WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION 3✖️❌ CANCEL ✖️❌ THE SIMULATION

 2:12AM EST - 3:00AM EST

MONDAY JANUARY 22ND, 2024

1.22.2024

CANCEL THE SIMULATION

SESSION THREE: YOU ARE NOT YOUR PAIN

  YOU DEFINE YOUR PAIN. YOUR PAIN DOES NOT DEFINE YOU. YOUR PAIN CAN NOT CONTROL YOU FOREVER IF YOU FOREVER CONTROL YOUR PAIN. YOU WILL LEARN TO DROP THE PAIN. YOU WILL LEARN TO PICK THE PAIN BACK UP. THEN YOU WILL DROP THE PAIN BACK DOWN TO THE GROUND ONCE AGAIN. FACE THE WORST PAIN IN YOUR BRAIN. LEARN TO FACE THE WORST PAIN YOU HAVE. 

  ONCE YOU FACE THE PAIN ITSELF IT WILL LESSEN UP. THIS IS YOUR LESSON. THE LESSON IS TO OBSERVE THE PAIN UNTIL IT LESSENS. REALIZE NO MATTER HOW DEEP THE PAIN IS AND HOW HARD IT FEELS TO STARE AT YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. MENTAL PAIN ALONE CAN NEVER KILL YOU. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY MAKE YOU FEEL MENTAL PAIN. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY MAKE YOU CRY. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY MAKE YOU FEEL SAD ENOUGH TO CRY. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY MAKE YOU SCREAM. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY MAKE YOU ANGRY. MENTAL PAIN CAN ONLY TAKE YOU THRU THE EMOTIONAL RANGE. 

  PICK THE PAIN UP AND FACE IT. NOW TURN YOUR BACK ON THE PAIN. DO NOT RUN FROM THE PAIN. WHEREVER YOU RUN TO THE PAIN WILL ONLY BE THERE ALREADY AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL. NOW TURN AND FACE THE PAIN. IS THE PAIN STILL THERE? WHERE ELSE CAN IT GO? IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY. YOU CAN ONLY DISCONNECT FROM THE PAIN. THE IMAGE IS A MEMORY AND THE MEMORY IS JUST AN ILLUSION. 

  YOU DON'T WANT TO FEEL THE PAIN? YOU DON'T WANT TO FEEL THE PAIN AFTER FACING IT RIGHT? FACE THE PAIN ANYWAY. ASK YOURSELF ONE QUESTION. HAS THE PAIN KILLED YOU YET? YOU CAN KILL THE PAIN. THE PAIN CAN NEVER KILL YOU. KILLING YOURSELF TO END THE PAIN IS LIKE BREAKING A VIRUS INFECTED COMPUTER TO CURE THE VIRUS. THE VIRUS IS STILL THERE. ALL YOU DID WAS BREAK THE COMPUTER. 

  YOU NEED A NEW CODE PROGRAMMED WITHIN YOUR CODED PROGRAM. THE PAIN WILL NEVER GO AWAY. YOU MUST REDIRECT HOW YOU RELATE TO THE PAIN. PAIN IS A MOTIVATING FORCE. WITH FACING THE PAIN BRINGS GROWTH. YOU CAN NOT GROW YOUR MENTAL STRENGTH WITHOUT EMBRACING THE PAIN. YOU CAN NOT GROW YOUR PHYSICAL MUSCLES WITHOUT EMBRACING THE PAIN OF THE DUMBBELL. 

  THE MENTAL PAIN IS JUST A DUMBBELL. LIFT THE DUMBBELL UP AND EXERCISE YOUR STRENGTH. IF YOU DO NOT FEEL STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THE PAIN IT IS ONLY BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN PRACTICING. PRACTICE EMBRACING THE PAIN. WITH EVERY TEAR SHED ASK YOURSELF ONE QUESTION. AM I STILL ALIVE? DO YOU FEEL ALIVE? YOU FEEL IN PAIN? TO BE ABLE TO FEEL ANYTHING IS A SIGN OF LIFE. 

  IF YOU CAN FEEL THE PAIN THEN YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. IF YOU ARE STILL ALIVE WHILE STILL IN PAIN THEN THE PAIN HAS YET TO KILL YOU. I GET TIRED OF MY PAIN AS WELL. IT NEVER WENT ANYWHERE FROM DAY ONE. IT NEVER LEFT ME. IT WAS THE ONLY CONSTANT. DAY IN AND DAY OUT IT WAS THERE WITH ME. FROM DUSK TO DAWN I HAD TO FEEL IT. FROM DAWN UNTIL DUSK I HAD TO DEAL WITH IT. 

  IF ALL I EVER FELT WAS HAPPINESS THEN WHAT COULD I DO FOR YOU NOW? YOU MUST BE WORTHY OF HAPPINESS. YOU MIST BE WORTHY OF PEACE. HOW CAN YOU KNOW YOU ARE WORTHY OF WHAT YOU ARE GOING AFTER UNTIL YOU CONQUER WHAT IS GOING AFTER YOU? PAIN IS YOUR SENSEI. PAIN IS YOUR TRAINER. THE PAIN WILL EVENTUALLY CONQUER YOU OR YOU WILL EVENTUALLY CONQUER THE PAIN. I BELIEVE IN YOU. BUT YOU MUST BELIEVE IN YOU.

  BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. BELIEVE IN GOD. GOD WILL OPEN YOUR EYES. GIVE NOTHING OUTSIDE OF GOD ANY POWER OVER YOUR DREAM. YOUR EMOTIONS ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF YOU. YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR EMOTIONS. IF IT WAS GOING TO BE EASY TO DO THEN WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THE TEST? 

  THE STRONGEST MOST POTENT PAIN IS STILL JUST ILLUSORY. IT IS NOT REAL. GIVE IT NO POWER. IT'S POWERLESS ONCE YOU EMBRACE IT. THE PAIN IS POWERLESS OVER YOU ONCE YOU ADMIT YOU WILL FACE IT NO MATTER WHAT. WHEN YOUR PAIN ATTACKS YOU EMBRACE IT. YOUR PAIN REPRESENTS YOUR ECKHART TOLLE PAIN BODY. THE POWER OF NOW AND A NEW EARTH. 

  YOUR PAIN BODY IS ALL OF YOUR PAIN. YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE YOURSELF FROM RUNNING FROM THE PAIN. THE PAIN YOU FEEL IS YOUR PAIN. IT BELONGS TO YOU BUT IT IS NOT YOU. IT IS EVERY TEAR YOU HAVE EVER SHED. THE PAIN IS EVERY SCREAM YOU EVER RELEASED. EVERY BETRAYAL YOU ENDURED GREW A CELL AND A LIMB. 

  YOUR PAIN FEELS MISUNDERSTOOD. IT WAS CREATED BUT ITS CREATOR DOES NOT WANT IT. YOUR PAIN FEELS ABANDONED. YOUR PAIN FEELS LOST. YOU'RE NOT FEELING YOUR EMOTION. YOU HAVE NO EMOTION. EMOTION DOES NOT BELONG TO YOU. EMOTION IS JUST THERE. 

  AN ILLUSORY CIRCUMSTANCE CAUSED THE EMOTION. THE PAIN IS THE ABANDONED CHILD WITHIN YOUR SOUL. THE CHILD YOU ONCE WERE WAS CONSUMED BY PAIN. THE CHILD WITHIN YOU IS LOST. PAIN COVERED MEMORIES EMBEDDED THEMSELVES WITHIN YOUR PROGRAMMING. 

  THE CHILD YOU ONCE WERE ENDURED TRAGEDY. YOU'VE BEEN RUNNING FROM HIM OR HER EVER SINCE. THE CHILD YOU ONCE WERE IS STILL IN YOU. THEY JUST GOT COVERED IN PAIN. WHAT DOES A CHILD WHO SURVIVED TRAGEDY DO? THEY CHANGE FOREVER. YOU CAN GET THEM BACK. IT DOESN'T HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY FOREVER. 

  WHO ARE YOU TO WISH YOU NEVER FELT THAT PAIN? ARE YOU THE ONLY ONE EVER ALIVE ON EARTH WHO HAS FELT SUCH A PAIN BEFORE? ARE YOU THE LAST PERSON EVER ON EARTH TO GO THRU SUCH PAIN? NO AND NO IS THE ANSWER TO BOTH QUESTIONS JUST POSED. ONCE YOU LEARN TO EMBRACE EVERY EMOTION YOU EVER FEEL THEN YOU WILL GROW THE POWER TO CHANGE THE EMOTION AT WILL. 

  YOU WILL BE THE EMOTIONAL SENSEI ONE DAY. I KNOW YOU WILL. THIS IS YOUR TRAINING AND THESE MEMORIES ARE YOUR TRAINING GROUNDS. TRAINING IS NEVER BASIC. NEVER EASY IS TRAINING. AS MUCH AS I ALSO WISHED I NEVER FELT MY PAIN I HAVE BUT ONE QUESTION FOR US BOTH. IF I NEVER FELT ALL OF THE PAIN I HAVE EVER FELT THEN OF WHAT GOOD USE TO YOU IN YOUR TIME OF SINCERE NEED WOULD I BE? I WOULD BE OF NO USE TO YOU OR ANYONE WE KNOW IF I DIDN'T ENDURE TRAGEDY. YET I SURVIVED MY TRAGIC MOMENTS AND SO DID YOU. 

  WE ARE BOTH SURVIVORS. ONLY A SURVIVOR CAN HELP ANOTHER SURVIVOR. I'M HELPING YOU FROM ONE SURVIVOR TO THE NEXT SO YOU MAY ONE DAY SOON HELP THE NEXT SURVIVOR YOU ENCOUNTER. THEY WILL BE AS LOST THEN AS YOU MAY BE NOW AND YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU ARE GOING TO FIND THEM. THEN YOU WILL HELP THEM FIND THEIR WAY OUT OF THE PAIN FILLED DUNGEON.