WRISTS BATHED IN RED: SESSION CYNICAL ANALYSIS MICROWAVED HEARTS SESSION

 11:42AM EST - 11:57AM EST 

THURSDAY FEBRUARY 29TH, 2024

2.29.2024

WRISTS BATHED IN RED:

 SESSION 

CYNICAL ANALYSIS

MICROWAVED HEARTS

SESSION

  THE MOST IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP TO ME TO BUILD IS THE ONE BETWEEN MYSELF AND GOD MY CREATOR. THE SECOND MOST RELATIONSHIP TO ME TO BUILD IS THE ONE BETWEEN ME, MYSELF AND I. THE THIRD MOST IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP TO BUILD IS THE ONE I HAVE WITH BOTH OF MY PARENTS. AFTER THIS I CUT THE DECK. THE TWO PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT ME INTO THIS WORLD. THE CREATOR WHO ALLOWED THEM TO BRING ME INTO THIS WORLD AND THE PERSON THEY BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD. 

  I CAN'T CONTROL ANY OF THE OTHER RELATIONSHIPS IN MY LIFE. I WASN'T SENT HERE TO DEVELOP RELATIONSHIPS. RELATIONSHIPS FADE IN TIME. RELATIONSHIP AS A WORD HAS THE WORD RELATE INSIDE OF IT. HOW PEOPLE RELATE TO EACH OTHER SHIFTS THRU TIME. YOU WILL NOT VIEW THEM THE SAME ONE DAY AS YOU NOW VIEW THEM. THEY WILL NOT VIEW YOU THE SAME AS THEY NOW DO ONE DAY. I WANT TO BE CORDIAL TO OTHER PEOPLE. I WANT TO BE RESPECTFUL TO OTHER PEOPLE. I WANT TO TREAT PEOPLE GRACEFULLY. I WANT TO BE KIND TO OTHER PEOPLE. I DON'T WANT TO BE CLOSE TO OTHER PEOPLE. I WANT THEM TO BE CLOSE WITH THEMSELVES. I WANT TO BE CLOSE TO MYSELF. I WANT TO BE CLOSE TO GOD. I AM HERE ON A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY INSIDE OF THIS SPIRITUAL REALM. AS LONG AS I KEEP GOD AND GOD'S WORD FIRST IN MY LIFE THEN GOD WILL PROVIDE WHAT I NEED TO MAKE IT THRU UNTIL THE END. I DO NOT WANT TO BE OF THIS WORLD. I DON'T HAVE ALL OF THE SAME VALUES AS THOSE I ENCOUNTER. I WANT TO EMBRACE THE LONELINESS OF SOLITUDE AND USE THIS TIME ON EARTH TO DEVELOP THE GOD GIVEN TALENTS INTO EXCEPTIONAL SKILL. 

  I HAVE A POLITICAL CALLING WITHIN MY SOUL. I HAVE A HUMANITARIAN CALLING. I WANT TO AMASS AN ECONOMIC FORTUNE TO LEAVE BEHIND TO MY FAMILY AND TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE WITH IT. EVERYONE DOESN'T HAVE THIS SAME OBJECTIVE AND SO I MUST FOR THE SAKE OF THE MISSION AT HAND KEEP THEM AT ARM'S LENGTH AND AT BAY. 

  I DON'T INDULGE IN ROMANCE. ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS WILL SEVERELY DAMAGE MY PSYCHE MORE SO THAN IT MAY ALREADY BE DAMAGED. I DON'T WANT TO SEEK OUT HUMAN LOVE FROM ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. GOD'S LOVE FOR ME IS A GREAT AS IT CAN EVER GET. I DON'T WANT TO WORSHIP ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. 

  I WANT TO WORSHIP GOD. I WANT TO HONOR GOD. I WANT TO HONOR THE GOD GIVEN GIFTS HE BLESSED ME WITH. HONORING THE GOD GIVEN GIFTS WILL SUFFICE MY LONELINESS IN SOLITUDE. IT'S NOT LONELY WHEN YOU PRACTICE WITH THE TIME. I JUST WANT TO INCREASE MY SPIRITUAL STRENGTH. I WANT TO DETACH FROM THE PHYSICAL REALM MENTALLY. I WANT TO DETACH FROM MY PHYSICAL URGES. I WANT TO DETACH FROM MY SEXUAL DESIRES. I WANT TO ACCUMULATE MY SEXUAL ENERGY AND USE IT TO MANIFEST MY VISIONS FOR MY LIFE. MY SEXUAL ENERGY IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR ME AND TO USE IT ALL BY HAVING SEX IS A COMPLETE WASTE OF SUCH A VITAL ENERGY FORCE FOR ME. THANK YOU. BUT NO THANKS. SHARE YOUR BODY AND YOUR SOUL WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SHARE YOUR SOUL AND YOUR BODY WITH EVERYONE ELSE.