential
nomination called his home state friends
Murchison
Clint
in
the Benz
How
the mean Vice President became the mean nice president on that
fateful day in Dallas
4.
Why
did Vice President Lyndon B. Johnson become President Lyndon B.
Johnson?
Was
it because?
Johnson
was an usurper who was way more susceptible
To
the political collectibles
Than
his political rival
Incidentally
Kennedy was his idol
He
beat every democratic nominee with his name on the line on the first
ballot sigh
700
what? 700 what?
765
that is just what it does
5.
Because
be wasn't going to play that
Because
he got on TV every other week at least to say that and he wouldn't
say that
In
which the evil doers wanted him to
Thus
they wanted him subdued and abused
They
misused
His
security
He
wanted to secure kitty and peace
Kid
please that's
Why
Kennedy had to die
6.
He
had his older brothers back
He
was a lawyer studying where the brahmin go
Oh
Jack on the political attack
That's
a fact
Bobby
is mentally and physically in tact
Ready
to bat
At
the mafia
Senate
rackets committee
Off
with ya
Head
if they catch you at the California primaries 5yrs later
Richard
Nixon was a Capricorn and a traitor
Why
RFK became US attorney general
7.
JFK
had demerol
And
cocaine
In
his physical
More
in his brain
Than
the average citizen
Yet
he wasn't the average citizen
Setting
Presidential precedents
With
rhetoric and Addison's
Atta
boy and atta men
From
some he had prescriptions
Scandalous
Dr. Jacobson
As
some say
Like
Jackie
But
they did what was needed to numb the pain of the day
Just
imagine if the KGB started attacking?
Why
Bobby accepted a botched autopsy from a doctor who had never
performer an autopsy on a gun shot patient before being intentionally
assigned by the new president's to the most important case in
history dammit come on
8.
Everything
Everything
is gone everything
No
bullet holes in his shirt because his shirt is gone
No
evidence on the car windshield or trunk because the car was sent
To
Henry Fords car establishment
Establishing
far from bad habits in
And
out the white house
Forever
more
If
they succeed
Anyway
it goes they are forever economic whores indeed so is this true?
Washed
up on the shores like beach poor orifices do?
Well
what happened to my brains?
Where
did you lose that at?
It
doesn't matter
Poetic
chit chatter
About
to chew you fools
Like
you chewed the notes
Nah
they burned the notes
I
say hey they burned the joke
The
punchline
Was
in crunch time
While
Johnson got sworn in
The
casket got switched it is said
With
the body of Officer
JD
TIPPET
Shot
dead
In
the head
Like
Kennedy was supposed to be instead
In
the back
But
the killer paid to attack
Tippet
shot from the front too where is that done at?
The
bullet that killed Kennedy
That
hit from the front
Was
removed immediately
In
surgery
The
ridiculous incision
Representing
so many incredulous decisions
Before
the extra suspicious extra extra conspicuous
autopsy
On
a plane
But
not air force one
As
the draw drops drop it further as we see
Check
President Johnson smile at that guy before that picture on air force
one
SAM
26 thousand died that day too
Kennedy's
air force one
What
they covered up in the JFK autopsy?
9.
He
was prepared
Vibrating
on the winners frequency
There
is always a winners frequency
The
winners frequency is always available
It
is always ready
To
perform the rhyme of the century
Or
the crime of the century
Mother
suckers
Assailable
Your
mission should have been highly fail able
It
was obviously fallible
Anyway
on
Any
day on
Your
TV the debate shows
Kennedy
went toe to toe
Blow
for blow
All
the Vice President did was set precedents on the amount of sweat
TV
lights bring to his head
Can
I get a commercial instead?
The
next morning Kennedy was by then commercial
A
commercial in the heads
Of
the citizens
They
wanted him
The
White House
They
wanted Nixon out and
Kennedy
in
Instead
Lets
get the remedy in
Abraham
Hicks bed
I
meant Lincoln
The
debates were only a scrimmage compared to Berlin in 62 or any speech
I
like the thinking image
Why
Kennedy won the 1960 presidential debates
10
Jodie
Foster was busily unaware
She
caught the stare
The
odd glare
Of
blank blank
He
didn't have that stank stank
He
had a six shooter with no blank blanks
Our
President got hit
But
the agent with the briefcase
Opened
the briefcase
In
a brief phase
He
dropped the case
Therefore
an oozing oozy cozy you woozy in the face
You
got that got dam gun yet he screamed really flower like
As
our President in the crack era got rushed into surgery really power
like
Why
Ronald Reagan survived his assassination attempt?
11.
August
17th 215 140pm
My
name is Richard Nixon
Work
for me
Live
on my party bus
I
got back in the White House with a different diction
It
worked for me
I
live on my party bus
The
party bus tapes my conversations and only i know
But
when Watergate hotel footage and arrest records show
The
culprits of the breaking news
Break
in you then knew
Some
lawyer on my party bus I tried to throw under
The
party bus
Told
the press outside my party bus
That
I had them tapes
I
referred to the Whole Bay of Pigs things
As
the reason
I
needed ceasing
Of
the investigation
I
tried to seize it
The
progression of truth
That's
treason
To
all those who don't like this book and wish death
Provide
your own candles
Why
Richard Nixon resigned before impeachment in order to KEEP HIS TAPES
12.
August
17th 215 150pm
Bobby
Kennedy was the US attorney general
At
the time his brother was the youngest US president
Its
evidently evident the general consensus
Of
the evidence
Of
the 1963 Presidential case
And
the 1968 Presidential race
Bobby
was going to win
Because
the little basterd was going in
The
ones who named him that
Wanted
him whacked
But
who got him whacked?
Well
check the times and the place
It
was during the 1968 Presidential race
Did
they already do the debates?
I
wasn't there
The
Ambassador hotel California from where the Primaries aired
Isn't
that Nixon's home state?
Didn't
he lose governor there right before?
You
Like
that
Despite
that
Rewind
5yrs
5
fears Vice President Johnson had
President
Johnson was so so glad
To
have had removed
In
his home state of Texas
Right
before the upcoming election
To
a ballot near you
Why
Sirhan Sirhan got fired from Richard Nixon's party bus BC he was
needed as patsy?
13.
August
17th 215 921pm
Because
they will die
If
they fry
Who
wanted to look into my eyes
As
I died
The
whole nation cried
Minus
the ones caring more about national supply
And
demand
John
Kennedy was the man
He
comprehended nuclear abomination
Better
than understand
He
would of crushed the MIC
Like
I would
That's
a double entire entree
Hope
you figure it out like I thought i could
The
only hint
I
can give
Is
the Ike is the I
The
recording mic
But
these days
Social
media
He
say she say
Wont
bring Clint
Any
closer to being honest
He
is too busy
Wait
Clint who?
Well
Clint Hill is Clint 2
Clint
one
Murchison
A
merchants son?
Hey
I
don't know and I don't care
But
if I was President and stared
At
the truth and tried to put it in the air
Brains
in the air
That's
the reason Abraham sold his film to on November 21st
Zapruder
He
was in a small crowd and caught the umbrella man throwing up a two er
after the buddies of the bullets in the sign hit his body
Grab
your throat if you got me?
Why
hasn't any president re opened and achieved justice for the case?
14.
August
18th 215 1146am
Because
they had no good choice
They
had no good voice
And
so they were not boist
More
like straight silent
On
standby when its Straight violent
Meaning
just sitting by
Getting
high
Off
their front row seat to my demise
And
the country was in better hands in their eyes
Now
hear them lies
Despite
the lies
There
must have been a prize
There
must have been a prize
Or
was it just your life and your job?
Your
life and your job?!?
Hold
up
I
thought your job said
Why
the secret service went norad?
U.S.CFK V2
PART TWO
August
19th 215. 1220am
They
set it up dude
They
knew what to do
In
the case of an attack
Like
bats and gats
They
have oozy Macs
After
the headshot they got their submachine up
Up
in the air
Air
man inside they are celebrating
Johnson
says tell the nation the reds staged it
Hey
Jack Ruby your apprentice was amazing
I
love your rendezvous in front of everyone inside the station
Not
to mention live syndication
Why
Emory Roberts called back the agent who wanted to save my life?
August
19th 215 1225 am
Destiny
is just weird that way
On my last day
I asked darling Jackie to wear
The cutest and fuzziest pink
Dress on deck at the time
And at the time i did not see
I did not think
My last blink
Last stare
Last glare in the air
My last wave my last care
The last thing I would ever see
On that dress
Last thing I would ever be
Alive
That dress
Is now tragic treasure in the museum's eyes
Bet you can't subdue those cries
Subdue boastful tears
Yeah you tried
On my last day
I asked darling Jackie to wear
The cutest and fuzziest pink
Dress on deck at the time
And at the time i did not see
I did not think
My last blink
Last stare
Last glare in the air
My last wave my last care
The last thing I would ever see
On that dress
Last thing I would ever be
Alive
That dress
Is now tragic treasure in the museum's eyes
Bet you can't subdue those cries
Subdue boastful tears
Yeah you tried
Why
I asked Jackie to wear the pink dress that Friday?
Uh
he lost in 1960
Presidentially
Even though he spent 8yrs in the white house
Vice Presidentially
Get me?
Then he lost to the first winners brother
But he killed him
And so he won
That thrilled him
but then he had to keep the ill deals on
Watergate oh watch that lawyer squeal on
Skirt! Off and peel on
Investigators trying to get Nixon's reel on
Record
Historical fantasy
But you can still check the record
Presidentially
Even though he spent 8yrs in the white house
Vice Presidentially
Get me?
Then he lost to the first winners brother
But he killed him
And so he won
That thrilled him
but then he had to keep the ill deals on
Watergate oh watch that lawyer squeal on
Skirt! Off and peel on
Investigators trying to get Nixon's reel on
Record
Historical fantasy
But you can still check the record
Why
Richard Nixon is such a loser?
Check
the record
He went down in history.
Alright
Indefinitely
He was playing checkers
The universe took away his double Decker
And his double cheese from subtle checkers
Rally that
Mental fitness equipped in this so bally that
He was ballsy
He claimed to not have known of Watergate prior to like he had cerebral palsy
No offense
But he wasn't charged
He impeached himself before they made him resign
Double that
But he wanted the power so bad he went along with that whole bay of pigs thing so trouble that
He went down in history.
Alright
Indefinitely
He was playing checkers
The universe took away his double Decker
And his double cheese from subtle checkers
Rally that
Mental fitness equipped in this so bally that
He was ballsy
He claimed to not have known of Watergate prior to like he had cerebral palsy
No offense
But he wasn't charged
He impeached himself before they made him resign
Double that
But he wanted the power so bad he went along with that whole bay of pigs thing so trouble that
Why
Richard Nixon was such a loser?
Because
they initiate the bullets
Bomb first dummy
Bullets ain't funny
Bullets taint lovely
Fate loves it
Fate lets it happen
Fate dug it
Fate is bugging
Fate is tugging
On our coat tails
The g o a time
Goat tales
Maybe destiny
Sees bad things happen
And cause a stain on a whole generation
But the next generation
Not playing that
The status quo oath I am not saying that
From degeneration x
To regeneration of the best
Spontaneous Evolution was started by Isaiah Noble in these generations eh?
What happened in the last
55yrs of the past
Affected our cash
That affected our ass
It affected our lives
When the good guys died
But the good guys get shot dead in the face
Or distract from the front
And point blank in the back
Not an attack
More of an ambush
I blame Uncle Sam and Dam Bush
Not Hoover
Richard Nixon plus LBJ equals 4 LOSERS
And they want to be lotharios
Scary though
Anyway
On anyway avenue
On anyday
If you're the good guy a better assassin
Is stabbing you
Grabbing
Having you
You are eating the sum total of your kinds words as your life depletes you
But rewind what if the good guy comes back in kind?
In 20 yrs
Or in my case
25
JFK died in 1963
His spirit can choose another body after 83
But his brothers can choose after 88
And so he waits
After all 5 is my favorite number
And my life path
CFK was conceived in 89
So are we the same age?
And where the f is RFK reincarnated at?
Bomb first dummy
Bullets ain't funny
Bullets taint lovely
Fate loves it
Fate lets it happen
Fate dug it
Fate is bugging
Fate is tugging
On our coat tails
The g o a time
Goat tales
Maybe destiny
Sees bad things happen
And cause a stain on a whole generation
But the next generation
Not playing that
The status quo oath I am not saying that
From degeneration x
To regeneration of the best
Spontaneous Evolution was started by Isaiah Noble in these generations eh?
What happened in the last
55yrs of the past
Affected our cash
That affected our ass
It affected our lives
When the good guys died
But the good guys get shot dead in the face
Or distract from the front
And point blank in the back
Not an attack
More of an ambush
I blame Uncle Sam and Dam Bush
Not Hoover
Richard Nixon plus LBJ equals 4 LOSERS
And they want to be lotharios
Scary though
Anyway
On anyway avenue
On anyday
If you're the good guy a better assassin
Is stabbing you
Grabbing
Having you
You are eating the sum total of your kinds words as your life depletes you
But rewind what if the good guy comes back in kind?
In 20 yrs
Or in my case
25
JFK died in 1963
His spirit can choose another body after 83
But his brothers can choose after 88
And so he waits
After all 5 is my favorite number
And my life path
CFK was conceived in 89
So are we the same age?
And where the f is RFK reincarnated at?
Why
the evil people live longer than the really good hearted people?
I
did not know
I had just no idea
Those would be the last tears
Of his i would see
The last cheers
Of his I would be
The prime cause of
21 gun salute cries pause duh
I had just no idea
Those would be the last tears
Of his i would see
The last cheers
Of his I would be
The prime cause of
21 gun salute cries pause duh
Why
I told John John I would be back for his birthday?
The
first one hundred days
Of his presidency
He referred to it
The bay of pigs
The first one thousand days
Referred to in his
Inaugural speech
The length of his presidency
And his inaugural reach
Of his presidency
He referred to it
The bay of pigs
The first one thousand days
Referred to in his
Inaugural speech
The length of his presidency
And his inaugural reach
Why
I mentioned my destiny in my inauguration speech?
August
24th 215 722pm
Bc
he missed me
Wanted to forehead kiss me
My entry
Into being
A non sentient being
Wanted to forehead kiss me
My entry
Into being
A non sentient being
Who
is coming back to America in 1989?
CFK V2
part 3
36.
August
20th 215 620pm
Me
JFK
The president you shot dead
In the head
In the Dallas streets
In 1963
And then to me
They stole the body
Before the already illegal autopsy
They stole me twice
After I died
An incision in my head
Pre autopsy surgery.
Spy nice
Makes no sense
Dry ice
Cover up the evidence
00
Who is coming back reincarnated?
JFK
The president you shot dead
In the head
In the Dallas streets
In 1963
And then to me
They stole the body
Before the already illegal autopsy
They stole me twice
After I died
An incision in my head
Pre autopsy surgery.
Spy nice
Makes no sense
Dry ice
Cover up the evidence
00
Who is coming back reincarnated?
37.
August
20th 215 624pm
Me
CFK
Born right before the digital age
Yes the digital craze
Pokemon was my digital sage
I didn't have a two parent household after age seven
After age seven first Grandmother in Heaven
By age eight Dads Mom in Heaven
All the pain in the air
They felt in despair
Left a void
Steps destroyed
Gaps formed
Now gaps are the norm
Or so it seems
But as the innocence gleams
Off like sunlight in the stream
Where only the salmon go upwards
Now im 25 comprehending THUG LIFE so its up yours
If you are not on the side
Of those ready to ride
On those in the power spots of those who rode
On the President sitting on the throne
before they turned it into a commode
They hated how his light shone
And so they looked down a tight cone
And did what they did
Check the history kid
But bow down BC I came back
With a game pack
A pack of game
A plan in case i go down in flames
They should not have underestimated my creative brain
CFK
Born right before the digital age
Yes the digital craze
Pokemon was my digital sage
I didn't have a two parent household after age seven
After age seven first Grandmother in Heaven
By age eight Dads Mom in Heaven
All the pain in the air
They felt in despair
Left a void
Steps destroyed
Gaps formed
Now gaps are the norm
Or so it seems
But as the innocence gleams
Off like sunlight in the stream
Where only the salmon go upwards
Now im 25 comprehending THUG LIFE so its up yours
If you are not on the side
Of those ready to ride
On those in the power spots of those who rode
On the President sitting on the throne
before they turned it into a commode
They hated how his light shone
And so they looked down a tight cone
And did what they did
Check the history kid
But bow down BC I came back
With a game pack
A pack of game
A plan in case i go down in flames
They should not have underestimated my creative brain
Who
came back to America reincarnated in 1989?
38.
August
20th 215 640pm
My
little brother
RFK
No other
Could have held it down
At the time
As he did
After my death
But
As a kid
Did we ever think
We would legendarily blink
With the actions we took?
Our actions shook
Our factions
And the factions
Of
The opposition of the national strategy for intelligence duh
What we got next was some Prescott Love
No group caskets
Ha
Just two cout De etat cases in a basket
A loss basket
Two boss caskets
RFK
No other
Could have held it down
At the time
As he did
After my death
But
As a kid
Did we ever think
We would legendarily blink
With the actions we took?
Our actions shook
Our factions
And the factions
Of
The opposition of the national strategy for intelligence duh
What we got next was some Prescott Love
No group caskets
Ha
Just two cout De etat cases in a basket
A loss basket
Two boss caskets
Who
died in 1968 63 days after Dr. MLK?
39.
August
20th 215 650pm
If
I came back to get it right this time
I need my little brother back
I would think
I died in 1963
In the last life
He died in 1968
In the last life
They say its a 20 year spiritual repletion
Before you come back
So in 88 he was free
To do the same as me
Continue on as energy
Or be a sentient being applying synergy
In order to be successful
In an environment so fluctuating
It could be so stressful
If you are not love making
Making love to the moments
You are holding
In your hands
Your thoughts influence your adrenal glands
Addison's
Your thoughts are influential to everything they touch in your life
That is our mission to publish these thoughts for commissions
No truth gets omission
And we know where that leads
In this life
A sad end
I need my little brother back
I would think
I died in 1963
In the last life
He died in 1968
In the last life
They say its a 20 year spiritual repletion
Before you come back
So in 88 he was free
To do the same as me
Continue on as energy
Or be a sentient being applying synergy
In order to be successful
In an environment so fluctuating
It could be so stressful
If you are not love making
Making love to the moments
You are holding
In your hands
Your thoughts influence your adrenal glands
Addison's
Your thoughts are influential to everything they touch in your life
That is our mission to publish these thoughts for commissions
No truth gets omission
And we know where that leads
In this life
A sad end
Why
I may have waited 5 more years to reincarnate?
40.
August
20th 215 655pm
Miami
Florida
Until I move to Georgia
15 years later
This is where CFK
Spent his time
Where I wrote my first rhymes
Where I filmed my first film
Where I found my first hater
Every time
I think of Miami
I think of pleasure and passion on a whim
That's just my understanding
Every time
I think of Miami
I think about the glimmer and shimmer
In the sky
Can you stand me?
The non bitter glitter you wouldn't mind getting in your eye
I think of beauty
Now reprimand me
Until I move to Georgia
15 years later
This is where CFK
Spent his time
Where I wrote my first rhymes
Where I filmed my first film
Where I found my first hater
Every time
I think of Miami
I think of pleasure and passion on a whim
That's just my understanding
Every time
I think of Miami
I think about the glimmer and shimmer
In the sky
Can you stand me?
The non bitter glitter you wouldn't mind getting in your eye
I think of beauty
Now reprimand me
Where
I was born on December 29th 1989?
41.
August
20th 215 717pm
Florida
Tampa
Miami
November 18th 1963
Check his presidential diary
Check his presidential library
And museum
And you can see the truth
He spent his last days in my home state
Carpe Diem
For i seized the day
In our next life
This life
The best life
The stressed life
I wake up in sweat I
See the tides
Coming my way
But on my birthday
In 1962
Before my own birthday
In 1989
He did a speech in my home town
Then in November 1963
He visited politically
Back to my home town
I wonder if in Miami he once thought up
The thought of this would have been a nice place to have been brought up?
That would answer so much
Tampa
Miami
November 18th 1963
Check his presidential diary
Check his presidential library
And museum
And you can see the truth
He spent his last days in my home state
Carpe Diem
For i seized the day
In our next life
This life
The best life
The stressed life
I wake up in sweat I
See the tides
Coming my way
But on my birthday
In 1962
Before my own birthday
In 1989
He did a speech in my home town
Then in November 1963
He visited politically
Back to my home town
I wonder if in Miami he once thought up
The thought of this would have been a nice place to have been brought up?
That would answer so much
Where
JFK attended his last pre Texas political trip?
42.
August
20th 215 730pm
My
home town
My home state
Miami
Florida
On my future birthday
Giving a speech to the Cuban missile brigade
Where JFK was on December 29th 1962?
My home state
Miami
Florida
On my future birthday
Giving a speech to the Cuban missile brigade
Where JFK was on December 29th 1962?
43.
August
20th 215
I
truly want to make a change
It bothers me every day
It sobers me every way
I truly ought to make a change
In this world today in every way
I am willing to die for it
I am willing to die with it
Not locked inside my dead brain
I have a debt to gain
Ownership of
Ownership duh
Is all we ever wanted in the cold case
Now we are forced to taunt a bold case
Our way
Take it
Parlay
I doubt it
I highly doubt it
My mind may be shrouded
But not in doubt
Just in mystery of how it will end
But without
Those thoughts
My actions can't prose thought
So election like
Correction in sight
I see a change
In ten years now and hear and if my ears are hearing clear
And my heart is beating near
A brain with such a clear
Electric impulse
If my Bio phone is working
Then I am surging
Universal energy into my current
while I am working
It keeps me current
It keeps me not worried
Someday I will earn the shot to exercise a good choice
In bad times with the worst consequences for using your voice
I saw the end before it was time to begin
Wisely chose my friends
Stay swayed away from sex at all every day from 18 to now
At 25 I am the first political entertainer wow
I sent myself clues in this life from the last life
I use to think this was going to be my last life
Before I stumbled across my last life
So now I wonder if I can adequately send clues to my next life
I used to think this was going to be my best life
But if karma comes to the soul and not the body then next life may be my best life
Got me?
It bothers me every day
It sobers me every way
I truly ought to make a change
In this world today in every way
I am willing to die for it
I am willing to die with it
Not locked inside my dead brain
I have a debt to gain
Ownership of
Ownership duh
Is all we ever wanted in the cold case
Now we are forced to taunt a bold case
Our way
Take it
Parlay
I doubt it
I highly doubt it
My mind may be shrouded
But not in doubt
Just in mystery of how it will end
But without
Those thoughts
My actions can't prose thought
So election like
Correction in sight
I see a change
In ten years now and hear and if my ears are hearing clear
And my heart is beating near
A brain with such a clear
Electric impulse
If my Bio phone is working
Then I am surging
Universal energy into my current
while I am working
It keeps me current
It keeps me not worried
Someday I will earn the shot to exercise a good choice
In bad times with the worst consequences for using your voice
I saw the end before it was time to begin
Wisely chose my friends
Stay swayed away from sex at all every day from 18 to now
At 25 I am the first political entertainer wow
I sent myself clues in this life from the last life
I use to think this was going to be my last life
Before I stumbled across my last life
So now I wonder if I can adequately send clues to my next life
I used to think this was going to be my best life
But if karma comes to the soul and not the body then next life may be my best life
Got me?
Why
I might really be JFK reincarnated?
44.
August
21th 215 1230am
To
correct all this BS
Lord knows its so ugh
So much of that type of stuff
November 22nd was a false flag
Blamed on the reds
Cambodia bombing on their heads
Is what Richard Nixon did instead
But instead
Of ruining the stature of the Capricorn i
Rather correct history's mistakes
By making history myself in my time in due time
You rhyme
But not as often as I
I write write when I don't even want to
I just let the tablet free
Its heart i must let the heart be
As true to itself as it needs to
Chizzi your heart needs you
And it beats to please you
To keep you at ease
You have a long way to go
Before they seize and attempt to disease you
Deceased you
Wont be a real threat then
That's funny
I plan on doing many things for the world while alive
If its meant to be
Yet all my primal energy
Lends itself to the inner me
Establishing
The finishing
Of publishing
All the lovely
Observations
From my brain
To a page to a publication strain
You know publications main
Aim
Is to claim
Royalties
For books spoiling
Its fans
My organization and its stance
On life
Is getting written down
Before I reached success so when
I reach success and if I go down in
An accident
Or what they want to be seen as an accident
If it was not accident
All my thoughts concretely published plus the audio video
That is not an accident
And if I don't die young
For money ill sell an idea from my death vault of products to support those i love After I die
I write one book a month
That was last month
This month I chose to double that
I am competing with my dam self rubble that
Rocky
Was written in 3days
Ten years from now im the best selling author in the
World
Stop me if im being bee bee cocky
Lord knows its so ugh
So much of that type of stuff
November 22nd was a false flag
Blamed on the reds
Cambodia bombing on their heads
Is what Richard Nixon did instead
But instead
Of ruining the stature of the Capricorn i
Rather correct history's mistakes
By making history myself in my time in due time
You rhyme
But not as often as I
I write write when I don't even want to
I just let the tablet free
Its heart i must let the heart be
As true to itself as it needs to
Chizzi your heart needs you
And it beats to please you
To keep you at ease
You have a long way to go
Before they seize and attempt to disease you
Deceased you
Wont be a real threat then
That's funny
I plan on doing many things for the world while alive
If its meant to be
Yet all my primal energy
Lends itself to the inner me
Establishing
The finishing
Of publishing
All the lovely
Observations
From my brain
To a page to a publication strain
You know publications main
Aim
Is to claim
Royalties
For books spoiling
Its fans
My organization and its stance
On life
Is getting written down
Before I reached success so when
I reach success and if I go down in
An accident
Or what they want to be seen as an accident
If it was not accident
All my thoughts concretely published plus the audio video
That is not an accident
And if I don't die young
For money ill sell an idea from my death vault of products to support those i love After I die
I write one book a month
That was last month
This month I chose to double that
I am competing with my dam self rubble that
Rocky
Was written in 3days
Ten years from now im the best selling author in the
World
Stop me if im being bee bee cocky
Why
I might have been sent back 25years later?
45.
August
24th 215 1130am
Oh
man
So hard to say
I would not want to put in writing
Certain aspects of the fighting
Opposition employs
This game is so hard to play
Oh boy
But I have been secluded from the social scene all my adult life
And now at 25 I find my thought in the deepest waters
I can translate the vision from my mind to the page
From the page to the screen
The images motive to induce serene
Thoughts
Serenity
I am one of the deepest martyrs
From beyond to infinity
So hard to say
I would not want to put in writing
Certain aspects of the fighting
Opposition employs
This game is so hard to play
Oh boy
But I have been secluded from the social scene all my adult life
And now at 25 I find my thought in the deepest waters
I can translate the vision from my mind to the page
From the page to the screen
The images motive to induce serene
Thoughts
Serenity
I am one of the deepest martyrs
From beyond to infinity
What
may be on my spiritual political plate this time around
?
?
46.
August
24th 215 355pm
It
is going to be a great one
No matter how long I last on the log
Last on in the fog
Mind not bogged
Down
In the fog
It is going to be great fun
With great work done
All thru out the journey
Until the gurney
Until they distribute how I asked or steal my earnings while they churn and urn me
No matter how long I last on the log
Last on in the fog
Mind not bogged
Down
In the fog
It is going to be great fun
With great work done
All thru out the journey
Until the gurney
Until they distribute how I asked or steal my earnings while they churn and urn me
Why
I will enjoy this journey however?
47.
August
24th 215 400pm
The
dangers?
Getting distracted by dancers
Or attacked by pissed strangers
This danger
Looms over me as if it were a hanger
At every present moment in a closet full of darkness
The light switch just wont answer
But I don't focus on a dancer
I know what I want
I know what I can have
If I keep the faith
Let let the man grab
The vision in my mind
The same one uncle Sam just can't find
Or hides in plain sight
I was always taught gaining influence without a corrupt mindset
Might get you to the point
Where you are politically on fire like a joint
And the only way to stop you is to erupt your mind yes
Hey if that's the only way Uncle Sam going thru with it
If a plan calls for murder hey Uncle Sam knows what to do with it
Getting distracted by dancers
Or attacked by pissed strangers
This danger
Looms over me as if it were a hanger
At every present moment in a closet full of darkness
The light switch just wont answer
But I don't focus on a dancer
I know what I want
I know what I can have
If I keep the faith
Let let the man grab
The vision in my mind
The same one uncle Sam just can't find
Or hides in plain sight
I was always taught gaining influence without a corrupt mindset
Might get you to the point
Where you are politically on fire like a joint
And the only way to stop you is to erupt your mind yes
Hey if that's the only way Uncle Sam going thru with it
If a plan calls for murder hey Uncle Sam knows what to do with it
What
are the dangers of my modern day JFK epic?
48.
August
24th 415pm
It
does not fully register
I may see the cash registers
Storing money paid for books
Books typed with my own hand
I am my own man
And thus my destiny requires my own plan
Well then I have plans
Plans almost in hand
Every thing is getting transpired
Because I wont retire until I expire
So don't trip the wrong color wire
Emotionally
On me
For
My words are super charged and sound off like explosions to me
Want more?
I will be honest
I am becoming more conscious
Of the fact
My facts
And perspective
I plan to share with the collective
Might turn heads of the subjective
I see myself as objective
And so what is the objective?
To remain objective on all objectives
And not subjective
Living as the subject lives
I may see the cash registers
Storing money paid for books
Books typed with my own hand
I am my own man
And thus my destiny requires my own plan
Well then I have plans
Plans almost in hand
Every thing is getting transpired
Because I wont retire until I expire
So don't trip the wrong color wire
Emotionally
On me
For
My words are super charged and sound off like explosions to me
Want more?
I will be honest
I am becoming more conscious
Of the fact
My facts
And perspective
I plan to share with the collective
Might turn heads of the subjective
I see myself as objective
And so what is the objective?
To remain objective on all objectives
And not subjective
Living as the subject lives
Why
it all makes sense to me however?
49.
August
24th 215 423pm
Of
course it will
Because I plan to die for it
But the plan wont die with me
It wont stay in my brain
It can not stay in my mind
That will be insane
For even if they dig up my grave
They can not find the plan
So i have to put it in writing
Jot it all down
No matter from what town
Wherever I am at
I must be ready to bat
the winning gat
Versus the winning strategy
Because I plan to die for it
But the plan wont die with me
It wont stay in my brain
It can not stay in my mind
That will be insane
For even if they dig up my grave
They can not find the plan
So i have to put it in writing
Jot it all down
No matter from what town
Wherever I am at
I must be ready to bat
the winning gat
Versus the winning strategy
Why
it will make sense to you in the end?
THE
RANDOM
QUIRKINESS
VOLUME
ONE: MY APPEARANCE VS. THEIR PERCEPTION
4/13/2016
CRICHTON
FAMILY PUBLICATIONS
DAVID
X. CRICHTON
WRITTEN
IN APRIL 2016, FIRST BOOK WRITTEN WHILE EMPLOYED AT P AND G.
1.
4:20PM-4:22PM
4:20PM-4:22PM
I
LIKE TO BE ALONE
TO FLY MY MENTAL DRONE
TO GO INSIDE MY HEAD
UNTIL IT IS TIME FOR BED
I GET IN TROUBLE INSTEAD...BC I LIKE TO BE ALONE
TO FLY MY MENTAL DRONE
TO GO INSIDE MY HEAD
UNTIL IT IS TIME FOR BED
I GET IN TROUBLE INSTEAD...BC I LIKE TO BE ALONE
2.
4:22PM-4:23PM
4:22PM-4:23PM
I
AM SELF AMUSED
I AM NOT SELF ABUSED
I DO NOT SEEK OTHERS
I DO NOT NEED TO CONSTANTLY SPEAK TO OTHERS
MY SELF IS ALWAYS WHO I ONLY CHOOSE
I AM NOT SELF ABUSED
I DO NOT SEEK OTHERS
I DO NOT NEED TO CONSTANTLY SPEAK TO OTHERS
MY SELF IS ALWAYS WHO I ONLY CHOOSE
3.
4:23PM-4:25PM
4:23PM-4:25PM
I
HATE BEING JUDGED
MY NAME HATES BEING SMUDGED
IN DIRT
ALL BC I CARE MORE ABOUT LOCKING MYSELF AWAY TO HEAL MY HURT
SOUL...TO NOT ALLOW MEMORIES TO CONVINCE ME TO HOLD A GRUDGE
MY NAME HATES BEING SMUDGED
IN DIRT
ALL BC I CARE MORE ABOUT LOCKING MYSELF AWAY TO HEAL MY HURT
SOUL...TO NOT ALLOW MEMORIES TO CONVINCE ME TO HOLD A GRUDGE
4.
4:25PM-4:28PM
4:25PM-4:28PM
IF
I WERE JUDGEMENTAL
I WOULD JUDGE THEIR MENTAL
THEIR THOUGHTS AND IT'S CALIBER
DO THEY WEILD THEIR MINDSET LIKE EXCALIBUR?
I ONLY CARE ABOUT REALIZING MY POTENTIAL
I WOULD JUDGE THEIR MENTAL
THEIR THOUGHTS AND IT'S CALIBER
DO THEY WEILD THEIR MINDSET LIKE EXCALIBUR?
I ONLY CARE ABOUT REALIZING MY POTENTIAL
5.
4:28PM-4:30PM
4:28PM-4:30PM
I
AM SECURE
WITH MYSELF AND BY MYSELF I FEEL PURE
THERE IS NO ONE TO JUDGE ME
NO ONE TO EMOTIONALLY LUNGE AT ME
AROUND JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE I FEEL JUST SO UNSURE
WITH MYSELF AND BY MYSELF I FEEL PURE
THERE IS NO ONE TO JUDGE ME
NO ONE TO EMOTIONALLY LUNGE AT ME
AROUND JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE I FEEL JUST SO UNSURE
6.
4:30PM-4:31PM
4:30PM-4:31PM
I
LIKE TO READ
FOR FUN INDEED
I LOVE TO LEARN
AS THE IGNORANCE BURNS
APPLIED WHAT I LEARNED TO SUCCEED
FOR FUN INDEED
I LOVE TO LEARN
AS THE IGNORANCE BURNS
APPLIED WHAT I LEARNED TO SUCCEED
7.
4:32PM-4:33PM
4:32PM-4:33PM
I
BUY BOOKS FOR FUN
WHEN THE LAST WORD IS DONE
I HAVE READIED MY NEXT
LEARNING NEW INFORMATION IS SEX
TO ME...NOW LET ME SEE MY SON!
WHEN THE LAST WORD IS DONE
I HAVE READIED MY NEXT
LEARNING NEW INFORMATION IS SEX
TO ME...NOW LET ME SEE MY SON!
8.
4:34PM-4:40PM
4:34PM-4:40PM
I
AM CLOSED OFF
FROM OTHER PEOPLE...I WOULD RATHER READ OR WRITE AND LEARN UNTIL I DOZE OFF
I ONLY LIKE ENGAGING IN CONVERSATION SO STIMULATING
SO IF YOU WANT TO CONVERSE THEN PLEASE STIMULATE ME
I THINK ABOUT MY PROJECTS IN THE SHOWER AS I TAKE MY CLOTHES OFF
FROM OTHER PEOPLE...I WOULD RATHER READ OR WRITE AND LEARN UNTIL I DOZE OFF
I ONLY LIKE ENGAGING IN CONVERSATION SO STIMULATING
SO IF YOU WANT TO CONVERSE THEN PLEASE STIMULATE ME
I THINK ABOUT MY PROJECTS IN THE SHOWER AS I TAKE MY CLOTHES OFF
9.
4:42PM-4:47PM
4:42PM-4:47PM
I
AM IN CONTROL
OF THOSE THOUGHTS IN WHICH I HOLD
IN MY MIND
WHERE IN KIND
MY CONTROL RISES LIKE A POLE
OF THOSE THOUGHTS IN WHICH I HOLD
IN MY MIND
WHERE IN KIND
MY CONTROL RISES LIKE A POLE
OR
YOUR KUNDALINI BRO
10.
4:49PM-4:51PM
4:49PM-4:51PM
CRITICS
MAKE ME VISIT
NERVOUSNESS
FOR THEY LOVE TO SERVE AS THIS
CATALYST FOR LEARNING MORE RESPONSIBLE CIVICS
MAKE ME VISIT
NERVOUSNESS
FOR THEY LOVE TO SERVE AS THIS
CATALYST FOR LEARNING MORE RESPONSIBLE CIVICS
10.
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11.
3:22PM-3:23PM
I STAY TO MYSELF
FOCUSED ONLY ON MY OWN HEALTH
WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME?
USING THE ANSWER TO RISE MY ENERGY OR KUNDALINI
IT RISES MORE WHEN I AM BY MYSELF
3:22PM-3:23PM
I STAY TO MYSELF
FOCUSED ONLY ON MY OWN HEALTH
WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME?
USING THE ANSWER TO RISE MY ENERGY OR KUNDALINI
IT RISES MORE WHEN I AM BY MYSELF
12.
3:24PM-3:25PM
I EAT
ONLY TO MEET
MY PHYSICAL NEEDS SPARINGLY
I FEED MYSELF DARINGLY
RARELY DOES THE PLATE AND I MEET
3:24PM-3:25PM
I EAT
ONLY TO MEET
MY PHYSICAL NEEDS SPARINGLY
I FEED MYSELF DARINGLY
RARELY DOES THE PLATE AND I MEET
13.
3:26PM-3:28PM
I GET NERVOUS AROUND OTHERS
EVEN MY BROTHER
I FEAR TROUBLE
I DON'T GO NEAR IT ON THE DOUBLE
I ENJOY WATCHING MOVIES ALONE AND UNDER THE COVERS
3:26PM-3:28PM
I GET NERVOUS AROUND OTHERS
EVEN MY BROTHER
I FEAR TROUBLE
I DON'T GO NEAR IT ON THE DOUBLE
I ENJOY WATCHING MOVIES ALONE AND UNDER THE COVERS
14.
3:29PM-3:31PM
I THINK ABOUT HUMANITY
I THINK ABOUT INSANITY
PONDERING ON WHAT TO DO TO KEEP ENHANCING
MYSELF BY ENTRANCING
MYSELF AS I THINK ABOUT THE INTANGIBILITY
3:29PM-3:31PM
I THINK ABOUT HUMANITY
I THINK ABOUT INSANITY
PONDERING ON WHAT TO DO TO KEEP ENHANCING
MYSELF BY ENTRANCING
MYSELF AS I THINK ABOUT THE INTANGIBILITY
15.
3:32PM-3:34PM
I LOVE TAKING WALKS
I LOVE MAKING TALKS
TALKS OF PEACE
TALKS OF EASE AND HUMILITY
I LOVE SEEING MY CREATIVITY FLYING AS HIGH AS HAWKS
3:32PM-3:34PM
I LOVE TAKING WALKS
I LOVE MAKING TALKS
TALKS OF PEACE
TALKS OF EASE AND HUMILITY
I LOVE SEEING MY CREATIVITY FLYING AS HIGH AS HAWKS
16.
3:35PM-3:36PM
I BUY BOOKS WHEN I CAN
I READ BOOKS WHEN I STAND
I READ AFTER I WRITE
MY BOOKS AND I READ AFTER I RECITE
MY BOOKS SO BOOKS TO ME ARE SO GRAND
3:35PM-3:36PM
I BUY BOOKS WHEN I CAN
I READ BOOKS WHEN I STAND
I READ AFTER I WRITE
MY BOOKS AND I READ AFTER I RECITE
MY BOOKS SO BOOKS TO ME ARE SO GRAND
17.
3:37PM-3:38PM
I PHOTO READ
INDEED
TURNING EACH PAGE INTO A TINY
SEED...I DO NO WHINING
I DO NOT COMPLAIN BECAUSE IN LIFE I WANT TO SUCCEED
3:37PM-3:38PM
I PHOTO READ
INDEED
TURNING EACH PAGE INTO A TINY
SEED...I DO NO WHINING
I DO NOT COMPLAIN BECAUSE IN LIFE I WANT TO SUCCEED
18.
3:38PM-3:39PM
I BUY MY BOOKS SLIGHTLY USED
SLIGHTLY ABUSED
I BUY THEM CHEAP
SO I HAVE MORE TO BUY AND TO KEEP
NIGHTLY PERUSED
3:38PM-3:39PM
I BUY MY BOOKS SLIGHTLY USED
SLIGHTLY ABUSED
I BUY THEM CHEAP
SO I HAVE MORE TO BUY AND TO KEEP
NIGHTLY PERUSED
19.
3:40PM-3:41PM
I GO THRU PHASES
OF AMAZEMENT
READING WHAT SUBJECTS I FIND AMAZING
A COW ON WORDS I AM MENTALLY GRAZING
MY NEW BOOKS ARE CRAVE SENT
3:40PM-3:41PM
I GO THRU PHASES
OF AMAZEMENT
READING WHAT SUBJECTS I FIND AMAZING
A COW ON WORDS I AM MENTALLY GRAZING
MY NEW BOOKS ARE CRAVE SENT
20.
3:42PM-3:47PM
I WATCH DOCUMENTARIES
EVEN MOCKUMENTARIES
TO LEARN OTHER'S BIOGRAPHIES AND
RETROSPECTIVES SO NOT BLAND
I VIEW WHAT THE DOCS MEANT FOR ME TO SEE
3:42PM-3:47PM
I WATCH DOCUMENTARIES
EVEN MOCKUMENTARIES
TO LEARN OTHER'S BIOGRAPHIES AND
RETROSPECTIVES SO NOT BLAND
I VIEW WHAT THE DOCS MEANT FOR ME TO SEE
4.15.2016
12:35PM-12:36PM
31.
THE TIMES I LIVE IN
THE DIGITAL AGE GIVES IN
TO THE NEEDS OF US
DOES IT BREED MISTRUST
IN OUR CREATED TECHNOLOGY IN THESE NEW TIMES WE LIVE IN?
THE TIMES I LIVE IN
THE DIGITAL AGE GIVES IN
TO THE NEEDS OF US
DOES IT BREED MISTRUST
IN OUR CREATED TECHNOLOGY IN THESE NEW TIMES WE LIVE IN?
12:37PM-12:38PM
32.
SOCIAL MEDIA CONNECTS
PEOPLE FROM ALL AROUND THE GLOBE WITH DIFFERENT PERSPECTS
IT ALLOWS US TO SEE
PEOPLE IN THE PLACES WE WOULD LIKE TO BE
APPROACH IT WISELY OR LOSE INTERNATIONAL RESPECT
SOCIAL MEDIA CONNECTS
PEOPLE FROM ALL AROUND THE GLOBE WITH DIFFERENT PERSPECTS
IT ALLOWS US TO SEE
PEOPLE IN THE PLACES WE WOULD LIKE TO BE
APPROACH IT WISELY OR LOSE INTERNATIONAL RESPECT
12:39PM-12:40PM
33.
I THINK ABOUT THE DIGITAL AGE IN WHICH I WAS RAISED
HOW ITS TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES ARE PRAISED
IN THIS NEW REVOLUTION
WILL IT PREVENT THE DE EVOLUTION
AS WE TRANSCEND INTO THE SPACE AGE?
I THINK ABOUT THE DIGITAL AGE IN WHICH I WAS RAISED
HOW ITS TECHNOLOGICAL ADVANCES ARE PRAISED
IN THIS NEW REVOLUTION
WILL IT PREVENT THE DE EVOLUTION
AS WE TRANSCEND INTO THE SPACE AGE?
12:41PM-12:42PM
34.
THE SPACE AGE IS COMING
I WANT TO BE A PART OF IT...STRUMMING
MY FINGERS ACROSS ANY GIVEN PLATFORM
AS I CONTEMPLATE FUTURE GENERATIONS SAYING WELL THAT'S THE NORM
FOR ME...THE NEW AGE OF SPACE SOUNDS...IN OUR EARTH’S EAR IT IS DRUMMING
THE SPACE AGE IS COMING
I WANT TO BE A PART OF IT...STRUMMING
MY FINGERS ACROSS ANY GIVEN PLATFORM
AS I CONTEMPLATE FUTURE GENERATIONS SAYING WELL THAT'S THE NORM
FOR ME...THE NEW AGE OF SPACE SOUNDS...IN OUR EARTH’S EAR IT IS DRUMMING
12:43PM-12:44PM
35.
I THINK ABOUT LIVING IN SIMPLER TIMES
WOULD IT BE EASIER TO PURSUE A LIFE OF RHYMES?
A WORLD WITHOUT ALL OF THIS TECHNOLOGY
WHAT IF I LIVED BEFORE IN A WORLD WITHOUT THIS TECHNOLOGY
IN THIS DAY IN AGE...MY VIBRATION CHIMES
I THINK ABOUT LIVING IN SIMPLER TIMES
WOULD IT BE EASIER TO PURSUE A LIFE OF RHYMES?
A WORLD WITHOUT ALL OF THIS TECHNOLOGY
WHAT IF I LIVED BEFORE IN A WORLD WITHOUT THIS TECHNOLOGY
IN THIS DAY IN AGE...MY VIBRATION CHIMES
12:45PM-
36.
I THINK ABOUT MY FUTURE ALWAYS
I THINK ABOUT THE GONE DAYS OF HIGH SCHOOL HALLWAYS
IT NEVER LEAVES ME
I REFRAIN FROM BELIEVING
I DON'T HOLD THE POWER TO ALL OF MY DAYS
I THINK ABOUT MY FUTURE ALWAYS
I THINK ABOUT THE GONE DAYS OF HIGH SCHOOL HALLWAYS
IT NEVER LEAVES ME
I REFRAIN FROM BELIEVING
I DON'T HOLD THE POWER TO ALL OF MY DAYS
12:47PM-12:48PM
37.
I WONDER
AND I PONDER
ON HOW LIFE WILL BE
ON THE LIFE WE WILL SEE
IN 50YRS...OVER THERE YONDER
I WONDER
AND I PONDER
ON HOW LIFE WILL BE
ON THE LIFE WE WILL SEE
IN 50YRS...OVER THERE YONDER
12:49PM-12:51PM
38.
I LIKE TO STUDY HISTORY
THE EMOTIONAL MISERY
OTHERS INFLICTED AND FELT THEMSELVES IN SOCIETY'S DYSTOPIA
I MAY BE A HISTORIAN...IT MAY BE MY UTOPIA
I REALIZE WHAT WE DO IN OUR LIFE TIME BECOMES HISTORY
I LIKE TO STUDY HISTORY
THE EMOTIONAL MISERY
OTHERS INFLICTED AND FELT THEMSELVES IN SOCIETY'S DYSTOPIA
I MAY BE A HISTORIAN...IT MAY BE MY UTOPIA
I REALIZE WHAT WE DO IN OUR LIFE TIME BECOMES HISTORY
12:52PM-12:53PM
39.
I LOVE STUDYING HUMAN EMOTION
THE PROCESS OF HUMANS FLOATING
HOW TO INDUCE BETTER A FEELING
HOW TO SEE BETTER A REELING
EMOTIONAL POTION
I LOVE STUDYING HUMAN EMOTION
THE PROCESS OF HUMANS FLOATING
HOW TO INDUCE BETTER A FEELING
HOW TO SEE BETTER A REELING
EMOTIONAL POTION
12:54PM-12:56PM
40.
WILL WE EVER GET OUT OF FINANCIAL DEPENDENCE
ON FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS?
WILL WE RELIEVE OUR SELVES
OF IT BY BELIEVING OURSELVES CAPABLE OF
RIDDING OUR SOCIETY OF ECONOMIC SLAVERY AND SAYING TO IT GOOD RIDDANCE
WILL WE EVER GET OUT OF FINANCIAL DEPENDENCE
ON FINANCIAL INSTRUMENTS?
WILL WE RELIEVE OUR SELVES
OF IT BY BELIEVING OURSELVES CAPABLE OF
RIDDING OUR SOCIETY OF ECONOMIC SLAVERY AND SAYING TO IT GOOD RIDDANCE
TO
SHOVE IT
3.15.2016
1:40PM-1:42PM
41.
I HAVE SPENT ONE NIGHT IN JAIL FOR PUBLIC SMOKING
THEY MADE MY NIGHT HELL FOR PUBLIC JOKING
I HAD A GREAT ATTITUDE ABOUT IT
FOR IT WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN OVER WITH IF THE MOMENT I DOUBTED IT
ALL FOR PUBLIC CHOKING
I HAVE SPENT ONE NIGHT IN JAIL FOR PUBLIC SMOKING
THEY MADE MY NIGHT HELL FOR PUBLIC JOKING
I HAD A GREAT ATTITUDE ABOUT IT
FOR IT WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN OVER WITH IF THE MOMENT I DOUBTED IT
ALL FOR PUBLIC CHOKING
1:43PM-1:44PM
42.
I LET MY FAMILY DOWN WHEN I GOT ARRESTED
FOR SMOKING...A HABIT THEY DETESTED
I DIDN'T GET ON PROBATION SO NO RETESTING
OF MY URINE...THAT WAS THE BEST THING
I LET MY FAMILY DOWN WHEN I GOT ARRESTED
FOR SMOKING...A HABIT THEY DETESTED
I DIDN'T GET ON PROBATION SO NO RETESTING
OF MY URINE...THAT WAS THE BEST THING
SO
ASSURING
IT IS A FRAGILE MEMORY I MUST CARESS IT
IT IS A FRAGILE MEMORY I MUST CARESS IT
1:45PM-
43.
I FELT LIKE THE MESS UP
ALTERED MY FUTURE I MUST CONFESS UP
IT AFFECTED
THE TYPES OF JOBS COLLECTED
GOOD AND BAD CHOICES I MESHED UP
I FELT LIKE THE MESS UP
ALTERED MY FUTURE I MUST CONFESS UP
IT AFFECTED
THE TYPES OF JOBS COLLECTED
GOOD AND BAD CHOICES I MESHED UP
1:47PM-1:49PM
44.
I HAD A BAD HABIT AND IT CONTROLLED ME
AT THE TIME IT WAS CONSOLING
TO BETTER SPEND MY TIME AND HEAL MY HEART
I HAD TO FOCUS ON MY STILL ART
I KICKED THE WHOLE THING
I HAD A BAD HABIT AND IT CONTROLLED ME
AT THE TIME IT WAS CONSOLING
TO BETTER SPEND MY TIME AND HEAL MY HEART
I HAD TO FOCUS ON MY STILL ART
I KICKED THE WHOLE THING
1:50PM-1:52PM
45.
I WANT TO MAKE BETTER CHOICES
I WANT TO TAKE BETTER VOICES
OF ADVICE
INTO CONSIDERATION TO ADD NICE
MOMENTS I FIND JOYOUS
I WANT TO MAKE BETTER CHOICES
I WANT TO TAKE BETTER VOICES
OF ADVICE
INTO CONSIDERATION TO ADD NICE
MOMENTS I FIND JOYOUS
3.17.2016
5:22PM-5:25PM
46.
I AM SO ISOLATED
SOMETIMES I SO HATE IT
LONELY ENOUGH TO WANT TO CRY
LONELY ENOUGH TO WANT TO DIE
WILL I DIE A LEGEND THAT FACT NOT DEBATED?
I AM SO ISOLATED
SOMETIMES I SO HATE IT
LONELY ENOUGH TO WANT TO CRY
LONELY ENOUGH TO WANT TO DIE
WILL I DIE A LEGEND THAT FACT NOT DEBATED?
5:26PM-5:29PM
47.
I FEEL INSECURE
CRAVING THE TIMES I HAVE BEEN SECURE
I FEEL MOST COMFORTABLE PERFORMING
ONE OF MY TALENTS I AM REFORMING
THE INDUSTRY AND MY SKILL SET...OF THIS I AM SURE
I FEEL INSECURE
CRAVING THE TIMES I HAVE BEEN SECURE
I FEEL MOST COMFORTABLE PERFORMING
ONE OF MY TALENTS I AM REFORMING
THE INDUSTRY AND MY SKILL SET...OF THIS I AM SURE
5:30PM-5:34PM
48.
I FEEL REALLY NERVOUS AROUND MY FAMILY
EMOTIONALLY SPAMMING ME
I AM NOT THE MAN THEY THOUGHT I WOULD GROW UP TO BE
THEY WANTED A LAWYER...NOT THE ARTISTIC GENIUS WHO ALMOST WENT WENT MILITARY
I ONLY YEARN TO BE THE MAN I AM TO BE
I FEEL REALLY NERVOUS AROUND MY FAMILY
EMOTIONALLY SPAMMING ME
I AM NOT THE MAN THEY THOUGHT I WOULD GROW UP TO BE
THEY WANTED A LAWYER...NOT THE ARTISTIC GENIUS WHO ALMOST WENT WENT MILITARY
I ONLY YEARN TO BE THE MAN I AM TO BE
5:35PM-5:36PM
49.
I DEAL WITH IT EVERY DAY
THE LEAST BIT OF NOTHING IS WHAT I SAY
ALL I DO IS PRAY
I CAN ACHIEVE MY GOALS MY WAY
FOR IN WHAT OTHER FORM...CAN SOMEONE SO NOT THE NORM...GAME PLAY?
I DEAL WITH IT EVERY DAY
THE LEAST BIT OF NOTHING IS WHAT I SAY
ALL I DO IS PRAY
I CAN ACHIEVE MY GOALS MY WAY
FOR IN WHAT OTHER FORM...CAN SOMEONE SO NOT THE NORM...GAME PLAY?
5:37PM-5:41PM
50.
THEY WILL NEVER GET ME...WILL IT EVER STOP?
FINANCIAL INCOME COPS
I DON'T EVEN TRY
TO EXPLAIN IF THEY EVER ASK WHY...I HOLD THE TEARS INSIDE
AS THEY LAY THEIR BRUTAL EMOTIONS TABLE TOP
THEY WILL NEVER GET ME...WILL IT EVER STOP?
FINANCIAL INCOME COPS
I DON'T EVEN TRY
TO EXPLAIN IF THEY EVER ASK WHY...I HOLD THE TEARS INSIDE
AS THEY LAY THEIR BRUTAL EMOTIONS TABLE TOP
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MY
PEN NAME IS DAVID CRICHTON. DAVID IS MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER’S NAME.
MICHAEL CRICHTON IS THE NAME OF MY FAVORITE AUTHOR. R.I.P M.
CRICHTON. I JUST TURNED 26YRS OLD LESS THAN A MONTH AGO ON DECEMBER
29TH.
I AM A DORKY NERD WHO TUCKS MY PANTS INTO MY SOCKS. I DO IT BECAUSE I
AM THE ONLY ONE I’VE SEEN DOING IT REGULARLY. IT KEEPS MY ANKLES
WARM IN THE WINTER AND I DON’T LIKE STEPPING ON MY PANT’S LEGS.
I
WAS RAISED WITH AN APPRECIATION FOR READING AND WRITING. MY PARENTS
WERE BOTH TEACHERS. MY MOTHER MADE SURE I COULD READ AT THE TOP OF MY
CLASS AND I NEVER LOST THAT ABILITY. SHE ENCOURAGED THE USE OF MY GOD
GIVEN GIFT OF SMART WRITING SKILL AND POETRY. I NEVER SAW POETRY AS A
WAY I WOULD ATTEMPT TO PROVIDE A LIVING FOR MYSELF IN ADULTHOOD BUT
MY MOTHER CONTINUALLY KEPT ME WRITING FOR SPECIAL OCCASIONS. BEFORE
EVERY BIRTHDAY PARTY OR SPECIAL FAMILY FUNCTIONS LIKE A BABY SHOWER,
SHE WOULD PUT ME ON THE SPOT IN THE CAR.
“DAVID,
TODAY IS MONA’S BABY SHOWER, I WANT YOU TO WRITE A POEM REAL QUICK,
HERE’S THE CARD. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.” I DID IT EVERYTIME WITH
NO SCRATCH PAPER. I HAVE BEEN WRITING POEMS SINCE AGE 7. THIS IS MY
LAST YEAR BEFORE I CAN SAY I HAVE BEEN WRITING POETRY FOR 20YEARS. AT
15 I FINISHED MY FIRST POETRY JOURNAL. AT 35 I CAN SAY I’VE BEEN
WRITING POETRY JOURNALS FOR 20YEARS. I’VE BEEN AT IT FOR 10YEARS
PLUS. BY THE TIME OF MY 20TH
ANNIVERSARY AS AN INDEPENDENT POETRY WRITER I CAN SAY I HAVE ALMOST
5-10 POETIC NOVELS SELF PUBLISHED.
I
AM NOT LOOKING TO BE PUBLISHED MAJORLY, I AM LOOKING TO BE
DISTRIBUTED WORLDWIDE. I AM SEEKING A WORLDWIDE DISTRIBUTION DEAL
MORE SO THAN A PUBLISHING DEAL. I CAN SELF PUBLISH AND HAPPILY
COLLECT THE FULL ROYALTIES MINUS FEES PAID FOR SERVICES RENDERED. I
AM LOOKING FOR A CO-MANAGER OR AGENT TO HELP ME WITH GETTING GIGS AND
BRANDING MY OWN PUBLISHING COMPANY, CRICHTON PUBLISHED INC. I AM
LOOKING FOR A TEAM OF MARKETERS TO HELP ME IF YOU WANT TO TAKE ME ON
FOR FREE UNTIL WE ARE GENERATING INCOME AS A TEAM I’LL GIVE YOU
CREDIT FOR LIFE AND A PERCENTAGE OF MY EARNINGS OR ROYALTIES. I’LL
MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE OF COURSE.THIS IS THE INTRODUCTION POST TO
MY FUTURE BLOGS PROMOTING MY VIEWS ON THE WORLD. .
POST
NUMBER ONE:SOCIETY
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY IS ALWAYS DUE FOR A CHANGE
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY IS INCREDULOUSLY DERANGED
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY IS ENGAGED
IN
KEEPING US ENSLAVED
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY PROPAGATES THE STATUS QUO
THIS
MESS WE ARE IN, THE ONLY WAY TO ACTIVELY KEEP US ENSLAVED
I
BELIEVE TELEVISION IS 75% OWNED BY THE DEVIL
I
BELIEVE IT IS ONLY USED TO KEEP OUR MIND ON A DESIRED LEVEL
I
BELIEVE IT’S DAILY PROGRAMMING
IS
AIMED AT PRO JAMMING
OUR
OWN SENSES
IN
WHICH WE ARE RENDERED SENSELESS
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY PROMOTES HATE
A
PROBLEM THEY WANT TO KEEP ENDLESS
I
BELIEVE SOCIETY IS RUN
BY
THE DEVILISH IMPULSES OF THE SOUL EATING SOULS FOR FUN
I
BELIEVE WE ARE ALL ONE
AND
IF SOCIETY EVER PROMOTES SUCH A VIEW, A CROOKED EMPIRE IS DONE
I
BELIEVE IN WOMEN WHO USE THEIR REAL EYE LASHES
I
BELIEVE IN PURSUING MY PASSION UNTIL IT’S DUST TO ASHES
FOR
ME – I BELIVE IN SOLE PROPRIETY AND DOING THINGS FOR GLEE
I
BELIEVE OUR SOCIETY IS CORRUPT. I USED TO BELIEVE I WAS AMONG A RARE
FEW WHO SHARED SUCH A THOUGHT. I DON’T BELIEVE THIS ANYMORE. I
BELIEVE WORD HAS SPREAD THRU OUT THE COUNTRY WE ARE LIVING IN WICKED
TIMES. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE GOVERNMENT DOESN’T TRUST US
WITH OUR SECRETS. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE GOVERNMENT DOESN’T
TRUST THEIR SECRETS WITH US. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE FALSE FLAG
SOCIETAL ATTACKS GIVE THE ONES WHO STAGED IT IN THE NAMES OF OUR
THEIR ENEMIES REASON TO INVADE OUR PRIVACY.
WE
LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE CIA HAS LONG AGO INFILTRATED THE MEDIA AND
NEWS INDUSTRY. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE NEWS CASTERS ARE A BUNCH
OF FAMOUS LIARS WHO LIE WHEN THEY SAY THEY TELL US ONLY THE TRUTH. WE
LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE YOU CAN’T TRUST THE NEWS, THE TELEVISION, THE
RADIO OR EVEN THE PRESIDENT. IF YOU CAN’T TRUST YOUR OWN PRESIDENT
AND HE’S CONVINCED HE CAN’T TRUST YOU EITHER, WHO CAN YOU TRUST?
WE
LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE FINANCIAL OLIGARCHS GET FIRST PRIORITY OVER
BENEFITTING FROM ALL THE LAWS. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE MONEY IS
CREATED FROM DEBT. WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE ORGANIZATION
CALLED:”THE NATIONAL TREASURY” IS NOT IN CONTROL OF CREATING THE
NATION’S TREASURE. FATHOM THAT, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD WE LIVE IN.
WE LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE THE NATIONAL TREASURY TRADES DEBT IN THE
FORM OF TREASURY NOTES SERVING AS IOU’S TO THE FEDERAL RESERVE IN
EXCHANGE FOR FEDERAL RESERVE NOTES.
THESE
NOTES SIMULTANEOUSLY ADD NOT ONLY TO THE US. MONEY SUPPLY BUT ALSO TO
THE NATIONAL DEBT. THE CHARTS OF BOTH THE US. MONEY SUPPLY AND U.S.
NATIONAL DEBT IS IDENTICAL. THE FEDERAL RESERVE NOTE REPLACED THE
GOLD AND SILVER STANDARD. BEFORE 1913, OUR MONEY WAS BACKED BY THE
NATION’S GOLD AND SILVER RESERVE. DURING THE CHRISTMAS VACATION,
THE FEDERAL RESERVE ACT OF 1913 WAS OUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT FROM THE
FEDERAL RESEVE AND THE POLITICIANS WHO WEREN’T AT HOME WITH THEIR
FAMILIES. EVERY YEAR AFTER 1913, THE VALUE OF THE DOLLAR DROPPED
ABOUT 1%
100YEARS
LATER WAS THREE YEARS AGO AND EVERYONE KNOWS THE VALUE OF THE DOLLAR
IS BELOW MOST OTHER CURRENCIES. IS THAT A LIE?
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NUMBER 3:
WHAT
MONEY SHOULD BE
WHAT
MONEY COULD BE
IS
FREE
WHAT
MONEY WOULD BE
IF
NOT USED CONCURRENTLY
HURRIEDLY
AS
A COMMODITY
IN
AND OF ITSELF
FOR
WHAT ABOUT CURRENCY?
THE
FACT TWO PEOPLE DETERMINE WHAT DETERMINES WEALTH
FOR
WHAT DETERMINES SELF
VALUES?
WE
LIVE IN A WORLD PURELY INCAPABLE OF SURELY VALUING PURE VALUES
IF
PEOPLE REALLY CARED
WE
WOULD ALL REALLY HAVE SHARED
EVERYTHING
GAINED
INSTEAD
OF MAKING EVERYDAY PAINS
2BILLION
ANKLES SPRAINED
IN
THE RAT RACE
WHO
TURNED IT INTO A CAT’S CHASE?
I
SAW A DOCUMENTARY AT AGE 19 ABOUT THE DIFFERENT FORMS OF CURRENCY
USED THRUOUT HISTORY AND IT CHANGED MY VIEWS FOREVER. IT STUCK WITH
ME LIKE A PORPUPINE’S FRENCH KISS. CURRENCY IS SIMILAR TO
BARTERING, THE WAY I SEE IT. IF 100MILLION PEOPLE ACROSS AMERICA
AGREE TO TRADE RED PAINT FOR GOODS AND SERVICES AS CURRENCY THEN
WHOMEVER CONTROLS THE RED PAINT DISTRIBUTION CONTROLS THE MONEY
SUPPLY. THIS WORLD IS SO MESSED UP PEOPLE WOULD IMMEDIATELY ATTEMPT
TO MONOPOLIZE THE ISSUANCE AND CREATION OF RED PAINT. SOME PEOPLE MAY
EVEN ATTEMPT TO COUNTERFEIT RED PAINT.TRADITIONAL ETHICS OF ECONOMICS
PLUS HUMAN BEHAVIOR.
CURRENCY,
IN MY OWN WORDS, IS WHATEVER ITEM IS WIDELY ACCEPTED AS CURRENCY. WE
TEND TO FORGET ABOUT THAT IN RELATION TO MONEY. MONEY, MONEY, MONEY.
WE AS A PEOPLE ARE SO NOT SMART WE HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT IF WE BAND
TOGETHER AND DECIDE AMONGST OURSELVES WHAT WE WILL ACCEPT AS HOLDING
ENOUGH VALUE TO TRADE GOODS AND SERVICES, THE TIDES WOULD HAVE
SHIFTED. INSTEAD WE WOULD RATHER JUST ACCEPT WHAT THE PEOPLE WE GAVE
POWER TO IN THE FIRST PLACE BY ACCEPTING THEIR WORTHLESS PIECES OF
GREEN PAPER SAY THE VALUE IS. WE COMPLAIN ABOUT THE PROBLEMS OF THE
MONEY AND IT’S VALUE WHILE ENTHUSIASTICALLY FORGETTING WE
PERPETUATE THE CYCLE ABSENTMINDEDLY.
WE
AS A PEOPLE ARE SO DIVIDED WE REFUSE TO UNITE. WE AS A PEOPLE ARE SO
DISSATISFIED TO SEE EACH OTHER’S BORN DIFFERENCES WE REFUSE TO
ACCEPT WE HAVE MORE IN COMMON WITH ONE ANOTHER.. WE REFUSE TO SHIFT
THE POWER INTO OUR OWN HANDS. WE AS A PEOPLE ARE FOOLS. WE WATCH TOO
MUCH T.V TO OBJECTIVELY COME TO OUR OWN CONCLUSIONS. WHAT IS STOPPING
US FROM COMING TOGETHER? OUR SOLE ATTENTION TO OUR DIFFERENCES. WHAT
IS STOPPING US FROM SEEING THERE IS NO REASON WE ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO
USE THE NATION’S CURRENT CURRENCY? TELEVISION AND THE MASS MEDIA.
WE
AS A PEOPLE DESERVE TO DECIDE WHAT WE GIVE POWER TO. GIVING ALL OF
OUR POWER TO A PRE DESIGNATED SOURCE NOT BENEFITTING US AT ALL IS
WHAT MAKES US INDEED POWERLESS. SO TELL ME AMERICA…WHAT’S OUR NEW
CURRENCY GOING TO BE?
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NUMBER 4:
ECONOMIC
SLAVERY
DECLARED
WARFARE ON US IT’S HECK OR NAM BEHAVIOR WE
ARE
SUBJECT TO
ALL
SUBJECTS LOSE
THE
RIGHT TO CHOOSE
WHAT
WE USE
ARE
CURRENCY
CURRENTLY
ITS
STILL BEING HELD OVER OUR HEADS
UNTIL
WE ARE DEAD
IT
ENCAPUSLATES US
BERATES
US
WHAT’S
THE FUSS
ABOUT?
IN
PUBLIC WE TELL
IT’S
FALLACIES
IN
PRIVATE WE YELL
ALLAH
SEEDS
SEEDS
OF FAITH
OUR
SOCIETY IS A BAD FACE
CRIMINALITY
WEILDING
OUR
INADEQUACIES AS DIVIDED CITIZENS
OH
LOOK CORRUPTION HAS IT HIT AGAIN?
DEAR
LORD WE NEED SHIELDING
I
BELIEVE WE LIVE IN A SYSTEM USING ECONOMIC SLAVERY AS A TOOL AGAINST
US. I BELIEVE ECONOMIC SLAVERY, OR E.S. IS SOCIETY’S MAIN TOOL TO
KEEP US ENSLAVED. AS HUMAN BEINGS I BELIEVE WE WERE BORN WITH
PURPOSE. IF WE ALL HAD THE OPPORTUNITIES TO PURSUE AND ACCOMPLISH OUR
PURPOSE WITHOUT BEING BOMBARDED BY BILLS AND DEBT WE COULD DO SO MORE
EASILY.
PHYSICAL
SLAVERY MEANS PEOPLE ARE FORCED BEYOND THEIR WILL TO PERFORM LABOR ON
OTHER’S PROPERTY. ECONOMIC SLAVERY MEANS PEOPLE ARE FORCED TO
PROVIDE FOR THEIR OWN PROPERTY. I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST PAYING FOR
WHERE YOU LIVE, SAYING OTHERWISE WOULD BE LAZY. I DO BELIEVE
PROVIDING FOR YOUR LIFESTYLE SHOULD BE EASIER.
WE
LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE EVERY SINGLE THING MUST BE PAID FOR. MONEY IS
CREATED FROM DEBT. THE DEBT CREATED FROM THE CREATION OF FEDERAL
RESERVE NOTES INSERTED INTO THE MONEY SUPPLY COMES WITH INTEREST
NEVER CAPABLE OF BEING PAID OFF. THE DEBT ARISES FROM THE FEDERAL
RESERVE NOTE. THAT’S THE INTEREST TAX. THEY TAX US WITH THE
INTEREST CREATED FROM THE DEBT NOTES.
WE
GO OUT A GET A MINIMUM WAGE JOB AND THEY TAX US FOR RECEIVING THE
INCOME WE NEED TO SURVIVE. INCOME IS DEFINED AS THE MONEY A
CORPORATION RECIEVES FROM BUSINESS. WE ARE PEOPLE, NOT A CORPORATION.
THE IRS WON’T DEFINE INCOME IN THEIR MANUALS BECAUSE THEY KNOW IT
DOES NOT APPLY TO US AS INDIVIDUALS. WE ARE NOT CORPORATIONS. OH HOLD
UP, AT BIRTH, THEY TURNED US INTO ARTIFICIAL CORPORATIONS AND HAVE
TAKEN AWAY OUR RIGHT TO TRAVEL IN AUTOMOBILES BY FORCING US TO GET
UNCONSTITUTIONAL DRIVER’S LICENSES FOR MOTOR VEHICLES WHICH ARE
DEFINED AS VEHICLES USED FOR COMMERCIAL PURPOSES ON THE HIGHWAYS. DO
YOU DRIVE AN ICE CREAM TRUCK OR A TAXI CAB? THAT IS THE TRUE MOTOR
VEHICLE.
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NUMBER 5:
THE
WORK FORCE
IS
A STRANGE THING
AS
A SOCIETY THE WORK HORSE
IS
THE MAIN FLING
IT
MAKES OUR BRAIN SING
DERANGED
THINGS
STRAINED
STRINGS
ABUSED
VOCAL CHORDS
BUYING
BIFOCALS AND MORE
WITH
NO INSURANCE STORED
LEAVING
ALL YOUR CASH IN THE STORES
DENTISTRY
IS A JUGG
THE
DENTIST JUST SHRUGGS
IT
COST 1000$ TO REPLACE WHAT THEY TUGGED
OUT
WHILE
YOU SCREAM AND SHOUT
YOUR
MINIMUM WAGE JOB BENEFITS DON’T COUNT
OR
AMOUNT
TO
NOTHING
IN
THIS SOCIETY DEBT IS KING, NO BLUFFING
ITS
SUPPOSED TO BE AMERICA YET LIFE’S STILL THE ROUGHEST
WHEN
I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL IN 2008 FROM SALEM IN CONYERS, GEORGIA, I
DIDN’T WANT TO ATTEND COLLEGE DIRECTLY. IT WASN’T EVEN A SERIOUS
THOUGHT TO ME. IN RETROSPECT, I JUST WASN’T ACADEMICALLY MOTIVATED
EVEN THOUGH I WAS ACADEMICALLY INCLINED. I WASN’T TAUGHT THRU
VIGOROUS REINFORCEMENT TO ACT ON SUCH INCLINATIONS. DOESN’T MEAN MY
MOTHER OR FATHER DIDN’T WANT ME TO ATTEND IT IMMEDIATELY, JUST
MEANT I HELD MY OWN VALUES. VALUES STEMMING FROM MY MOTHER AS WELL AS
LIFE’S TEACHING SYSTEM; EXPERIENCE.
I
WAS TAUGHT BY MY MOTHER TO BE BUSINESS ORIENTED AND ENTREPRENEURIAL
MINDED.NOT SAYING THESE INCLINATIONS COULD NOT HAVE BEEN EXPRESSED
AND DEVELOPED IN COLLEGE, JUST SAYING I HAD MORE AWARENESS OF THE
FACT THE GREATEST MINDS TRANSCENDED THE EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM THRUST
INTO OUR FACES BY THE SOCIETAL STRUCTURED ESTABLISHMENT. I SOUND SO
REVOLUTIONARY IN TRAINING.
I
GREW UP WATCHING MY MOTHER CREATING HER OWN TEACHING RESOURCES AND
BOOKS FOR TEACHERS AND STUDENTS. I GREW UP WATCHING HER GIVING HOME
AFRICA SHOWS, WHERE SHE ADVOCATED HER LOVE FOR THE AFRICAN CULTURE,
PRODUCTS AND CLOTHING. I GREW UP WATCHING HER MAKE AFRICAN DOLLS MADE
OF FLUFFY CUSHION. FROM THE YOUNGEST AGES I CAN REMEMBER SEEING THE
JOY SHE GAVE HERSELF USING HER GOD GIVEN STRENGTHS ON THE SIDE WHILE
SHE PROVIDED FOR HER FAMILY INSIDE THE WORKFORCE.
IT
WAS MY OWN ADULT DECISION TO NOT ATTEND COLLEGE OUTRIGHT FOLLOWING
HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION. I WAS HER ONLY CHILD WHO GRADUATED HIGH
SCHOOL ON TIME AND WALKED THE STAGE WITH MY PEERS. I AM THE ONLY
REASON SHE EVER SAW ONE OF HER CHILDREN ATTEND HIS GRADUATION
CEREMONY. I DID THAT MUCH FOR HER; IT WAS TIME TO MAKE THE NEXT STEP
ON MY OWN. I TOOK A SIMILAR STEP ONE WITH THE ENTREPRENEURIAL MINDSET
SHE SHOWED ME. IN A WAY, HER EMPHASIS ON PRODUCT CREATION AND AN
INDIVIDUAL HUSTLE OUTWEIGHED ANY EMPHASIS SHE PLACED ON FOLLOWING
HIGH SCHOOL WITH A COLLEGE EDUCATION.
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NUMBER 7:
COLLEGE
IS A STICKY SUBJECT TO ME
IN
A CLASSROOM NOW I WOULD BE A STICKY SUBJECT TO SEE
SITTING
DOWN
VIGOROUSLY
WRITING
MY
NOTES
WHILE
READING THE BOARD
IN
HOPE
OF
TAKING DOWN A GOOD QUOTE
TO
HELP ME THRU THE STRUGGLE
OF
ACHIEVING MY DREAMS
OF
ACHIEVING THE ASSEMBLY
OF
SUCH TEAMS
TAKING
US TO THE FINISH LINE
IS
PASSING AN EXAM EXCITING?
OR
IS THE DEADLINE
JUST
THE FINISH LINE IN WHICH I NEED TO REBUILD A DIMINISHED DRIVE?
I
FINISHED MINE
THE
LESSONS I LEARNED
ETCHED
AND SKETCHED INTO MY BRAIN
VIA
LIFE, LESSONS WELL EARNED
COLLEGE
WAS A TOUCHY SUBJECT FOR ME. IT WASN’T SOMETHING I FELT COMPELLED
TO DO. IT WASN’T A PLACE I WAS COMPELLED TO GO. MAYBE MY
PERSPECTIVE WAS BIASED AND UNTRIED, YET I DARED TO TRY IT. I DARED TO
EXPLORE LIFE. LIFE CAN BE EXPLORED FROM WHEREVER YOU ARE EXCEPT
PRISON, OR MAYBE THAT’S JUST PERSPECTIVE AS WELL. WORDS LIKE
CONSCIOUSNESS, INTUITION, BILLIONAIRE ENTREPRENEUR, CHARM, SOCIETY,
ECONOMIC SLAVERY, PERSPECTIVE AND SELF PERCEPTION MEANT MORE TO ME
THAN WORDS LIKE CONFORMITY, TRADITION, EXPECTANCY, ESTABLISHMENT AND
COLLEGE.
I
WAS VERY IDEALISTIC COMING OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL. I FELT AS IF I HAD
JUST SWAM TO SHORE AFTER BEING STRANDED IN A SOCIAL OCEAN SINCE 1ST
GRADE AND THE LAST THING I WANTED TO DO WAS SHIFT OCEANS. I DARED
INSTEAD TO SHIFT MY PERSPECTIVE. I WANTED TO KNOW FOR MYSELF WHAT MY
LIFE MEANT TO ME. I WANTED MY FREEDOM. THE FREEDOM OF NOT HAVING TO
STUDY WHAT I DID NOT VALUE STUDYING. I WANTED THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE
WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY DAY. I WANTED THE FREEDOM TO PURSUE MY
OWN DREAM IN MY OWN WAY WITH MY OWN VISION AND MY OWN DIRECTION.
IF
I SEE 100 PEOPLE GOING LEFT DOWN THE STREET, I AM CONVINCED THEY ARE
WALKING TO THEIR OWN DEMISE AND I’M RUNNING RIGHT. IF I RUN INTO A
SERIAL KILLER AROUND THE CORNER I AM CONVINCED HE WILL SPARE ME FOR
HAVING THE BRAZEN TO EXPLORE MY OWN PATH. BESIDES, THERE ARE 100
SUCKERS WAITING BLINDLY DOWN THE STREET WITH THEIR BACKS TURNED TO
HIM AND I SAW HIM ALL ALONG.
I’M
JUST NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO DO WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE DONE BY MY
AGE GROUP AT THE TIME. THEY SAY COLLEGE IS A YOUNG PERSON’S
RESPONSIBILITY IN THIS LIFE AND OR SOCIETY. I SEE MY RESPONSIBILITY
AS NOT COMMITTING SENSELESS ACTS OF VIOLENCE. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR
PURSUING MY OWN PATH IN LIFE AND NOT CREATING BROKEN HOMES ALONG THE
WAY.
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NUMBER 8:
I
WISHED I HAD WENT TO COLLEGE AFTER HIGHSCHOOL
IF
I KNEW WHAT I KNEW NOW
I
JUST COULDN’T TRAVEL EITHER WAY IN A TIME MACHINE I NEVER FOUND
WHEN I SAID GOODBYE SCHOOL
I
JUST DIDN’T KNOW HOW
EXPERIENCE
TAUGHT ME
WHAT
CONJECTURE COULDN’T
SOCIETY
TOLD ME WHAT TO DO
JUST
THE THING I WOULDN’T
I
WASN’T MADE THAT WAY
I
WASN’T RAISED TO BE STUPID
WHEN
MY PEERS WERE LOOKING TO GET LAID AFTER PROM
I
WAS DROPPING A BONG ON THE FLOOR AS I LEARNED ABOUT BEING LUCID
I
LEARNED ABOUT LUCID DREAMING
WHILE
EVERY ONE ELSE WAS SCHEMING
WITH
THEIR COUNTERPARTS
I
WAS COUNTERING THE DARTS
SENT
TO ME
BY
SOCIETY
TO
KEEP ME FROM SELF INDUCING
MY
OWN LUCID DREAM
I
HAD A BAD EXPERIENCE AT HOMECOMING SENIOR YEAR. IT LEFT A BAD TASTE
IN MY MOUTH. I THEN DECIDED PROM WASN’T FOR ME EITHER, I DIDN’T
WANT ANYONE TO THINK I’D MAKE IT THAT EASY TO ONCE AGAIN IGNORE ME.
A PERSON CAN NOT IGNORE YOU IF YOU IGNORE THEM FIRST. I IGNORED THEM
FIRST, THEY CAN NEVER IGNORE SOMEONE THEY CAN NEVER FIND. I STOPPED
EATING LUNCH IN THE LUNCHROOM. I TOOK MY LUNCH OUTSIDE TO THE CLASS I
WOULD ENTER AFTER LUNCH. I WOULD EAT MY LUNCH AND DANCE TO MY IPOD.
ONE
DAY I GOT BESIDE MYSELF AND WAS DANCING WITH A CLOSED PAIR OF EYES TO
ALICIA KEYS “NO ONE” AND AWOKE TO SEE A HUGE CROWD STARING AT ME
IN DISBELIEF. THIS TAUGHT ME I COULD ENTERTAIN, ESPECIALLY WHEN MS.
WALTERS PLAYED THE SAME SONG DURING CLASS RIGHT AFTER THAT. I THEN
FOUND OUT I MAY BE AN ENTERTAINER BUT I AM NOT A DANCING MONKEY;
UNLESS YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TREAT.
IF
I COULD GO BACK IN TIME WITH MY HINDSIGHT I WOULD HAVE TAKEN HIGH
SCHOOL MORE SERIOUSLY EVERY YEAR SO I COULD GET A SCHOLARSHIP AND
MAJOR IN MY CHOSEN FIELD. AT THE TIME HOWEVER, I HAD NO GUARANTEES I
WOULD HAVE CHOSEN MY ULTIMATELY DESIRED FIELD. I HAD THIS MUCH
FORESIGHT, TO KNOW I RISKED MAKING A MISTAKE BY PURSUING AN EDUCATION
IN AN UNDESIRED FIELD. COLLEGE WAS MURKY WATER TO ME AND I WANTED TO
MAKE SURE I WAS WELL EQUIPPED TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT. I DIDN’T WANT
TO JOIN THE SWIM JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT, JUST BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE
PERSON MINUS A FEW EXPERIENCED ONES IN LIFE PUSHED ME TO.
I
DIDN’T WANT TO JUST FLOAT; I WANTED TO DIVE IN WITH FULL SCUBA GEAR
TO THE DEPTHS OF MY CONSCIOUSNESS. I WANTED TO TOUCH MY MENTAL
OCEAN’S BOTTOM. I WANTED TO REACH THE VERY BOTTOM WHERE I BELIEVED
MY JETPACK WAS AWAITING ME. THE SCUBA GEAR CAME ONLY WITH EXPERIENCE.
FOR ONLY AN EXPERIENCED SWIMMER NEED DIVE INTO MURKY WATERS WITH
SCUBA GEAR. THE EXPERIENCE I GAINED FROM MAKING MY OWN DECISION
SOLIDIFIED THE CONVICTION WITH WHICH I PURSUE MY CHOSEN PATH. HAD I
FOLLOWED EVERY ONE, I WOULD STILL BE JUST STAYING AFLOAT ATTEMPTING
FRANTICALLY TO NOT SWALLOW ENOUGH WATER TO SINK TO THE BOTTOM.
INSTEAD I HAVE THE CLEAREST PERCEPTION OF MYSELF I EVER WANTED TO
HAVE. I DO WANT IT TO CLEAR UP MORE. THUS THE NEED FOR MORE VIGOROUS
EXPERIENCE.
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NUMBER 9: MY FIRST JOB
I
GOT MY FIRST JOB
THE
SUMMER BEFORE GRADUATION
SENIOR
YEAR
AS
A SENIOR CLEAR
MINDED
I WAS CLIMBING THE FIRST NOTCH
TURNING
THE FIRST KNOB
ON
SOCIETY’S DOOR
I
LEARNED SOCIETY IS MORE THAN WORK
I
WAS THE SUPERMARKET’S EVIDENT CLERK
NOT
THE SUPERMARKET’S RESIDENT JERK
I
LEARNED THE WORKFORCE
REQUIRES
WORK ETHIC
I
DIDN’T SAY F IT
I
PERSERVERED INSTEAD OF IT
I
LEARNED STRONG CHARACTER IS THE PREREQUISITE
RIGHT
BEFORE SENIOR YEAR I MET NAIJAH GROVER SR. NAIJAH WAS IN MY LIFE AS
BEST FRIEND. RIGHT AS THE SUMMER BEGAN I EARNED THE JOB. I WORKED THE
JOB RIGHT UP TO GRADUATION WHERE I WORKED THERE AGAIN AFTER THE
SUMMER WAS ALMOST OVER. THIS WAS THE TIME PERIOD IN WHICH I BEGAN
READING HEAVILY ON SELF HELP BOOKS AND LISTENING TO SELF HELP
AUDIOBBOKS. I ALSO STARTING WATCHING SOCIAL DOCUMENTARIES SHORTLY
AFTER THE WAVE BEGAN.
I
FORMED A PERSONAL BOOK CLUB WITH NATE. USING ITUNES AUDIBLE WE ADDED
2BOOKS A WEEK TO THE LIST. WE GOT PAID EVERY WEEK. 8SELF-HELP BOOKS A
MONTH WERE PERMEATING THRU MY MENTAL FACULTIES. DURING THESE PIVITOL
MONTHS WORKING AND RESEARCHING MY INTERESTS, SOCIAL BEHAVIOR, I
LEARNED THINGS I STILL APPLY TODAY.
I
LEARNED I HAD A WAY WITH PEOPLE. I LEARNED I KNEW HOW TO GET PEOPLE
TO WARM UP TO ME EASIER THAN OTHERS.. I LEARNED MY CONVERSATIONAL
ABILITY HAD REAL SUBSTANCE. I LEARNED HOW TO INITIATE PROBLEM
SOLVING. I LEARNED HOW TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD IN THE MOMENT. I
LEARNED HOW TO DEAL WITH HATERS. I LEARNED HOW TO PROPERLY DEAL WITH
CUSTOMERS AND BUSINESS PATRONS.
I
LEARNED HOW TO BE HONEST WITH PEOPLE. I LEARNED HOW TO TALK TO PRETTY
GIRLS BETTER. I LEARNED HOW TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE’S GRANDPARENTS.
I LEARNED HOW TO TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE’S PARENTS. I LEARNED HOW TO
DEAL WITH MANAGERS AND SUPERVISORS. I LEARNED HOW TO GIVE OTHER
PEOPLE CREDIT WHEN DUE AND TO SPLIT REWARDS. I LEARNED HOW TO BETTER
LISTEN AND RETAIN ORDERS.
I
LEARNED HOW TO MAKE THE SITUATION BETTER AND TO BETTER IMPLEMENT
TACTICAL STRATEGY. I LEARNED TO JUST NOT CARE SOMETIMES. I LEARNED
HOW TO REALLY CARE SOMETIMES. I LEARNED TO PICK THE RIGHT TIME TO
JUST NOT CARE OR TO REALLY CARE. I LEARNED TO EXPRESS MYSELF
CREATIVELY AND SHARE MY CREATIONS WITH STRANGERS. I STARTED A
NEWSLETTER THE SECOND TIME AROUND AND WAS PASSING OUT HUNDREDS A
WEEK.I LEARNED OTHER PEOPLE WOULD READ MY WRITINGS AND I SHOULD SHARE
THEM MORE OFTEN. I LEARNED TO SHARE MY HEART AS WELL.
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NUMBER 10: UNEMPLOYMENT
UNEMPLOYMENT
CAUSED
LITTLE ENJOYMENT
ONLY
ENJAMBMENT
OF
THE THOUGHTS
ALL
THIS NEWFOUND TIME ALLOTTED
I
BROUGHT IT
ON
MYSELF
BY
GETTING FIRED
NOT
GOOD FOR MY HEALTH
6MONTHS
LATER I DECIDE TO WRITE
FOR
THE REST OF MY LIFE
I
WAS AFTER A CREATIVE CAREER
BEEN
RUNNING AROUND WITH THIS CREATIVE AFFAIR
THE
DEVELOPMENT CONCEALED
APPROACHING
MAINSTREAM DISTRIBUTION I’M ON THRILLED
THE
SPOTLIGHT’S MINE TO STEAL
PLAN
ON USING THE LIMELIGHT TO HEAL
TO
SHINE BRIGHT
UNTIL
IT PEELS
LOOKING
FOR PROMOTERS STILL
ALL
I HAVE IS MY PORTFOLIO
AND
THE WILL
ART
CAUGHT THE HOLY GHOST
SO
WHAT’S REAL?
AFTER
GETTING FIRED FROM INGLES IN JANUARY 2010 I WAS UNEMPLOYED FOR
2.5YEARS. MAYBE I WASN’T LOOKING HARD ENOUGH FOR A JOB BUT MY
CONFIDENCE WAS LOW. I HAD NEVER BEEN FIRED BEFORE.IT WAS A VERY
AWKWARD TIME PERIOD FOR ME. THE 1ST
6MONTHS WERE HARD. THE 2ND
6MONTHS WERE EASIER. IT TOOK ME 6MONTHS TO SETTLE FOR MY DREAM.
MY
DREAM WAS TO BE A FILMMAKER. I DESIRED TO BE THE WRITER-DIRECTOR. I
DIDN’T HAVE A CAMERA AT THIS POINT SO I STARTED OFF WRITING. I HAD
TO DEVELOP MY CONCEPTS AND CREATE MY TITLES. I HAD TO PICK OUT WHICH
GENRE I WOULD PURSUE. ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS WERE CIRCULATING THRU MY
MIND AROUND THIS TIME. I CHOSE SCI FI FANTASY AND SATIRICAL COMEDY.
I
SPENT THE NEXT 6MONTHS WRITING MY FIRST ATTEMPTS AT FILM SCRIPTS. I
LEARNED THE SCREENPLAY FORMAT BY GOOGLING READABLE SCREENPLAYS. I
REMEMBER THE SCRIPT FOR “I, ROBOT” STANDING OUT THE MOST OF ALL
SCRIPTS I HAVE READ.THE “PINEAPPLE EXPRESS” SCRIPT STUCK OUT
ALONG WITH “PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN”.
THE
SCREENWRITER FOR “I, ROBOT” WAS FEMALE I BELIEVE AND HER
EXPOSITORY STOOD OUT. THE WAY IN WHICH HER WORDS APPROACHED THE
DIALOGUE AND EXPLAINED THE SCENE STOOD OUT. IT FELT AS IF I WERE
ACTUALLY READING A BOOK AND NOT A SCREENPLAY. HER WORDS WERE THAT
EXCITING. SHE USED PERIODS FOR EMPHASIS INBETWEEN WORDS. I HAVE YET
TO READ ANOTHER SCRIPT AS EXCITING AS “I, ROBOT”. I PLAN ON USING
THE FORMAT WHEN I FORMAT MY POETIC ANTHOLOGIES TO SCREENPLAY FOR THE
FILM VERSION.
FROM
THE SUMMER OF 2010 UNTIL THE SUMMER OF 2012 I SPENT MY TIME ADVANCING
MY SELF EDUCATION THRU RESEARCH ON MY CHOSEN FIELD. I SPENT MY 21ST
BIRTHDAY IN MIAMI, FLORIDA WHERE I PLANNED ON STAYING. I WASN’T
ALLOWED TO STAY THERE SO IN DISGUST I RETURNED TO GEORGIA. I RETURNED
TO A CAMERA AND I BECAME AN ASPIRING FILMMAKER.
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NUMBER 11: ENDING UNEMPLOYMENT
MY
JOB SEARCH ENDED ON JULY 11TH
GOD
ANSWERED MY PRAYERS FOR PROGRESSION
IN
SUCCESSION
ALL
DURING THE 7TH
MONTH
I
NO LONGER FELT LIKE A DUNCE
I
LEFT THE SITE PUMPED UP
MY
THOUGHTS NO LONGER LUMPED UP
ALL
ON TOP OF EACH OTHER
I
WAS GRANTED YET ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY TO REACH ANOTHER
TO
REACH OTHERS
TO
EXPAND MY ABILITY TO TEACH OTHERS
HOW
TO LOVE
AND
HOW TO SHRUG
WHEN
IT COMES TO CUSTOMER SERVICE
MY
PURPOSE
I
WAS A SERVER
IT
WAS ALWAYS WORTH IT
EXCEPT
I WAS WORKING AT MCDONALDS
TO
THE HEALTHY BODY THE FOOD WAS WORTHLESS
I
GOT HIRED AT A MCDONALDS IN COVINGTON, GEORGIA ON HIGHWAY 278 DURING
THE MIDDLE OF THE SUMMER, 2012. MOST PEOPLE TAKE RESUMES TO THEIR
PROSPECTIVE JOB LOCATIONS. I DID THIS AS WELL; I JUST TOOK IT UP ONE
GREAT NOTCH. MY MOTHER ALWAYS PRINTED MY RESUME OUT ON A PROFESSIONAL
YELLOWISH PAPER WITH NICE TEXTURE. I USED THIS PAPER TO PRINT OUT A
CHARACTER STATEMENT AS WELL. A STATEMENT OF MY DEVELOPED CHARACTER,
THE TYPE OF PERSON I SEE MYSELF AS AND HOW I APPROACH MY JOBS.
I
WALKED INTO MCDONALDS AND ASKED FOR THE MANAGER. I ALWAYS CHECK
MYSELF OUT IN THE BATHROOM BEFORE HEADING TO THE MANAGER. I MET A
CUSTOMER IN THERE WHOM I STARTED CONVERSATION WITH. WE EXCHANGED
EMAILS. HE WALKED TO MY MOM AFTERWARDS AND STARTED TALKING TO HER. HE
MAY HAVE EVEN WALKED TO THE MANAGER TO REFERENCE ME AS WELL. THE ONE
WHO SAW ME TOLD ME TO COME BACK A FEW DAYS LATER ONCE THE APPLICATION
PROCESSED.
I
ENDED UP STRIKING UP CONVERSATION WITH THE NEXT HIRING MANAGER. I
GAVE HER MY EXTRA NOTE AND SHE READ IT. SHE WENT CRAZY AND TOLD
EVERYONE AROUND HER I WAS THE ONE SHE WAS GOING TO HIRE A FEW DAYS
LATER WHEN SHE WAS IN CHARGE OF THE INTERVIEWS. IT WAS A FRIDAY AND
SHE ASKED ME TO RETURN ON MONDAY. I RETURNED ON MONDAY, GOT
INTERVIEWED AND THEN RECEIVED THE JOB.
I
LEARNED AFTER GETTING HIRED I HAD GOT HIRED BY THE MANAGER WHO DIDN’T
LIKE ANYONE. I MAY HAVE ALSO BEEN THE FIRST PERSON SHE HAS EVER
HIRED. THIS TAUGHT ME MY ECCENTRIC PHILOSOPHY ON SELLING MYSELF DOES
YEILD EFFECTIVE IF STRANGE RESULTS. I WAS SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE A JOB
AND MY OWN AMBITION TO END MY LONG UNEMPLOYMENT PERIOD. I NEVER
COLLECTED UNEMPLOYMENT, IT FELT LIKE HALFASS, ENTITLED BEGGING.
THIS
WAS A NEW START FOR ME AS A PERSON. I HAD BEEN FILMING LOCALLY FOR
1.5YEARS AT THIS POINT.
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NUMBER 12: WHAT I LEARNED FROM MY SECOND JOB
WORKING
AT MCDONALDS WAS TOO GREAT
EVERY
DAY AT LUNCH I HAD GOT TO EAT
DID
I GET ON BREAK IN TIME FOR A BAGEL ON TOP OF STEAK?
THEY
THREW A PARTY FOR ME WHEN I MOVED WHERE IT WAS A PIZZA CAKE
THE
MANAGERS LIKED ME
THEY
DIDN’T TRY TO FIGHT ME
THE
GIRLS DAM NEAR WANTED TO BITE ME
CRICHTON
CONVERSATION SO EXCITING
MOST
LIKELY
I
TOOK MY PIPE DREAMS
AND
STARTING SHOOTING
I
MET TREY BELCHER WITH WHOM I WAS IN CAHOOTS WITH
WITH
WORK ETHIC I DO THIS
THEY
PUT US ON TRUCK TOGETHER
PULL
THOSE TALL CARTS IN REGARDLESS OF THE WEATHER
THE
COLDER THE BETTER
SO
THE PRODUCT DOESN’T FREEZE
DON’T
LET THE PRODUCT SLIDE DOWN THE HILL
WHY’D
YOU LET THE CART SNEEZE?
THE
ENERGY I BROUGHT WITH ME TO WORK AT MCDONALDS AFTER AN EXTREMELY LONG
UNEMPLOYMENT STINT WAS AMAZING. THOSE 2.5YEARS INTENSELY HUMBLED MY
BEHOVIORAL MINDSET. I HAD GROWN MUCH MORE TENDER IN EMOTIONAL
CAPACITY AND CARING. I LOVED MYSELF AND OTHERS MORE. I WAS MORE
CONFIDENT IN MY DEALINGS WITH PEOPLE. I KNEW HOW TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL
GOOD OR BAD AND I KNEW WHICH ONE WAS MORE WORTH IT.
I
WORKED AT THIS JOB FOR 9MONTHS UNTIL I HAD TO MOVE TO MCDONOUGH,
GEORGIA DURING MY 23RD
BIRTHDAY WEEKEND. I WAS HIRED AS THE WEEKEND MAINTENANCE GUY AND HALF
THE TRUCK TEAM. I REMEMBER HAVING 5BACK TO BACK GREASE SPILLS
ATTEMPTING TO FILTER THE OIL. I ALMOST GOT FIRED SCREWING UP. I
LEARNED HOW TO CLEAN THE GREASE WITHOUT LETTING IT HIT THE FLOOR.
I
ENJOY THE PROMISE OF MEETING NEW PEOPLE IN THE WORKING ENVIROMENT. AS
LONG AS YOU HAVE THE JOB YOU ARE GUARANTEED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE
EVERYDAY AND ADVANCE NEW CONNECTIONS. THAT IS ALWAYS THE BEST PART OF
THE WORKING ENVIRONMENT FOR ME. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE INTERACTING WITH
PEOPLE IN GENERAL AND IN THE JOB PLACE ESPECIALLY. YOU MEET PEOPLE
FROM ALL WALKS OF THIS LIFE FROM ALL NATIONALITIES.
CHARACTER
BUILDING AND CREATIVE ARTISTRY ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY
LIFE. AS LONG AS I STRIVE TO BECOME A STRONGER WILLED PERSON TOWARDS
WILLING TO BE A POSITIVE INFLUENCE FOR THE UNIVERSE. I ENJOYED TAKING
INITIATIVE TO SOLVE COMMON PROBLEMS IN THE WORK ENVIRONMENT. I
ENJOYED FLIRTING WITH THE GIRLS WITHOUT BEING A SLEAZE BALL. I
ENJOYED BUILDING GOOD RELATIONS WITH THE COWORKERS AND MANAGEMENT.
WORKING
IS THE MAIN WAY WE ARE TAUGHT TO EARN MONEY. PHYSICAL, MANUAL LABOR
FOR PAY IS SLAVERY. THE ENTIRE WORLD IS ENSLAVED AND SO THIS IS THE
MAIN ROUTE WE ARE PUSHED TOWARDS, JUST LIKE ENDANGERED CATTLE. I DEAL
WITH THIS ASPECT OF LIFE UNTIL THE DAY COMES I HAVE EARNED MY LIVING
FROM MY CREATIVE ARTISTRY, WHICH FUELS ME TO ENDURE THIS ECONOMICAL
SLAVERY. I YEARN TO ESCAPE ECONOMIC SLAVERY ONLY TO APPLY MY
RESOURCES TO PAYING FOR MY LIVING EXPENSES WHILE I CONTINUE TO MAKE
CLASSIC ARTISTIC CREATIONS.
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NUMBER 13: TRANSFERRING TO MY FIRST FULL TIME JOB
I
HAD TO LEAVE THE FIRST JOB I HAD AFTER UNEMPLOYMENT
I
MOVED FROM MY HOME ON MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND, NO JOYOUS
OCCASION
IT WAS BECAUSE IT WASN’T
IT
DOESN’T AFFECT MY JOB STATUS BECAUSE IT JUST DOESN’T
I
HAD MY JOB BUZZING
ABOUT
ME LEAVING
THEY
WERE SAD BUT I WASN’T DEAD SO THEY WEREN’T GRIEVING
THEY
THREW ME A GOING AWAY PARTY WITH PIZZA ON MY LAST DAY, MY GREATEST
ACHIEVEMENT
I
HAD GOTTEN THRU ANY BEREAVEMENT
I
WENT THRU
I
WENT TO
ANOTHER
LOCATION THE FRANCHISE OWNED
I
WAS SENT TOO
CLOSE
TO
THE EDGE
MY
NEW MANAGER MS. QUITA
HER
EYES CUT ME LIKE A HEDGE
WORKING
AT MCDONALDS ON EXIT 218 IN MCDONOUGH, GA WAS MY FIRST FULL TIME JOB.
I HAD GOTTEN HIRED IN COVINGTON PART TIME. 9MONTHS AFTER GETTING
HIRED I HAD TO MOVE AND DECIDED TO GO CORPORATE. ONCE MY SUPERVISOR
HEARD I WAS GOING CORPORATE HE FREAKED OUT AND OFFERED ME A FULL TIME
MAINTENANCE 40HRS A WEEK POSITION. I THOUGHT IT OVER FOR 2DAYS AND
TOOK THE NEW POSITION.
IT
WAS VERY AWKWARD BECAUSE THE PRESENT MAINTENANCE MAN WAS NOT AWARE I
WAS TAKING HIS POSITION. I REMEMBER MY FIRST DAY, INTRODUCING MYSELF
AS THE NEW MAINTENANCE MAN TO THE PRESENT MAINTENANCE MAN. THAT DAY I
BEGAN TO PRAY I NEVER FELT THAT STING. IT WAS WRONG OF THE SUPERVISOR
NATHAN TO DO JASON LIKE THAT. IS THAT KARMA I HAVE TO RECEIVE ONE
DAY?
IT
DID MAKE ME FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT MYSELF TO KNOW IN 9MONTHS OF WORK
I WAS UNIVERSALLY MISSED BY MY OLD LOCATION. IT FELT REALLY GOOD TO
KNOW I WAS WORTHY OF A PIZZA PARTY ON MY LAST DAY AND TO KNOW THEY
DIDN’T WANT ME TO PART FROM THE COMPANY EVEN IF I HAD TO MOVE. TO
KNOW THEY WOULD RATHER GIVE ME A FULL TIME POSITION IN MY NEW
RESIDENT AREA INSTEAD OF JUST ALLOWING ME TO FIND EMPLOYMENT
ELSEWHERE.
THIS
IS WHERE MY ADDICTION TO CHARACTER BUILDING SEEMED TO PLAY IT’S
PART BY PAYING OFF FOR ME. ALL OF MY DUE DILIGENCE PAYED ME HUGE
DIVIDENDS. I REALLY ENJOYED MY NEW LOCATION. IN RETROSPECT IT DIDN’T
COMPARE TO THE UNITY I FELT AT 278 BUT 218 GREW ON ME. WORKING FULL
TIME MEANT MY WORK WAS UNDER MORE CONSTANT CRITICISM, SEEING AS I WAS
RESPONSIBLE FOR 40HRS OF QUALITY WORK.
IT
WAS TOUGH DEALING WITH BEING THREATENED TO LOSE MY JOB OR POSITION ON
A REGULAR BASIS EVEN THOUGH IT IS A KEY ELEMENT TO HAVING A JOB;
HAVING IT THREATENED. HAVING YOUR JOB THREATENED DAILY IS VERY
ANNOYING. YOU’RE NEVER DOING ENOUGH, YOU’RE NEVER SWEATING
ENOUGH,, YOU NEVER TRY HARD ENOUGH. BUT WHEN YOU DO, MAYBE THEY’LL
LICK YOUR TIP.
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NUMBER 14: THE FIRST TIME I QUIT 218
MS.
QUITA WAS ALWAYS MEAN TO ME
MS.
QUITA ALWAYS SEEMED TO BE
MORE
INTERESTED IN CUTTING ME OFF
THAN
IN HEARING ME SPEAK
MS.QUITA
KNEW I WAS A GEEKED GEEK
SHE
TOLD ME
WHATEVER
I WAS SMOKING I NEED TO STOP
I
BROUGHT MY LAPTOP TO WORK TO USE WHILE AWAITING MY RIDE HOME THINKING
I NEED TO POP
OFF
WITH MY TALENT
IT
WASN’T AT ITS BEST USE THERE
DEALING
WITH PEOPLE
WHO
REFUSED TO TREAT ME FAIR
I’M
WORKING ON MY FILMS NOW
THE
PREQUELS THE EQUALS AND THE SEQUELS
IT’S
MY TURN TO GET THE LAUGHS NOW
IS
IT STILL FAIR?
TOO
BAD THEY DIDN’T CARE
I
HAD A PURE HEART IN WHICH I SURELY SHARED
IT
WAS ALL I COULD SPARE UNTIL AT MY SHRINKING SHADOW THEY HAD TO STARE
I
QUIT THE JOB FOR IMMATURE REASONS. EVERYTIME YOU QUIT A JOB OUT OF
PERSONAL CONVIENCE IT IS SEEN AS IMMATURE. I WAS LIVING WITH MY
COUSINS IN MCDONOUGH AND TO MY LUCK, THE DAY I QUIT WAS THE DAY THEY
GAVE ME MY OWN ROOM TO ACCOMPANY MY FULL TIME STATUS. I HAD HORRIBLE
TIMING. SO I WENT BACK TO WORK AS IF I HAD NEVER NOT SHOWED UP
BEFORE. THEY LET IT GO.
I
MAY HAVE LASTED 3 TO 5MONTHS AFTER THIS BEFORE I OFFICIALLY QUIT. I
QUIT ONCE MY MOTHER HAD GOTTEN A NEW PLACE. I WAS UNEMPLOYED FOR
ABOUT 3MONTHS BEFORE I HAD GOTTEN HIRED BACK. MS. QUITA FELT BAD AT
HOW SHE HAD TREATED ME, I WASN’T BEING TREATED AS FAIR AS I TREATED
THEM. I BUST MY ASS AT WORK DAILY. I ALMOST HAD A HEATSTROKE AT THE
278 LOCATION, THEY CALLED ME RUNNER MAN. NEEDLESS TO SAY THEY STOPPED
ME FROM RUNNING AFTER MY WORK ETHIC BECAME A LIABILITY.
SO
MS. QUITA HIRED ME BACK AT THE START OF 214. SHE HAD HINTED THAT SHE
MAY NOT BE THERE TOO MUCH LONGER. THE UNIVERSE HAS A STRANGE
RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. IT OFTEN SAVES ME IN THE NICK OF TIME BY
INTRODUCING ME TO PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE ABOUT ME AND SHOW IT OR BY
HAVING PEOPLE WHOM I THOUGHT NEVER TRULY CARED ABOUT ME DO SOMETHING
ODDLY NICE RIGHT BEFORE THEY LEAVE MY LIFE FOREVER. IT’S REALLY
TRIPPY BEING ME.
ONCE
MS. QUITA GOT FIRED RIGHT AS WE WERE ACTUALLY GETTING ALONG AND SHE
WAS TREATING ME WITH RESPECT, I WAS INTRODUCED TO ANOTHER MANAGER WHO
GAVE ME HELL. ISN’T THE UNIVERSE JUST FUNNY? RIGHT WHEN ONE FORMER
ADVERSARY CONVERTS, THEY ARE SHIFTED IN THE UNIVERSAL STRUCTURE VIA A
NEW LOCATION AND YOU ARE FACE TO FACE WITH YET ANOTHER MANAGERIAL
ADVERSARY. IS THAT NOT A FEMALE DOG?
MR.
BRYANT WAS A BEAUREUCRAT. HE WAS A STRICT RULE FOLLOWER WHEN HE
WASN’T BREAKING THE RULES. HE LIKED TO THREATEN MY JOB DAILY TOO.
MAYBE MY PERFORMANCE JUST SUCKS, BUT MY WORK ETHIC DOESN’T. I HAVE
THE PERSONALITY OF THE WINNER. I AM A CHAMPION. MR. BRYANT THREATENED
MY EMPLOYMENT STATUS SO MUCH I WENT TO FIND ANOTHER JOB ON MY CURRENT
LUNCHBREAK. THEN THINGS GOT REALLY INTERESTING.
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NUMBER 15: HAVING TWO JOBS ON THE SAME STRIP
I
HAD A FULL TIME JOB
BUT
THE GENERAL MANAGER WAS A FULL TIME SLOB
HE
LOVED TO MAKE MY HEART SKIP A BEAT
BECAUSE
I WAS A HEART THROB
AND
HIS BALD HEAD WAS FULL OF MEAT.
SO
ONE DAY I PRAYED BY THE DUMPSTER
AND
MY HEART RECEIVED A THUMP SIR
I
PRAYED TO GET THIS NEW JOB DOWN THE STREET
I
WENT ON MY LUNCHBREAK TO GREET
THE
MANAGER DAVID
AND
WENT BACK THAT FRIDAY TO MY AMAZEMENT
HE
AGREED TO HIRE ME
MY
CURRENT FULL TIME JOB PROVED I WAS WORTH HIRING
TWO
JOBS WAS THE MOST FUN I HAD EVER HAD
AND
I PUT DOWN THE RUMORS OF LOSING MY DAY JOB
OH
WHAT A CLEVER LAD
MR.
BRYANT DIDN’T THREATEN TO FIRE ME EVER AGAIN
I
WASN’T COOL WITH BEING THREATENED OVER MY JOB ON A DAILY BASIS. IT
REACHED A LOW POINT FOR ME WHERE I FELT LIKE I COULD LOSE MY JOB ANY
DAY NOW. I TOOK MATTERS INTO MY OWN HANDS BEFORE I FOUND MYSELF
UNEMPLOYED. UNEMPLOYMENT BRINGS LOW CONFIDENCE MOST TIMES AND SINCE I
HAVE FELT SO LOW BEFORE I REFUSED TO WILLINGLY FEEL SO LOW AGAIN.
I
GOT HIRED AT CRACKER BARREL 515 OFF EXIT 218 IN MCDONOUGH, GA. THE
INTERVIEW WAS EASY. IT’S ALMOST LIKE BRAGGING. I WALKED INTO THE
INTERVIEW BASICALLY JUST GIVING MY WORK STATS. “HI, MY NAME IS
DAVID CRICHTON AND I WORK DOWN THE STREET AT MCDONALDS AS THE FULL
TIME MAINTENANCE MAN. I WORK 40HRS A WEEK AND WANT A 2ND
SHIFT POSITION. I WANT TO BE HIRED AS THE NIGHT MAINTENANCE MAN.”
MR.
DAVID, THE MANAGER, GAVE ME THE SHOT AT EMPLOYMENT BASED ON MERIT
ALONE. WHAT REASON IS THERE NOT TO HIRE SOMEONE PARTIME WHO ALREADY
HAS A FULL TIME 1ST
SHIFT JOB. I WAS RELEASED BY JOB 1 AT 2 OR 3 AND I CLOCKED IN AT JOB
TWO BY 3 TO 5. I STARTED OFF WORKING IN THE DISH ROOM UNTIL I PROVED
MYSELF WORTHY OF WORKING IN THE STORE ALL NIGHT ALONE AS NIGHT
MAINTENANCE.
IT
TOOK ME 30DAYS AFTER EMPLOYMENT AT JOB 2 TO LEARN I EARNED THE
DESIRED POSITION. 30DAYS AFTER THIS I WAS TRAINING FOR THE POSITION.
IT TOOK ME 2MONTHS TO EARN THE TITLE I YEARNED FOR IN APPLICATION.
THIS ALSO SHOWED ME USEFUL INFORMATION ABOUT MY PERSONAL CHARACTER. I
WAS AFTER A POSITION NO ONE ELSE IN THE STORE WANTED. THE WEEKEND
NIGHT MAINTENANCE DIDN’T EVEN WANT THE POSITION ANYMORE.
AFTER
A FEW MONTHS MY ONLY JOB WAS JOB 2. WORKING THE 2JOBS WAS INCREDIBLE
FUN. I LOVED IT; I HAD NEVER RECEIVED SO MUCH PUBLIC AND PRIVATE
ADORATION AND RESPECT THAN WHEN I HAD 2JOBS. I WAS WORKING AT LEAST
60HRS A WEEK, 80HRS AT MOST. I WAS WORKING THE MINIMUM AMOUNT
MANAGERS AT MCDONALDS WORK, 60HRS A WEEK. MY STATUS AT MCDONALDS
IMPROVED. IT’S HARD TO THREATEN TO FIRE SOMEONE WHO HAS ANOTHER JOB
WAITING TO GIVE HIM FULL TIME EMPLOYMENT.
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NUMBER 16: WHAT I LEARNED FROM JOB TWO
JOB
NUMBER TWO TAUGHT ME TOO MUCH
IT
TAUGHT ME I WAS ABLE TO TOUCH
OTHER’S
SOULS
BY
BEING REPRESENTATIVE OF ANOTHER SOUL
TAPPING
INTO IT’S INTERNAL RESORVOIR
OF
HOPE
HOPING
TO COPE
WITH
THE DAY TO DAY REALITY
OF
FIGHTING THRU THE BANALITY
OF
A MUNDANE FEELING
EXISTENCE
HOPING
ONE DAY THE HEALING
WOULD
TAKE PLACE
RAKING
INTO MENTAL SPACE
REELNG
I
LEARNED TO PUSH MYSELF HARDER THAN ANYONE ELSE WAS PUSHING ME
I
LEARNED TO KEEP MY ENERGY
WHOOSHING
SEE
HOW
FAR I CAME ONCE I DECIDED TO KEEP GOING STRONG
ALL
ALONG
2014
WAS THE YEAR OF MY FIRST 60-80HR WEEK. IT WAS THE MOST STRENOUS
ACTIVITY I HAD PUT MYSELF THRU BESIDES WRESTLING FOR 5YEARS AS A
SCHOOL STUDENT. I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 5AM AND BE AT WORK BY 6AM. I
DIDN’T SEE MY BED AGAIN THOSE DAYS UNTIL AFTER MIDNIGHT. ON A
REGULAR BASIS I GOT 4HRS OF GOOD SLEEP. THE FIRST THOUGHT CREEPING
OUT OF MY MIND WAS “HOW LONG UNTIL I GET TO LAY DOWN HERE IN PEACE
AGAIN?” THE ANSWER WAS 90% OF THE TIME “MIDNIGHT”. THEN I WOULD
HAVE TO SIGH AND PUT ON MY GAME FACE.
I
WAS BORN WITH HYPERACTIVE SWEAT GLANDS SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I AM A
SHOWER FREAK. I’D TAKE 3 30MINUTE SHOWERS A DAY IF I COULD GET AWAY
WITH IT. I TAKE A SHOWER AS SOON AS I WAKE UP, AFTER MY SHIFT AND
IMMEDIATELY BEFORE SLEEPING. THE FIRST SHIFT WAS EASY TO GET THRU
BECAUSE I KNEW IT HAD A DEFINITE END BUT IT WASN’T MY DAY’S
DEFINITE END. ONCE THE FIRST SHIFT WAS OVER I WAS IMMEDIATELY
ALLOTTED WITH THE ENERGY TO GET THRU SHIFT TWO.
JUST
KNOWING I WAS HEADING FROM ONE WORKING ENVIRONMENT TO ANOTHER MORE
COMFORTABLE ONE WAS INVIGORATING. EVERYONE AT JOB ONE HAD KNOWN ME
FOR 2YEARS AND THOSE AT JOB TWO WERE ONLY GETTING TO KNOW ME. I FELT
LIKE A NEW PERSON AT JOB TWO. THE ONLY VERSION OF ME THEY EVER KNEW
WAS THE YOUNG MAN WORKING 80HRS A WEEK. THEY ONLY KNEW MY ADVANCED
PERSONAL CHARM. THEY LEARNED I WAS WILLING TO WORK THE ENTIRE ROOM
UNTIL I WAS GRANTED MORE SALUTATIONS THAN ANYONE ELSE.
I
LEARNED I WAS A SUPER HARD WORKER. THEY WERE ALWAYS ASKING ME IF I
HAD ANY CHILDREN TO MOTIVATE SUCH A VIGOROUS GRINDING WORK ETHIC. IT
PLEASED ME TO REPLY “NO” AND WATCH THEIR LIVE AMAZEMENT. TO WORK
TWO JOBS DAILY WITHOUT COMPLAINING AND NO FAMILY TO PROVIDE FOR MUST
HAVE BEEN INSPIRING TO THOSE WORKING ONE JOB TO PROVIDE FOR
THEMSELVES AND THEIR FAMILIES. I WAS WORKING THESE TWO JOBS MAINLY
FOR CHARACTER BUILDING. I ENDED UP GIVING UP ENTIRE CHECKS FROM JOB
ONE TO MY OLDER BROTHER WHO RAISED ME AS A FATHER FIGURE TO MAKE HIS
LIFE EASIER. I CAN VIVIDLY REMEMBER LEANING AGAINST MY ROOM’S WALL
ASKING MYSELF PRECARIOUSLY “WHAT THE HELL AM I WORKING SO HARD
FOR?” THEN I RESUMED THE HELLISH SCHEDULE INDUCED UPON MYSELF.
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NUMBER 17: RETURNING TO ONE FULL TIME JOB
I
GOT FIRED FROM JOB ONE
FOR
HAVING TOO MUCH FUN
WORKING
AT JOB TWO
AND
I DID WHAT I HAD TO
WHEN
THE GM ASKED ME TO COVER ANOTHER SHIFT
MY
3RD
IN 2DAYS
DURING
MY 2DAYS
OFF
AT JOB ONE
I
NEEDED TO GET MY 2ND
JOB TASK DONE
SO
I PICKED UP AN OVERLAPPING SHIFT
IT
ONLY OVERLAPPED FOR ONE HOUR
YET
IT CAUSED A RIFF
WHEN
I TEXTED MS. TINA
AT
JOB ONE
SHE
WAS SO MEAN AH!
SHE
TOLD ME SHE NO LONGER NEEDED ME
A
DECISION SHE LIVED TO REGRET
SHE
HIRED ME BACK 4MONTHS LATER
SHE
SHOULDN’T HAVE BEEN A HATER
I
WAS THE HARDEST WORKER AT ALL OF MY PREVIOUS JOBS
THEY’LL
ALWAYS NEED ME
ONE
DAY AT JOB TWO THE GENERAL MANAGER, DAVID, ASKED ME TO PULL A DOUBLE
THAT NIGHT. I HAD JUST WORKED THE NIGHT BEFORE AS MAINTENANCE AND HE
ASKED ME TO WORK THAT AFTERNOON AS WELL. THE OTHER MANAGER JESSICA
SAW MY PLIGHT AND WONDERED WHY DAVID HAD SUMMONED ME ONCE MORE AND
SHE SENT ME HOME. MR. DAVID WAS THERE WITH THE DISTRICT MANAGER AND
THE VICE PRESIDENT OF THE COMPANY AND I WENT OVER TO INTRODUCE MYSELF
TO THEM AND BID MR. DAVID FAREWELL.
I
HAD SPENT THE PREVIOUS NIGHT EXCRUICIATINGLY DETAILING THE STORE FOR
THE INSPECTION REVIEW. I TOLD THIS TO THE VP AND HE LAUGHED AND SAID
THANK YOU. FOR ME TO WORK THAT NIGHT I WOULD HAVE HAD TO CALL OUT FOR
ONE HOUR THE NEXT MORNING AT JOB ONE. MS. TINA, THE NEW MANAGER
SUCCEEDING MR. BRYANT DECIDED TO FIRE ME FOR CALLING OUT FOR ONE HOUR
24HRS IN ADVANCE. I RECEIVED THE TEXT AS I WAS AT MY ROOMMATES HOUSE
ON THE FLOOR ATTEMPTING TO SLEEP.
SO
I WOKE UP KNOWING I HAD ONLY HAD ONE JOB. I TOLD MR. DAVID THIS AND
TOLD HIM I WOULDN’T BE SEEKING OUT ANOTHER JOB. THEN I WAS MORE
SOLID IN HIS EYES. UP TO THIS POINT I HAD BEEN WORKING AT JOB TWO ON
50% DAILY ENERGY. AT THE TIME I WAS FIRED, I WAS JUST PASSING 30DAYS
WORKING NON STOP; A FULL OFF DAY IS RARE WHEN YOU’RE OBLIGATED TO
TWO JOBS. I HAD ABOUT TWO OR THREE DAYS OFF AT CRACKER BARREL AND THE
WEEKENDS OFF AT MCDONALDS.
I
WORKED THURSDAY THRU SATURDAY NIGHT AS NIGHT MAINTENANCE AT CRACKER
BARREL SO ONLY THE FIRST FEW DAYS OF THE WEEK WERE ONE JOBBING. TO
GIVE ME MORE HOURS I HAD A FEW DISH ROOM SHIFTS SPRINKLED IN BETWEEN.
I BELIEVE ON SUNDAY WAS THE DAY I SERVED AS BUS BOY, CLEANING THE
TABLES INBETWEEN MEALS. THEY ALWAYS PICK THE NEATEST MOST
PROFESSIONAL DISHWASHER TO GO OUT INTO THE DINING ROOMS I FOUND OUT.
ANOTHER TRAIT I LEARNED ABOUT MYSELF. I AM A PROFESSIONALLY NEAT
YOUNG MAN.
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NUMBER 18: HOW I APPROACHED JOB TWO AS MY ONLY JOB
JOB
ONLY AT THIS TIME
WAS
CRACKER BARREL
WORKING
THERE OCCUPIED MY MIND
BEFORE
I STARTED WORKING ON ALL THESE RHYMES
I
HAD MORE TIME TO FIND
MY
NEW AMBITIONS
I
ALWAYS WAS AND STILL AM WISHING
I
WAS EXCITED TO SEE
THEM
SO EXCITED TO SEE ME
ON
THE DAILY
EVERY
WEEK THEY PAID ME
THEY
GAVE ME MORE HOURS
BECAUSE
MY DEDICATION TO THEM TURNED MY OTHER JOB RELATIONSHIP SOUR
I
APPRECIATED THAT
THEY
APPRECIATED ME
I
ENJOYED THE SUMMER OF ONE JOB
I
BOUGHT MY FIRST DSLR CAMERA, I ENJOYED PLAYING THE KNOB
WORKING
ONE JOB AFTER PERFORMING DAILY AT TWO LOCATIONS WAS THE EASIEST
TRANSITION EVER. IT WAS TOUGH ONLY BECAUSE I WAS USED TO WORKING
MYSELF TO THE GRISTLE. THE ONLY HARD THING ABOUT LOSING ONE OF TWO
JOBS WAS THE AMOUNT OF ACTIVITY I WAS USED TO EXPLORING. I DID ENJOY
THE SPARE TIME I HAD. I ENJOYED THE REST ONE JOB ALLOWS. I DID NOT
ENJOY THE SINGLE PAYCHECK. IT WAS THE SMALLER PAYCHECK BUT THE MORE
FREQUENT CHECK. MCDONALDS PAYS $500 BIWEEKLY AND I WAS MAKING $800 A
MONTH AT CRACKER BARREL.
AT
MY PEAK I WAS BANKING ALMOST $2000 A MONTH BUT I WAS GIVING OUT $1000
TO MY OLDER BROTHER. WAS HE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME? HELL YEAH, HE
OBVIOUSLY HAD NO ONE ELSE WHO WOULD BE THAT KIND TO HIM. I NEVER GOT
THE MONEY BACK TO THIS DAY, I’LL NEVER GET IT BACK, FAMILY ALWAYS
SEEM TO HAVE A REASON NOT TO TREAT YOU 100%FAIR 100% OF THE TIME. I
STOPPED GIVING OUT THE MONEY ONCE I ONLY HAD ONE SOURCE OF INCOME.
BY
THIS TIME I WAS INGRAINIATED INTO THE WORK ATMOSPHERE AT CRACKER
BARREL. EVERYONE WAS USED TO ME AND ONLY A FEW PEOPLE WERE NOT WARMED
UP TO ME. I FIND IT OBVIOUS IT’S THE ASSHOLES WHO DON’T WARM UP
TO ME QUICKLY. IT ALWAYS TAKES THE ASSHOLES TIME TO ADJUST TO A NON
ASSHOLE. EVENTUALLY MOST OF THE ASSHOLES DID IN TIME WARM UP TO ME.
BY THIS TIME, I WAS DUE FOR AN EARLY EXIT.
I
LIKE TO LEAVE A JOB ON TOP, LIKE AN ARTIST SHOULD LEAVE THEIR CAREER.
CRACKER BARREL WAS TO DATE MY FAVORITE JOB EVER SINCE MY FIRST JOB
EVER AT INGLES. THEY USED TO CALL ME “MR. INGLES”. I HAVE YET TO
EARN SUCH TREATMENT. I HAD GOTTEN HIRED BACK AT MCDONALDS 218 IN
NOVEMBER. BY DECEMBER THE TOLL OF TWO JOBS WAS SOMETHING I JUST
COULDN’T PAY. I WISH I HAD TAKEN MORE OUT OF ME TO PERFORM THAT
STRENOUSLY ONCE MORE BUT IT JUST WASN’T THERE. I AM A CAPRICORN AND
MY RETROGRADE IS SATURN RETROGRADE. SATURN RETROGRADE LASTS FOR HALF
THE YEAR. FROM SPRING TIME TILL FALL I ENJOY MORE UNIVERSAL ENERGY
AND ABILITY THAN I DO DURING THE FIRST AND LAST 3MONTHS OF THE YEAR.
MY 2JOBS STARTED AND ENDED DURING MY 2014 RETROGRADE.
IT
WASN’T MY RETROGRADE ANYMORE AND SO I HAD TO SUFFER. I QUIT BOTH
JOBS ON THE SAME DAY BECAUSE I PREFERRED JOB TWO BUT I COULDN’T GET
TO JOB TWO WITHOUT JOB ONE. MY ONLY TRANSPORTATION WAS IN THE MORNING
AND MY TRANSPORTATION WAS LOST IN A CAR ACCIDENT. I NEEDED TO FIND
ANOTHER JOB CLOSER TO MY LIVING QUARTERS. IT TOOK ME 3WEEKS TO DO SO.
I HAD A CRAPPY BIRTHDAY. I QUIT 3WEEKS BEFORE MY 25TH
BIRTHDAY.
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NUMBER 19: 3WEEKS OF UNEMPLOYMENT
THOSE
3WEEKS WERE ROUGH
I
SPENT ALL DAY IN BED
RESTING
MY KNEES
OH
SO TOUGH
I
HAD BEEN ON MY KNEES
IT
TOOK TIME 3WEEKS
TO
PLEASE MY KNEES
WITH
THE SERENITY
AH
THE ENERGY
GIVING
TO ME
THE
PAIN FELT ENDLESSLY
WORN
LIKE ATTIRE
YET
IT MELTED SENSELESSLY
I
WISH I COULD HAVE RETIRED
THOSE
THREE WEEKS OF UNEMPLOYMENT WERE BASICALLY A WELL NEEDED UNPAID
VACATION. A NECESSARY CATHARSIS FOR MY MIND, BODY AND SOUL. I FELT
BAD AT NOT HAVING A JOB ONCE AGAIN BUT MY CONFIDENCE WAS UP. AT THIS
POINT, I UNABASHEDLY KNEW HOW TO SELL MYSELF LIKE A PROFESSIONAL
HOOKER TO PROSPECTIVE EMPLOYERS. I LEARNED THIS SOLIID SKILL AFTER
BEING HIRED AT CRACKER BARREL. THE CONFIDENCE I GAINED FROM THE
INTERVIEW LASTS FOREVER.
I
LEARNED HOW TO TALK TO A FUTURE MANAGER, HOW TO DISPLAY THE GRACE AND
ETIQUETTE NEEDED TO ASCERTAIN THE JOB IN THE FIRST PLACE. I LEARNED
HOW TO TRUST GOD AND PURSUE SOMETHING NEWLY DESIRED. I LEARNED HOW TO
MAKE PEOPLE WARM UP TO ME BY WARMING UP TO THEM AND BEING NICER TO
THEM THAN THEY ARE TO YOU. IF A PERSON HAS ANY UNCOMMON SENSE THEY
WILL RECIPROCATE YOUR HEARTFELT ACCOMDATIONS.
DURING
THESE 3WEEKS I MAINLY RESTED IN BED DUE TO SHEER EXHAUSTION. I HAD NO
WHERE TO GO, NOT EVEN ON MY BIRTHDAY. MY 25TH
BIRTHDAY WAS PENDING AND I HAD NOTHING TO DO AND NOT ENOUGH TO SMOKE.
I DID SMOKE AS I TURNED 25 AND RIGHT AFTER MY BIRTHDAY HAD PASSED. I
REMEMBER WATCHING A PREMIUM CHANNEL ON TV AND MY FAVORITE CHILDHOOD
MOVIE “BULLETPROOF” STARRING ADAM SANDLER AND DAMON WAYANS WAS
ON. I ENJOYED THE KINDNESS THE UNIVERSE HAD BESTOWED UPON MY
UNEMPLOYED ASS ON MY BIRTHDAY.
IT
MADE UP FOR A SUCKY BIRTHDAY, BUT IN RETROSPECT, AT LEAST I WAS ALIVE
TO SEE IT COME AND GO. TO DATE I HAVE SEEN ONE MORE COME AND GO. WILL
I SEE ANOTHER ONE COME AND GO? I CAN’T CALL IT, I WOULDN’T MIND
THOUGH. IF I AM NOT ALIVE ON MY 27TH
BIRTHDAY THEN MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I DIDN’T DIE AT 28. AT 27 I
CAN SAY I HAVE BEEN WRITING POETRY FOR 20YRS AND I AM EAGER TO SEE
HOW MY 20TH
YEAR AS A WRITER PAYS OFF. MY ONLY GOAL AT THIS POINT IS TO
TRANSITION INTO WRITER’S YEAR 20 AS A SELF PUBLISHED AUTHOR WILL
ALL 9 OF HIS CURRENT WORKS AVAILABLE FOR SELL ON LULU.COM AND ALL HIS
AUDIO BOOKS AND THE COMPLETE SIGNATURE ME COMEDY SERIES AVAILABLE FOR
FREE. IF I NEVER LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE MY WORK PROSPER, I WANT IT
TO AT LEAST BE AVAILABLE TO PROSPER ON ITS OWN. I DON’T WANT MY
CREATIVE WORKS TO LIVE AS OBSCURE OF A LIFE AS MY LIFE HAS YET TO
SHAKE.
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NUMBER 20: THE LAST JOB I HAVE HAD SO FAR
AFTER
MY 3WEEK STINT AT UNEMPLOYED INCORPORATED
I
INCORPORATED
WHAT
I HAD LEARNED
FROM
ALL PREVIOUS WORK
HOW
TO TWERK
THE
INFORMATION BURNED
INTO
MY MAIN FRAME
I
WENT BACK TO MCDONALDS
I
DID THE SAME THING
EXCEPT
IT WAS A NEW FRANCHISE OWNER
WHO
GAVE ME A SHOT
I
FELT HOT
I
GOT HIRED ON NEW YEARS EVE
A
FEW DAYS AFTER A CRAPPY BIRTHDAY
NEW
YEARS WASN’T THE WORST DAY
THE
LAST JOB I ACQUIRED WAS WEEKEND MAINTENANCE AT A NEW MCDONALDS. IT
WAS ACTUALLY A NEWLY BUILT STORE TAKING BUSINESS AWAY FROM MY
PREVIOUS MCDONALDS ON 218. THIS MCDONALDS WAS ON JONESBORO RD. I WAS
HIRED BY MR. BRANDON. HE WAS THE ASSISTANT MANAGER. A FEW WEEKS LATER
HE WAS TRANSFERRED UP THE ROAD FOR A GM POSITION. IT’S REALLY WEIRD
HOW THE UNIVERSE SHIFTS PEOPLE AROUND IN MY LIFE FOR MY
ACCOMODATIONS.
I
REALLY ENJOYED THIS JOB ALL YEAR ROUND. I HELD ON TO IT UNTIL
NOVEMBER. THIS WAS MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER WORKING TWO JOBS ALL THRU
OUT 2014 ON EXIT 218. I ENJOYED GETTING OFF THAT STRIP FINALLY. BY
THE TIME I SPENT MY FIRST PAYCHECK I WAS ENJOYING MY NEW POSITION. I
WAS THE NEW GUY WHO KNEW HOW EVERYTHING WORKED MOSTLY. THE GM WAS MR.
BEN AND I FAVORED HIM MUCH.
THE
NEW ASSISTANT MANAGER SUCCEEDING MR. BRANDON WAS MS. TEMETRIA. SHE
AND I HAD A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP. DURING MARCH IS WHEN EVERYTHING
CHANGED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. I ENCOUNTERED MY MOST RECENT NEAR DEATH
EXPERIENCE. I HAD ALMOST GOTTEN SMASHED BY A WHITE DODGE TRUCK IN
FRONT OF A RED LIGHT. THEY WERE TRYING TO TURN WHERE I WAS WALKING
STRAIGHT. I HAD WORKED FROM THE PREVIOUS NIGHT UP UNTIL NOON TO 3PM.
I
WAS TOO TIRED TO NOTICE MY IMPENDING DEATH AND AT THE LAST MINUTE THE
DODGE SWERVED TWICE IN FRONT OF ME. ONCE I HAD REALIZED WHAT HAD
ALMOST HAPPENED TO MY BODY, MIND AND LIFE I DECIDED TO WALK THE OTHER
WAY FROM WHICH I HAD JUST CAME. THAT WAS MY WAY OF SAYING “MY BAD”
FOR ALMOST COSTING MYSELF MY LIFE. THE WALK HOME WAS THE STRANGEST.
IT TOOK ME 2DAYS TO ADMIT THE HAPPENING ON FB WHEN NORMALLY I POST
EVERYTHING IMMEDIATELY,
I
WAS EMBARRASSED. ALL THE WAY HOME I FELT LIKE THERE WAS ANOTHER
UNIVERSE WHERE THAT VERSION OF ME DIED ON THE SCENE AND THE FAMILY
WAS PREPARING FOR THE FUNERAL. I WONDERED IF I HAD DIED, WHAT WOULD I
HAVE LEFT BEHIND AS MY CREATIVELY ARTISTIC LEGACY? AT THAT MOMENT THE
ANSWER WAS NOTHING. FROM THIS POINT, I WAS GRANTED ACCESS TO AN
ARTISTIC DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS…THE POINT WHERE EVERYTHING CHANGED FOR
ME AS A PERSON AND AS AN ARTIST.
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NUMBER 21: THE ARTISTIC DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS
ANYDAY
COULD BE MY LAST
I
MAY NOT GET A CHANCE TO CASH
IN
ON MY ARTISTRY
YET
AND STILL MY ARTISTRY
IS
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME
THE
SERENITY
IT
BRINGS TO ME
BRINGS
ALONG WITH IT
A
NEW GIMMICK
TO
STICK IT
TO
THE LEGENDARY HALL OF FAME
AS
AN ARTIST WHO CHANGED THE GAME
BY
CHANGING HIS STAGE NAME
NO
MORE BRAIN IN THE CAGE
SOCIETY
KEEPS THE MIND ENSLAVED
ENRAGED
I
UNCAGED
MY
FUN RAGE
I
STAYED ARTISTICALLY ENGAGED
BECAUSE
BESIDES THAT I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO NOTHING BUT
THE
GRAVE
YEAH
AND YOU HAVEN’T SAID NOTHING WHAT?
THE
ARTISTIC DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS GOES AND FLOWS LIKE THIS. YOU ONLY HAVE
ONE LIFE AS YOU IN YOUR CURRENT BODY. YOUR SPIRIT MAY RETURN 20YRS
LATER AFTER A REJUVENATION PERIOD IN ANOTHER BODY AND YET AGAIN IT
MAY NOT. AS AN ARTIST, YOUR MAIN RESPONSIBILITY IS TO ENDLESSLY AND
PURELY EXPRESS YOURSELF. YOUR ONLY PREREQUISITE FOR BEING A
SUCCESSFUL ARTIST IS TO BE AN EXPRESSIVE ARTIST.
AS
LONG AS YOU ENDLESSLY EXPRESS YOURSELF CREATIVELY, DAY IN AND DAY
OUT, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR. AN ARTIST’S BIGGEST FEAR IS FEAR OF
FAILURE. AN ARTIST FEARS NO ONE CLINGING TO THEIR ART AND SUPPORTING
THE MESSAGE THEY SPEW FROM THEIR HEART. AN ARTIST FEARS NEVER BEING
TAKEN SERIOUSLY AS AN ARTIST. AN ARTIST FEARS NEVER HAVING THE CHANCE
TO RELEASE A PROJECT, GO ON TOUR AND PERFORM IN FRONT OF JAM PACKED
STUDIO ARENAS. AN ARTIST FEARS NEVER REALIZING THEIR PERSONAL GOALS
THRU EXPRESSIVE CREATIVITY OR CREATIVE EXPRESSION.
THIS
IS WHEN I CREATED THE SOLUTION TO ALL ASPIRING ARTISTS WHOSE MAIN
CONCERN IS NOT BEING ALIVE TO SEE THEIR DREAMS COME TO FRUITION. THE
DEATH VAULT IS THE ANSWER TO OUR ARTISTIC FEARS. THE DEATH VAULT WILL
BE DETAILED IN THE NEXT POST. THE DEATH VAULT WILL SEAL YOUR SPOT ON
THE WALL OF FAME. THE DEATH VAULT WILL ACCOMPLISH YOUR ARTISTIC GOALS
WHETHER YOU ARE ALIVE OR NOT. THE DEATH VAULT WILL RELEASE A TON OF
STRESS ON YOU AFTER YOU COMPLETE THE STRESSFUL TASK.
THE
DEATH VAULT WILL ALLOW YOUR WORK TO LIVE ON PAST YOUR DEATH DATE. THE
DEATH VAULT WILL BE YOUR CALLING CARD. YOUR DEATH VAULT IS AN
ENHANCED AND TIME TRAVELLING PORTFOLIO. YOUR DEATH VAULT IS YOUR
INSURANCE POLICY AS AN ARTIST. IF YOU DIE PREMATURELY, YOUR ART WILL
STILL BE VISIBLE AND WORTH MORE SINCE YOU ARE NO LONGER PRESENTLY
WALKING THE EARTH.
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NUMBER 21: THE DEATH VAULT
IMAGINE
YOU DIED
AND
EVERYONE WHO HAS EVER LOVED YOU CRIED
WISHING
TO SEE ONE MORE CONSCIOUS SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE
LEFT
OR RIGHT
IT
DOESN’T MATTER
THEY
CHATTER
ABOUT
WHAT YOU MEANT TO THEM
HOPEFULLY
THEY THANK GOD HE HAD YOU SENT TO THEM
THEY
WISH THEY COULD HEAR YOU SPEAK
ONCE
MORE
JUST
ONCE MORE
WOULDN’T
YOU LIKE TO BE VOCALLY ADORED?
WHAT
IF YOU HAD ONE LAST JOKE FROM YOUR LIFE’S TOUR?
WHAT
IF YOU HAD SOMETHING ARTISTICALLY GENIUS IN STORE?
CREATIVELY
STORED
AFTER
YOU EMPTIED YOUR MENTAL INVENTORY
ALL
INTO YOUR DEATH VAULT
SO
JUST IN CASE YOU FELL TO YOUR DOOM YOUR CAREER HITS A CATAPULT
THE
DEATH VAULT IS THE ULTIMATE INSURANCE POLICY FOR A CREATIVE ARTIST.
MICHAEL JACKSON’S LIVING NETWORTH WAS ALMOST $500MILLION. ONCE HE
DIED, HIS ESTATE WAS VALUED AT $2BILLION. HIS WORTH INCREASED TIMES
FOUR WITHIN 2YEARS OF HIS UNTIMELY DEATH. THIS IS CLASSIFIED AS THE
DEAD PEASANT POLICY. STATISTICALLY SPEAKING, YOU ARE WORTH MORE AS AN
ARTIST WHEN YOU CAN’T PROFIT FROM YOUR ART ANYMORE.
IF
YOU CAN NOT PROFIT FROM YOUR ART THEN THAT MEANS YOU ARE NO LONGER
LIVING. IF YOU CAN NOT CREATE ART ANYMORE THEN ANYTHING YOU HAVE
ALREADY CREATED OR RELEASED OR NOT RELEASED IS MORE VALUABLE NOW.
WHEN PEOPLE MISS AN ARTIST, THEY GO BACK TO THEIR CATALOGUE AND
REMINENSCE. AS AN ARTIST YOUR WORK BECOMES PRICELESS ONCE YOU DIE AND
LOSE THE ABILITY TO CREATE ANY NEW ART. YOUR ACTIVE CAREER IS OVER
BUT YOUR WORKS LIVE ON.
THE
DEATH VAULT IS AN ARTISTIC CHALLENGE. MOST ARTISTS HAVE MANY IDEAS
ROAMING AND GROWING IN THEIR MINDS. THE DEATH VAULT IS AN EXPEDITED
PROCESS OF ONLY FOCUSING ON THE CREATIVE PROCESS TO KNOCK OUT ALL
MENTAL PROJECTS. ANY IDEAS YOU WANT TO ONE DAY MAKE AND RELEASE, YOU
HAVE TO TAKE ALL THOSE IDEAS AND FINISH THEM. YOU WANT TO FINISH THEM
BEFORE YOUR CAREER EVEN STARTS. IF YOU ARE BLESSED ENOUGH TO BE A
WORKING ARTIST BEFORE YOUR DEATH VAULT IS COMPLETE THEN MAY GOD
CONTIUE TO BLESS YOU.
THE
DEATH VAULT IS SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR ENTIRE CAREER’S WORTH OF ART
CREATED IN ONE CONTINUOUS TIME PERIOD. WHEN AN ARTISIT FOCUSES ON THE
RESULTS OF THEIR NEW PROJECT, THEY UNWITTINGLY STIMULATE STAGNATION.
BY CONSIDERING THE IMPROBABILITIES OF A SEEMINGLY IMPOSSIBLE TASK TO
ACCOMPLISH YOUR ARTISTIC GOALS, YOU ARE REDUCING YOUR ENERGY TO
PRODUCING A FEAR INDUCED MINDSET.
IF
YOU ARE FOCUSED ON THE SALES OF AN UNFINISHED BOOK, THE BOOK MAY
FOREVER REMAIN UNFINISHED. YOU MUST CONVINCE YOURSELF YOU WON’T BE
ALIVE TO SEE THE RELEASE OF THE PROJECT AND SO ALL YOU HAVE CONTROL
OVER IS THE ACTUAL PROJECT FINALIZATION.
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NUMBER 22: THE DEATH VAULT PART 2
EVERY
IDEA YOU HAD
WRITE
IT DOWN
EXPAND
ON IT RELENTLESSLY UNTIL IT IS FINISHED
RECITE
IT NOW
AREN’T
YOU EXCITED NOW?
IT
DOESN’T MATTER IF YOU SEE YOUR SUCCESS
YOUR
SUCCESS WILL SEE YOU THRU
IT
WILL SEE YOU TO
THE
PERSONAL GOALS YOU HAVE SET FOR YOU
AND
YOURSELF
FOR
YOUR HEALTH’S
BENEFIT
YOU
WENT AGAINST
ALL
THOUGHTS OF FEAR
SUCH
THOUGHTS STAY NEAR
THE
ONLY WAY TO STAY CLEAR
OF
SUCH EMOTIONAL ROAD BLOCKS
ARE
TO THROW STOPS
AND
PAUSE
BUT
NEVER PAUSE ON CREATING YOUR ART NON STOP
BECAUSE
EVEN IF YOU GET POPPED BY A ROGUE COP
YOUR
CAREER WILL FOREVER CHART POP
THE
DEATH VAULT IS HOW A CREATIVE ARTIST EMPLOYS THE DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS.
THE DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE WAY A PERSON LIVES THEIR LIFE AS IF IT
COULD END THAT DAY. ANYDAY COULD BE YOUR LAST AND AS AN ARTIST, ANY
PROJECT COULD BE YOUR LAST. WHAT ARTIST PURPOSELY WANTS TO LEAVE
BEHIND AN UNFINISHED PROJECT? HOW CAN AN UNFINISHED PROJECT BE
ACCURATELY JUDGED WHEN IT NEVER MATURED TO COMPLETION?
THE
ARTISTIC COMPLETION OF A CREATIVE PROJECT ALL COMES DOWN TO TIME AND
CHANCE. HOW MUCH TIME DID THE ARTIST HAVE TO WORK ON IT AND HOW MANY
CHANCES DID HE HAVE TO WORK ON IT? AS LONG AS YOU HAVE THE TIME TO
WORK ON A PROJECT AND ANOTHER CHANCE TO DO SO, THEN IT’S COMPLETION
ALL BOILS DOWN TO YOUR WORK ETHIC AND DEDICATION/DETERMINATION. SELF
IMPOSED WILL IS ALL YOU NEED.
IT’S
HARD TO COMPLETE AN ENTIRE CAREER’S WORTH OF ARTISTIC ACHIEVEMENT
UNLESS YOU ARE CONVINCED YOU WIILL NOT SEE TOMORROW, LET ALONE THE
UPSTART OF YOUR CAREER. I WILL ADMIT IT IS STRESSFUL AT FIRST BUT YOU
HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE EXCEPT THE APPRECIATION FOR WASTING YOUR OWN
TIME. ONLY A TRUE ARTIST CAN START THIS TASK AND ONLY A TRUER ARTIST
CAN ACCOMPLISH THIS TASK. YOU WILL NOTICE YOUR CREATIVE AMBITIONS
BEING REALIZED EVEN IF YOU DON’T BLOW UP WHILE BREATHING. YOUR
ARTISTIC DESIRE WILL PUMP BLOOD THRU OUT TIME FOR YOU.
THE
DEATH VAULT IS YOUR WAY OF PRESERVING YOUR IDEAS ON RECORD IN CASE
YOU DON’T LIVE TO SEE THEM FULLY CREATED. ONCE YOU HAVE A LIST OF
ALL THE PROJECTS YOU INTEND TO USE YOUR CAREER PRODUCING, YOU CAN
START ACTIVELY PRODUCING EACH IDEA ONE AFTER THE OTHER. THE DEATH
VAULT IS YOUR CHANCE TO PRESERVE THE EMOTION YOU FELT AS A STARVING
ARTIST IN CASE YOU LIVE TO SEE A 50YEAR CAREER.
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NUMBER 23: THE DEATH VAULT PART 3
PICK
YOUR FAVORITE
ARTIST
AND
LISTEN TO THEIR FIRST 3ALBUMS
WHICH
ONE WAS YOUR FAVORITE?
AND
WHY?
DID
THEIR ARTISTIC DECLINE
MAKE
YOU CRY?
WHY
ARE YOU CLAMING IT
DOESN’T
MATTER HOW RICH
AN
ARTIST GETS
IT
ISN’T ALWAYS A SINCH
TO
BRING NEW TRICKS
TO
NEW PROJECTS
WHEN
YOU NO LONGER LIVE IN THE PROJECTS
AND
HAVE BECOME A MULTI MILLIONAIRE FROM YOUR CREATIVE PROJECTS
A
SINGER’S 1ST
ALBUM IS MOST TIMES
THEIR
PUREST
FOR
CREATIVELY THEY WERE AT THEIR SUREST
BEFORE
THEIR EXTREME WEALTH INTRODUCED MORE BOASTING RHYMES
THE
DEATH VAULT ALSO GETS RID OF SUCCESS SATURATION. IN “THE DARK
KNIGHT RISES”, DURING THE BANE FIGHT, BANE TELLS BATMAN VICTORY HAS
DEFEATED HIM. WHEN YOU PICK A MUSICIAN AND YOU LISTEN TO THEIR
COMPLETE DISCOGRAPHY, YOU MAY REALIZE THEIR TOP 3 ALBUMS OF CREATIVE
EXPRESSION ARE THEIR FIRST 3 ALBUMS. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAS ALBUM?
IS IT “ILLMATIC” OR “STILLMATIC”? IS IT NEITHER? WHY?
WHAT’S
YOUR FAVORITE JAY-Z ALBUM? IS IT “REASONABLE DOUBT” OR “THE
BLUEPRINT”? IS IT THE “BLUEPRINT” ONE OR THREE? WHY? SOME FANS
MAY LIKE HEARING THE ALBUMS THAT BOAST OF THE SUCCESSFUL CAREERS THE
ARTIST HAS HAD. SOME FANS MAY LIKE THE PURE DESPERATION FOR SUCCESS
CONSUMING THE FIRST ALBUM. MANY SINGERS OR RAPPERS FIND IT HARD TO
MAKE THEIR 2 FOLLOW UP ALBUMS AS CREATIVELY SUPERIOR AS THEIR DEBUT.
HOW
CAN YOU CREATE ART AS PURE AS A STARVING ARTIST WHEN YOU ARE NO
LONGER A STARVING ARTIST? THE DEATH VAULT IS THE ANSWER, OR AT LEAST
THE MOST DRAMATIC ONE TO EMPLOY IN YOUR JOURNEY. THE DEATH VAULT
ALLOWS YOU TO CREATE ONE AFTER THE OTHER ALL OF YOUR MOST POTENT
IDEAS AS A STARVING ARTIST. IF YOU HAVE 20 PROJECTS WORTH OF FILMS,
NOVELS OR ALBUMS IN YOUR MIND, THEN GET THEM OUT.
GET
THESE IDEAS OUT AS RAPIDLY AS POSSIBLE. FORM ONE IDEA FULLY, THEN
WORK ON FORMING THE NEXT IDEA AS YOU WORK ON YOUR MOST FULLY FORMED
IDEA. ONCE IDEA NUMBER ONE IS COMPLETE, YOUR FOLLOW UP IS QUED AND
READY TO BE WORKED OUT. WHILE WORKING PROJECT TWO OUT, YOU FORM UP
PROJECT THREE SOME MORE. YOU KEEP THIS UP FOR 365DAYS NON STOP AND
YOU WILL WITNESS THE EXPLORATION OF YOUR DEEPEST PITS OF
CONSCIOUSNESS. YOU WILL ALSO WITNESS YOUR CREATIVE STATURE IMPROVE SO
MUCH YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF INTERTWINING WITH THE ARTIST YOU ALWAYS
WANTED TO BE…PERIOD.
THE
DEATH VAULT HAS AN UPSIDE AS WELL. THE FIRST 2YEARS OF TRANSFERRING
YOUR LIVING PORTFOLIO INTO YOUR DEATH VAULT MAY BE THE HARDEST. LORD
KNOWS THE FIRST YEAR IS STILL GOING ON FOR ME AND I AM MORE AT PEACE
WITH IT. THERE IS A HUGE UPSIDE IF YOU SURVIVE THE 1ST
WAVE OF YOUR CREATIVE ARTISTIC DEATH VAULT.
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NUMBER 24: THE DEATH VAULT PART 4
LET’S
SAY YOU TAKE ON THE CHALLENGE
AND
YOU DO SURVIVE
THE
FIRST WAVE
THE
DETERMINATION YOU HAVE DISPLAYED
IN
THE WAY YOU HAVE BEHAVED
WILL
ALLOW YOU NOT TO HAVE TO SCAVENGE
FOR
FRUITFUL PROJECTS
ONCE
YOUR CAREER TREE BEGINS TO SPROUT
LIKE
BRUSSELL
NO
YOU STOP IT!
CREATING
YOU
NEVER STOPPED IT
AS
A STARVING ARTIST
YET
YOU WILL SEE YOU WERE THE SMARTEST
IF
YOU HAVE 5 PROJECTS COMPLETED WITH AN EMPTY BELLY
ONCE
YOUR TOUR STARTS AND YOUR SECOND PROJECT IS NEEDED
MY
CURRENT ADVICE YOU ALREADY HEEDED IT
AND
YOUR 2ND
PROJECT IS AS PURE AS YOUR 1ST
NOW
DO YOU SMELL ME?
LET’S
SAY YOU EMPLOY THE DEATH VAULT STRATEGY IN YOUR ARTISTIC JOURNEY.
LET’S SAY YOU WRITE A LIST OF ALL OF YOUR MOST POTENT AND LONG
WITHSTANDING IDEAS. LET’S SAY YOU WORKED ON THIS LIST NON STOP,
EVERY DAY, BACK TO BACK, ONE AFTER THE OTHER. LET’S SAY YOU
ACTUALLY COMPLETE YOUR FIRST 20COMPLETED PROJECTS WITHING AN 800DAY
PERIOD. LET’S SAY YOU TAKE ON THE DEATH VAULT CHALLENGE, 2YEARS
LATER YOU WILL BE THE ARTIST YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE.
YOU
WILL BE AN ARTIST WHO NEVER CATCHES WRITER’S BLOCK. YOU WILL BE AN
ARTIST WHO IS ALWAYS INSPIRED TO CONTINUE THE CREATION PROCESS. YOU
WILL BE AN ARTIST WHO HAS NEVER FORGOTTEN HOW IT FELT TO STARVE. YOU
WILL BE AN ARTIST WHOSE 2ND
ALBUM, NOVEL OR FILM MATCHES THE POTENCY OF THE 1ST
ALBUM, NOVEL OR FILM.
THE
SUCCESS OF YOUR 1ST
COMMERCIALLY RELEASED PROJECT WILL NOT SATURATE THE 2ND
PROJECT YOU RELEASE BECAUSE IT WAS CREATED DIRECTLY AFTER THE 1ST
PROJECT BUT BEFORE THE 1ST
WAS EVEN RELEASED. AT THIS POINT, EVERY PIECE OF ART YOU PROJECT TO
THE WORLD WILL NOT BE FURTHER SATURATED BY YOUR PREVIOUS SUCCESS
BECAUSE YOU TIRELESSLY CRAFTED OUT EACH PROJECT WHILE STILL
UNSUCCESSFUL AT GARNERING A BUZZ FOR YOUR CAREER.
THE
WHOLE POINT OF THE DEATH VAULT IS TO CONVINCE YOURSELF YOU WILL NEVER
SEE YOUR 1ST
PROJECT’S SUCCESS. THIS WILL STRESS YOU OUT BUT AFTER YOU GET OVER
THIS HUMP YOU WILL BE CONVINCED ONLY YOUR ART WILL SURVIVE THIS
PROCESS. IN NO TIME YOU WILL BE WORKING ON YOUR 2ND
SET OF 5PROJECTS. ONCE YOU HIT PROJECT 10’S COMPLETION AND YOU
STILL HAVEN’T PROFESSIONALLY DEBUTED AS AN ARTIST, ALL THE BETTER.
THE CLOCK IS TICKING IN YOUR FAVOR.
THE
MORE PROJECTS YOU CAN CREATE WITHIN THIS TIMEFRAME YOU SPEND AS A
STARVING ARTIST, THE MORE POTENT EACH RELEASE WILL BE ONCE YOUR
FANBASE PAYS YOUR BILLS. LET’S SAY YOUR 1ST
PROJECT OF TEN EARNS YOU $100MILLION, PROJECT TWO WILL NOT REFLECT
YOUR SUCCESS AT ALL, THUS ENSURING YOUR POTENCY REIGNS SUPREME. YOU
WILL BE THE RARE ARTIST WHO HAS TRANSCENDED THE CONCURRENT ISSUE OF
HAVING GROWN TOO SUCCESSFUL TOO QUICKLY.
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NUMBER 25: THE DEATH VAULT REVISITED
AS
AN ARTIST
YOU
HOPE YOU MAKE IT
AND
AS AN ARTIST
I
HOPE YOU MAKE IT TOO
I
HOPE YOU SEE IT THRU
COMPLETION
ONLY
EDIT
NEVER
DELETION
THE
ONLY CREDIT
DUE
IS
TO GOD
AND
TO YOU
FOR
HE GAVE YOU THE TALENT
AND
YOU WERE SMART ENOUGH TO USE IT
ENDLESSLY
DAY
IN AND
DAY
OUT
SENSELESSLY
TYPE
THE PLAY IN
AND
WATCH IT ALL PAY IN
AND
PAY OUT
JUST
REMEMBER TO PAY DOUBT
NOTHING
HE’LL
ONLY BUY BOOZE WITH IT
LISTEN
TO HIM AND YOU LOSE
PICK
THE DEATH VAULT STRATEGY AND WHEN YOU’RE WORTH $100MILLION AND YOU
NEED A NEW PROJECT WITH SUBSTANCE
OPEN
UP THE VAULT AND YOU CHOOSE
THE
DEATH VAULT WAS A DESPERATE STATEMENT OF MY CONDITION AS AN ARTIST TO
SURVIVE THRU MY ART. ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE ARE NEVER UNDER OUR CONTROL
AND JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A TALENT, DOESN’T MEAN YOU WILL LIVE TO
DEVELOP IT INTO SKILL UNLESS YOU WORK ON YOUR CRAFT EVERY DAY UNTIL
YOU GROW SKILLED. ONCE YOUR TALENT IS DEVELOPED INTO SKILL, ALL YOU
CAN DO IS CREATE PROJECT AFTER PROJECT UNTIL YOU HAVE A VERY SKILLED
PORTFOLIO.
AS
AN ARTIST, YOUR PORTFOLIO IS YOUR MOST IMPORTANT ASSET. WHAT CAN YOU
OFFER TO THE AUDIENCE AS AN ARTIST? YOUR PROJECTS ARE YOUR GOLD. THEY
ARE PRICELESS TO YOU BEFORE YOU PLACE A PRICE TO IT AND THEN THEY
BECOME PRICELESS TREASURES ONCE YOU DIE. EVERYBODY DOESN’T WANT TO
DIE BUT THEY HAVE TO ANYWAY. SOME PEOPLE LEAVE CHILDREN BEHIND AS
THEIR LEGACY.
STARVING
ARTISTS MAY NOT WANT TO BREED WITHOUT HAVING A SUCCESSFUL CAREER. AS
A MAN I DO NOT WANT A FAMILY BEFORE I CAN SUPPORT IT WITH A
SUCCESSFUL CAREER. THE SUCCESSFUL CAREER I AM PURSUING IS OF A MEDIA
MOGUL STARTING OUT AS A PUBLISHING CAREER. AN ARTIST ONLY WANTS TO
MAKE A CAREER OUT OF THEIR GOD GIVEN TALENT.
THE
LEGACY I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND AS DAVID CRICHTON PUBLISHING INC. IS OF
A CREATIVE GENIUS. I WANT MY FANBASE TO KNOW I APPRECIATE THEM BEFORE
I MEET THEM. IN CASE I NEVER EXPERIENCE MY FANBASE, I WANT MY FANBASE
TO EXPERIENCE MY ART FORM. I WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND ALL THE COMPLETED
WORKS I CAN MUSTER UP THE STRENGTH TO FINISH AFTER STARTING PROMPTLY.
I
WANT TO BE REMEMBERED AS THE CREATIVE LEGEND OF MY TIME. I WANT TO
SPREAD THE TACTICS I HAVE LEARNED THRU OUT MY JOURNEY TO HELP
INFLUENCE THE FUTURE CREATIVE LEGENDS OF THEIR TIME. I WANT TO EARN
MY TIME TO SHINE. IF I NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO LIVE TO SEE IT, I
STILL WANT MY FUTURE FANBASE TO GET A CHANCE TO APPRECIATE THE ART
COMING FROM MY GOD GIVEN TALENT.
THE
CREATIVE DEATH VAULT IS THE MOST SELFLESS THING I HAVE EVER DONE AS
AN ARTIST. IT’S SELFLESS TO SAY I AM GOING TO CRAFT OUT ALL MY
PROJECTS IN ONE TIME FRAME IN CASE I NEVER MAKE IT TO THE CAREER
ELEVATION TIME FRAME. IT IS SELFLESS OF ME TO PLACE LINKS TO ALL THE
AUDIO VERSIONS OF MY BOOKS ONLINE FOR MY FUTURE FANBASE TO DEVOUR FOR
FREE.
THE
DEATH VAULT IS MY WAY OF SHOWING GOD AND THE UNIVERSE I AM IN FACT
SERIOUS ABOUT MY FUTURE CAREER AS A MAINSTREAM ARTIST. IF GOD DOES
BLESS ME WITH THE OPPORTUNITY TO GAIN FINANCE FOR MY PROJECTS OR TO
GET INTO SCHOOL OR TO GAIN INVESTMENTS ALLOWING ME TO FUND MY OWN
MEDIA COMPANIES AND DISTRIBUTE MY OWN MATERIAL, I WILL BE PREPARED.
I
DON’T DOUBT I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL, I JUST DON’T KNOW IF I’LL
LIVE TO SEE IT. I’M 26 AND I HAVE TWO FRIENDS WHO NEVER SAW 19,
THERE’S NO WAY I CAN BE BRASH ENOUGH TO CLAIM HOW LONG I WILL LIVE.
I’VE SEEN MORE THAN 5YEARS OF LIFE THAN THEY EVER DID AND I
APPRECIATE THE BLESSING. I COULD DIE TOMORROW. ADVANCING THRU SOCIETY
THE WAY THEY SAY I SHOULD MAY END IN ME DYING BEFORE I ACHIEVE THE
STATUS QUO. THE DEATH VAULT ALLOWS ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO CREATE A
CAREER’S WORTH OF PROJECTS BEFORE MY 1ST
COMMERCIAL PROJECT GOES PLATINUM. IF IT DOES GO PLATINUM, THEN I WILL
NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY 2ND
PROJECT BEING SATURATED BY MY SUCCESS. I WON’T HAVE TO RELEASE A
PROJECT SATURATED BY MY OWN SUCCESS UNTIL PROJECT NUMBER 20-30. AND
THAT IS THE ULTIMATE BENEFIT OF THE DEATH VAULT; BEING THE ULTIMATE
ARTIST.
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