WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION TEN: LIFE IS LIKE TRACK FOUR

 4:35AM EST - 5:03AM EST 

SATURDAY JANUARY 27TH, 2024

1.27.2024

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR THE THIRD TIME ROBERT GAUSE

WRISTS BATHED IN RED SESSION TEN: LIFE IS LIKE ALBUM TRACK FOUR: SPIRIT BALL

SPIRIT BALL

HEY HE THINK HE'S BALLING CAUSE HE BOUGHT SOME WATCHES

NAW MAN I'M BALLING CAUSE ROUND ME EMOTION HOPSCOTCHES

YO HE THINKS HE'S BALLING IN A GUCCI SHIRT OOH

NAW I'M BALLING CAUSE IM FEELING GUCCI EVEN WHEN IT HURTS TO

HE THINKS HE'S BALLING CAUSE HE BOUGHT A NEW WHIP

NAW MAN I'M BALLING CAUSE SPIRIT PRODUCES A NEW QUIP

HE THINKS HE'S BALLING WHEN HE'S SPENDING MONEY?

NAW I INVEST MY CAPITAL TO ME THAT MESS IS FUNNY

HE THINKS HE BALLING IN HIS MANSION HOMIE

IT'S HARD TO REACH ENLIGHTENMENT IN A MANSION PHONY

HOMIE THE CLOWN COULDN'T MAKE YOU LAUGH AS MUCH AS I DO DO

ITS ALWAYS FUNNY WHEN OUT OF THE BLUE YOU HEAR THE WORD DOO DOO

HE THINK HE BALLING AND HE'S PROBABLY RIGHT

BUT HIS EYES ARE LYING TO HIM LIKE MINE ARE TOO AYO CHAD YOU JUST AIN'T RIGHT

WE LIVING IN A WORLD THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE

UNTIL YOU DO THE OPPOSITE

REVERSE ENGINEERING MY WAY TO THE MOUNTAIN TOP

AND WHEN I REACH THE SUMMIT I PLUMMET POPPED BY A MOUNTAIN COP

IT'S GATEKEEPERS OUT HERE BLOCKING PEOPLE FROM THE CODE

AND SO I EMBEDDED THE CODE IN POEM FORM BUT THIS ISN'T AN ODE

MAYBE IT IS BUT IF IT WAS THEN I WOULD NEVER KNOW

THIS AIN'T IAMBIC PENTAMETER RIGHT NOW PAC THIS FREE FORM FLOW

I'M GOING FROM THE DOME

WRITING IT DOWN AS I SEE IT

AND AS I SEE FIT I'LL DROP A BIG OR BAD WORD

AS LONG AS I CAN PROUNOUNCIATE IT

MY ARTWORK'S NOT SATURATED BY MY OWN SUCCESS

BUT FOR IT TO BE THIS WAY 20 YEARS LATER YOU STILL HAVEN'T HEARD OF ME YET

AND THAT'S COOL ONE DAY YOU PROBABLY WILL

BY THEN I WAS PROBABLY KILLED

IN A TRAFFIC ACCIDENT SAVING THE LIFE OF A CHILD

A CHILD I NEVER MET UNTIL THAT DAY AYO THIS NIGGA WILD

DON'T SAY I AIN'T WARN YOU LIKE MY ANGELS WARNED ME

BACK WHEN I WAS 23 IN MY CLOSET SMOKING WEED AND MOURNING

THE LIFE OF VANESSA HONEY MALONE

DIED OCTOBER 23RD A TUESDAY IN 2012 I DIDN'T FIND OUT TIL SUNDAY

IT WAS A FUN DAY PEACEFUL AT WORK UNTIL I HEARD SOME BLUES BLUES

I'M SO IN TOUCH WITH MY OWN SOUL THAT'S A BLUES CLUE

IF YOU NOT IN TOUCH WITH YOUR SPIRIT MAN I HOPE IT LEAVES YOU

CAUSE YOU JUST DON'T APPRECIATE HOW MUCH THE SPIRIT WORLD NEEDS YOU

I SPEND ALL OF TIME AS A GENERAL

AND GENERALS LAY DOWN PLANS ON THE VISUALS IN GENERAL

IN GENERAL I USE MY TIME TO TOUCH THE GOALS I SELF SET

I'M GOD SET REP THE SET SET TIL MY LAST SET

TIL MY LAST BREATH

MY LAST BREATH I SET

I INHALE AND EXHALE LIKE IM SMOKING WEED BUT I'M REALLY NOT

AND WHEN I WAS SMOKING TREES I REALLY THOUGHT

IT WOULD CURE THE PAIN BUT IF THIS THOUGHT IS TRUE

THEN WHY'D I END UP SMOKING TWO?

OH ADDICTION I AM SO ONTO YOU

I'M ON YOUR CASE LIKE THE LAWYER YOU JUST PAID

THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR PLAYING IN THE STREETS OF DADE

I'M FROM DADE COUNTY THAT MEANS I'M COMPLETELY NUTS BABY

YEA I'M CUCKOO WITHOUT A CLOCK FOR COCOA PUFFS HOLD UP WHAT CRAZY

I'M SO CRAZY I MADE A MIXTAPE CALLED HALIEGH BABY

AND PASSED 20 CDS OUT AT OUR MUTUAL JOB IN FRONT HER GIRL LADY

GOT FIRED ON THE SPOT

NAH IT's OVER THE PHONE DAYS LATER

THEY SUSPENDED ME BUT THEY COULDN'T EVEN CALL THE COPS

THAT WAS THE BIRTH OF WHO THEY CALLED CHADFILMS

NAH I'M LYING I WAS 12 WHEN I BECAME CHADFILMS

CAN'T EVEN PROVE IT CAUSE MY OLDEST BROTHER QUENTIN JEALOUS OF ME

HE WAS BORN ON FRIDAY THE 13TH OF MAY 1982

I GOT THAT ZEALOUS ENERGY

I'M NEW YEARS WEEKEND 1989 YEA THE LAST 80'S BABY

TECHNICALLY I SAW EVERY DAY OF THE NINETIES

IN 1992 HURRICANE ANDREW TRIED TO MURK ME BUT HE COULDN'T FIND ME

WHOLE FAMILY IN THE HALLWAY CLOSET

I'M SLEEPING LIKE A BABY

ANDREW TORE OUR WHOLE ROOF OFF AND IT AIN'T EVEN PHASE ME

I'M SUPER CALM UNDER PRESSURE DAWG BETTER STAY FOCUSED

ONCE YOU LOSE YOUR COMPOSURE

THE RIFLE SLIPS OFF OF YOUR SHOULDER

I CAN'T THINK IF IM NOT THINKING CLEARLY

AND SO I TRAIN MY SPIRIT FOR TOUGH TIMES TO MAKE SURE MY SPIRIT IS NEAR ME

TO MAKE SURE MY SPIRIT HEARS ME CLEARLY AND I ALSO DO THE SAME FOR IT DEARLY

I CALL MY SPIRIT PRALIF HOLLER IT OUT WHEN YOU'RE NEAR ME 

SEE WHO STARTS CONVERSING WITH YOU

I ONLY TALK TO MYSELF CAUSE I'M ADVERSELY DONE WITH YOU

I ONLY WASTE MY TIME WITH THOSE WHO AIN'T WASTING MY TIME

IS THAT JUST A CONUNDRUM OR MORE LIKE JUST A FUNNY LINE?

I'M ALWAYS UP FOR A GOOD ROAST SO DON'T TRY ME BABY

YOU CAN ASK ARI YEA SHE SHOULDNTVE PLAYED WITH ME 

SHE ONLY SAID ONE LINE LIKE ONE TIME

HIT HER ON TIKTOK WITH A QUIP EQUIPPED WITH 6 LINES 

TIMES 5 NAH THAT'S A LIE

TRUTH IS I RESPONDED TO ONE MESSAGE 30 TIMES

YEA I COUNTED CAUSE I'M COUNTED ON AND COUNTING ON LIKE A MOUNTAIN LOIN

A MOUNTAIN LION I AIN'T LYING SAID IT WRONG JUST SO IT RHYMED

IT'S MY TIME 

IT'S NOT MY TIME?

WELL IN DUE TIME IN GOD'S TIME 

WHEN IT'S SO THEN IT'S A NEW TIME

I CAN MAKE A NEW RHYME A NEW WHATEVER

WHENEVER I AIM TO DO SO I'M JUST TOO CLEVER

ONLY CAUSE I WON'T BE HERE FOR TWO EVERS

TIMES TWO FOUR EVER TIME'S UP RHYMES DOWN TEST OVER WHAT EVER