WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION NINE: LIFE IS LIKE TRACK THREE

 3:45AM EST - 

SATURDAY JANUARY 27TH, 2024

1.27.2024

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN ROBERT GAUSE

WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION NINE: LIFE IS LIKE TRACK THREE: I USED TO BE

I USED TO BE:

I USED TO BE

SO IN PAIN

I HEARD THE TEARS

HIT THE FLOOR

I USED TO SEE

NOTHING BUT RAIN 

IN THE BRAIN

RAIN INDICATES CHANGE

I DIDN'T CHANGE

I STAYED THE SAME

I STAYED IN PAIN

SO IN PAIN

OH MY GOD 

FEATHERS PLUCKED

LIGHTNING STRUCK

LIGHTNING STRIKES

IN THE SAME SAME PLACE

RAIN HITS MY FACE

CAMOUFLAGED WITH THE PAIN

PAINFUL TEARS FLOWING ALL DOWN MY FACE

MAN PLEASE WIPE YOUR FACE

FEELINGS UNCAGED

FILLED WITH RAGE

DON'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME

I JUST WANT TO LIGHT IT UP

LIGHT THIS BLUNT

SACRIFICING ALL OF MY TIME 

EVEN IF I WROTE A RHYME

HIGH STILL WASTING TIME TO FIND

SOMETHING TO SMOKE

MY LIFE WAS SUCH A JOKE

THEN GOD PROVOKES

A SUDDEN CHANGE

IN MY MIND

YO THIS PAIN IS HERE TO STAY

WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO

WITH THE PAIN ALL DAY

MAN THE CHOICE WAS ONLY MINE

IN MY MIND

I HAVE A FIND TO FIND

FIND A SPOT THAT WAS BLIND

FILLED WITH RAGE

ONCE AGAIN

OH MY GOD

AN ANGRY BEAST UNCAGED

PATHS PAVED IN THE SHADE

STILL HAVE TO BE FOUND

SO JOURNEY TO 

PRAY THE JOURNEY DOESN'T LOSE YOU

OR YOU LOSE YOUR WAY 

ON THE PATH

ON THE PATH TO SUCCESS

BUT WHAT EVEN IS SUCCESS?

TO SET A GOAL FOR YOURSELF

AND THEN ACCOMPLISH SUCH

SUCH GOALS WILL BE TOUCHED

ALL MY TIME

IS MY MINE OWN

EVERY SECOND BELONGS TO ME

MINUS EIGHT HOURS PER DAY

A SOLDIER HAS TO GO TO WORK

WORKING FOR A MAN 

WHO ISN'T ME

ECONOMIC SLAVERY 

THEY SAY THEY GIVE

A DOLLAR IN EXCHANGE FOR SOME MINUTES

THAT'S THE GIMMICK

A DOLLAR VOID OF BACKING

BY NATURAL RESOURCES

YO I'M NOT WITH IT 

THESE DOLLARS ARE AS FAKE

AS THE CAKE YOU BUY FROM A TOY STORE

I VALUE MY JOY MORE

NOT THIS FAKE BUCK

MATRIX GOT ME STUCK

BUT I'M BREAKING OUT

WOULD YOU LIKE TO COME WITH? 

AND IF NOT THEN FINE

YOU CAN JUST STAY IN IT

YOU CAN JUST PLAY IN IT

SPEND YOUR DAY WHOLE DAY IN IT

THEN YOUR WHOLE WEEK IN IT

THEN 51 MORE WEEKS IN IT

MAN THAT'S A WHOLE YEAR 

BUT DON'T YOU DARE COMPLAIN

ABOUT WHAT YOU DIDN'T CHANGE?

HOW ARE YOU A MAN WHEN YOU'RE ENSLAVED?

WHAT I ASK MYSELF

AS I GO THRU IT

I'M ALWAYS GOING THRU IT

SO DON'T YOU BOTHER ME

ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL

I'M NOT FDR

BUT THIS A NEW DEAL

THIS IS A NEW REAL

THIS IS A NEW FEEL

THIS IS A NEW HEAL

I'M NOT TRULY HEALED

BUT I TRULY FEEL 

THAT I TRULY WILL

BE ONE DAY

WHAT YOU GOT ON IT?

ON MY FORTY HOMIE

THAT'S A D BO JOKE

RIP TINY LISTER

I GOTTA KNOCK THE PAIN

KNOCK THE PAIN OUT

WANT SOME TOO OLD MAN?

UGH NO

I TOLD YOU ABOUT COMING DOWN HERE MESSING WITH THESE BOYS

GOD TOLD ME ABOUT COMING DOWN HERE MESSING WITH THESE TOYS

AND STRESSING THESE TOYS

FIGHTING OVER TOYS MAN

BOY THAT'S CHILD'S PLAY

AND I'M NOT CHUCK

AND IM NOT DRAKE

I'M MORE LIKE CHUCK BERRY

HOLD UP NOW WAIT

WHAT DID I JUST SAY? 

CAN'T PLAY GUITAR

BUT I PLAY THE DRUMS

WHERE YOUR DRUM KIT AT I'LL MAKE YOUR DAY?

YEA I'LL MAKE YOUR DAY

CAUSE ALL I'LL DO IS PLAY

PLAY ON THE DRUMS

UNTIL YOU FALL ASLEEP

AND BE STILL PLAYING

ONCE YOU RE AWAKE

ONCE YOU WAKE UP

YEA THE DRUMS GOT ME STUCK

BUT I'D RATHER BE

STUCK BY A DUMB DRUM IN A DUMB WORLD

RATHER THAN A DUMB GIRL IN A DUMB WORLD

15 MINUTES LEFT 

UNTIL I TAKE A BREAK

OR MAYBE MOVE ON

TO A NEW TRACK

CHAD WHERE THE NEW AT?

YEA I'M A FUTURIST

I SET THE NEW TREND

I GET THE NEW TREND

LIKE YOU GET THE NEW GIRL

AT SCHOOL HOMIE

WHEN YOU 'SPOSED TO BE

DOING YOUR SCHOOL WORK

NOW YOUR GRADES HURT

BUT YOU LOOK COOL

AND YOUR OUTFIT NEW

SOUNDS LIKE SUMMER SCHOOL

SKIP THE BUS DAWG

YOU GOT DETENTION HOMIE

WHERE THAT GIRL AT NOW?

AT HOME FLIRTING

AT HOME CAKING

IN THE BATHROOM TAKING

TAKING SELFIES HOMIE

OF HER WHOLE BODY

THATS A SCREENSHOT 

SNAPPED FROM HER INSTAGRAM

SHE'S A PUBLIC FIGURE

HER FIGURE BELONGS TO

THE ENTIRE PUBLIC

OH I HOPE YOU LOVE IT

WHILE YOU'RE CHASING HER

SHE AIN'T CHASING YOU

CAUSE ONE GOTTA RUN

FOR IT TO BE THE CHASE

BUT IT'S REALLY THE  RACE

THE FINISH LINE

ISN'T THINGS DAWG

IT'S ENLIGHTENMENT

SOMETHING YOU CAN'T BUY

BUT YOU CAN PAY FOR IT

WITH YOUR TIME HOMIE

CALLED SOLO TIME

YOU FEAR YOURSELF

WHY ARE NEVER YOURSELF?

CAUSE YOU FEAR YOURSELF

YEA I LOVE MYSELF

I DONT HAVE TIME FOR YOU

YOU'RE NOT INTERESTING

YOUR INTEREST IS THINGS 

IM ON TO IDEAS

ON TO THE NEXT ONE

NOW ON TO THE BEST ONE 

2 MINUTES LEFT

HOW I END IT OFF? 

I'LL JUST SEND IT OFF

WHEN MY TIME IS DONE

I'LL JUST STOP BRO

I'LL NEVER STOP THO

UNTIL I'M POPPED YO

THEN ITS ON TO THE NEXT LIFE

WHERE'S YOUR GIRL NOW?

OH SO YOU'RE ON TO THE NEXT WIFE? 

YIKES YIKES YIKES TWICE