WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION LETTERS TO ISAIAH

 2:03PM EST - FINISHED

START TIME UNKNOWN

SUNDAY MARCH 3RD, 2024

3.3.2024

WRISTS BATHED IN RED:

SESSION:

LETTERS TO ISAIAH:

SESSION ONE: OVER THE DEEP END BRA 

  Lilith told Adam since they were created from earth dust they are both equal and he didn't agree so she turned into a demon and left the garden then Eve was made from Adams Rib and Lilith possibly was the serpent 🐍⛎ in disguise tricking Eve into getting them kicked out of the garden of Eden.

Lilith represents equality independence and sexual freedom and rebellion

That's what every woman wants anyway and believes which makes me question Eves existence at all

 Are women today the descendants of Eve or Lilith? Lilith wanted equality didn't get it  and so she rebelled. Eve listened to the serpent ⛎🐍 or Lilith and got us fucked up and kicked out. Either way it goes both women messed up. One left the garden for not being treated equally and the other one just fucked up out of her own nature to go against GOD.

So here's what I did to my mind.

I see all women as Lilith or Eve. Doesn't matter. If I see them as Lily then they just want to be treated equally. If I see them as Eve I see them as fleshy and naturally disobedient to GOD. Either way I see them I can't worship them.

So with the Lilith part ok women want equality right? So that means we are to look at them like a man just like us. When I look at women now I see them as purely equal meaning they are a man just like me. They are spiritually a man in disguise as a woman. I don't see a woman I see a man with breasts a nice butt and a vagina. I see women as a man who is capable of having a baby.

And I was listening to a history channel doc on sex and the Bible scriptures. They say to have sex with a woman and not to impregnate her is against the Bible. It is a sin to have sex and not reproduce.

I always felt that way anyway. I always felt sex for pleasure was a sin and sex is only for reproduction. If you're not having a baby on purpose and just having sex just to have sex is a sin and a waste. Sex is for reproduction only it's not sex just for the physical pleasure of sex.

I always felt that way anyway. I always felt sex for pleasure was a sin and sex is only for reproduction. If you're not having a baby on purpose and just having sex just to have sex is a sin and a waste. Sex is for reproduction only it's not sex just for the physical pleasure of sex.

The mason told me sex is a ritual to make a wizard baby 🪄🪄🪄 anyway he called it a star child ⭐✨ or something like that. Sex is a ritual. I always knew that but the mason confirmed it

With all of that combined I turned myself off of my sexual desire.

Sex without reproduction is a sin. Sex for pleasure is a sin. Women want freedom and they want to roam free and have pleasure sex just as much as a man is allowed to even tho pleasure sex is a sin. I now look at women like men and I don't even want to look at them anymore bc I look at them as equal and why would I stare at a man? Why would I date a man? Why would I marry a man? They want equality? Fine. I got their equality. If we are equal then why would I marry a man?

I mean like bro I don't even want to look at women anymore. They may never get my dick hard again bc all I'll see is a man in disguise.

It seems like I'm causing psychic changes in my mind at will.

I can never unlearn this shit bro. I'm pushing myself over the deep end 🔚 and over the edge of mind control.

With this new mindset my mind is impervious to a woman's charm 🧿🧿🧿 bc a charm 🧿🧿🧿 is just a spell and women don't exist bc they are equal. They are just a man. And sex is for reproduction so if I'm not ready to have a baby then there's no need to have sex.

Ok I gotta funny joke. You know how a man has a girlfriend or a wife and they feel like they own the woman and the woman is theirs right? If the woman allows another man to have sex with them the other man doesn't want to cause attention to the affair by impregnating the other man's woman right? So he doesn't impregnate her bc if he sends her back home pregnant then the first man will either kill the woman and or the kid right? 

  But in the animal kingdom if a male gets a chance to reproduce he will take the chance and send the woman animal back home pregnant regardless of the consequences bc that's just the law of the jungle and the animals respect the reproduction law.

So if you get a chance to smash "another man's woman" you have to get her pregnant as the law of the jungle.

That's hilarious.

Humans are just animals bra.

I'm seeing thru illusions at an alarming rate.

Relationships are an illusion. You can never own another person. She will never be yours. She always has the choice to leave. She wants independence and equality and doesn't want to be tied to you for her survival she will always resent you for that. She will always want to let another nigga smash she will always crave new experiences new places new people new things and new sexual partners.

She will resent the fact you think bc you "provide" for her you now own her and she will betray you just to let you know she belongs to herself and no matter what you do for her she will betray you bc she doesn't Believe she belongs to you but you do and this she resents.

She chooses to let you smash and when she chooses to let another man smash she will let him bc she belongs to her.

Emotion is polygamist. You can never love or hate one person. You will love and hate many people throughout your life.

I'm going over the deep end bra 🪸🌊🌊🌊

Relationships are a scam

 The only relationship you're supposed to build is the relationship between you and GOD.