Saturday, January 27, 2024

WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION EIGHT LIFE IS LIKE ALBUM TRACK TWO

 12:02AM EST - 12:32AM EST

SATURDAY JANUARY 27TH, 2024

1.27.2024

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROBERT GAUSE


I'M NOT IN AS MUCH PAIN AS I WAS IN BEFORE

AND I THANK FOR GOD FOR THIS 

MIRACLES ARE HEAVEN SENT

THE PAIN BODY WASN'T MEANT TO BE DEPLORED

PAIN IS MEANT TO BE ADORED

WITHOUT PAIN HOW DO WE GROW?

WITHOUT PAIN HOW DO WE KNOW?

HOW MUCH WE CAN CANDLE AND STILL GLOW? 

WITHOUT PAIN HOW CAN WE SCREAM?

WITHOUT PAIN HOW CAN JOY BE REDEEMED?

WITHOUT PAIN WHAT IS JOY?

WITHOUT A GIRL TO CRUSH ON WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF A BOY?

WITHOUT TREES WHAT IS THE AIR?

WITHOUT THE AIR WHAT IS A CARNIVAL FAIR?

WITHOUT FAIR WHAT'S UNFAIR?

WITHOUT ONE IGNORING YOU

HOW CAN YOU APPRECIATE  WHEN ANOTHER ONE STARES?

WHAT'S VISION WITHOUT BLINDNESS?

WHAT'S THE OPPOSITE OF WELL WISHES?

AND WHAT'S THE ANSWER VERSUS KINDNESS?

HOW CAN WE LOVE JOY?

BUT NOT JUST AS MUCH LOVE THE PAIN? 

THAT'S DISCRIMINATORY AND OF SUCH ACTS YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED

WHAT'S GOING TO HEAL YOUR FEARS BESIDES FAITH? 

WHAT'S GOING TO TEST YOUR FAITH BESIDES FEAR?

WHAT'S HEARING CLEAR IF SOME WEREN'T DEAF? 

WHAT'S DEATH WITHOUT BREATH?

EVERY THING IS FAKE

YET IT ALL HAS A REAL PURPOSE

TO BE REAL IS TO BE FAKE

AND TO BE FAKE IS TO BE REAL

AND OF THIS MUCH I AM CERTAIN

HOW CAN YOU FEEL APPRECIATED IF YOU NEVER FELT UNAPPRECIATION? 

WHAT'S ABUSE TO REDAMANCY ?

WHAT'S TO NEGLECT IF IT'S NOT TO PROTECT

HOW CAN YOU FEEL NEGLECTED IF YOU NEVER BEEN NEGLECTED?

HOW CAN YOU FEEL NEGLECTED IF NEVER FEELING PROTECTED?


HOW CAN WE ENJOY THE GOOD TIMES 

WHILE WISHING THEY NEVER ENDED?

YOU CAN FEEL GOOD INSIDE OF A BAD CIRCUMSTANCE

AND THIS IS TRANSCENDANCE

TO TRANSCEND YOUR EMOTION

FEELING BETTER THAN YOU FEEL

IS HOW ATTACHMENT TO MENTAL PAIN IS KILLED

IS HOW ATTACHMENT TO 

MENTAL PAIN IS HEALED

IS HOW THE MENTAL PAIN IS EMBEDDED IN YOUR HEAD STILL

YET AND STILL

NOW YOUR PAIN BODY IS THRILLED

YOUR PAIN ONLY WANTS TO DANCE

YOUR PAIN ONLY YEARNS TO BE FREE

YOU KEEP YOUR PAIN LOCKED INSIDE OF YOUR BRAIN

THE INEVITABLE SOURCE OF YOUR NEVER ENDING MISERY

OF THIS CAN YOU NOT SEE? I SEE IT CLEARLY

I LOVE MY PAIN DEARLY

MY MISERY WILL NOT USE ME

I CHOOSE TO FEEL BETTER 

WHILE TAKING ALONG WITH ME MY MISERY

I WILL USE MY MISERY TO HEAL

HEAL THE WORLD FOR I NOW KNOW HOW MUCH MISERY

WE ALL ARE CAPABLE OF ENDURING

AND THIS IS SO ENDURING

NOW MATTER WHAT EMOTIONS THE MIND CREATES

I DON'T MAKE IT YET I TAKE IT I SHAKE IT AND I BAKE IT

I SHALL RE CREATE IT

FOR WE ARE JUST CREATORS CREATING

WHAT YOU SEE IS NOW YOUR RE CREATION

TO RECREATE IS TO JUST CHANGE IT

SO JUST CHANGE IT 

IT'S EITHER THAT OR YOU'RE FAKING

FAKING AS IF YOU WERE THE ONLY REALNESS INSIDE OF A FAKE CREATION

WHAT'S REAL IN A COMPUTER SIMULATION?

JUST COMPUTING AGITATION

AND SHAME ON YOU FOR TAKING IT 

PLACE ALL BETS ON YOURSELF

THEN START AWAKING

START AWAKING WITHIN A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM 

WITHIN A DREAMING AND DREAMY SIMULATION

NOW ANY TAKERS? 

YOU CAN MAKE IT

SEE I HAVE FAITH IN THIS

I HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF AND IN GOD

FOR WE ARE ALL IN HIS CREATION

WE CAN NEVER BE PERFECT

FOR THIS WAS NEVER THE POINT

WE CAN PERFECTLY ACCEPT OUR EMOTIONS AT ALL TIMES

THEN AT THIS POINT WE RUN THE JOINT

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS POINT

POINT AT EVERYTHING YOU SEE

WHILE ASKING YOURSELF IF YOUR EYES DECEIVE?

THEY TRULY ARE LYING TO YOU

OR TO YOU CAN A FALSITY NOT BE PERCEIVED?

I KNOW WHAT A LIE LOOKS LIKE

IT IS VERY CONVINCING

AND IT SEEMED SO TRUE AT THE TIME

I NEVER SLIT MY WRISTS BC MY FINGERS WERE ALWAYS PINCHING

PINCHING MY ARM WHILE INQUIRING

AM I REALLY LOOKING AT THIS?

I AM BUT ARE THESE EYES EVEN REAL?

MY EYES ARE IN PAIN ALONG WITH MY MIND

I'M JUST KEEPING IT TRILL

IT'S TIME TO TOUCH A TRILLION DOLLARS

BC EVERY DOLLAR'S FAKE ANYWAYS

NOTHING HAS ANY POWER OVER ME

IF DESTINY IS INEVITABLE

UNREGRETTABLY I'LL ACHIEVE MINE ON ANY DAY

END THE SQUALOR IF YOU FEEL ME

NOW HOLLER IF YOU HEAR ME

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