WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION MARKIEREN SESSION TWO

 9:42PM EST - 10:01PM EST

TUESDAY MARCH 12TH, 2024

3.12.2024

WRISTS BATHED IN RED:

 SESSION 

MARKIEREN 

SESSION TWO: I WAS IN YOUR HEAD ALL DAY

  I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER TO LET YOU KNOW I'VE SEEN YOUR PAIN ALL DAY TODAY. TODAY WAS A ROUGH DAY FOR YOU. I FELT EVERY BRAIN WAVE. IT WAS ROUGHER THAN USUAL. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW YOU WERE GOING TO MAKE IT THRU. BUT YOU DID MAKE IT THRU. I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU FOR DOING SO. I SEE NOW WHAT YOU GO THRU. THOSE MEMORIES WOULDN'T BE EASY FOR ME TO HANDLE DAILY. 

  I ADMIRE YOU STRENGTH. DAY IN AND DAY OUT WITH HAVING TO DEAL WITH THOSE MEMORIES I SERIOUSLY COMMEND YOU. I WISH I WAS AROUND YOU TODAY TO HELP YOU GET THRU IT. BUT YOU GOT THRU IT WITHOUT MY HELP. I'M JUST TAKING THE TIME TO WRITE YOU THIS LETTER. I FELT YOUR ABANDONMENT ISSUES. I FELT THOSE TEARS. 

  I EXPERIENCED THE SADNESS WITH YOU TODAY ALL DAY. I APOLOGIZE FOR NEVER NOTICING HOW MUCH PAIN YOU WERE IN FROM WHAT YOU GO THRU. HOW COULD I EVER KNOW WHAT YOU NEVER TOLD ME. EVEN HAD YOU TOLD ME HOW YOU FELT ALL DAY YOU MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO DESCRIBE IT EXACTLY THE WAY IT FEELS. IT'S NOT EASY TO PRECISELY ARTICULATE YOUR HUMAN EMOTION. 

  I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GET THRU YOUR DAY WITH THOSE EMOTIONS. IT'S NOT AN EASY TASK AT HAND. YOU'RE VERY STRONG. IF YOU EVER FEEL WEAK THEN JUST CALL ME. I'VE FINALLY SEEN IT. I WON'T LIE TO YOU. YOUR EMOTIONAL PAIN IS HORRIFYING TO WITNESS. I'M HERE FOR YOU WHENEVER IT GETS OVERWHELMING. I WOULD IMAGINE IT TO BE OVERWHELMING ON A DAILY BASIS. CALL ME EVERYDAY THEN. IT'S OK. 

  YOUR EMOTION MIGHT KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT WONDERING IF YOU'RE OK. I JUST NEED TO KNOW YOU'RE MAINTAINING AN EMOTIONAL BALANCE IN THIS HEAD OF YOURS BC I HAVE BEEN IN THERE ALL DAY AND LET ME TELL YOU I WAS SCARED FOR MY LIFE. YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH SUCH THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS EVERY SINGLE DAY? I AM SO SURPRISED YOU HAVEN'T JUMPED OFF OF A CLIFF BY NOW. 

  DEALING WITH WHAT YOU DEAL WITH ISN'T EASY AT ALL AND BY ANY MEANS. YOU ARE SO STRONG I MUST ADMIT TO YOU. IT'S GOING TO BE OK. SINCE I'VE SEEN YOUR HORROR MOVIE FIRST HAND NOW WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT. YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT YOU GO THRU ANYMORE. JUST KNOW I'M IN THERE FEELING IT WITH YOU. IT'LL BE OK. CALL ME ANYTIME.