MICROWAVED HEARTS
SESSION ONE
2:40PM EST - 3:02 PM EST
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2024
2.9.2024
WOULD I BET MY SPARE CASH FOREVER A $1 TRUST FUND WILL RISE IN VALUE EARNING ME PROFIT? YES I WOULD AND IN AN INSTANT. WOULD I BET MY SPARE CASH ON A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP LASTING UNTIL I DIE? I WOULDN'T AND I DON'T. WHAT DREAM HAS THE BIGGER RISK? WHAT DREAM HAS THE BIGGER REWARD? WHAT AM I SEEKING WHILE ON EARTH WITH MY TIME AND ENERGY IN MOTION?
AM I SEEKING OUT LOVE AND AFFECTION FROM ANOTHER PERSON? NO I AM NOT. THEIR ENERGY IN MOTION BELONGS TO THEM AND THEY WILL SPREAD IT WHERE THEY PLEASE. AM I SEEKING TO SET OUT AND THEN ACCOMPLISH MY OWN PERSONAL GOALS? YES I AM MOST DEFINITELY FOCUSED TOWARDS. MY GOALS ARE TOO BIG TO SPLIT MY TIME. IF HER PERSONAL DREAMS DON'T ENCOMPASS ALL OF HER MENTAL FACULTIES I DON'T WANT HER TIME.
THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE BELONG TO MY DREAMS. I CAN'T GIVE UP MY DREAMS FOR A ROMANTIC PARTNER ONLY FOR HER TO SAY SHE'S LEAVING BC I DON'T WANT MORE OUT OF LIFE. I WANT MUCH MORE OUT OF LIFE THAN SOMEONE TO TELL ME THEY CARE ABOUT ME. GOD CARES ABOUT ME WAY MORE THAN SHE EVER CAN. I CARE ABOUT ME MORE THAN SHE EVER CAN. WHATEVER SHE LIKES ABOUT ME SHE HAS ONE OF TWO DESIRES CONCERNING IT. SHE EITHER DESIRES TO ENCOURAGE THE GROWTH OF WHAT TRAIT SHE ADMIRES ABOUT ME OR SHE DESIRES TO COMPLETELY DESTROY THE TRAIT'S EXISTENCE WITHIN MY CHARACTER TO SEE IT NEVER EXISTS AGAIN. SHE ONLY WANTS TO BE IMPORTANT TO ME LONG ENOUGH FOR HER OPINION OR PERSPECTIVE TO MATTER TO ME. ONCE SHE KNOWS HER PERSPECTIVE OR OPINION MATTERS SHE WILL TURN SAID OPINION AGAINST ME IN ORDER TO MALADJUST OR NEGATIVELY ALTER MY CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF.
WE LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD. SHE'S NOT REALLY IN EXISTENCE AND NEITHER AM I. WE LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD SIMULATION. IF SHE DOESN'T TALK ABOUT THIS ALL DAY THEN SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE SO. IF SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE THIS WORLD IS JUST A DREAMING SIMULATION THEN SHE'S A CONSTANT VICTIM TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES PROVIDED WITHIN THE SIMULATION. IF SHE'S CONSTANTLY VICTIMIZED BY THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND FEELS THIS WAY THEN HER EMOTIONS ARE CIRCUMSTANTIAL. IF SHE DOESN'T KNOW SHE'S TRULY DREAMING RIGHT NOW THEN SHE WON'T APPROACH LIFE AS IF IT WERE A DREAM.
IF SHE DOESN'T APPROACH LIFE FROM THE LUCID DREAMER'S PERSPECTIVE THEN SHE'S NOT FULLY ACTIVATING THE DREAM'S TOTAL CAPABILITIES. SHE HAS TO BE FULLY AWARE SHE'S DREAMING RIGHT NOW. IF SHE'S NOT FULLY AWARE SHE'S DREAMING RIGHT NOW THEN HER LIFE CAN POTENTIALLY BECOME A NIGHTMARE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. I WON'T LET HER TURN MY DREAMS INTO A NIGHTMARE.
I'M DREAMING RIGHT NOW. ANY CIRCUMSTANCE I FACE DOES NOT CONTROL MY EMOTIONAL VIBRATION. IF THIS ISN'T HER DAILY MANTRA SHE LIVES OUT THEN YOU KEEP HER AWAY FROM ME. YOU KEEP HER. YOU MARRY YOUR FINANCIAL ASSETS TO HER. SHE'S JUST ANOTHER DREAM WORLD CHARACTER. I DON'T NEED DREAM CHARACTERS CLOSE TO ME. I DON'T EVEN WANT DREAM CHARACTERS TO KNOW MY NAME. I'M DREAMING RIGHT NOW AND MY EMOTIONS ARE ALWAYS SUBJECT TO MY DISCRETIONARY APPROVAL. I FEEL WHATEVER EMOTION I NEED TO IN ORDER TO COMPLETE MY MISSION'S OBJECTIVE. I WIELD MY EMOTIONS SUCH AS A TOOL SHOULD BE USED AND UTILIZED.
I UTILIZE MY EMOTIONS TO THEIR HIGHEST CAPABILITIES. IF I FEEL AN EMOTION NOT CONDUCIVE TO THE MISSION OBJECTIVE'S SUCCESS OR COMPLETION THEN IT WILL BE GONE FROM MY VIBRATIONAL VORTEX FIELD AS SOON AS I CAN POSSIBLY RID MYSELF OF IT.
I'M SEEKING EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE TO IT'S HIGHEST DEGREE. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO PICK UP AND OR SHED ANY UNDESIRED EMOTION WITHIN HOURS AND SOON MINUTES. I TRAIN MYSELF ON THIS ALL DAY. IF I DON'T WANT THE EMOTION THE CIRCUMSTANCE STIRS UP THEN I'M GETTING RID OF IT.
IF SHE ISN'T ON THIS EMOTIONAL LEVEL THEN NO RELATIONSHIP CAN EVER WORK OUT FOR HER. THIS IS REGARDLESS OF WHO SHE IS WITH. I CANT.
2:09PM EST -
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 9TH, 2024
2.9.2024
MICROWAVED HEARTS:
SESSION ONE:
WHAT'S THE BIGGER RISK? LEVERAGING MY CAPITAL ON THE FINANCIAL MARKETS OR LEVERAGING MY TIME, MY EMOTIONS, MY PHYSIC SECURITY ALONG WITH MY FINANCIAL RESOURCES IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP?
WHAT'S THE BIGGER GAMBLE? I JUST BOUGHT A STOCK AND I PRAY IT GOES UP LONG ENOUGH FOR ME TO CASH IT OUT OR I JUST GAVE MY TRUST TO A WOMAN NOT TO BETRAY ME UNTIL I DIE NO MATTER HOW WELL I TREAT HER? IF I MISREAD A FINANCIAL CHART THEN I ONLY BETRAYED MYSELF AND I DON'T END UP PSYCHOLOGICALLY DAMAGED.
IF I MISREAD A WOMAN'S MINDSET, HEART AND SPIRIT AND SHE BETRAYS ME, THE PAIN IS WAY WORSE. WITH THE FINANCIAL MARKETS IT'S STRICTLY BUSINESS. IF MY ANALYSIS WAS WRONG THEN MY ANALYSIS WAS WRONG AND IT WAS NOTHING PERSONAL FOR IT WAS ALWAYS BUSINESS.
BUT WHAT IF MARRIAGE WERE ONLY A BUSINESS AS WELL? WHAT IF ACQUIRING MY ASSETS THEN BETRAYING ME WERE HER BUSINESS? OH SHE WILL NEVER ADMIT IT EVEN AFTER SHE DID IT. I'M BUSINESS FIRST. FIRST AND FOREMOST THE STABILITY OF MY PERSONAL AMBITIONS COME FIRST. NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN MY DREAMS.
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