4:03PM EST - 4:59PM EST
SUNDAY JANUARY 21ST, 2024
1.21.2024
CANCEL THE SIMULATION
SESSION TWO: YOU ARE THE DREAMER
YOU ARE NOT YOUR MIND. YOU ARE NOT YOUR MIND'S THOUGHTS. YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT. YOUR MIND CREATES FOR YOU WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT. YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU FEEL. YOU ARE THE OBSERVER OF THE MIND WITHIN THE DREAM OBSERVING WHAT IS FELT. BY YOU OBSERVING WHAT YOU FEEL AND THEN RELEASING HOW YOU DO NOT DESIRE TO FEEL YOU CAN FEEL HOW YOU DESIRE TO FEEL.
DROP HOW YOU DO NOT WANT TO FEEL THEN PICK UP THE DESIRED EMOTION. YOUR EMOTION IS YOUR TOOL. A TOOL IS YOURS TO WIELD. IF YOU HOLD THE WRONG TOOL FOR THE TASK AT HAND THEN DROP IT DOWN TO THE GROUND BEFORE PICKING UP THE PROPER TOOL FOR THE TASK AT HAND. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HOLD ON TO AN UN USEFUL TOOL.
YOUR MIND IS IN PAIN. YOU FEEL AS IF YOU CAN STOP THE PAIN. THE PAIN IS CONSTANT. THERE IS NOWHERE TO TURN. EVERYWHERE YOU LOOK, EVERYTHING YOU SEE REMINDS YOU OF THE TRAUMA. REALIZE THE TRAUMA IS NOT REAL ONCE YOU FACE IT. STARE AT THE MEMORY. FACE IT. ARE YOU FLINCHING YET?
DO NOT FLINCH. DO NOT RUN. THIS DOG WILL CHASE YOU IF YOU RUN. IF THE DOG OF YOUR TRAUMATIC PAST IS TO BITE YOU THEN IT WILL HAVE TO BITE YOU ON YOUR ARM. IF YOU RUN FROM THE DOG THEN IT WILL ONLY BITE YOU ON THE BUTTOCKS. IF THE DOG BITES YOU FROM BEHIND HOW CAN YOU EMBRACE FOR THE PAIN?
STAND YOUR GROUND AGAINST THE DOG. THERE IS NO DOG. THERE IS NO TRAUMA. THERE IS NO MEMORY. THERE IS NO PAIN. THERE IS NO EMOTION. THERE IS NO MIND TO THINK PAINFUL THOUGHTS CAUSING PAINFUL EMOTIONS. EVERY EMOTION YOU FEEL IS AN ILLUSION. GOOD OR BAD THE EMOTION SHALL AT SOME POINT PASS BY YOU.
EVERY THOUGHT YOU THINK IS AN ILLUSION. EVERY MEMORY YOU HAVE EVER REMEMBERED WAS CREATED INSIDE OF AN ILLUSION. THE ILLUSION IS A COMPUTER PROGRAM. THIS LIFE IS SIMULATED. THIS LIFE EXISTS ONLY WITHIN A SIMULATION. WE LIVE IN A COMPUTER CHIP. EVERYTHING IS WITHIN THE CHIP. WE ARE JUST SEMI CONDUCTORS SEMI CONDUCTING. SEMI CONDUCT EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT.
NOW PLEASE STARE AT YOUR HANDS. STARE AT BOTH OF THEM. NOW PLEASE ASK YOURSELF IF YOU ARE DREAMING NOW? THE ANSWER IS YES. AN EMPHATICALLY RESOUNDING YES SAID WITH ENTHUSIASM. YOU ARE DREAMING. ONCE YOU REALIZE YOU ARE ACTUALLY DREAMING NOW THEN YOU BREAK THRU THE SIMULATION CODE AND ARE THEN NO LONGER SUBJECT TO THE VICTIM MINDSET.
DO NOT EVER BE THE VICTIM WITHIN YOUR DREAM. NEVER BE WITH THE VICTIM PERSPECTIVE WITHIN YOUR OWN DREAM. SEPARATENESS IS AN ILLUSION. THE CONCEPT OF SEPARATENESS IS A FALSE BELIEVE PERPETUATED BY LIARS. EVERYTHING YOU SEE OR THINK AND FEEL IS A LIE. DOUBT EVERYTHING. DOUBT EVERYTHING IS REALLY HAPPENING OUTSIDE OF YOUR MIND.
GOD PLACED YOU HERE TO GROW CLOSER TO HIM. GROW CLOSER TO GOD TO SEE THRU THE ILLUSION. THE DEVIL'S JOB IS TO CONVINCE YOU OF THE CONCEPT OF SEPARATENESS. IF YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE SEPARATE FROM EVERYTHING YOU SEE THE DEVIL WINS. YOU ARE THE DREAMER. EVERYTHING YOU SEE IS PLIABLE. BEND THE SPOON. YOU CAN BEND THE SPOON IF YOU REALIZE THERE IS NO SPOON.
THE MIND CAN NOT BEND SOMETHING IT PERCEIVES TO BE REAL. THE MIND IS A TOOL. NEVER LET THE TOOL USE YOU. ALWAYS USE THE TOOL. YOUR MIND PRODUCES A THOUGHT AND THE THOUGHT PRODUCES AN EMOTION. IF YOUR MIND PRODUCES AN UNWANTED THOUGHT THEN THE UNWANTED THOUGHT SUBSEQUENTLY PRODUCES AN UNWANTED EMOTION. IF THE MIND PRODUCES UNDESIRED THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS THEN JUST CHANGE YOUR MIND.
IT IS GOING TO BE IMPOSSIBLE TO CHANGE YOUR MIND AT WILL WITHIN 24 HOURS IF YOU FALL FOR THE LIE. THE LIE IS YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF WHAT YOU THINK AND WHAT YOU FEEL. IF YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF WHAT YOU THINK AND WHAT YOU FEEL THEREAFTER THEN WHO IS IN CONTROL? IF NOT YOU THEN WHO? I CAN NOT MAKE YOU FEEL ANYTHING LONGER THAN HOWEVER LONG YOU WANT TO FEEL IT.
THE SIMULATION WILL TEST YOU. THIS SIMULATION IS NOTHING BUT A TEST. EVERY SITUATION IS A TEST. EVERY CIRCUMSTANCE IS A TEST. GOD ALLOWS THE SIMULATION TO TEST YOUR FAITH IN GOD. NEVER ALLOW YOUR FAITH IN GOD TO WAIVER. BE UNFLINCHING. BE AS UNFLINCHING AS KOBE BRYANT WAS WHEN MATT BARNES PUMP FAKED THE BASKETBALL IN HIS FACE FROM THE SIDELINE OF THE COURT BEFORE THE PLAY BEGAN.
NEVER FLINCH IN FRONT OF THE DOG FROM YOUR PAST. THE DOG DOES NOT EXIST. YOUR PAST DOES NOT EXIST. YOU ARE REMEMBERING A LIE YOU SAW. LIES ARE VERBAL AND LIES ARE VISUAL. EVERY MEMORY YOU DO OR DO NOT HOLD DEAR AND CLOSE TO YOUR HEART IS A LIE. IT ONLY HAPPENED WITHIN THE CONFINES OF A COMPUTED SIMULATION.
RELEASE THE PAIN. IT WILL TAKE TIME BUT THE LIE ITSELF TOOK TIME TO CONVINCE YOU. READ THESE WORDS UNTIL YOU BELIEVE THEM FROM DEEP WITHIN YOUR CORE BEING. YOUR SOUL NEEDS TO HEAR THESE WORDS VERBALIZED. YOUR SOUL DESIRES TO BE FREE FROM THE PAIN. GIVE THE PAIN A LITTLE LESS POWER. THEN YOU GIVE THE PAIN A LITTLE MORE LESS POWER. PRETTY SOON THIS PAIN WILL BE POWERLESS OVER YOU.
YOU ARE NOT POWERLESS OVER YOUR MIND. YOU ARE NOT POWERLESS FROM THE MENTAL PAIN THE MIND PRODUCES FROM THE THOUGHT'S MEMORY. THE MEMORY WILL NEVER GO AWAY. THE PAIN HOWEVER CAN GO AWAY. I CAN'T DO THIS FOR YOU. YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS ENDEAVOR HOWEVER.
THE PAIN WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. YOU DO NOT HOWEVER HAVE TO BE VICTIMIZED BY THE MENTAL PAIN. NOT ANYMORE YOU DON'T. YOU CAN SEE THRU THE ILLUSION. SO JUST SEE THRU THE ILLUSION. YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO BE ANTAGONIZED BY THE PAIN WITHIN YOUR OWN DREAM.
EVERYONE YOU MEET IS YOUR SENSEI. THEY ARE YOUR GURU. THEY ARE HERE TO TEACH YOU TO LOVE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT. IF EVERYONE YOU MET TREATED YOU WITH LOVE THEN LOVE WOULD BE ALL YOU EVER SAW. IF LOVE WAS SOMETHING YOU ONLY REMEMBER SEEING THEN IT WOULD BE EASIER TO RECOGNIZE THE UNITED SIMULATION.
THE SIMULATION'S JOB IS TO TEST YOUR CONVICTION OF YOUR LUCIDITY. LUCIDITY IS YOUR ABILITY TO BE AWARE OF THE FACT YOU ARE DREAMING THIS DREAM. I AM NOT EXEMPT. I WAS THERE NOT TOO LONG AGO. I AM NOT TOO MANY STEPS IN FRONT OF WHERE I ONCE WAS MENTALLY. I THOUGHT IT WAS REAL TOO. I THOUGHT MY MEMORIES WERE REAL. I BELIEVED THE MEMORIES OF MY SEXUAL TRAUMA TRULY OCCURED.
I WAS IN DEEP MENTAL PAIN MY ENTIRE LIFE. UNTIL A MONTH AGO I COULDN'T FULLY RELEASE IT. THE PAIN WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. I DO NOT BELIEVE THE MEMORIES ACTUALLY HAPPENED ANYMORE. IT WAS A TOUGH PROCESS. YEARS OF CRYING. YEARS OF BLAMING MYSELF. YEARS OF PAIN. YEARS OF WAKING UP IN TEARS. YEARS OF CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP. YEARS OF PRAYING I WOULDN'T AWAKE FROM MY SLEEP. YEARS OF CURSING THE BLESSING I EVEN WOKE UP AGAIN.
YEARS OF BEING UNGRATEFUL FOR THE CHANCE TO GET OVER IT. YEARS OF NOT GETTING OVER IT. TO TELL SOMEONE TO GET OVER SOMETHING TRAGIC THEY BELIEVE ACTUALLY HAPPENED IS RUDE. IT IS JUST DISRESPECTFUL TO DO SO. TO TELL SOMEONE TO GET OVER SOMETHING NEVER ACTUALLY HAPPENING IS NOT RUDE AT ALL.
I WAS MOLESTED BY SEVERAL STRANGERS AS A CHILD. THIS IS TRUE. I WAS HOWEVER ONLY MOLESTED BY SEVERAL STRANGERS WITHIN THE CONFINES OF AN ILLUSION. THOSE MEMORIES HAPPENED IN A DREAM. IT WAS A NIGHTMARE I DIDN'T WAKE UP FROM. I'M STILL INSIDE OF THS SAME DREAM BUT THE DREAM IS NO LONGER NIGHTMARISH.
I AWOKE INSIDE OF THE DREAM. WHILE STILL DREAMING I REMEMBERED I WAS DREAMING. NOW LIFE IS JUST A DREAM. WHATEVER I DESIRE HAPPENS TO ME IN DUE TIME. I HAD TO DO THE TIME. IT WON'T BE EASY YET I AM HERE TO GUIDE YOU. IF YOU DON'T TRUST THE MESSAGE THE MESSAGE THEN CAN NOT HELP YOU. THE MESSAGE IS HERE TO HELP YOU. I DO NOT KNOW YOUR TRAUMA BUT I KNOW TRAUMA IN GENERAL.
I DO NOT KNOW YOUR SPECIFIC HORRIBLE MEMORIES YET I DO KNOW HORRIBLE MEMORIES IN GENERAL. WHEN I SAY I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THRU I'M BEING HONEST. WHEN I SAY I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THRU EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT SPECIFICALLY KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN THRU.
I KNOW IT SUCKED VERY BAD THOUGH. I KNOW IT MADE YOU CRY. I KNOW YOU HATED BEING ALIVE AT TIMES. I'M SURE YOU FELT NEGLECTED. I'M SURE YOU FELT ABANDONED. I'M SURE YOU FELT INSECURE ABOUT IT. I'M SURE IT BOTHERED YOU. I'M SURE YOU BLAMED YOURSELF. I'M SURE YOU EVEN BLAMED OTHERS.
I'M SURE YOU'RE STILL DREAMING IF THESE WORDS ARE WHAT YOU ARE OBSERVING NOW THOUGH. IF YOU ARE READING THIS THEN IT IS NOT TOO LATE. I'M SURE YOU'RE STILL DREAMING. IF YOU ARE STILL DREAMING THEN THIS MAKES YOU A SURVIVOR OF WHATEVER YOU DID GO THRU.
POUR YOURSELF A GLASS OF APPLE JUICE FOR US BOTH AND LET'S HAVE A TOAST. WE BOTH MADE IT TO THIS POINT. WE ARE ALL SURVIVORS OF A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE. THEN WE AWOKE. WE AWOKE STILL WITHIN THE DREAM. NOW THE DREAM IS UNDER OUR CONTROL. GIVE NOTHING POWER OVER YOUR DREAM EXCEPT GOD. THE GOD AS YOU UNDERSTAND HIM. THEN EVERYTHING GOT BETTER. I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU FOR SURVIVING.
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